Chapter 51: Showing Sincerity and Mutual Understanding
"Okay, I won't force you, don't you hide anything in your heart? I really care about the relationship between the two of us, and if there is a problem, solve it in advance so that it will not cause regrets in the future. ”
Zhao Siqi's voice was low, and there was a look of worry.
Because in his previous life, he didn't know enough about He Lan's inner problems at the beginning, so the relationship between the two went too unsmooth.
originally thought that time and space would change in this life, and now the two are happy with each other, and they will each think about each other, but they can't imagine that there is something wrong now.
"I'm sorry, Si Qi, I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to!" He Lan felt the sincerity of Zhao Siqi's words, and she also knew that Zhao Siqi's emotions were actually a little easily affected, and what she said now was likely to make Zhao Siqi's emotions uncontrollable, once this was the case, Zhao Siqi would participate in such an important game at night, and the result would be unimaginable.
"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, He Lan, don't be nervous, I just want to know, what is the problem between us? Why did you say that we might break up? Zhao Siqi forcibly suppressed the uneasy thoughts in his heart, and he needed to ask He Lan here to understand.
In this regard, He Lan has fully understood that if he doesn't make it clear to Zhao Siqi, Zhao Siqi will keep asking questions about himself.
"Zhao Siqi, I'm worried that once I tell the reason, you will be distracted and affected when you are playing." He Lan's eyes showed a worried look.
Zhao Siqi hugged her tightly, "Fool, if you don't say it, it will make my heart suspicious and more likely to distract me!" ”
So He Lan reluctantly said that she was going to study in the United States after graduating from the college entrance examination.
After knowing such a thing, Zhao Siqi couldn't help but be stunned, and then laughed.
"Si Qi, what are you doing?" He Lan's eyes showed a strange look.
"He Lan, do you really like me?" After laughing, Zhao Siqi asked such a question very seriously.
"Of course, I've actually struggled for a long time, worried that once I go to the United States, if I don't monitor you by your side, you will be abducted by a beautiful woman one day!" He Lan said faintly.
These words made Zhao Siqi laugh: "Haha, are you so worried about me?" ”
"It's strange to rest assured, even a pure girl like me has been tricked by you, and those ignorant girls may not be able to resist in front of you." He Lan couldn't help but joke.
"He Lan, you said that if a relationship can stand the test of time and space, will it be deeper?" Zhao Siqi's voice became very low.
"Well, that's the way it is, but a lot of things in the world are inaccurate, and sometimes it's quite difficult for couples who are separated because of one thing to get back together again, isn't it?" The look of worry on He Lan's face remained.
"That's because the two sides don't trust each other enough, if they trust each other enough, no matter how far apart they are, as long as they are willing to wait, there will always be a day when they will be reunited, He Lan, no matter what your decision is, I will support you, and if you think that I am not the man worthy of your life, I will not force you!"
"Si Qi, I don't want you to wait too long, because I don't know how long I want to stay in the United States, the difference in time and space is the biggest killer of feelings, I don't want to get hurt, and I don't want you to get hurt." He Lan couldn't help but sigh.
"So, you just want to keep it a secret from me and wait until you get on the plane to tell me about the breakup?" Zhao Siqi's eyes looked directly at He Lan, and his tone was light.
"How do you know?" He Lan looked surprised.
"You can guess it, but you've disappointed me a bit!" Zhao Siqi's voice was slightly reproachful.
"Huh? How do you think that? He Lan was a little puzzled.
"Before the relationship has really been tested, you start to retreat, do you think that I will be like an ordinary man, once my girlfriend is not around, I will go to mess with flowers? No, I, Zhao Siqi, can tell you here that I have determined a lifelong candidate in my heart for a while, as long as the other party does not change her heart, then my heart for her will not change. ”
"Huh? Do you really think so? He Lan asked with surprise.
The feelings of the past and present lives completely surged in Zhao Siqi's heart at this moment, and he said: "He Lan, thank you for your confession to me, I am willing to accept the test of feelings. ”
"What do you mean?" He Lan asked with wide eyes.
Zhao Siqi said very seriously: "Since we choose to be together, then we are no longer just thinking about ourselves, for your ideals, I support you, and I will not let you give up your ideals for me." We are still young, and the future has unlimited possibilities, but if we dare not take a step, it will be completely impossible! ”
"Si Qi, I'm sorry, I should have told you earlier, now I know your mind, I'...... Really happy. He Lan lay her head on Zhao Siqi's shoulder, her voice filled with joy.
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In anticipation of the whole city, as time passed, there was only one hour left before the start of the Southern Chess Players Challenge.
After Zhao Siqi and He Lan had dinner, they rushed to the Qifeng chess room together.
By Zhao Siqi's side, He Lan felt that Zhao Siqi's mood was very stable.
I don't know if it's an illusion, He Lan always feels that Zhao Siqi hides a forcibly suppressed uneasiness under the calm on the surface.
She didn't ask anything, because she understood that it was futile to say anything now.
Everything has to be adjusted by Zhao Siqi himself.
Entering the Qifeng chess room, Zhao Siqi accompanied He Lan into the audience area of the special room for the game to find a place to sit down, and then went to the top conference room of the Qifeng chess room to meet with the other two players as agreed.
Zhou Qifeng was not here, he went to receive the northern chess players.
After emphasizing the rules of the game between the two sides, Zhou Lin also quickly rushed to the game site to command and dispatch.
Master Lu Qing is wearing a golden Tang suit and black cloth shoes today, his hair is meticulously combed, even with a smile, he still reveals nervousness.
Wei Jianguo was wearing a short-sleeved black and white checkered shirt with black trousers and leather shoes, sitting next to Master Lu Qing and smoking, and there were already six filter cigarette holders in the ashtray in front of him.
Zhao Siqi found that Wei Jianguo's right hand was trembling slightly, and he couldn't see it if he didn't look carefully.
"Old Wei, Zhao Siqi, the game will start in half an hour, are you ready?" Master Lu Qing looked at the two of them and asked.
Wei Jianguo extinguished the remaining cigarette holder in the ashtray, gritted his teeth and said, "No matter what, fight!" ”
This is clearly a sign of no confidence.
Zhao Siqi smiled indifferently in the face of Master Lu Qing's inquiring eyes: "I'm ready!" ”