"See, they've all become frightened birds! Hey, you say let me tell you what's okay? Gou Yu said again: "I told you something before, and the eyes of Panpan's grandparents are telling you the same truth, you are looking at the villagers, which one doesn't worry about you!" ”

"All the solutions are in your hands, I wonder, why can't you do it! You can say that everything is yours, you have taken all the opportunities compared to him, including Panpan, how can you say that you have nothing? Which of your words does you say? ”

"Don't you hear people talking? Don't say it, how can I still have the face to go out of this door, how can I let Panpan recognize him! Teacher Song wiped a handful of tears and said.

"He has no other thoughts now, it's just a single-minded performance, just talk about what happened to him this time, he won the sympathy of most people, so many people are saying that he is good, but why can't you listen to it, how can you take the gossip of a few people as a holy decree, forget it if you don't pay attention to it, and still use chicken feathers as an arrow."

"Don't let Panpan go to school, don't talk about the children, and beat the children, look at you now, you even avoid me, don't even let me tell the children, you can't believe others, you even have to guard against me, you say it yourself, even if you are not a good person, then I have become a thorn in your side?"

"Oh, look at what you said, what do I mean, you are our benefactor, I don't know this yet!" Teacher Song hurriedly said.

"So what do you mean? Teacher Song, I have never praised myself once in my life, I will praise me once today, I am a monkey spirit, as long as I blink an eye, I know how to do this, and I will do it accurately! But I wondered, and I started blinking from the beginning when I told you this. ”

"I can't figure out why you're doing this, why you're doing this, it's the most nerve-wracking thing I've ever done when I've grown up! You tell me what is going on in your heart, I really want to know, if you don't even tell me the truth, what kind of benefactor do you say I am, what else will you do to me? ”

"No, don't say it, I can't stand your words, woo woo woo ......" Gou Yu said like a cannon to poke Teacher Song's heart, she shook her head vigorously without waiting for Gou Yu to finish speaking.

"Why can't you stand it, huh? Am I wrong? Don't have a problem with me when you get into trouble, you say I recruited someone to provoke someone, you said that your students can ignore the past suspicions and torture me to death all day for your business, but why do you still hit the south wall and don't look back? ”

"Look at him, he doesn't even care about his own life for you, for the sake of the children, for the previous sins, all his performances are for you, why do you want to do more and more outrageous? You go out and listen to what people are saying, a person who doesn't even want his life for you, just to get someone's forgiveness, just to let the child call him Daddy. ”

"You say that a person who can save life and death is behind, what else do you want him to do? They all say that they dig out their hearts and lungs, that's what they call talking nonsense with their eyes open, but you still don't see him when he stretches out an arm to you, do you still want him to come to you with his head? That's not! ”

"That's what you said just now, someone has begun to count you down, your insensitivity has already begun to have an opinion on you, if you don't look back at this time, what you have now will be handed over to him one-sidedly, then you have no choice, you have nothing, even hope you can't get it!"

"Woo woo woo ......" Gou Yu said this, Teacher Song looked at him and cried like a child without hiding his mouth!

"Cry, your hatred is too heavy! You are older than me, the old secretary is older than you, my Uncle Yao, the fourth aunt, and Heizi are all older than you, each of them has hatred and hatred, which of them can you compare to their hatred? They turned it all into a motive, a motive not to live for themselves. ”

"Each of them has everyone in their hearts, and you see the respect they are receiving now, which one do you think you can compare? You are the people's teacher, and people look up to you as they are, and you are as great as them, and what you have experienced and everything you have done shows what people think of you. ”

"Who doesn't give you a thumbs up! Look at you now, do you say you're still Teacher Song? Now that even your students have an opinion of you, it's no wonder that others are starting to make irresponsible comments about you! Hurry up, Mr. Song, you can't do this anymore, no one will be able to help you if you continue like this! ”

"Don't say it, please, don't say it, woo woo woo ......" Teacher Song didn't want Gou Yu to say a word, she always felt that the more Gou Yu analyzed the problem, the more she couldn't let go of the knot in her heart, and she couldn't stop making her heart twist!

"This matter has now involved me, and you won't let me say okay!" Gou Yu's eyes stared at Teacher Song and said, "Give up your illusions, that thing will never be possible, then you will not only harm you, but you will even harm me!" When you can't tolerate anyone in your heart, what do you think you are in people's minds? ”

"I'm doing things every day that are good for others, so everyone respects me, so I succeed, so I have the ability to get you back and integrate you into this big family. Look at the bean sprouts, you look at Aunt Li, you look at Qiao'er Niang in our alley, Qiao'er Daddy, Aunt Zhang, and my father and my mother. ”

"You said that none of them came to Sanjia Hutong with the feeling of not being able to live! Don't look at me as a bad student, but I have been influenced by this hutong culture since I was a child, and it can also be said that this hutong is all-encompassing, he is a small world, and it has everything outside, and it can be said unceremoniously that it is the epitome of this world! ”

"The people in the hutongs are all elites, Mr. Song, if we say that the people in our hutongs are the same as you, what do you think the result should be? I remember you told me about your father, in fact, your father's spirit is the spirit of our alley, in the final analysis, it is the spirit of human survival, and I now understand this very deeply! ”

"Teacher Song, do you know why I didn't study well in school? Now I can tell you, at that time, I was like you, I felt that our alley was full of hatred, especially the elders, I don't look down on anyone, each of them is ugly, I am in it just to breathe! ”

"I'm just here for revenge! You think, I don't even know who my father and mother are, and my grandfather doesn't even know who killed them, let alone my grandfather and grandmother! I hated my father and mother, I hated Uncle Yao and Aunt Zhang, I hated bean sprouts, and I hated all the people in the alley! But one fact after another is presenting me one fact after another, step by step. ”

"Their kind of hatred, that kind of tolerance, that kind of selflessness, that kind of grievances for the sake of abandoning personal grievances, for the honor of a collective, the big one is the country, the small one is the family, the unity of the family, all the love is touching!"

"A finger pointing at others, three fingers will face themselves, it is a person who has three points, I am afraid not to think about it, the truth contained in this, once you wake up, it will make you have a kind of idea that wants you to kill yourself, and for a moment you will feel that everything is wide and wide."

"Teacher Song, do you know what I was thinking at that time? You may have thought of what I just said, but you can't understand it now, and you won't think of this idea for the rest of your life, because you are so selfish, selfish as if you were left, the same as I was then! ”

Gou Yu was a little excited when he said this, everything in the past came to mind, and deep remorse and self-blame came to his heart together.

"Teacher Song, at that time, I was like Panpan, as if I was an orphan, he seemed to have everything in his world, but he had nothing. Now I think, isn't it just a thing, isn't it just a process, what's who is right and wrong, concealing it is my own business, why do you want to involve your relatives! ”

"At that time, I asked myself, I was pitying myself, but which of you was pitiing the child!" When Gou Yu said this, he touched the panpan on his back, and when he just wanted to speak, he saw the millet porridge in front of him, so he took a sip of the bowl and said: "Teacher Song, I'm not afraid that I will be disrespectful to my mother, you are walking the same road as my mother!" ”

"My mother is a good person, a very good person, she can screw her rival with her own beloved, what a great person you think my mother is! But my mother has done one thing wrong in her life! You're the same now, you're fine, but you're doing the same thing as my mother! I've been doing great things all my life, and a stain can't make people think of you anymore! ”

On the surface, Teacher Song was listening from beginning to end, but her chest was constantly changing with the ups and downs of Gou Yu's words, sometimes violent, sometimes slow, and the silent language seemed to be telling something.

It's like a student who made a mistake after being reprimanded by a teacher, that is, he is not convinced and does not dare to resist, but he feels a little unreasonable.

"Left, you eat, you eat with Panpan, don't say any more!" After Mr. Song finished speaking, he crossed his arms on the table, buried his head in it, and whined.

"Panpan, you see that your mother is crying, you come down to coax your mother, don't let your mother cry, okay?" Gou Yu put his face against Panpan's head and said, he could see that Teacher Song was really a little surrendered at this time, and one move was enough to explain the problem.

Gou Yu waited for a long time and didn't hear back, so he said again: "Look at you kid, why don't you even listen to your brother's words?" ”

"Panpan, obedient, didn't you hear my brother call you?" Teacher Song, who was extremely uncomfortable, couldn't stand the child's ignorance of the dog's leftovers and said.

After the sound, the two still did not hear an echo. But after the silence, the two of them heard Panpan's subtle snoring.

Panpan fell asleep with her arms around the dog's remaining neck.

"See, the child must not have slept well at night, do you know what he is thinking? You think you're in great pain as a mother, but what about the child? ”

"You think that Yu Jianshe is forcing you, you think that you are a foreigner, and everyone is forcing you, but you don't even want the least truth, goodness and beauty in the world, don't you even want your own children?"

"I really don't know how you became a teacher, I was ashamed of you before, but now you are ashamed of everyone, don't tell me how your father educated you, your current behavior can't make him peaceful!"

"Not to mention Panpan! How did your father educate you? How do you set an example for Panpan? Hurry up and rein in the precipice, don't you like me, look at how your students behave, take care of your mind, look at how narrow your mind is! ”

"Enough!" At this time, Teacher Song suddenly sat up from the coffee table and said, "I don't want others to ask me, I know what I have to do!" ”

"What's the matter, running all the way to the dark?" Gou Yu asked.

Teacher Song just wanted to speak, but suddenly saw a pair of sharp eyes, a pair of desperate eyes, that eyes were like a beam of strong light pointed directly at people's hearts, causing her waist that was still quite worthy just now to loosen down suddenly.

"I'm sorry, I'm so excited, let me calm down for a while." After Mr. Song finished speaking, he thrust the ten fingers of his hands into his hair.

"It's time for you to calm down for a while, I'll leave with Panpan." The dog couldn't do it anymore, and he felt that Teacher Song was always in a state of losing his mind, and even if he continued to talk about it, it would be useless.

Hearing this, Teacher Song suddenly raised his head and looked at the dog, blinking his eyes a few times but not speaking.

"Why, am I not right? The child can't stand it anymore in this environment, so you should be considerate of the child! Gou Yu said to Teacher Song.

Teacher Song blinked his eyes a few more times, looked at the dog leftover, and then looked at the sleeping pan on the back of the dog leftover, and two lines of tears couldn't help but flow down!

Jingle bells! Jingle bells! Jingle bells!

At this moment, Gouyu's mobile phone rang again, and the mobile phone in the past few days is like a soldier for Gouyu, every time the ringtone rings, it will make him shiver! If you don't answer it, you can't do it, answering every phone call is a headache for him!

He quickly took out his mobile phone and looked at it, almost crooked his nose, what he never expected from this phone call was that it was a person he hated again, and at this time he especially wanted to see when he was bored!