34. Song (3)

Lu Qianjin took a deep breath, picked up the wine bottle, and drank it all. The wine is rough, but strong. Choked her eyes. "Ximo, do you think it's worth it all these years?"

The woman named Ximo looked at her: "What about you, do you think it's worth it all these years?" ”

"I don't know if it's worth it or not, I've only learned three words over the years, don't ask."

Many things, many times you don't ask why. Because when you want to ask, you often don't have an answer, and one day, when you don't want to know anymore, maybe time will answer you with the gentlest gesture.

"So...... Don't ask me either. She couldn't answer because she didn't have an answer herself.

After being silent for a long time, the daughter finally said softly: "What do you want?" ”

Xi Mo smiled, different from Fang Cai's wry smile, this bright smile instantly collapsed the city, and also reminded the daughter of the most carefree time in the mountains and forests in the past.

"At that time...... It's wonderful...... "There isn't so much fame and fortune, and there's not so much distraction." There are only verdant mountains and forests, towering mountain tops, and the blue sky and white clouds that can be reached within reach. After collecting her thoughts, she asked: "I heard from Ah Ji[1] that he came to you two years ago, and you can know the fate of people." Qianjin, you sue me, is it possible for Ah Ji to be an emperor in this life...... You sue me ......"

Lu Qianjin raised her sleeves, and a book appeared in her hand, slowly turning the number of pages, and finally stopped at that page. In fact, she already knew his fate, but she still couldn't help but want to take a look. A few years have passed, maybe fate will have a chance to turn around?

It turned out that she was still wrong.

The last thing that will change in this world is fate.

"Nope." She looked at Ximo with sadness in her eyes. "In his life, the most prominent time was when he established himself as the overlord of Western Chu."

Ximo felt his hands become cold little by little: "What will happen to us in the future?" ”

"Ximo, don't you understand? You and he won't have a future. Xiang Yu's life has come to an end, and he will die this year. And you ......" Lu Qianjin stood up and slowly walked to Ximo's side. Stretched out her hand to cover Ximo's face, her fingers were cold. seems to be in harmony with the treacherous atmosphere in the Qianjin Building, and what she says makes people feel a little gloomy.

"And you, Ximo, you will disappear into the history books, and from now on, there will never be your whereabouts again. There will be a lot of speculation about your ending, maybe it was Xiang Yu who died, or maybe someone was taken captive and became another man's woman? These are very unknowable things, and the only thing that is clear is that when Xiang Yu killed himself in Wujiang, you were not by his side. Probably you'll end up with the latter. Because Xiang Yu's life has come to an end, yours still has a long time. ”

After she finished her last sentence, Ximo suddenly raised her head: "As long as I am willing to pay the price, you are willing to fulfill my wish, right?" ”

"What do you want? Ximo, think about it carefully. ”

"I came with it in mind." Ximo looked around, and there were tears in his eyes. "Daughter, for the sake of that tyrant, you are willing to stay in this daughter building day after day, running back and forth in other people's lives. I don't have the skills of you, but ...... I also want to guard my love. ”

“…… I already know what you want, but I still want you to change your mind. Lu Qianjin withdrew his hand and slowly retreated to his original position and sat down, with some sighs on his face. I'll fulfill your wish, you go straight away, don't look back. ”

Ximo sat for a moment, then finally stood up, turned around and walked out. The two rows of candles on either side of the temple door flickered faintly, and the one closest to the temple gate had already begun to go out. When she reached the door of the temple, she stopped. But she still remembered the words of the daughter and didn't look back, she stood there and looked outside the temple door. Outside, there is a blue sky and white clouds, and the bizarre scene passes quickly, and every minute and second are different pictures and different faces. Among the thousands of flashes of light, which second will belong to them?

Whisperingly, she said in a dumb voice: "Daughter, you can live for a long, long time." Don't be too light, forget me, I'll be sad. ”

Lu Qianjin looked at her back, tears welling up: "I won't forget it." You are Xi Mo, Yu Xi Mo, I will never forget you. ”

Ximo's back seemed to tremble slightly, and finally took a firm step and walked out.

In the end, she chose this path. Lu Qianjin held the wine bottle tightly, closed her eyes slightly, and tears fell into the wine bottle.

"Crying for what?" A voice sounded in her ears, and Wu Meiren walked out from the depths of the palace. "It's her own choice, what are you crying about. More than two years of life is poured into Ying Zheng, he will wake up earlier, you should be happy. ”

Lu Qianjin cried even more, raised her head to look at Wu Meiren, her whole face was full of tears. "She's my only friend."

"Well, don't cry." Wu Meiren raised her hand and wiped the tears on her face, and smiled heartlessly. "For people like us, friends are always going back and forth in batches. It's good to get used to it, and when you get used to it, you will understand that since you are going to lose one day, then you should learn not to treat others as friends. ”

"Master......" She burst into tears, and asked with doubts and confusion, "Ah Zheng will wake up, right?" What I'm doing now isn't useless, right? ”

Wu Meiren smiled at her, "Of course." "Wipe away her tears with your fingertips." Your Ah Zheng will come back to you, daughter, you have to firmly believe in one thing in order to continue to live......"

Ying Zheng stared at her and listened to her talk about the past, listened to her say the sadness of losing her last friend, heard her say the fear that she would never wake up again, and heard her say that she was obsessed with not asking whether she was right or wrong and just waiting to wake up.

She was now in her arms, and she couldn't imagine what it would be like when she cried with tears on her face. But Ying Zheng felt that drop by drop, her tears seemed to fall on her heart. fell in the place where Hu Hai's arrow pierced the heart, and the whole heart was soaking.

He slept easily / For more than 2,000 years, she lived in pain and waiting day after day, and every minute of time meant loss with her.

"Daughter......" He sighed lowly, how should he pay back this ignorant more than 2,000 years?

Lu Qianjin seemed to understand what he was thinking, and leaned her head on his shoulder socket, "For so many years, I have watched countless people come and go, and it used to be easy to be moved, but now it has become ordinary. Ah Zheng, I have no friends, and I don't have tomorrow, I only have you. ”

"I know......" Ying Zheng clasped her waist hard, lowered his head and bit her jade white neck fiercely. I only have you. ”

After hugging quietly for a while, Ying Zheng asked again: "Later, you and Ximo never saw each other again?" ”

"No more." She shook her head, "Ximo is dead, her wish is to die with Xiang Yu." She probably ...... I am afraid that Xiang Yu will be too lonely on Huangquan Road. ”

Some people's wish is to be able to live well on their own, and some people's wish is to live well as long as the other party is well.

And Yu Ximo, her wish is for the two of them to die together. Even if it's not good, that's the common ending for two people.

Ying Zheng also saw Yu Ximo back then, and vaguely remembered that she was a very good friend of her daughter, and the picture of meeting was still vaguely in front of her, but it turned out that when he didn't know, the strong and resolute woman died quietly.

Ying Zheng said: "Who is hiding in the jade pendant now? ”

Before he could finish his sentence of "Yes ......", the door was pushed open.

The two raised their heads at the same time and looked over, and Wu Meiren rushed in with excitement on her face: "Daughter! ”

Then when I saw the two of them, I got stuck. Looking at the two of them with a dry smile, Ying Zheng sat on the sofa, Lu Qianjin leaned on his arms like no bones, and the two of them snuggled together and talked, showing affection without any public morality.

Wu Meiren suddenly hehe: "In broad daylight, the public is public, do you know that Xiu'en loves to die quickly?" ”

Lu Qianjin sat up from Ying Zheng's arms, "This is my room!" I haven't sued you for trespassing on the house! "Where's the crowd?!

Ying Zheng glanced at her disdainfully and disdainfully: "Demon girl, it's so rude/rude." ”

“…… Don't think that I can't scold you two husband and wife! Feel free to sit down on the couch, "Okay, okay, I'm not here to argue with you today." Daughter, I just passed by the museum, and guess what I saw? ”

Lu Qianjin tilted her head and praised her face very much: "The night pot used by Ah Zheng? ”

“…… Daughter, are you really good like this? ”

“…… You're just going to see that kind of thing, and your whole family is going to see that kind of thing. Wu Meiren's face was full of disgust, "When I first passed by the museum, I saw them advertising there, as if a female corpse from the Qin and Han dynasties had been unearthed. ”

Lu Qianjin instantly became interested: "The female corpse dug up in Sioux City [2]? ”

nodded: "It seems to be the ancient tomb that was excavated last time, and it is said that it has a nose and eyes, and it is probably really from the Qin and Han dynasties." Do you think it could be Yu Ximo's corpse? ”

"Come on, when Ximo died, he accompanied Xiang Yu to fight under the wall of Sucheng [3], and now there is still Yu Ji's tomb in Sucheng, etc., etc......" She seemed to remember something, and her words changed abruptly, "Let me think about it, is Ximo from Sioux City?" ”

I seem to have such an impression, but I can't remember it for a while. Wu Meiren took out her mobile phone with a disdainful face: "Look at you stupid, just ask Du Niang." Baidu took a look, "It's true, Du Niang Encyclopedia says that Yu Ji is from Wuzhong in Sucheng." ”

Lu Qianjin Huo Ran got up, picked up Yingzheng and walked out: "Ah Zheng will accompany me to the museum." ”

"Wait!" She walked too fast, and when she walked out of the door, she heard Wu Meiren shouting behind her: "You just dress like this and go out?" And comb your housekeeping baby's hair before leaving...... Two ** ......"