52. Fifty-two
I believe in the contradictions of life, and perhaps because of this, everyone has their own dark side. Some choose to take refuge, some choose to go against it, and some choose to fight it. The last qiē becomes as natural as breathing. And there will come a time when we have to face up to the truth behind it, and this truth is ourselves.
The corners of Red's mouth gradually drew a smile, and he closed his eyes and kissed the top of Liu Fanxu's hair: "Thank God, you are with you!" ”
Liu Fanxu lifted her sleepy eyelids and found that she was being held in Rhett's arms, she closed her eyes again, rubbed her cheek against his shoulder, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously hooked. As expected, he really got home this morning, but I didn't know that he had seen the Triumph cookies that she had sent to the BAU office, well, in fact, it didn't matter, anyway, she left a lot for him yesterday, didn't she say that she hadn't eaten it for a long time? It will definitely make him feel full. With a treacherous smile on his face, Liu Fanxu closed his eyes and snuggled in his arms for a moment before carefully removing his arm on her, carefully getting out of his arms, and carefully climbing out of bed.
Red slept soundly, it should have been yesterday, no, it was because he came back too late this morning, she lay on the edge of the bed, smiling and admiring his sleeping face for a while. Then with a flick of his finger, he placed a mute spell around Red. She leaned over and kissed him on the forehead before walking slowly into the bathroom.
Liu Fanxu, who was neatly dressed, came out of the bathroom, first walked to the bed, and looked at Red, who was still asleep. Then he slowly walked to the desk and sat down, and Emma followed behind her. As she leaned back in her chair and began to flip through the text, Emma waited to the side to begin her daily routine. While extracting important information from Emma's lengthy speech-like report, Liu Fanxu placed the verified text in his hand on the right side of his desk, and then took out another document from the top of the one-meter-high pile of text jiàn on the left side of the desk.
Waiting for Emma to finish the report, Liu Fanxu raised his eyes to look at the time and frowned slightly. After thinking for a moment, he took out his phone from his pocket and edited a text message for Garcia. To the effect of asking her if Mr. Hodge had given his dear members of the group who were on the front lines day and night a day or a morning off. After receiving an affirmative answer, she put down her phone and said to Emma, who was waiting for an order, "You personally delivered that box to Malfoy Manor." Liu Fanxu narrowed his eyes, paused for a second, and then said, "You don't have to pay attention to those portrait orders, you sue them, and when the time comes, I will explain to them in person." As for Harry Potter's request to visit, push it off, I don't want to see him for a while. Finally, she looked up at the window, pursed her lips and whispered, "Take care of Professor Snape." ”
"Yes, master." Emma bowed and disappeared. Liu Fanxu put down the text in his hand, raised his hand and rubbed the corner of his forehead, and Red's voice sounded at this time, "Who is Malfoy?" And Harry Potter, Professor Snape? ”。 Liu Fanxu straightened up, turned his head to look behind him, and found that Red was standing two meters behind her with a bath towel and wet hair, frowning and asking suspiciously.
She moved her lips, but couldn't make a sound. Red sighed, slowly walked up to her, leaned over and kissed her on the lips, "What are you hiding from me, Aga?" Liu Fanxu raised his hand around his neck, shook his head, and hesitated to explain, "There are too many stumbling relationships, I can only tell you slowly, are you angry?" She looked up into his eyes, and saw a smile flashing in his eyes, and knew that he was deliberately trying to scare her, and then pouted and whispered, "Well, Spencer, you've gone bad." ”
Red kissed Liu Fanxu's lips and said with a smile on his eyebrows, "It's you who are too careful, Ajia, you don't have to be like this in front of me." She lowered her eyelids to hide the hazy vapor that was pouring out her eyes, and she put her arms around his neck tightly, buried her face in his neck, and replied sullenly, "Well, I'm sorry, Spencer." I'm just too scared," she burst into tears and continued in a trembling voice, "I'm just too scared to lose you. I know what you're most taboo about, Spencer, and I know you as well as you know me. ”
"You're right, Aga." Red hugged Liu Fanxu, his lips against her ear, and whispered, "You're right. If one day I really find out that you have touched my bottom line, I will-" He suddenly stopped talking, Liu Fanxu's heart tightened, and he held his mouth and asked, "What will happen?" Spencer, what will happen to you? Red opened his mouth to take her earlobe, and the smiling voice sounded slowly, "I'll spank your ass hard until you tell the truth and don't hide it from me anymore." Hearing his words, Liu Fanxu's face showed a bright smile, she closed her eyes and hugged the back of his neck more tightly, while Rhett paused for two seconds, and continued with her earlobe in her mouth, "I won't leave you, never, so, don't be afraid, Agha." The hot and humid gas sprayed all over her ears again and again, and she didn't know that her ears had been 'steamed' red by the heat.
She nodded, imprinted a kiss on Red's shoulder, but said something irrelevant "Spencer, go get dressed, it's going to catch a cold." After hearing this, Red reluctantly let go of Liu Fanxu, held her head and kissed her lips heavily, he stared at her innocent expression, and said hatefully, "Ajia, I always can't help you." Liu Fanxu smiled and raised his hand to stroke his cheek, "Emma has already made breakfast, you change your clothes, we can chat while eating, oh, although this is not in line with the etiquette of a nobleman's meal, but I am your wife, I don't need to be a nobleman in front of you, do I?" ”
"Yes, Aga." Red frowned habitually, he lowered his head again and kissed her lips, and then slowly stood up and walked back to the closet, putting on the home clothes that Liu Fanxu had prepared for him. Liu Fanxu looked at his back and raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes. Red, her Spencer Red, is always able to touch her weak heart hidden in the darkness with the most simple words.
"Now, your favorite whole wheat bread." Liu Fanxu pushed the basket of bread in his direction, her elbows propped up on the table, her chin resting on the back of her hands, and she looked at Rhett sitting directly across from her with a smile. He lifted his eyelids and glared at her, but his face was stained with a thick smile that couldn't help but laugh: "Who can't forget the smell of whole wheat bread?" She blinked, pretending to be stupid, "Yes, yes, who is it?" Red lowered his eyelids and grinned silently. He reached out and took a loaf of bread from the basket, tore a small piece and put it in his mouth.
"Speaking of which, when I was at Hogwarts, I would arrive in the hall earlier than anyone else every morning. Since I was in first grade, it has been like this. Liu Fanxu said casually, and Rhett, who was opposite her, heard her words, stared at her with burning eyes, she grinned at him, and then said, "I hate pumpkin juice, but it's a Hogwarts specialty drink, and I didn't know the secrets of the Hogwarts kitchen at first, so I put up with that thing for a year." ”
"You said you received your offer to Hogwarts through guò owls, so how did you get to school? Do parents bring your apparitions to school? Oh no, what about wizarding kids who don't come from aristocratic families, I mean Muggle parents? Red took a sip of milk, a circle of milk stains were painted on the periphery of his lips, Liu Fanxu looked at his innocent eyes, his eyebrows were crooked, he frowned for some reason, and said dissatisfiedly, "Hey, you said you were going to tell me." Liu Fanxu raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, nodded and replied, "Yes, Yes, Spencer, I will tell you every detail I know little by little." ”
She looked at him with twinkling expectant eyes and continued, "With the offer letter, we will receive a train ticket, platform nine and three-quarters at King's Cross Station, the Hogwarts Express at eleven o'clock, a red-bodied steam train. She sighed, lowered her eyes, the smile on her lips was undiminished but mixed with a bit of inexplicable amazement, she rubbed her fingertips, hesitated and said, "Spencer, actually, there is a way for you to see all my past memories. ”
"How?" Rhett's eyes widened, the expression on his face revealed his urgency, Liu Fanxu smiled, she reached out to hold his hand, winked at him, and asked mysteriously, "Can't you guess?" He frowned, thought for a few seconds, and seemed to quickly search through every piece of information about the wizarding world in his memory in this short period of time, and then he tentatively asked, "Meditation basin?" ”
"Bingo!" Liu Fanxu nodded happily and gave him an affirmative reply, she stared into Red's eyes with almost a fluttering eyebrow, and muttered, "Oh, Merlin, I'm married to a real genius." Rhett's face couldn't hide his smugness, he raised his chin slightly, and a look of 'it's nothing' made Liu Fanxu laugh again and again. Seeing her smile so happily, Red laughed as well, "So, you decided to let me see your memories?" You know, even if we are husband and wife, you are not obligated to show me all your past. ”
"Yes." Liu Fanxu lowered her eyelashes, her eyes trembled, holding Red's hand, faintly sweating, she whispered, "I just want you to know what kind of person the woman you love is." And the world you want to understand is a world that has experienced something, carried something, and is becoming something. Spencer, I don't want to mislead you with my words, no matter how objective I say, I'm one of the parties involved, and I have more or less too much personal emotion, so I want to judge my world by yourself. ”
"Aga" you're going to spoil him, Red looked at his wife and sighed silently. I can't bear to hurt him, I don't want to interfere with him, I don't want to embarrass him, I try to protect him, and I love him with all my body and mind. In this world, this is the only one who loves him so much, the thing in his throat makes his eyes sour and steaming, he holds Liu Fanxu's hand with his backhand, trembles his lips, and whispers in a hoarse voice, "Then use the meditation basin." I want to know all about you, very much. ”