PS: Because Friday is a holiday, I only have the heart to play at home, so I put this chapter on Friday to today, and Friday is gone

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"Taenggu, when will you face your heart, Yuri and Yuna have confessed, when can you tell me your heart, don't tell me you don't know, Zheng Xiuyan is not blind......"

"Taenggu, Zheng Xiuyan can wait, she can wait for a long time, but she doesn't want to be hurt, she can't wait any longer if her heart is dead, and she will be hurt if she waits......"

"Taenggu, if you can't accept it, then refuse early, the feelings that can't be grasped are the most hurt, know that you can't do it, don't leave another hopeful thought......"

"I ......"

Outside the car window was the backward scenery, but what I had in my mind was what Zheng Xiuyan said to her after taking a shower that night. At that time, Kim Taeyeon was really startled when Jung so-yeon spoke, and she always thought that she was hiding well, but it turned out that she had been deceiving herself. However, after listening to Jung so-yeon's words, Kim Tae-yeon couldn't say whether she was happy or sad, to say that she was happy was also happy that her feelings were not her own wishful thinking, and that she was sad about her indecision, and that she was sad about her so-called unspeakable self-esteem.

She didn't answer at that time, she didn't know how to answer, and by the time she reacted, the person had already left, and there were only herself and Huang Meiying standing at the door sighing in the bathroom. It turns out that I know everything, only I don't know, and I only hide myself, is the so-called blind eye?

Maybe today will be a good day......

On December 10th, the day of the award ceremony of the 08 Golden Record, this is known as the 'Grammy Awards' in South Korea, which is the award that all singers aspire to, and it is also the most authoritative award ceremony among all the music awards ceremonies in Korea. On this day's red carpet, the major idols and the older generation of singers and predecessors gathered, and the camera flashes on both sides were enough to flash the eyes of people who were not used to it, and the screams that hit the eardrums reached the sky.

The red carpet, which some people regard as a red carpet of pride, does not know how many times it has been recycled, but when I stepped on this bright red carpet again, I felt an indescribable tension in my heart, not because of the ceremony, but because of the heart sung at the ceremony. With an official smile on his face, he walked to the photo wall step by step amid flashing lights and screams, and his smile was only light and real when he saw the sones crowded in the crowd to cheer him on.

The gathering before the official start of the ceremony is all an opportunity to develop contacts and hug your thighs. You come and go, your ears are mixed with the laughter of a few sincere most officials, and in front of you are faces that have changed and changed, familiar, unfamiliar, not similar but similar shadows, all the same is probably only their smiles for their own benefit.

The world is bustling, all for profit; The world is crowded, all for profit. No matter where this phrase is used, it is unexpectedly echoed, even perfect.

"Taeyeon, long time no see." sent another colleague away, and a familiar voice suddenly sounded behind him.

Wu Ran turned around, and there were five more familiar faces in his sight, "Long time no see, Xianyi, Yubin, Yuen, Xuanmei, and Zhaoxi." "Naturally, they're the best of the best, the Wonder-Girls quartet. After the premiere of "Speed Scandal", they haven't seen each other for more than a month, but it's been a long time for this circle where two heads meet in three days, and it's not an exaggeration to say that it's been a long time.

"You're so early." She didn't know much about communication herself, so she casually found a topic to open her to.

"It's still early, you hot genius composer has come so early, how can we be late?" Min Xianyi rolled her eyes and walked gracefully, speaking of her uncoordinated behavior, she didn't know how to contact the lady.

"Are you sarcastic or praising me?" Kim Tae-yeon, who understood the meaning of Min Xianyi's words, didn't mind her words either.

"That's what you think." Min Xianyi is a very scoundrel stallman, and he doesn't seem to care at all whether Kim Taeyeon will think about it.

"Admit that you envy it." Narcissistically brushed the bangs hanging in front of her forehead, but there was no pride in her eyes.

"It's very envious." Min Xianyi said what was in his heart without the slightest disobedience, and anyone would be envious, envious of the talent of the person in front of him, and envious of her glory. But Min Xianyi knows that this talent and this glory all come from her efforts, and it is not a waste to be talented without her own efforts.

Taeyeon Oni, USA...... All right? Little fan Lee Seon-mi shyly grinded to the front, and seemed to be still unchanging, and then looking at the helplessness of Min Xianyi and the four, Kim Taeyeon couldn't help but want to snicker. It should be commendable to develop the members of the rival into your own fans.

"Well...... If you think it's good, it's good, if you think it's bad, it's bad, and everyone's feelings are different. Although she was a little puzzled as to why Lee Seon-mi asked this, Kim Tae-yeon answered her question first.

"Really...... I don't want to go ......," the little fan hung his head in frustration.

Looking at the three biggest WG for some reason, adults always know a little more than minors, even in this precocious circle. Jin Yubin and Park Yu-eun subconsciously looked at Min Xianyi, the most prestigious person in the team, and seemed to be waiting for her to speak.

"Anyway, sooner or later, I have to be known, and I'm not afraid to tell you early." Min Xianyi's expression was calm, and he did not hide it at all, "We will go to the United States for development in the first half of next year, and Xuanmei will ask this question to find out whether the United States is suitable for our development." ”

"The first half of next year?" Kim Taeyeon subconsciously frowned, "Won't it be too hasty in the first half of next year, shouldn't you maintain your popularity in China first?" Why are you in such a hurry to go to the United States to develop? ”

Although Girls' Generation and Wonder-Girls are rivals, their relationship in private is no worse than that of some people in the same company. Whether it is in girlhood or out of companionship, Kim Taeyeon does not want them to rush to another country for development, which is still a country where Hallyu is not very popular.

Although WG's departure could be a little better and easier for Girls' Generation, neither she nor anyone from Girls' Generation wants to defeat WG with dignity. I've been accumulating strength for so long, and I've been laying the foundation in the other two countries for so long, and I'm going to go to another country to develop before I can fully exert my strength, and even if I win, I don't have much sense of accomplishment, even if Girls' Generation is now more popular than Wonder-Girls.

"You didn't provoke this." Min Xianyi rolled his eyes angrily.

"Huh? We? "What does this have to do with them?

"If it weren't for your grades in the United States when you were a girl, the teacher wouldn't be in a hurry to let us go to the United States to develop, and we would have been able to delay it for a year and a half." Min Xianyi's explanation can vaguely raise a little helplessness.

To be honest, they don't have a bottom of their own, although "Nobody" is sung by mouth in China, it is also popular in Asia, and even in Europe and the United States, there are many people singing it, but they rushed to the United States like this, and they don't know how long they can support there. Min Xianyi believes that Park Jin-young will not know this, but their teacher is confused by the current results of "Nobody", coupled with the results of S.M's BOA and Girls' Generation team in the United States, how can this teacher who has always longed for the music industry in a free country still endure it.

After listening to Min Xianyi's words, Kim Taeyeon only pursed her lips in silence, and she didn't comment much on this, after all, it was their JYP's business, although she was the one who caused them to go to the United States early.

"But I believe that we Wonder-Girls will definitely be able to gain a foothold in the United States, and when the time comes, you girlhood will not be suppressed by us again!" Confidently swinging his fist, he is not at all confused about the future.

"Girls' Generation will never lose!"

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No matter which award ceremony is in the high. The front of the tide is full of stinking and ever-changing nonsense, and you can recite it for a year or two. The host on the stage is smiling, and the guests off the stage are also smiling, and it seems that there is no difference on their faces, the only difference is probably the fans who sit at the back screaming for their idols.

The ceremony of interspersed with singing and dancing performances has also passed, and the Golden Disc Awards Ceremony for several years has also gained a lot for the entire S.M company, from the big boss Li who saw the car with a flat tire, to the newly debuted SHINee have all got a piece of the pie, and even the big sister of BOA in the United States has also received three awards.

"So now to announce the 2008 Golden Disc YEPP Popularity Award, there are a total of four teams, and the first winner will be announced." The award has finally arrived at the important moment when Kim Taeyeon is present today, the award doesn't matter, it's not everyone's together, the important thing is the ......

"2008 GOLDEN-DISK-YEPP Popularity Award, Taeyeon Xi!" With the words of the male award presenters, there was another deafening applause and cheers at the scene, and this time the screams were no better than the previous screams again and again, as if they had not shouted hard before.

In the applause and cheers, Kim Taeyeon got up unhurriedly, bowed to everyone, and walked slowly onto the awards stage, but the shining lights could not bring her too much excitement, this time it was like the feeling when "If" won the CY Digital Award in February, a little excited, all calm.

"Well, it's always been the nine of us at the awards ceremony, and I'm very nervous to be here today, but I'm sure one day the nine of us will stand here together." After a pause, looking at the little pink in the audience, I was a little more excited in my heart.

"First of all, thank you to the people who love the OST of Beethoven Virus, because of your love, I am standing here; At the same time, I would like to thank Director Lee so-man, President Kim Young-min, Mr. Kenzie, and Mr. Jung Soon-won for their teachings, without whom Kim Taeyeon would not be where she is now. Thank you to all the agents who worked hard together, without your hard work, we would not be where we are now; Thank you also to the staff who have always dressed me up beautifully, thank you for your skillful skills; Thank you very much to all of you who are strong DJs who are now broadcasting live on their own, and close friends of Gangin oppa and MBC. ”

"I also want to thank the members who came together, if it weren't for your company, maybe there would not be Kim Taeyeon who has persevered until now, this will not only be mine, but I will get the award with all my members, I will share this award with them, the members of Girls' Generation, I really love you very, very much."

"Finally!" glanced at the swaying pink in the various cheering colors, and the smile on the corner of his mouth deepened, "SONE!" Our fans, thank you for your unwavering support, we love you very, very much, Kang Sahami~! ”

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"Even if it's a little pain, tears will come out

The heart is crying out loudly

If gold is in front of you, you cement slabs

It's all you, it's all you, just thinking about you

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I'm sorry, please forgive me for being cowardly. I'm sorry I didn't dare to summon up the courage to say my heart to you face to face. I'm sorry, I know that this world can't tolerate this emotion and dragged you in. I'm sorry to disappoint you because of my hesitation......

"Maybe this waiting, this missing

When you touch, when you hear

It's better to pretend that you don't know

Although when approaching you, there will always be fear

But this love can't be stopped

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Can you hear me, my timid heart......

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PS: There is no award here at BOA in reality, but I got her in, and I ask my subordinates to be merciful

PS: Those English songs were released too late to be selected, because I don't know if songs published in other countries will win awards in South Korea.

PS: Taeyeon's award-winning thank-you speech is either from watching the video or by myself