Chapter 137: Tang Rou's heart knot

After the injury, Lee Seung-hoon yelled at me with his big hand full of blood, and he wanted to break up with me with a hideous voice. Faced with a double betrayal of emotions and friendships, I was disheartened and finally chose to leave school. The corners of Tang Rou's mouth twitched, revealing a deep bitterness.

Although he didn't understand love very well, Lu Xuan knew that Tang Rou at that time must have been very sad, and his spirit was on the verge of collapse.

He also knew why the two sisters, who had played well before, suddenly killed each other.

Feelings are a person's ripening agent, and it is also the best genetic medicine to change a person's nature. But if it is not handled well or is a little distorted, then it can also change a person in an instant.

The feeling of failure made Tang Rou begin to plant the seeds of hatred in her heart, and as time goes by, the roots in her heart will become deeper and deeper, and the hatred will gradually increase.

When hatred reaches a critical point, it is a matter of course to take revenge in ways that outsiders cannot understand.

"Before leaving, I privately found Chu Luoyan one last time, wanting to ask her about the whole thing. But Chu Luoyan kept insisting, saying that she had never had anything to do with that man. Tang Rou took a slow breath and said with a sneer: "But how could I believe her explanation at that time? Lee Seung-hoon racked his brains to please her so that she could break up with me. I believe that if Chu Luoyan opens his mouth, it is estimated that he can even take out his heart, liver and lungs. ”

"In a situation like that, how could I believe Chu Luoyan's one-sided words? I just think she's hypocritical, hypocritical to the extreme, hypocritical enough to disgust me and make me hate! I began to hate her in my heart, and I never had contact with her again. Tang Rou hooked the corners of her mouth, and the corners of her mouth smiled coldly.

This smile is ironic of Chu Luoyan in the past, and also satirizes herself in the past.

"But now, I understand...... It was me who was wrong! Relieved from the memory, Tang Rou had tears in her eyes, and her long eyelashes were wet.

Hot tears flowed deep in her eyes for a long time, and finally two beads of sweat the size of beans flowed down her white cheeks.

"Alas!" Lu Xuan didn't know what to do and what to say, so he could only sigh slightly.

From Tang Rou's narrative, it can be seen how extreme her personality is.

Her definition of love is so narrow, although Lu Xuan himself doesn't know much about love, but in his eyes. Since the man betrayed Tang Rou, it would be in vain for her to do anything more.

People who don't know how to accept helplessness are destined to be a loser!

"This time, Chu Luoyan knew that I was in this city, so she came to me and wanted to make it clear to me, repeatedly explaining that she had nothing to do with that man, and wanted to redeem our previous friendship. But for me, her presence was to provoke me and ignite a hatred that had been hidden in my dust for a long time. Tang Rou's teeth moved, and she said in a resentful tone, and the flames in her stomach began to ignite again.

Lu Xuan didn't respond, just slowly stretched out his hand and said lightly, "Give me the antidote!" ”

Tang Rou's eyes showed a thick resentment, turned his head to look at Lu Xuan for a while, and finally put his hand into his arms, took out the antidote and threw it at Lu Xuan.

"Thank you." Lu Xuan took the antidote and said politely, wanting to turn around and leave.

But when her body just moved, Tang Rou's voice sounded again: "Actually, I'm not so paranoid. It's just that...... After that incident, I returned to my hometown, cultivated the secret technique of the Tang Sect, and even possibly became the next sect master. And Li Chengxun, the negative man, was secretly killed by a few Tang disciples! Because he is a stumbling block to me, no sect will look at the future sect master's mind on a man. ”

"That is, the man died because of me." Tang Rou said.

Hearing this, Lu Xuan froze the body that was about to leave, and turned his gaze to Tang Rou again.

He originally thought it was a love-hate love triangle, but he didn't expect things to turn out to be like this.

"The man I love the most was indirectly killed by me, can you understand how I feel in my heart?" Tang Rou's face hurt in the back, two more tears fell from the corners of her eyes, and her brows furrowed slightly, full of sadness.

"I almost broke down, and I didn't even want to live in this world for a while!" Tang Rou pulled the corners of her mouth and roared.

Hearing this, Lu Xuan's eyebrows trembled slightly, although he had never experienced such a thing personally, just hearing Tang Rou say this, his heart was filled with an inexplicable sourness.

Killing one's dearest person by oneself will not make anyone feel good in their hearts, and I am afraid that it will be more painful than dying in person, and living in guilt for the rest of their lives.

"All my life, I tried my best to forget everything, and I didn't want to think about it again. But as soon as Chu Luoyan appeared, I couldn't restrain myself from thinking about it. He's the scale of my heart, so when I go crazy, I can't guarantee that I'll do something incomprehensible. Tang Rou shook her head slightly, and said in a cold voice.

Lu Xuan licked his somewhat chapped lips and chuckled: "So, when Chu Luoyan came to you to reconcile, Li Chengxun was mentioned by you again, and you recalled everything in your mind, so you wanted to kill her?" ”

"Not really." Tang Rou shook her head and said bitterly: "I didn't think about killing Chu Luoyan, but when she appeared and mentioned that Li Chengxun had a fight with me, my long-suppressed anger exploded, and I wanted to teach her a little lesson and suffer a little." ”

"If I wanted to kill Chu Luoyan, I would have removed her from the world without knowing it, and I wouldn't have let her live so long at all, and she would have been sent to the hospital for rescue." After Tang Rou took a few breaths slightly, she explained in a low voice: "Even if there is no antidote, she will wake up automatically after being in a coma for ten days and a half months." ”

"Thank you for your mercy, I know you still care about Luo Yan in your heart." Lu Xuan nodded and thanked him.

He believed what Tang Rou said, with the unparalleled prestige of the Tang Sect's secret weapon, it was simply too easy to kill a woman who was unfettered.

Without waiting for Tang Rou to speak, Lu Xuan spoke again: "I also understand your pain, on the one hand, you are the best friend, and on the other hand, you are the most beloved man, you must be very contradictory and uncomfortable in the middle." And Li Chengxun died indirectly in your hands, you are full of infinite guilt, even if you understand that you misunderstood Chu Luoyan at the beginning, you will not reconcile with her, because for the dead Li Chengxun, it seems to be too sorry for him! ”

"With your radical personality, it's not difficult for me to guess, even if I understand that the culprit was Li Chengxu at the beginning, if it weren't for his self-inflicted amorous pursuit of Chu Luoyan, I'm afraid there would be no trouble in the future. However, you are a conservative and radical person, and at the same time very stubborn, since you have Lee Seung-hoon in your heart, you will pretend to be for the rest of your life until you die! Lu Xuan said.

He swallowed, moistened his throat and spoke again: "Many people say that time will dilute some feelings, but that is only for ordinary relationships. For some people who have left a mark on their hearts, time will not dilute that trace, on the contrary, as time goes by, the deeper the mark will become, and the more unforgettable it will be for the person who left this trace in the first place, until it finally slowly melts into the bones. ”

"You are such a stubborn and extreme person, as long as you feel right in your heart, even if the reality is wrong, you will stubbornly persevere. That's why you don't want to face Chu Luoyan, and you don't want to think of Li Chengxun, so you can only hide alone, so you feel much better. Lu Xuan hooked the corners of his mouth and said with a faint smile.

Tang Rou didn't speak, but after listening to his words, her face eased a lot, without that thick sadness and resentment, and said lightly: "To be honest, I can see from your eyes that Chu Luoyan is very important to you. And I can probably imagine that she is so emotionally in a good mood to mediate with me this time, she should be interested in someone. ”

"Chu Luoyan is an introvert, not good at expressing his emotions, and likes to go straight. I'm afraid she doesn't want to explain to me about the past, but wants to reconcile with me, and in the future, she will recommend you, her sweetheart, to me to know, and silently explain to me that she really didn't have anything to do with Lee Seung-hoon at the beginning. Tang Rou pursed her lips and said very bitterly.

Lu Xuan just didn't speak, and he didn't know what to say, persuading them to reconcile or something was obviously unlikely, Li Chengxun, the dead person, had almost melted into her blood.

"Cherish Chu Luoyan! She's a good girl, don't let her be wronged! Tang Rou pulled up the coat that was draped over her body, reached into her sleeve, turned around and walked towards the room.

Halfway through, her cold voice came again: "However, it's best not to let me run into her again in this life, maybe she won't be so lucky next time." ”

As soon as the words fell, Tang Rou walked into the room and slammed the old door shut.

"Alas!" Lu Xuan sighed heavily, shook his head and turned to leave.

The moment he walked out of the small western-style building, he turned his head and looked at the address of the small western-style building, and found that there was no house number on the door panel.

When Lu Xuan's gaze moved up again, he suddenly saw a dilapidated plaque above the gate, carved with two big characters.

The plaque has been hanging for a long time, and no one has maintained and cleaned it on weekdays, and the erosion experienced by the sun and rain has almost completely erased those two words, leaving only a shallow nick.

Even so, Lu Xuan could still rely on his extraordinary eyesight to distinguish those two words, which were the words "Li Fu".

In an instant, he understood that this house was Li Chengxun's home before his death.

The reason why Tang Rou chose to live here is probably because she has not completely let go of Li Chengxun in her heart, and she still loves her deeply.

Therefore, she came to live in this house full of traces of Lee Seung-hoon, just so that she could integrate into those traces of the past and make up for the time when she couldn't be with him.

"Alas, what a wretched and pathetic woman!" Lu Xuan sighed slightly again, turned around and left the old house, and continued to rush towards the airport.

On the way to the airport, he had been thinking deeply about it, but he didn't know how to feel about it.

Fate also, sin also, love is really a thought of heaven, a thought of hell!

This book was first published in Reading Book Worm