37. Chapter 37

Although I know that I haven't been in touch for a long time, it will be a little abrupt to say this suddenly. But the tears fell uncontrollably, and the grievances and fears in my heart had already been backlogged for a long time.

These words were uttered uncontrollably.

"Xiao En, what's going on? Where are you? Chu Pan was even more panicked when he heard his words: "Aren't you at home?" Aren't your aunts and uncles next to you? ”

A barrage of questions was asked. Song En just suppressed and kept crying, and Chu Pan tried hard to comfort him: "Don't cry...... You can tell me anything. Xiao En, don't cry. ”

Song Eun wiped his tears vigorously and reluctantly wiped the blur off his eyes. The voice slowly stabilized: "Chu Pan...... Thank you. ”

I haven't seen each other or spoken by phone for more than three years, but when I finally called, I was crying. It's like the time before he left the country.

He had hoped that Song Eun's life would be happy and happy, and the thoughts he had in his heart had always been like this. Even if he goes abroad and no longer intersects with him, he still hopes that he can live well and no longer be depressed.

But now it seems that Xiao En's life is not good. He couldn't help but feel anxious and powerless.

Song Eun calmed down for a while and took several breaths. "Chu Pan?"

It was only when I calmed down that I realized what I had just done. What do you want to do when you say these things to Chu Pan...... In addition to causing trouble to Chu Pan, I am afraid it will have no other effect.

"I haven't been in touch with you for a long time, and suddenly it's like this, it might cause you trouble." He smiled effortfully.

"How can there be such a thing, there will be no trouble...... "I noticed that Song Eun's tone was much brighter, and it seemed that he had come out of the sad love just now." I'm glad I got your call. ”

"I haven't been able to find the time to call you...... I'm really sorry. Thinking of the letters that Chu Pan insisted on sending to him after he went abroad, "You were still sending me letters at that time, but later there were some things at home and you were very busy with university activities, so you didn't have time to reply." ”

Chu Pan smiled softly as before, "It's okay." At that time, I sent it to you, but in fact, I thought that I might not receive a reply from you. But at that time, I had just arrived in England......"

The voice paused: "I often think of Xiao En." That's why I always want to send a letter, and I hope you can see it. ”

When you hear Chu Pan's familiar voice, you will feel very warm, and your mood will seem to improve instantly. Song Eun smiled and replied, "I have all of them." ”

"How are you doing in England?" I couldn't help but want to ask Chu Pan about his current situation, how he has been doing in the past three years. There won't be a lot of inconvenience on your own.

Chu Pan said with a smile: "I was a little uncomfortable when I first arrived, but then I got better." ”

"Last year, during the Chinese New Year, I went back to China once. But because the family is busy, I need to follow my parents to attend many occasions...... I didn't find the time to see you. ”

"Where's Eun?" He tried to ask, "Is Xiao En doing well?" It's supposed to be a junior now, so what are your plans for the future? ”

After being imprisoned, what are the plans for the future? If he lives without dignity and freedom, is there any other way for him to choose? When I think of this, I can't help but feel sad.

I almost lost the strength to continue talking.

"I ......" his eyes were sour, and tears "snapped" down: "I'm also preparing to participate in the internship at present." In the future, I will probably listen to my parents' arrangements to make decisions. ”

"Really? Hearing you say that, I feel at ease. Chu Pan's voice was gentle and gentle: "But Xiao En ......"

"Why did you cry just now?"

"Well, it's fine." Song En couldn't help but let the cry come out, and kept wiping the corners of his eyes: "It's me who quarreled with my parents, and now I'm in the phone booth outside." ”

"Is it just because of that?" He said cautiously.

I don't want Chu Pan to worry about myself: "That's it, I'm fine." Same as before, nothing. ”

Chu Pan listened to his words, sighed, and only spoke after a while: "If you can make you feel more comfortable by lying to me, I am willing to believe the lies you say." ”

Song En hurriedly said in a panic: "Really...... Not really. ”

Chu Pan asked again: "So now, is Xiao En still with Fu Bihong?" ”

When I went home for the Chinese New Year, I also asked my parents about Song Eun's situation, and their tone was sneering, probably meaning that Song Eun was still with that person.

I asked Xiao En when I was back then...... He was not subjected to coercion. As soon as he nodded, even if it was an "um", he would hit the stone with an egg for him.

Even if you know that the Fu family can't be provoked, it doesn't matter.

But Xiao En firmly denied it, and he had no reason to meddle. Now...... Three years have passed.

When Song Eun heard his words, he couldn't help but have some doubts in his heart. When he and Fu Bihong got married at that time, Fu Bihong once said that he sent the invitation post abroad to Chu Pan.

But listening to Chu Pan's current tone, is he unaware?

He let out a hard "um".

Chu Pan tried to ask him, "He forced you, right?" ”

Song Eun immediately denied: "No...... No, not lying. ”

Gently wiping her tears, she lied as if she were telling the truth: "I am indeed still with him." Later...... It will be like this. ”

Chu Pan was stunned and speechless, and only said with a smile after a while: "Let's bless Xiao En, if this will make you happy." There's nothing wrong with that. ”

"It's just that Xiao En is in a bad mood in the future, or if there is something that can't be handled, you can call me." He whispered, "I'll definitely help you." ”

"I'll go back to China when I'm done with my studies. When the time comes, he will take over the family company. If there is something that Xiao En needs help, I will definitely be able to do it. ”

Song En didn't say anything, but the corners of his mouth curved: "Thank you, Chu Pan." ”

Chu Pan smiled lightly: "Xiao En doesn't need to thank me. ”

"I don't know what your life is like now, but as long as you live well, I will be very happy."

He continued to say to himself: "If I see Xiao En again, I will probably be very excited and happy. Although I haven't seen each other for a long time, there are many differences from before. But I've been worried about you. "Even if I ask my parents about your current situation, I get ridicule and nasty words.

"Sometimes I wonder what you're doing."

Gradually, I didn't get a reply or a call, and I lost contact with you, and I was indeed as sad as a fool.

But I couldn't help but worry, wondering what was going on in my absence.

Is there any more bullying, or hiding in a corner alone and being ostracized?

Those situations don't want to happen again.

"Thank you...... Chu Pan. I couldn't say anything, I could only repeat the thank you over and over again.

Because of Chu Pan's words, his heart also became warm, and the painful places on his body didn't seem to be so painful.

No matter what he is, as long as Chu Pan is now following the normal track of life, that will be fine.

Song En chatted with Chu Pan on the phone for a while. After hanging up the phone, he walked alone in the garden and sat on the stone bench for a while.

It wasn't until dusk and sunset that he slowly returned to his previous ward.

When the door opened, it was found that there were people inside. Song Eun's whole body immediately stiffened, and he stood at the door, stunned and continued to walk.

Fu Bihong sat on the sofa and looked at him: "What are you doing in a daze?" Hurry up. ”

Song Eun didn't dare to move forward, as long as he saw him, he felt fear and his body was doubly painful.

I almost felt like I couldn't breathe after being choked by my throat.

Fu Bihong raised his eyebrows and stared at him: "Don't let me invite you over by myself." ”

Song En's pupils suddenly widened, and he walked in front of Fu Bihong's body with difficulty. Keep your head down.

Fu Bihong unhurriedly took out the voice recorder in his hand, pinched it between his fingers, and pressed the play button.

Song Eun's face turned pale. I heard a familiar voice slowly coming out of it...... There are their own, and there are those who are looking forward to it.

It is the contents of the phone call in the afternoon. Those...... He's already heard it?

His hands were shaking. He didn't want to care about how Fu Bihong managed to monitor the phone, he kept looking at Fu Bihong's face nervously.

Fu Bihong put the recorder aside and waved at him, with a smile on his face. Song Eun didn't know what he meant, but he didn't dare to disobey his orders.

Walk closer to him. Fu Bihong stretched out his hand and took him into his arms. The hand was raised, and Song Eun subconsciously wanted to dodge. Trying to deviate from the beginning.

"Don't worry, I'm not trying to hit you." Fu Bihong turned off the recorder, put his hand on Song En's lips and stroked it, and then went down in turn: "You are so well-behaved, you answered so well, why should I beat you." ”

Originally, he was going to be angry when he heard him call Chu Pan, but Chu Pan asked him if he was persecuted, but Song En insisted on answering no. This answer made him feel a lot less angry and in a good mood.

stroked Song En's bruised and puffy cheeks again, and sighed: "Why is it like this...... Am I starting too hard? ”

Song Eun kept trembling, desperately trying to suppress his body but still shivering.

He couldn't help but be afraid, afraid that he would be beaten again. If he gets beaten again, I'm afraid he will really be killed.

Fu Bihong sneered and let him go. Wu got up, walked to the side of the hospital bed and lay down. One hand is propped up behind the neck and the other hand is hanging at the side.

"We haven't done it in a long time, have we?" He opened his mouth coldly, and smiled softly: "Let me see your skills today." ”

"Lie down in bed and offer to serve me." He looked at Song Eun and said.

Song Eun didn't speak, still motionless. He had just suffered a severe blow to his body, first with a miscarriage and then with a beating. Right now...... How could it be possible to be treated like this again.

It's going to be painful...... He doesn't want to.

Fu Bihong smiled lightly: "What? Not yet. As long as you take the initiative to let me cāo. once, you can avoid a beating. This should be a good deal, right? ”

Song Eun was so frightened by his oppressive gaze that he had to stand up, his lips trembling. I walked over step by step with all my reluctance.

"Please...... I can't. He uttered with difficulty.

"Not right now." His tears fell again: "Tomorrow...... Is it okay to do it later? ”

Fu Bihong glanced at him: "There is such a special body...... It should be done in any situation. Love, right? No matter how rough I used to be, you would get pleasure, wouldn't you? ”

"What's it up to now? Want to get away with it? He smiled a little deeper.

Seeing Song Eun crying non-stop, the corners of his mouth tilted slightly: "What are you crying so hard?" I'm not Chu Pan, I won't feel sorry for you because of your tears. ”

"And you are not Chu Pan's wife, but mine."

There is still to be a punishment, who made Song Eun always disobedient and behaved to make him angry.

"I don't want to say the same thing a second time." Song Eun didn't make a move, and he had to make a threat.

Song Eun sobbed as he walked over extremely slowly. Then take off your shoes and sit on the bed.

Fu Bihong coerced him with his eyes, and he moved to Fu Bihong's side while wiping his tears.

raised his hand and unbuttoned Fu Bihong's shirt one by one. The hand trembles.

"Hurry up and unbutton my pants for me." Fu Bihong urged.

Song Eun lowered his head and bit his lip. The hand lifted up and placed it on the zipper of his pants and slowly pulled it open. Finally, unfasten the buttons as well.

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