39 Chapter 39

Song Eun, who was harshly reprimanded, was a little dignified, and he didn't understand why he wasn't allowed to just come out and sit in the gazebo in the garden for a while. Could it be that he could only stay in his room every day, and only face himself at all times?

This sense of control made him feel suffocated and depressed. Like a doll at the mercy of others, he was coerced back to the villa, and lunch was also eaten under surveillance. After eating, he was escorted upstairs, and then he rested alone in front of the room.

I am afraid that this kind of life will continue until after the child is born...... How many more months will it take to get rid of it? Or is it the day when you will never be able to get rid of it completely?

Song Eun couldn't help but be pessimistic again. Lying flat on the bed, the appearance of Mom and Dad comes to mind...... He didn't know how they were doing now, or if the company was doing well. He hadn't seen them in months, and he was eager to meet them.

Even if it's a few minutes...... But thinking of Fu Bihong's tight control over him now, Fu Bihong will definitely not agree to meet his parents.

So what is he going to do? Tears couldn't help but fall again, hesitation and hopelessness intertwined, and Song Eun buried his face in his arm and sobbed quietly in the room where no one was.

The picture of his parents loving him before came to mind...... There is also Chu Pan's sentence on the phone not long ago: As long as Xiaoen is doing well, I will be very happy.

If he sees Chu Pan again, he has already become a complete monster, right? The man who gave birth to a child has a controlled fate that he can't get rid of, and he will never be the same again. My mind was like this, until I slowly quieted down and fell asleep.

It was dusk when I woke up, and the room was dark because the curtains were drawn, and no light came in through the window. Song Eun turned on the lamp on the bedside table, and after sitting quietly, he took a book and spread it out and looked at it casually.

Fu Bihong returned home soon after, and after being surrounded by servants serving tea and water, and picking up his coat, the first thing he said was to ask Song Eun how he was at home during the day. Because of the busy affairs of the Fu family, he didn't have much time to stay at home, but the controlled psychological seizure made him anxious to control all Song Eun's every move that was not in front of his eyes.

The servant truthfully told Fu Bihong everything Song Eun had done in the day, including Song Eun's private trip from the villa to the garden. Fu Bihong listened to it and couldn't help but feel angry again, turned upstairs, and walked quickly to the door of the bedroom.

Song En had heard the door opening and the noise downstairs before, and he knew that it was Fu Bihong coming back. He bit his lip and sat nervously at the desk, turning the pages stiffly when the door to his room was suddenly opened.

Turning his head in fright, he became even more nervous when he saw Fu Bihong's expression that seemed to be a little angry. Fu Bihong said that he sneaked out of the villa in the morning, and he couldn't control his emotions and brought up Song En.

"Didn't I say that you can't step out of the house." Hold Song Eun's shoulder tightly: "Why are you disobedient?" Why is it not a long memory? ”

Song Eun frowned slightly at the pain of being clenched on his shoulder, and replied in a low voice, "But it's only in the garden outside...... Not very far. ”

Fu Bihong gritted his teeth and emphasized: "That's not okay either!" Thou shalt not disobey my words...... Don't step out of the house. It must be in the sight of the subordinates, or you will wait for me to clean you up! ”

The so-called "tidying up" is nothing more than those means, and Song Eun is more concerned about the words in the previous part. Can't you leave home for 10 months? In that case, he'll probably go crazy.

But at this time, he didn't dare to say anything resistant, so he had to nod and say that he would do it, so as to temporarily calm Fu Bihong's anger.

Because of Fu Bihong's warning, Song Eun no longer dared to have the idea of going out, even if he had the idea of ventilation and walking.

His pregnancy reaction is also getting worse and worse, and his loss of appetite makes him eat very little every day, and his face is sad all day long, and there is no life.

Tossing and turning at night and couldn't sleep, Fu Bihong felt that he was a little restless, turned his back and asked him, "What's wrong with you?" Uncomfortable? ”

Before Song Eun could answer, he felt a strong feeling of wanting to vomit. He got out of bed and hurried to the bathroom, retching at the sink. When Fu Bihong saw his uncomfortable appearance, he didn't mean to be comforted, but was inexplicably happy in his heart.

It won't be long before he can get his own child, right? He only wants children...... This obsession is so strong. He just wants to be sure that the hard work he has put in from the beginning until now is not in vain, and that he wants to get what he wants.

A smile appeared at the corner of Fu Bihong's mouth. Song Eun threw up on the edge of the pool for a long time before going to bed again, but after a while, the reaction came back and vomited repeatedly overnight. Fu Bihong finally had to call a doctor, and it was still early in the morning when Zhou Ziming arrived.

After his examination, he said that it was just a normal morning sickness reaction, and finally he should not take drugs to relieve vomiting reaction, which is not good for the development of the fetus, and it is better to eat more acidic food.

Fu Bihong immediately instructed his subordinates to prepare some acidic food and present it to Song En to eat to relieve the reaction.

Fortunately, the vomiting reaction only lasted for two or three months, and by the end of the third month, the reaction had subsided a lot. But at the same time, the bulge of the stomach is becoming more and more obvious.

Song Eun didn't even dare to look at his body when he took a bath, he was afraid that the monster-like deformed body would irritate him again. He also avoided looking in the mirror, he didn't want to see him at all.

But on the contrary, Fu Bihong likes his current appearance very much, and often puts his hand on his bulging lower abdomen at night to caress him. Even stared at it for a long time.

He seems to have a special fascination with Song Eun's pregnant body, and even wants to invite a photographer to come to his home to take pictures of him. Song En fiercely refused, but was glared at fiercely by Fu Bihong: "What right do you have to refuse my request?" ”

"You think your words are still under consideration?" There was disdain and contempt in his tone, as if to show that Song Eun and his position had always been like this from the beginning to the present. There will be no equality.

Song En bit his lip and clenched his hands, he knew that what Fu Bihong wanted to do, he couldn't refuse at all. But my heart is still resistant and disgusted.

How much he hated being like this, how could he still want others to see him? Or even take a picture of yourself and record it forever?

What did Fu Bihong do with him? Are there clowns available for visiting?

Fu Bihong invited the photographer to the villa the next day to take a set of photos for Song En. The photographer even asked to make Fu Bihong wrap around Song Eun's waist from behind, and Song Eun could only cooperate although he rejected it.

After enduring the discomfort and cooperating, after the photographer also left, Song Eun only felt tired and numb. He didn't want to think about Fu Bihong's intentions anymore...... He knew what he hated and hated, but he insisted on doing something that made him fear and fear.

Sadness and fear are useless anymore, all he has to do now is get used to it and go with the flow. Since there is no way to get rid of it, then accept it and live like this.

Take whatever you want, Song Eun thought.

A few days later, in the evening, Fu Bihong said in bed: "The photos have been made, they are all in a collection, and I put them in the study." Let's take a look tomorrow. ”

Song Eun was silent and didn't speak, in fact, he was trying to say something to reject Fu Bihong's words.

"Very well lit...... I also plan to wait until the baby is born for the full moon banquet to invite this photographer to come and take pictures of the whole family. Fu Bihong was alone in the imaginary scene.

Song Eun really didn't know why he was so obsessed with children. Obviously, women can give birth to the same, and there must be no shortage of women of all colors around him. Why is he only attached to the children he has born?

Suddenly felt that there was no point in refusing words, so he simply closed his eyes and whispered, "Hmm." ”

Gradually, he became as accustomed to being submissive and accepting of arrangements as before, and spent most of the day in his bedroom bed. There are ingredients that make you sleepy because you are pregnant, and there are ingredients that you have nothing to do because you are bored.

Song Eun doesn't know what the outside world is like. One day, I mustered up the courage to try to ask Fu Bihong if I could let my parents come to see him once.

He's been doing well lately as well...... The pregnancy has reached five months, and the contact with the outside world has been cut off for nearly half a year. Fu Bihong then agreed: "You can come, but you must let the servants watch from the sidelines, and you can only come once a month." ”

"You have to remember," he straightened his tie and approached Song Eun, who was sitting on the bed, and stared at him condescendingly, "Not only are servants watching, there are surveillance cameras everywhere in the room, you better pay attention to your words and deeds." Otherwise, if I see you do something that upsets me when I play it back afterwards, I'll take it when I come back in the evening. ”

Song En lowered his head: "I see." "Even without the monitor, he wouldn't say anything he shouldn't have said. It's come to this point that there's no point in saying anything.

As long as mom and dad can be fine...... He hadn't seen them for half a year, and he missed them so much.

The next day, I was arranged to talk to my parents and set a specific time to visit.

When the meeting was scheduled for the weekend, Fu Bihong was not very relieved, and stayed at home to monitor it personally. In the study, I was looking at the documents and books while staring at the camera video.

He didn't want to see Song's father and Song's mother, because to be honest, if it weren't for them, Song En's plan to have a child would be many times smoother than now.

Their obstruction in the middle has made him take so many detours.

Song's father and Song's mother arrived outside the villa at the agreed time, and the servants opened the door for them after receiving Fu Bihong's order. Because he knew in advance when his parents were coming, Song Eun deliberately dressed up to make himself look more energetic than usual.

When Mother Song saw Song Eun sitting at the table in the bedroom, her eyes immediately moistened. I haven't seen Xiao En for half a year...... Her eyes couldn't help but stare at his bulging belly, even if she had learned on the phone that Xiao En was pregnant, this moment was still difficult to accept.

The ridiculous thing has become true, and it still happens to his own children. As a parent, how can you not feel distressed? Song En saw his parents arrive and immediately stood up, wanting to step forward, but was hugged by Song's mother who was one step ahead.

Holding it in his arms and gently stroking his shoulders: "Xiao En has had a hard time, right...... How did you lose so much weight? ”

She is also pregnant, and other people's families will gain weight and gain weight during pregnancy, why only Xiaoen looks thin and haggard?

"Didn't you eat well?" secretly shed tears, and pretended to wipe them away inadvertently, not wanting Xiao En to feel uncomfortable when she saw it.

Father Song saw them hugging each other. Song Eun's appearance with a big belly is presented in front of him, which is already a reality that cannot be unacceptable. He couldn't help but turn his face away...... Wiped the corners of his eyes.

But what can they do? Helplessness may be the most cruel way to accept.

"No, but didn't you react very strongly some time ago, so you eat less." Song Enqiang put up a smile: "Don't worry about me, I'm fine." ”

Xiao En remained the same as before, pretending to be okay for fear that they would be worried. is as well-behaved and sensible as he was a child, and it makes people feel distressed.

After Song En sat down, he asked about the situation at home, Song's father and Song mother only reported good news and not bad news, and Song En was also very happy to listen.

Because the time of the visit was only limited to one hour, Song's mother thought about it and gave Song En some instructions. Most of them are in terms of diet and lifestyle habits...... Let Song En's attention be more important, which will be beneficial to the child's development.

I always feel that the words that should have been to instruct my daughter have now become the words of Xiaoen, who is a man, are very ridiculous and absurd. But compared to what they thought was strange and ridiculous, Xiao En was the one who was hurt the most.

It was also very distressing to hear that Xiao En had a big reaction to her pregnancy in the first few months. These things that should not have been borne by him should now be accepted by Xiao En.

As parents, not only are they powerless, but they can't even be there to accompany and take care of them.

An hour came quickly, and Father Song repeated it several times before leaving, and he could call them whenever he had something. Be sure to call more and tell them more about his situation. You should also go out and walk as much as possible, and you can't be bored at home all the time.

Song En's face responded: "Don't worry, I will go out for a walk every day." It's just that when there are few people...... he doesn't want to say something that makes his parents sad, and those words are useless, just to add to everyone's sadness.

Even if he came to visit him once a month, Song Eun could be moved and excited for a long time, and even regarded this meeting once a month as the motivation of life.

Song Eun's compulsory classes at school have been suspended for a long time, and Fu Bihong has temporarily suspended his studies because he is busy taking over the family's business. From the time when Fu Bihong took Song En and insisted on moving out of Fu's house and going to live elsewhere, Fu's father didn't want to care about Fu Bihong anymore. It's just that Fu Bihong doesn't live at home, and Fu's mother, as a mother, is a little worried.

After all, they have lived together since they were children, and they only have this one son. Fu's mother was always very doting on him, and asked to visit Fu Bihong's residence soon after he moved away.

Fu Bihong did not agree to Fu's mother's request to come to visit on the grounds that Song En's cultivation needed to be quiet. Now that Song En's fertility has been determined, the color ultrasound examination is also done regularly.

Fu Bihong and Song En agreed in advance about the time when Fu's mother came, and asked him to prepare in advance.

Song En thought that even if Fu Mu came, she would come to see Fu Bihong, and it had nothing to do with him. Just stand on the side and accompany you.

Fu's mother arrived at nearly noon, and Song Eun received an order to sit in the living room and wait to greet her. After all, she is also a mother who dotes on herself, and Fu Bihong is also very happy on her face, showing rare warmth.

When Fu Mu saw Song En's appearance, the first thing that appeared on her face was shock. It has really become a reality that men can have children...... But she had never heard of it before, and even if she knew it in advance, she was surprised to see it.

But after the surprise, his expression soon became a little disgusted and disgusted. She didn't understand what kind of strange orientation her son had, he had to be with such a not well-behaved and docile person, and even did such a series of outrageous things in the end.

At the dinner table, she didn't hide her emotions, and said bluntly: "I have something to say with Bihong, Song Eun, you can go back to the room first." ”

It's not that Song Eun didn't feel her disgust, but he didn't feel anything anymore. He had already realized Fu's mother's meanness, so he got up and silently returned to the bedroom room on the second floor accompanied by the servant. 166 Reading Network