Chapter 22: No place to be ashamed
"Don't call me stinky! You thousand people step on it! The fat man yelled unhappily, but he apparently listened to the yellow-faced young man's words, rubbed his hands, and still shouted, "Close!" He took back his silver rope.
Pang Maimai regained his freedom, rubbed his arms and back, and said with a frown, "What the hell is going on? โ
The yellow-faced young man and the fat man glanced at each other, but the yellow-faced young man turned his face and said unhappily: "I'm sorry, this is my friend Duanmu Fu, he is a fool who thinks of one play and one play, you don't have to pay attention to him." โ
The fat man puffed out his face again, "Who is stupid!" โ
Pang Maimai suddenly remembered that a guy with a similar style he knew before, who was also fat and so virtuous, warmed his heart, and said with a little smile, "I won't sue if I explain it clearly." โ
Duanmu Fu really has something to do with Duanmu Wuxian, in fact, he is Duanmu Wuxian's nephew, and he is the grandson of Duanmu Family's serious Changfang, his father is Duanmu Wuxian's eldest brother, and he is also the eldest grandson of Duanmu Daojun of Zhouji Peak.
Duanmu Fu inherited the refining hobby of the ancestors of the Duanmu family, and was very obsessed with refining and alchemy, if it weren't for his identity, he would have already worshiped in Tuoye Peak, and Qixu Daojun would also look at Duanmu Daojun's sake, and point him out from time to time.
The ancestor of the Duanmu family died nine times and got it together with the Yuanrong Zhenjing, which is said to be the biochemical tripod used by Yuanrong Zhenjun before, and it is now in the hands of Duanmu Fu.
A while ago, Duanmu Daojun invited Qixu Daojun who was out of the customs to drink tea, and he couldn't help but talk about the Pang Mai vein of the Yuanrong True Scripture that the ancestors of the Duanmu family put in the Chuan Gong Pavilion, Duanmu Daojun smiled and said that since this woman is related to the Duanmu family, it is better to marry Duanmu Fu, and Qixu Daojun said: "In this case, take your family's biochemical tripod as a dowry, which is also a good story." โ
Inexplicably, it was just a matter of being matched by Lalang, and the most unbearable thing for Duanmu Fu was that the biochemical tripod he loved as his life actually wanted to be used as a dowry, so he was furious, and he didn't dare to trouble Qixu Daojun, and he still dared to take the Pang vein of the qi induction period to vent his evil anger.
"It turns out that you are a persimmon picking up soft pinch." After Pang Maimai understood the ins and outs, he said lightly.
Duanmu Fu's face suddenly couldn't hang up, and he puffed out his eyes and cheeks again, Pang Maimai couldn't hold back after all, smiled, waved his hand and said: "Forget it, don't bother me in the future, I won't go to complain, say goodbye." After thinking about it, he said, "Since you don't want to, what's the use of asking me to make trouble?" Is there anything I can do to the Lord? You should go back and tell your elders, make your opinion clear, and express your firm opposition. โ
The fat man was thoughtful and silent for a while.
And the later yellow-faced young man, Duanmu Fu's friend Chen Qinglu, he apologized for his fat friend with a straight face and pulled him away.
However, Pang Maimai's mood was not as relaxed as what came out of the table.
Qixu Daojun can decide her family affairs casually, and he doesn't need to ask her opinion, and all the people here are not surprised.
One day as a teacher and a lifetime as a father, the masters here can decide the life and death of the disciple and even the marriage, although she likes Master Lu Zhen very much, and she does not hate the master and the brothers, but she still feels that this is very unbearable.
She thought about it for a while and decided to have a good talk with Master in the next few days, and asked Master to dissuade Master and at least express her reluctance. Thinking that Duanmu Fu is so reluctant, he will definitely make trouble when he goes back, and this matter will not be so easy for the ancestors to decide.
And Duanmu Fu came here to make a fuss, I'm afraid it is also a salary from the bottom of the kettle, in order to show his attitude towards his side, wait for the master to respect, tell him what Duanmu Fu did, with the arrogance of the ancestor Qixu Daojun, this thing will not be successful.
Although he understood it, Pang Maimai was still a little embarrassed, and when he came to Yu Mangfeng to learn swords with Zhao Qianxing the next day, he couldn't help but feel a little weak.
Zhao Qianxing looked at her so depressed, thinking that it was because she was overtrained by herself yesterday, and she was still thinking about whether to reduce the difficulty a little today, but she found that she fought extraordinarily.
This woman is still a little bloody. Zhao Qianxing secretly thought, barely there is a small advantage.
As a result, when he went back to Tuoye Peak that day, although Pang Maimai was exhausted and scarred, he had a sense of satisfaction after doing his best.
At least, she's really trying to survive.
She always thought that she had worked hard enough, but it was just a normal range of efforts that did not reach the limit and did not hurt her muscles and bones, so in Zhao Qianxing's opinion, she was simply flawed and did not know that life was sinister.
And only in this way is every effort like desperate, can it be regarded as real effort?
Then one day, I may be able to become a real strong man.
She slowly felt a trace of gratitude to Zhao Qianxing in her heart.
However, her gratitude to Zhao Qianxing was like a roller coaster in the next month, sometimes she was still grateful one moment, and the next moment she was so angry that she wanted to fight with him, sometimes she was angry with him, and she was suddenly touched by him.
Just like today, when she came, she was first asked to swing her sword a thousand times and fly fifty times around the mountain.
Seriously, after all this hard training, she was already able to do the difficult job of flying Edgeworth, and she even thought in her heart that she might be selected to participate in even organizing a flying sword version of Quidditch.
But with a thousand swings of the sword, she had to fly another fifty times, and her spiritual power and body were on the verge of exhaustion. From this point of view, Zhao Qianxing knows her better than she thinks.
Maybe for Jindan Zhenren, this is a very simple thing.
And today she happened to be unlucky, and after her spiritual power was exhausted, she fell unsteadily from the flying sword.
I've watched a lot of various anime and inspirational films in which the protagonist is working hard, and he can never catch anything without falling, Pang Maimai is very annoyed that he doesn't have this talent skill at all, and he can't avoid falling down in panic while using her low-level flying technique that is not very good, and seeing the strange rocks below, he doesn't know if he can avoid serious injury or disfigurement......
At this time, Zhao Qianxing stepped on the flying sword, lightning came, his posture was extremely chic and smooth, and he stopped her by the waist.
Really, Pang Maimai swears, she is really so grateful to him at this moment, even ...... She finally understood why there are always girls on the Internet who want to cry for a monkey in life, and why the beauties can't help but make promises after the hero saves the beauty...... Although Zhao Qianxing looked very ordinary, at this moment she also felt that he was incredibly handsome.
I don't know if it's the effect of some substances like adrenaline, she feels that his ordinary facial features are like a god at the moment. His arms are so strong, his posture is so perfect, even the body odor that is close at hand is full of masculine charm, and even his awkward and dark personality can be ignored...... Pang Maimai knew that she was blushing at this time, and she stretched out her arms and hugged his "bee waist" tightly to keep it from falling, and at the same time hid her face around his waist to prevent him from seeing that she was blushing......
The next moment, however, the pink bubble burst.
He carried her and flew back to the summit, where at five meters (...... Dropped her from above.
This distance happened to be the altitude at which her flying skills did not have time to react.
Although Pang Maimai instinctively used his aura to protect his body, he still fell into severe pain and couldn't sit up for a while.
And the bastard with the face of a passerby still stepped on the flying sword, condescendingly, looked down at her with disdain from mid-air, and said coldly: "If the female monk is so easy to get emotional, she doesn't need to cultivate, and the end is basically used after being โกโก for a while and finally being killed and robbed of the treasure." You might as well go directly to the furnace, at least pay back the money, and the high-level monks don't have to try to lie to you, maybe they can save a small life. โ
Pang Maimai not only had a red face, but even his whole body was red, and he only felt that the blood was flowing backwards, and his ears were rumbling.
But his mean words still came clearly: "How is it?" Otherwise, you will come to me as a furnace from tomorrow, didn't you get emotional when I hugged you just now? That way, I don't have to endure training you every day and look at your squeamish stupidity! I can bear you squeamish in bed, maybe I will feel sorry for you, not only will you not be sucked into the Dao Ji and will give you a solid foundation and prolong your life, so that you don't have to practice hard every day, as long as you enjoy it in your lifetime, someone loves and someone protects, isn't it the most suitable for you? ......" Although his voice was cold and his tone was sarcastic, his slow and logical words were clear, and when he said the words "on the bed" and "solid foundation and longevity", his voice softened, and it actually brought out a โกโก of confusion. But the last few sentences finally turned into a sneer.
And Pang Maimai, who was red-faced and red-eared, found that he had been completely defeated.
Zhao Qianxing's words were like sharp knives, and when she almost felt that she was about to lose her hearing, they still penetrated into her ears very clearly, and every word pierced into her body, leaving her body incomplete, and she was ashamed of herself.
She wanted to retort that she was not emotional, but she couldn't say it, and it was too simple for Monk Jindan to notice the subtle changes in her body temperature and heartbeat in her arms.
The only thing she could do was hold back her tears.
If you cry, you really have to sit down with the words "squeamish stupid". In his heart, she is afraid that she can really only be a furnace for Israel in the future.
In fact, she also knew that although Zhao Qianxing said too sharply, the general idea was right, and deep down in her heart she did not get rid of the common problems hidden in the hearts of girls in modern society, "I long to be collected by others all my life, properly placed, and carefully preserved, so as not to be surprised, to avoid my suffering, to avoid me from being displaced, and to avoid me having no branches to rely on." Why is this saying so widespread? Just because it is a woman, there is inevitably a different sense of identity in the heart. Even if she knows that it is just a delusion, even if she is a girl, when she dreams back at midnight, she has not had such extravagant hopes in her heart for a moment.
And Pang Maimai, no matter how I say it, I will work hard, I am pursuing the avenue every day, I am very fulfilling, I am very sunny, in fact, there is still resentment in my heart, resentment inexplicably, crossing into this world, I have to suffer so much.
She was originally living a good life, even if she didn't have the opportunity to cultivate immortality, at least she had parents, friends, a job, a future, and a familiar and safe environment.
You won't starve or freeze, you won't be โกโก by a butcher who sells meat, you won't be used as a coolie by a blacksmith as a donkey, you won't worry every day that you'll starve to death or freeze to death in a cave, and you won't have to fight with others in the future, and your bones may be lost at any time......
It won't be like this...... Alone and alone.
There is only survival, exhaustion, effort, and insecurity around you.
Therefore, even if Zhao Qianxing's appearance is not in line with her Yan Kong's taste at all, even if his character is not appreciated by her at all, even if she is secretly still a little afraid of him, but because he brought her out of the predicament of that village and seen her most wolf appearance, she is still like a fledgling and can't help but be a little attached to him.
So, just being rescued and hugged once, she couldn't control her heartbeat.
He will see her so unbearable.
He was taught and humiliated like this......
Shame on yourself......
Even though she is already introspecting and self-desolating, she still can't drive away the shame and self-loathing.
Holding back her tears, she looked up at the man standing coldly in mid-air.
I felt so strange to him.
Obviously a person with a completely different gender, background, personality, and strength, who is 108,000 miles away from him, how did he get close to him?
How do you think that a Jindan monk with an indifferent and dangerous personality can be approached, can laugh, can touch, can ...... Cuddled?
Just because he looks like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy? Just because she's known him for a few years? Just because he was willing to deign to taunt her from time to time? Just because she was afraid of heights on the flying sword at the beginning, and he endured it when she repeatedly grabbed the corner of his clothes and didn't let go?
Just because ...... He knew her secret but never said anything?
Sure enough, it's a self-inflicted humiliation.