61. Tearing the White Lotus (15)
Lu Qianjin's face was expressionless, and she seemed to be very calm, but her eyes were empty and confused. The person who captured Yingzheng only left such a specious sentence, and he was sure that he would go to him, which was right. But the world is big, the world is vast, even if she has a heart, where should she find him?
Xie Bi'an saw that her face was a little pale, scratched the back of her head, and comforted her, "Don't worry." Now it's the 21st century, even if he arrests Yingzheng, it's useless, and it's not the Qin Dynasty, if he captures the first emperor, he can coerce the Son of Heaven to order the princes. ”
"What if what he wants is not to order the princes, but to make me?" She said word by word: "Arresting Ah Zheng can't threaten anyone, except me." ”
"Thousand ...... Daughter...... Who are you talking to? Lu Lili almost trembled when he heard it on the side, Lu Qianjin is a human being, it is true that ordinary people can't see her because she opened the enchantment, and only Lu Lili can see it. But black and white impermanence and Cheng Yan are ghosts, ghosts! In Lu Lili's eyes, now Lu Qianjin is talking to the air, and she is talking so much.
"Bai impermanence, Xie Bi'an." Lu Qianjin bit her fingers, wiped the red blood on her fingertips into her eyes, and pointed at Xie Bi'an. Then he pointed to the black impermanence except for a miserable white face, and the rest of the body was pitch black: "Black impermanence Fan is not saved." Fingers moved to the side, "As for this, Cheng Yan, you know." ”
Lu Lili also knew that she went to the underworld last night, and it was normal to see a ghost coming to the human world with her, but she still couldn't help but be afraid: "Why did you bring them here?" ”
"Something." casually wiped his fingertips on his clothes: "Ah Zheng is missing, I want to go back to Qianjinlou." Can you solve the matter here yourself? ”
According to Qianjinlou's after-sales service, Lu Qianjin should accompany Lu Lili in this world to complete the revenge of tearing the White Lotus, and then go back. But she didn't expect this to be so bizarre, and now she didn't have time to stay here.
Lu Lili relied on the space ring she gave, and now there is no shortage of money or food, and even Xia Jingxue's reputation is almost the same. If you are admitted to the university of your choice in time and rewrite your life, it can be said that it is very smooth.
Although he was still a little worried about what would happen in the future, he still nodded: "If something happens, I can hide in the space ring." ”
Lu Qianjin looked at Cheng Yan, who had been silent on the side: "What do you want to say?" ”
"Huh? There is a ......" Cheng Yan raised her head sharply to look at Lu Lili, and a large piece of blood on her face fell with this action, revealing the dark/dark skin inside. "I've always wanted to be close to you since we first met, but you've always hated me so much, why?"
Lu Qianjin was not interested in listening to the story between them, took a few steps back, turned around and walked out: "I'll go find Xia Jingxue, and I'll take you away later." ”
The dormitory door was opened and closed again. Cheng Yan saw that Lu Lili's face was not only cold, but also faintly disgusted.
"Why?" Cheng Yan couldn't help but ask again.
Lu Lili couldn't help but tug at the corners of his mouth, the smile was mocking. She raised her head and looked at Cheng Yan, her face was full of dried blood, which was a little more terrifying than when she was alive.
"How did you die?" How could Sung Yeon die at this time? She was obviously admitted to the university and went to a far away place......
"I don't know. Xia Jingxue came to talk to me last night, and I felt a little sleepy while talking. Then she asked me to go back to the dormitory with her, I closed my eyes, and when I opened again, I was standing in the middle of the road, but Xia Jingxue was gone......"
That fear still lingered in her mind, so much so that she said it in a perverse and unadorned manner. Lu Lili understood everything, Cheng Yan's death must have a lot to do with Xia Jingxue.
It's ridiculous, in her last life, Cheng Yan gave up herself because of Xia Jingxue, and in this life she died in the hands of Xia Jingxue. Who says God doesn't have eyes? That sentence is really true, it's not that the time has not come.
Lu Lili looked at Cheng Yan's strange and familiar face, and suddenly felt the urge to cry. "Do you believe in past and present lives? Would you believe me if I said I lived two lifetimes? ”
Spirits and monsters, Cheng Yan originally didn't believe it. But Huangquan Hell has already gone through it, what else does she not believe?
"You refuse to ignore me because we had a grudge in our last life? Do you remember something from your previous life? ”
"We were friends in the last life," after a pause, Lu Lili added three words, "Once." ”
Xia Jingxue, who was in the second year of high school in her previous life, went to Lu Lili's class, and as soon as she came in, it became a beautiful landscape. Beautiful, innocent and empathetic, generous, the people in the class have either eaten the snacks she gave or received small gifts from her.
Except for Lu Lili.
Maybe it's because the family is poor and not treated well by their parents. She has a close-up personality, and her only strength may be...... Good grades?
Xia Jingxue's methods have all failed in her, as if it is an island that cannot be conquered.
At that time, Lu Lili was already with Hua Xufeng, and she liked him too much, so even if she was withdrawn and even timid, she still mustered up the courage to chase him. Maybe all the luck of this life was used here, and she chased after her.
If she had known that she would lose it one day, then she would not be greedy.
When Hua Xufeng broke up with her, she felt that all the stars in her world had gone out, leaving only the disappointment in his eyes to face her. He said, "I never thought you would be such a person. ”
Lu Lili asked him with tears in his eyes: "What kind of person am I, you sue me." ”
"Do you know what people out there are talking about? They all say you're with me for the money! "Hua Xufeng's family can only be regarded as well-off, but compared to Lu Lili, he is already very rich." I said why did you chase me so diligently at that time, it turned out to be for this! ”
Lu Lili understood in his boyfriend's mouth that he was originally worshipping/gold/woman, and then in the mouth of his classmates, he understood that he was slept with/had been slept with/by a man for money when he was in junior high school.
How can the world be so golden? In the end, even the head teacher talked to her. The young male teacher, who had just worked for a few years, looked at Lu Lili with obvious disgust in his eyes.
"Good grades can't be eaten, and for students, moral character is more important. Now what has become of the classmates, you know, this kind of influence is very bad. ”
Is it the middle of winter, is it that you don't wear shoes? Why is there such a biting coldness in the soles of her feet, which makes her feel like she is walking alone on the ice, with no one to rely on?
The head teacher called her mother in front of her, and the woman who was left with only one title left hurried over. Then he slapped her hard, it really hurt.
"Is there less food for you in our family or less for you to wear, and we want you to do such a shameless thing?"
Lu Lili looked at her blankly, for the first time in so many years, hatred was born in her heart. Since you don't love her, since no one is willing to love her, why bring her into this world?
"Come home with me!" She grabbed Lu Lili with a hideous face. "Don't read this book, go home and work to earn your brother's tuition!"
She spoke loudly, and all the students gathered at the door of the office to watch the excitement. Lu Lili understood at this moment, it turned out that he was embarrassed to a certain point, and he was fearless.
Lu Lili shook off her hand, "I don't want it." ”
"Do you still want face?! You don't want to be ashamed, our Lu family still wants it! ”
Faced with this ridiculous accusation, Lu Lili sneered: "How much is a pound of face, you sue me, I sold it." ”
She didn't cry in the face of Hua Xufeng, and she didn't cry in the face of her mother. Cheng Yan said lightly: I will go with Xia Jingxue in the future, and when I smashed it, Lu Lili cried.
The so-called grievances and pains seem to have found a gap at this moment, and even when the last person around them leaves, tears have long become indifferent. It's all to lose anyway, and there doesn't seem to be much difference between being weak and being strong.
"I don't want to be friends with someone like you, you can do anything for money." This was the last word that Cheng Yan left for her.
After many years, Lu Lili turned out the "Idiom Story" he read when he was a child. She saw the three of them become tigers, and she also saw the crowd of gold. It's ridiculous. After so many years, it turns out that she hasn't known herself?
During the college entrance examination, Lu Lili filled in the school in the north, which is far away from here. If it were possible, she would never want to return to the city again for the rest of her life. But in the end, she still came back. She had only been studying for a year, and her parents had traveled all the way to school to tie her up.
They wanted their younger brother to go to a foreign Chinese high school, but the tuition was too expensive, so they put their thoughts on the bride price. The man's surname is Xia, he is a cripple, his family is well-off, and he wants to find a college student.
Lu Lili saw Xia Jingxue again at the blind date, she was still as beautiful as a white lotus, and her words were gentle but hurtful. "Li Li, why are you? After graduation, I can't find any news from you, and you won't still hold a grudge against what your former classmates said, so you won't contact us, right? ”
She wanted to say, yes, I hold a grudge. But Xia Jingxue said faster than her: "Cousin, this is the high school classmate I always told you." When I was in high school, I was so miserable by those gossips......"
At that time, the man's face turned blue, and of course he had heard of the girl Xia Jingxue had been talking about. The wind rating is extremely bad.
The marriage did not take place, and when she returned home that night, Lu Lili was almost strangled to death by her brother. After that, it was the overwhelming slander that almost killed her. Even her miscarriage/birth of several children was said to be vivid, it was really like a movie.
Lu Lili picked a day of wind and beautiful sun and went up to Qionglong Mountain. She wanted to be there, to end half of her unbearable life. She didn't expect to meet Lu Qianjin there, after she did, she just wanted to drag Xia Jingxue and them to die together. I didn't think about it at all, I could let a qiē start over.
It's just that life is repeated, and the script seems to be written incorrectly.
Otherwise, why would Cheng Yan appear in front of her, in the form of a ghost, she asked herself with a grudge. Those things are as far away as the dust of another world. Looking back today, the pain is still there.