74 Chapter 74
After eating, Guan Wei put away the dishes and chopsticks as usual. Anxin sat on the sofa.
The child cried in the house at this time, An Xin stood up and walked over unnaturally, he was not very good at coaxing children, and he didn't know how at this time, he remembered what Guan Wei had done before. I also learned to remember the way he picked up the child, patted him in his arms and coaxed gently, but after a while the child fell asleep.
Anxin let out a sigh and walked out of the room, where there was no one in the living room. Guan Wei was not in the living room, An Xin looked into the kitchen again, but still didn't see Guan Wei, he tried to call Guan Wei's name, and the sound of response sounded on the balcony. An Xin walked over, walked through the sliding door, and saw Guan Wei sitting at a small table with two bottles of wine and a small glass on the table.
"You're drinking?" Anxin asked, walking over and sitting beside him.
Guan Wei nodded, An Xin's balcony had a lot of space, and he was sitting here just under the moonlight.
"Do you drink?" Guan Wei asked An Xin, An Xin glanced at the wine bottle, the aroma of wine had already overflowed, and it was around his nose, he smiled: "Well, the child just slept, don't look at him anymore, drink some wine should be fine." ”
"I'll get you a cup." Guan Wei got up, went outside to the kitchen and got a small cup, and returned after a while.
Anxin filled the cup with wine and took a sip. Guan Wei looked a little farther away, and didn't know what he was thinking. An Xin looked at his side face and couldn't help but say, "Actually, did I tell you that there was a time before when I hated you." ”
Hearing his words, Guan Wei turned his head to look at him: "I can see it." ”
An Xin took another sip of the wine in the glass and continued: "In the past, I always thought that you said bad things in front of Fu Bihong, so in the end, he wanted to dump me. ”
Guan Wei glanced at him: "I didn't tell you in front of Mr. Fu." ”
An Xin didn't answer, and continued: "Later, I had more contact, and I think you can always remind me of someone I knew before. ”
Guan Wei paused, he turned his head and listened to An Xin.
"In the early days, a person who debuted with me didn't like to talk, and at that time, the company asked us to form a group together, and everyone scrambled for it, such as sponsored clothing during the event, and some opportunities to appear on camera. He is the only one, who has very few words, and does not fight or grab. An Xin clenched the cup in his hand: "Then at that time, I thought that this kind of person was very pretentious, and it was also ...... later At the beginning, we were 16 or 7 years old, and the company asked us to position ourselves more exposed. We did so, and then asked us to eat with some of the more powerful. We do the same. ”
"Only that person didn't cooperate, and then he left the company, and I thought to myself: he deserves to be popular if he leaves." Speaking of this, An Xin smiled: "As a result, what do you know is the most ironic? ”
"Later he mixed better than any of us." Anxin said: "Later, the company went out of business, and I went to another company and began to look for a relationship in the background. Isn't this an unspoken rule, I'm not afraid, and I'm willing to pay for these things. Nothing anyway. ”
"It's a bit much." An Xin smiled: "Actually, what I mean is that you remind me of that person, as if there are always people who can do everything well without saying a word, and they are also very clear about what they want and what they want to do." ”
"I thought, how could I not do that?"
An Xin's tone of saying these words was very casual, and Guan Wei couldn't help but clench the cup in his hand: "Then why did you think of entering this circle in the first place?" ”
An Xin's face was a little red, and he seemed to be a little drunk, and when he heard Guan Wei's words, he smiled: "Guan Wei, do you believe in fate?" ”
Guan Wei didn't speak, listened to him, and looked at his expression. An Xin laughed and rubbed the tip of his nose: "In my opinion, different people have different lives, and some people seem to be born with smooth sailing and can easily get everything." Some people can't do anything well, and they will always be losers in life and be trampled under their feet. is like Fu Bihong, why was he born with such an identity? He's just a bastard, and he doesn't deserve it. ”
"It's as if there is one thing that can change everything when it happens, such as the direction of fate. Sometimes I think it's ridiculous and irresponsible, after all, people have such a long life, and it's a bit too limiting to say that. But now, I feel like I really can't help but believe in fate. Because I'm always going to find a reason for myself to be like this. ”
His eyes were shining, and Guan Wei's eyes flashed. Anxin continued: "When I was about fifteen years old, I came out of my second uncle's house, which was a village with a very poor economic situation, and they had several children, and I couldn't go to school after finishing junior high school, and I wanted to go to the city to see it. ”
"At that time, the second uncle happened to have a friend, and I forgot who it was...... But it was said that there seemed to be a good job in the city, so the second uncle agreed with him and agreed to pick me up at a time. Take me to the city, you can arrange a place for me to live first, and then find me a job. ”
"At that time, I remembered that I was waiting at that place, because I couldn't let anyone else wait, so I waited for his car at the village gate several hours in advance. But when it got dark, he didn't come. ”
"Later, when I went home, my second uncle said that his friend had called and couldn't come because of an emergency. I had to go to the city on my own. ”
Anxin knew that he didn't blame his second uncle, when he was twelve years old, his parents died in an accident. None of the relatives in the family were willing to adopt him, and they shirked their responsibilities one by one, only the second uncle was willing to adopt him, even if he didn't go to school. They have three children to raise.
Anxin did a lot of hard work when he first came to that city, and he was willing to do it as long as he could make money. The life of poverty and hunger is too difficult, so he chose to come out of his second uncle's house, originally thinking that it would be better to change the environment, but he didn't expect it to be worse than before.
He has no education and no skills, and the only thing he can do in a restaurant is to clean up the dishes or carry things. Because of her weak and feminine appearance, she is often bullied and ridiculed by several people who work together. Anxin is not the kind of person who likes to forbear, he was beaten when he replied, and after you punched me and kicked me to fight, there was no work.
He had nowhere to live, sometimes he lived in the train station, and sometimes he didn't even have anything to eat at the end of the day, so he lived each day with ease and caution. It wasn't until later that when he was on the street, he was accidentally discovered by a talent scout from a small company, and he naturally entered the industry. He was promised a place to live, a place to be packed, and a high salary, all of which seemed like a dream to him. I was so lucky to get it.
Later, even if you have to follow someone else. bed to sustain this life, and he is willing and will not give up.
He didn't like Fu Bihong at all, and even hated Fu Bihong's hypocrisy from the bottom of his bones, but he felt that Fu Bihong could bring him a lot of things, so that he could easily get what he wanted. Maybe he shouldn't have been so greedy in the first place, he was just too eager, wanting to get rid of the life of looking at people, wanting to completely turn himself over and say goodbye to the past.
Everyone can choose what path they take, but Anxin feels that he is not, he has no choice but to go on like this.
"At that time, the agent in charge of my debut told me that I should accompany that man, and after I liked him, he would give me a lot of money, and there would be movies and commercials, which was really a good opportunity for me at that time......" He was still talking, Guan Wei stretched out his arm at this time and took him into his arms at once.
When he was hugged into his arms, his shoulders trembled for a moment. Anxin suddenly felt something rush out of his eyes, and suddenly dripped on the shoulder of the man who hugged him. He only reacted at this time, and patted Guan Wei's arm with a smile: "Hey, what's wrong...... I'm not, it's a little too much. ”
Guan Wei shook his head: "No." Forget all about it today. ”
"Sometimes I really think about whether my life would have been different if my second uncle's friend had come to pick me up at that time, or if I had met a better, more formal entertainment company at the beginning. I might do an ordinary job, I don't have to worry about life, and I have a lot of friends. Speaking of this, he laughed as if he was nervous: "Maybe everyone is like this, if you mix badly, you will want to find a reason or excuse." It's like we'll be a little more comfortable. ”
"Forget all about the past, and start over tomorrow." Guan Wei repeated the sentence.
The temperature on the man holding him was very high, and An Xin didn't answer, after withdrawing from Guan Wei's arm, he wiped the corners of his eyes, and asked with a smile, "What about you...... You've never told me about your past. ”
Guan Wei looked at him: "I don't have anything to say...... It's a very simple experience, and you might get bored listening to it. ”
"Then why are you so good at cooking?" An Xin suddenly remembered: "You should be very busy at work, and you shouldn't have much time to cook at home." ”
"I'm because for a while, I used to run outside and live outside, and some things outside were not very hygienic, so I would often cook and cook some food by myself. The craftsmanship is not very good. ”
"Oh, that's right." An Xin nodded, looking at Guan Wei's jaw, his heart moved, leaned over, and kissed the corner of the man's lips.
Song Eun set a specific date through the schedule, Fu Bihong will have a banquet next Thursday night, and he will not be back until at least eleven o'clock in the evening. Song Eun took advantage of this time to leave, it was the best time.
The train ticket had been bought early, and Song Eun had been nervous since he got up early on Thursday, and it wasn't until the evening that he left the house early on the pretext of going out to buy something, and then got on the train that came to pick him up.
Song's father and Song's mother were both in the car, and the two of them told Song En all the way, for fear of being located in the position, Song En threw away the previous mobile phone, and used the new mobile phone bought by Song's mother after leaving this time. The luggage was also not prepared, and I planned to buy it again there.
When he arrived at the train station like this, everything went well, and Song Eun had a heart hanging until he boarded the train. Song's mother told him that he must call home as soon as he arrived, so as not to let them worry, and Song Enlang came down.
Going out alone, Song Eun is the second time. After arriving, someone specially answered him, and it was Zhu Hua's friend who had greeted him in advance.
Song Eun was taken to their home, and the first thing he did was to call his parents, and after the call, he called Zhu Hua and told him that he was okay now.
Song Eun tries to settle his mind and adapt himself to life in his new environment. But he was in a restless mood every day, and he was always worried about what was going to happen.
Zhu Hua's friends were kind and warm, which somewhat relieved his anxiety. Sometimes a few of them would go out to play and wanted to call Song Eun, but they were all rejected by Song Eun. As long as he goes out, he is in danger of being caught, and Song Eun doesn't want to take that risk.
The good times didn't last long, and the bad news quickly spread from his parents' phone to Song Eun.
After Fu Bihong found out that he had disappeared, he began to send people everywhere in L City to check his whereabouts. Now we are also starting to search in several nearby cities. 166 Reading Network