105. Chapter 105
By the time the last boulder was lifted up the walls, it was past the ugly hour, the night wind was howling, the tattered lanterns were crumbling, and the flying sand and rocks could be seen in the faint candlelight.
The poems that I once memorized are not as touching as I am in the shoes of the moment. There is a fish strained muscles and bones in a faint pain, hands trembling unconsciously, he is uncomfortable, for the first time to experience the desolation hidden behind the ancient poems - "The mountains and rivers are broken, the wind is fluttering, the life is ups and downs, the rain is beating..."
"What are you doing standing so high, come down quickly, you want to chant poetry together."
Yu Minuo saw that there was a fish standing high on the wall of the city wall, and the wind blew his thin body to the ground, so frightened that he hurriedly shouted: "This city wall is two zhang high, and if you fall down, you will either die or be disabled." ”
The silent night gave Youyu too many feelings, too many bloody facts in front of him, like whips hitting his body fiercely, and wounds like jokes naked/naked in front of people for entertainment.
There are fish tears flowing out, and their eyes are like ashes: "Life may not be happy, death may not be bitter." ”
"You come down first!" Yu Minuo felt the pain of having a fish, and was afraid that he would not be able to think about it for a while, so he persuaded bitterly, "There is no hurdle that I can't get through, I won't give up on myself at any age, not to mention that you are still young." ”
Yu Minuo jumped vigorously under the wall, hoping to have enough clothes to hold the fish and pull him off.
It is precisely because of his youth that he is more desperate, Youyu ignores the old man, closes his eyes and clenches his fists, and musters up the courage to take a step, as long as he crosses this hurdle, he can get out of this dark world and no longer be slaughtered.
"Ziyu, you are calm, your parents are affected by the skin, are you worthy of the relatives who gave birth to you and raised you, are you worthy of my old bones, I came all the way from the north, do you think I came here to eat in prison!"
Yu Minuo was in a hurry and told the truth.
Yu Minuo didn't keep silent, and when he mentioned Youyu, he felt sarcastic: "If you hadn't advocated that I was Emperor Chenxing, I would have become the target of everyone?" I owe everything I have done to you today, and I want you to be grateful! If it weren't for you and me, at least I would be a civilian, and you'd better go farther, or I'll drag you to jump with you. ”
Yu Mi was dumbfounded, it seemed that this was indeed the case, I didn't think so much about it at that time, I felt that Youyu had a kind face, and when he became the emperor, he must be a kind emperor who was close to the people, and he took advantage of the situation to make Youyu a god. The victims of the change of dynasty are innumerable, how could he take care of the future of Youyu at the beginning, but at some point he suddenly found that Youyu's character was so likable.
"Come down first, I can't apologize to you."
Seeing that Youyu was indifferent, Yu Minuo made up a story, intending to deceive Youyu. He leaned on the wall and sighed heavily: "I was also tortured by the palace when I was as young as you, and I also had thoughts of suicide, but I can't let go of my wife." At that time, I was fortunate to meet a miracle doctor in Liguo, who actually healed my remnants. Later, my wife and I had three sons and a daughter, and the children were full of harmony when they were young..."
Yu Minuo's voice suddenly became weak, and there was the sadness of his wife being separated and his family being ruined.
In the first two sentences, Youyu was sure that he was lying, but when he mentioned his wife and children, Youyu was inexplicably moved, no wonder he was lonely and wandering around.
Human nature is so eccentric, and what is needed in times of despair is not sympathy but solidarity. Youyu paused and asked curiously, "You... What happened to the family? ”
Yu Minuo sat down on the ground, her eyes became empty, and her mind wandered back to the past. He was concise: "My second son killed the eldest son, I executed him in a fit of rage, my daughter married a negative person, and died of depression, my child died in troubled times, and my own grandchildren died in my arms... I poisoned him, and now I'm the only one left, ...... alone."
Yu Minuo's teary eyes suddenly lit up, and a trace of life suddenly appeared in despair: "No, my youngest son has a lively and lovely grandson, my grandson is still alive, he is all I look forward to living, I still have expectations." ”
"Looking forward to it," Youyu's lips trembled, and he couldn't help crying, "I want to go home, but I can't!" ”
Yu Minuo heard his desire from Youyu's words, once a person has a desire, he will be strong. Yu Minuo wiped a handful of tears, saw the stitches and said: "At least your family is alive, you have to go to them, they also miss you, sometimes think about it, you are never alone." ”
"You all lied to me!" Youyu stayed away from Yu Minuo and stood on the other side, his tone was full of sadness and resentment, "Shu Jin Weiya deceived me, Cangluan deceived me, Feng Danmiao also deceived me, I know in my heart that you also have an intention, don't expect me to go down tomorrow to move bricks for you." ”
"The person who lied to you has to be divided into two, and I lied to you to prevent you from being stupid, you are escaping responsibility, you know? Jumping down, you are a prince in vain, a son of man in vain, and a wife in vain! … Be a husband in vain! Oh, I treat you like my grandson, and you will be a grandson in vain if you jump down! ”
I have never seen such a brazen old man, and Youyu immediately retorted: "Who wants to be your grandson, and you still want to poison me!" ”
His poor grandson was a pain in his heart that could never be erased, and he only mentioned it to the fish from the beginning to the end, but the fish poured salt on his wounds.
Yu Minuo was so angry that she beat her chest: "Who is still crying just now, no one hurts, no one loves, I give you family affection, father's love, friendship and friendship now, and you still dislike it?" ”
Youyu roared at Yu Minuo, he had long wanted to scold happily and treat those who persecuted him to death, but he could only uselessly vent his long-accumulated dissatisfaction to an old man.
"One by one, you who are not pretending to be good for me! Sell me for military funds, recruit troops in my name, I don't want to be involved with you at all! ”
Youyu's love gradually changed, and Yu Minuo took the opportunity to add fuel to the fire: "But aren't you still doing a good job as the son-in-law of the Lin family, do you treat you badly?" Even if you don't believe me, you have to trust the general, don't you? Do you know who he is fighting for now? ”
He used to have the courage to like him, but now he can't have that courage. Youyu bit his lip: "It's not you who forced it, don't mention him to me." ”
Yu Minuo nodded knowingly, it seemed that Feng Danmiao was really his weakness, and raised his hands knowingly: "Okay, I won't mention it, you come down." ”
"I won't get down!"
The love is really for a while, and the last moment is painful, and at this moment, he is angry, and probably all the resentment in his heart is spit out, and his mood has become relaxed.
Yu Mi was tired, and he couldn't bear to fork his waist, staring at the fish, with an indifferent attitude: "Those who should be persuaded have been persuaded, you can jump." ”
After Yu Minuo finished speaking, she turned around and walked away with a smile, yawning heavily: "I went back to sleep, and I still have to get up to work." ”
"You!" Even the last onlooker was gone, and there was a fish spirit that didn't come out in one place, "Don't think I dare not jump!" ”
Youyu has a stubborn personality, looking down at the hard ground angrily, but he can't help swallowing his saliva, and his body is unconsciously weak. Suddenly, a strong wind hung up, almost blowing him up, so frightened that he instinctively hugged the flagpole beside him, and screamed: "I'm afraid of pain!" ”
"I'm afraid it hurts, and you can't come down."
The flagpole was also swayed by the wind, and some fish panicked and sat on the wall, for fear that they would be blown away. This is a human instinct, and the desire to survive naturally arises when facing death. "Grandpa, come and pull me!"
"Come on, good grandson!" Yu Minuo opened her mouth and smiled, and ran back with a fart.
Fu Youyu went down the wall, Yu Minuo tore off the flag and draped it on Youyu's shoulder: "It's cold in the early morning, there is no quilt in the broken grass house, don't move too much when you go in, in case that group of people knows that you have a piece of cloth, you have to grab it." ”
A fish wiped a handful of pitiful tears: "Oh. ”
"Go wash your face first." Yu Minuo took the fish to a pond and carried it to the fish with a broken wooden bucket, "You can also wash your feet, and it will help you fall asleep." ”
"Oh."
The old man really treats himself well, and there is someone to take care of him in this kind of place, which is really a great blessing in misfortune. Youyu obediently washed it and asked curiously, "Who is your own grandson?" ”
Listening to Yu Minuo's family affairs, Youyu felt that the old man must have been a nobleman, and the children of the nobles would kill each other, while the children of the poor were mostly in love with each other.
Yu Minuo thought for a while, and said, "Boom... This... Isn't this scattered, when the Great Punishment dominated the world and invaded the country of Li, he was separated at that time, and he hasn't found it yet. ”
"Then how do you know he's alive."
Yu Minuo smiled and said: "People don't need a belief to live, I will find him." ”
I heard Feng Danmiao say that at that time, the criminal country attacked the Li country, and none of the princes and nobles were spared, and Shu Jin was still the old man of Feng who secretly let him go.
Youyu wondered how the old man survived, Shu Jin changed his surname to "Shu" in order to escape, and Youyu asked the bottom: "Are you surnamed Jin?" ”
A well water that Yu Minuo had just drunk spewed out on the spot: "Do you think that everyone in the Jin royal family can afford to climb high, but I have thought about it, if I do, King Li will pick me up in eight sedan chairs." ”
A fish snatched the melon scoop from Yu Minuo's hand, scooped a scoop of water and drank it to quench his thirst. "You look confident to get out."
Yu Minuo sat next to Youyu, leaned on Youyu's shoulder and chatted with Youyu like his peers: "People don't need a little hope to live, it's better than those who are sad all day long." I guess, Dayan won't live long, and we'll all be free by then. ”
Youyu looked up at the quiet night sky: "How do you know that the new emperor will not continue to imprison us?" ”
"If you were the emperor, would you let these slaves go?"
Youyu snorted coldly: "Joke, if I become the emperor, there will be no slaves in this world." ”
"That's right."
"You still expect me to be emperor?!"
"If you are not the emperor, how can I be the wife of the emperor?"
"I've never seen such a skinny old man as you."
"I've never seen such an aggrieved grandson of yours."