Chapter 8 I Didn't Know
Li Yun looked at the girl in front of him like this, he didn't know why, it was not a special taste, at that time, what he said was anything, and the kind of admiration that everyone had for himself was something that others had never experienced, but now it was good, since the day his skills declined, everyone saw him as if they saw a plague god, and all avoided him.
And the little girl in front of her is different, although Li Yun has become like this today, but every time she sees this boy, Li Li comes over to comfort her, and she has never forgotten about this boy because of this kind of thing.
"Brother Yun, what's wrong with you? You weren't like this before, if I encountered something unhappy at that time, I would definitely be the first to find you, you always told me before, no matter what you encounter, you have to be brave to face it, and you can only become the best in the eyes of others if you can afford to let go, I have always felt that you are such a comfortable person.
Even after encountering this incident, in my heart I feel that you should not be like this because of such a blow, I know that you are also sad in your heart, but you still have to cheer up, don't you? Because if we want to live, if we want to live as a person, we must come up with our own set of ideas, are you right? I may not be able to control what others say about you, but in my heart you will always be my brother Yun, and you have never changed."
Li Li has been enlightening the person in front of her with a gentle tone, in her heart, she will not give up on this person, because in her heart he is the most worthy of respect.
"I also know that you are just for my good, but as for what happened to me, I can't say it now, in fact, I just said it at the time, otherwise I wouldn't be what I am now, you know? The so-called free man is 'do whatever he wants, but you see now I seem to live forever in other people's minds, I especially don't understand why I have such a character, in fact, I shouldn't be here.
But the reality is that I am still standing here and talking to you, this place may become more and more strange to me, but who will understand me, maybe everyone sees my previous results, they never think about me once, the so-called free people are too far away from me, I don't even dare to think about it"
Li Yun naturally smiled when he said these words, in fact, he didn't expect that he would end up like this today, but what can he do, he can only take one step at a time.
After Li Li saw the woman's expression, she didn't know why her heart suddenly hurt, the boy in front of her was not like this before, and he was so decadent overnight, when she thought of this, Li Li said to Li Yun.
"How can you say that about yourself, in fact, sometimes I want to ask you what happened that night, but I know, even if I ask you will not tell me, forget it, I don't want to say anything more, I just want to tell you, people have to go through a lot of things in their lives, but you have to remember one sentence, as long as you live with a breath, we will definitely live a life to think that your self-esteem and glory back then is beyond what others can surpass, then now you have to work hard in this direction, in my impression, you have always been a persevering person, I don't care what others think, anyway, I believe in such a teenagerSooner or later, we will return to the city."
As soon as the words fell, the girl glanced at Li Yunlian beside her again, and unconsciously turned red, and then continued shyly.
"Do you know??When I saw you for the first time, I thought you were very handsome, at that time, every girl seemed to have a dream when she saw you, and she must stand next to this boy in the future, so yes, Brother Yun, work hard, you are the god in our hearts, one day, when I see your name again in this city, I think they will definitely cast envious eyes, I believe you can do it"
"You little girl is quite interesting to talk about, you can really say whatever you want, just your character, who will dare to marry you as a wife when you grow up, okay, I won't tell you more, I still have some things to deal with, let's talk again when we have time in the future, okay? Thank you so much today, I thought that no one would talk to me in this kind of place, but you are so special, aren't you afraid that they will point fingers at you behind your back? Oh yes, I almost forgot that now you must be the one with the highest status in their hearts, work hard, I think you can make better results on behalf of the Li family in the future."
When the boy had said these words, he turned away from the little girl, and he walked slowly towards the sparse crowd.
At this time, Li Li saw the back of this young man, and his heart hurt even more, he turned out to be so lonely and helpless, when he thought of this, Li Li quickly ran over, was with this boy, and walked.
On the edge of Sanya, Li Yun was lying on the ground, holding a stick in his mouth, as if he was thinking about what was in the air, and he was also confused, a kind of unwillingness and grievance.
He raised his left hand, and then put it in front of his eyes, through a small slit, and then he looked over, the sky was so blue, but the fog in his heart never dissipated.
"It's really a dead heart, why does this place have to conduct such an evaluation every year? Is this a rule? I want to know that if this is the case, I won't go up, I thought that I could go back to the past through this year's efforts, but now it's good, even if I try hard, I can't go back to the original state, what kind of situation am I, if I don't feel sad enough, then I will admit that I am constantly learning every day, and I can't move God with this attitude? It's good now, even a woman younger than me is more skilled than me, so how can I live, I'm really angry, what went wrong?"
Li Yun grabbed the results of today's evaluation and didn't come out, and he didn't know who proposed this regulation, such an evaluation will be conducted at this time every year, and it is public, even if he doesn't want everyone to know that this is the case now, but it can't be said if he doesn't say it, it's really disturbing, and he only said this to himself when he thought of this.
The reason why he became what he is today is also because there is a thing in his mind that only he knows, in fact, he is not a person from this place at all, and he doesn't know any martial arts, as for why he came here, he doesn't understand himself, he just knows that the place where he lives is called the earth, he goes to work every day, and then has his girlfriend, that kind of life is the happiest thing for him, but what he didn't expect was that he woke up and came to this place, and after a long time, he slowly understood what was going on, it turned out that he had crossed by himself。
He has lived here for a few years, and he probably has some understanding of this place, the reason why such an evaluation conference will be held, in fact, the place where he lives is called the mainland, when he used to read novels, he thought that there would be some demons and monsters in it, but he didn't expect to come here to find that force is the only thing in this place.
In this land, everyone has to cultivate their own aura, and all generations of people live on this aura, and as people pay attention to it, this kind of thing becomes more and more important, and over time it becomes one with the people here.
And if you want to become a real martial arts master, you must train your aura to a certain extent, but at this moment, Li Yun is still 108,000 miles away from his goal, when he thinks of this, he suddenly is not very angry, as soon as he comes out, you must know that this is the case, he said that he would not come to this place if he died, but he didn't expect that the people here are so interested in skill, and he originally thought that coming here would have some different gains, but now it seems that he still thinks too much.
At this moment, he suddenly stood up from the ground and shouted loudly to the sky.
"Who the hell told me to come here, I'm going back now, can anyone hear what I say, besides, don't you see which one of them is glamorous when they arrive at that place? I'm doing this well.,Spend your life in this kind of ridicule every day.,When is this a head, I don't want to continue to play like this here.,It's not interesting at all.,Originally, I thought that the people in this place were very kind.,But you look at them one by one.,It's all selfish.,Send me back quickly.,I'm begging you.,I'm really fed up here.,I really don't know.,When will I be able to go back to where I used to live.,I'm facing everyone's ridicule of me every day.,Now if there's a place for me to get into.,I don't think about it.,Because I've seen enough of their ridiculous eyes and heard it. Answer me quickly."
Before he came to this place, Li Yun was just facing praise every day, that is, money and beautiful women, but there would be absolutely no problems for him to deal with, but it was different when he came here, he had to face all kinds of people every day, which really made him feel very annoying, I don't know why since he came here, his soul has become stronger, which is unexpected for him, but why it became like this, in fact, he doesn't know.