Xiao Yu was also thinking about how to reply to his words so as not to hurt each other's face, and after thinking about it, he still said the appointment between him and Liao Qiuli, "Qingzhi and I agreed to postpone the marriage, and we ...... Try it first, and if it's suitable, ask for marriage, if it still doesn't work...... I let it go. ”

Hearing that this person was willing to "let go", the Liao family in the hall breathed a sigh of relief - fortunately, it was not yet to the point of stalking, since there was this sentence, it was up to the fifth child to think of himself.

"Dare to ask His Royal Highness King Su, when do you plan to leave for the north?" The third child of the Liao family was actually asking him if he planned to take Liao Qiuli to the Tiger Prison together.

"The business is not over, the return date is uncertain, and it should be a while longer."

It means that Liao Qiuli can still get together with his family for a while, but if he wants to leave, he will naturally take him with him.

Hearing this, the relieved breath of the Liao family came up again, and the third child of the Liao family still knocked on the side: "I heard that the northern border has not been peaceful recently, and it is really a fight, and the people are not easy to do!" ”

"Raising soldiers for a thousand days and using soldiers for a while, the imperial court has not deducted anyone's food and salary over the years, so the soldiers do not hesitate to kill the enemy when they go into battle, and this country will not be chaotic for a while." Xiao Yu had a three-point smile on his face, but the meaning of his words was non-negotiable. If you say that you want to take people away, you have to take people away, and no one can stop them.

"I'm going to go north for a dart, and I'll come with you then." The boss of the Liao family has been silent, and at this time he suddenly interjected, saying that he wanted to "go together", whether it was a real dart or a dart to prevent people, and they knew each other.

You came and spoke with puns for a while, Liao Qiuli came in from outside, and the first sentence when he entered the main hall, "Father, mother, brothers and sisters, didn't you say that you welcomed guests in the middle of the time, why did you change it to the time of Chen?" ”

The eyes of the people in the room widened, and the third child of the Liao family coughed and said: "His Royal Highness King Su is busy, and he will enter the palace to play in a while, so he can only advance it." ”

This kind of thing is only done by the third child, and the others are too sincere to be indifferent, and they can't be light-hearted.

"Mother, we still have two bamboo fences at home that you asked me to buy, and we can't use them up for a while and a half, so we don't need to buy them again."

His own son is honest, and he didn't realize that he had collapsed several people in the family, and he had to say that seeing that he was even wearing a gang and leaking air, a room full of people was uncomfortable, and Xiao Yu came out to relieve the siege, he said that it was not too early, there was something in the court, and he would come to visit another day. After speaking, he looked at Liao Qiuli with burning eyes - I still want him to give him a ride, even if it is to the door.

Liao Qiuli couldn't stand the burning of him, turned his back and walked out of the door first, Xiao Yu said goodbye to the people in the house one by one, and hurriedly chased after him. The Liao family watched the two of them walk side by side in the main hall, still worried, looking at this worrying look, does it mean that you can let go of it?

When he was about to reach the gate, Liao Qiuli asked Xiao Yu: "What did they tell you?" ”

"I didn't say anything, I was worried that you would be deceived by me, suffer a loss and be stuffy in your stomach, so I asked me for justice and supported you." Xiao Yu had smile lines on his face when he said this, which showed that he didn't care about the "politeness" he just received.

“…… My family is straightforward, if it is not right, you can bear with me. ”

"Can you not talk to each other like this? Didn't you promise me a try? How about starting with diet and daily life? You always refused to come back, and left me alone in that 'home', and finally went back, the bed was cold, and you said that you wanted to try, is your heart sincere?! ”

“…… I'm afraid of you. Liao Qiuli stopped at a corner and said what he had always wanted to say, "I've been afraid since the night of Fulin, and there is no relaxation, and when I think of meeting you, my heart will suddenly slam, and I can't stop it, as if there is something in my heart, I am always so unstable, and I don't know what to do...... I've never been afraid of anyone, but for you, it's a real 'fear', without a hint of adulteration...... You say, how can I try it with you? ”

Xiao Yu paused at his feet, and suddenly he didn't have the heart to catch up, the pain around his eyes was tingling, the indescribable despair and sadness, his heart couldn't hold it anymore, he was forced to the eyes, and from the eyes to the sockets, and his eyes were blurry. He loves hard, but he always loves him illegally, and he tears it apart, and even the person who was the most intimate and most concerned about him is afraid of him," ...... Don't be afraid of me...... I'm not strong, you're it...... Words count. But there is one thing, I still want you to come back and live with me, but I can't do it...... It's okay, just be a friend first...... I want to see you every day, can't I? ”

“…… Can you let me think about it? …… Don't push it so hard, or I'll want to retreat when I see you...... In the past, I obviously wouldn't be like this, but once upon a time, I thought of you, that is, when I thought of an old friend I hadn't seen for a long time, I would worry about and miss, especially how you are doing now, is there anything I can help with...... Now...... It's not ......."

“…… Okay, then I'll go back first, you think about it. There is a temple fair in Ming'er, are you going to visit? ”

"There's a work party over there at Ming'ertaikou, I can't go, let's go back next time."

The wound on his heart was still rotting, and he was politely refused, Xiao Yu's face was not good, and it was rare that he didn't rely on Liao Qiuli to let him send him one ride after another as usual, and he stopped him as soon as he left the gate, saying that he would go directly to the palace from here, and he didn't have to send it again.

When you enter the palace, you have to fold up your selfish thoughts, public is public and private, one yard is one yard, but you can't be absent-minded or blind when you return to business because of your private frustration. The biggest official matter at the moment is to open a border market, whether it can be opened or not, although it can be decided by the emperor in the end, but if the one in charge of money can't make sense, it will be as tricky when it comes to using money. Xiao Yu entered the palace mainly to discuss with the emperor who was the most suitable to be a lobbyist, and they all thought of a person, this person is the old man of Liao Zhixin, the head of the household, when the two knew each other, they had an iron friendship of common hardships, if there was anyone in this world who could say that Liao Shangshu could move, then there was only this one. There are candidates, but it is not easy to find, this man abandoned literature and business many years ago, went out of the Western Regions to Dashi, there has been no correspondence between the two sides for a long time, and it is not easy to find, and if someone is willing to write such a letter to convince the old days, no one dares to pack a ticket. The side matter is urgent, can you afford to wait? In the end, Emperor Chrysostom Yuyan gave a slap - the holy decree will be issued first, and then the border city will be opened, as for Liao Zhixin and some civil and military officials, they can take their time, find the right point, and break through each one.

It's been a long time since I came out of the palace, and I don't want to go back, I don't want to go back, I don't want to go back to the grand and empty Suwang Mansion, and I don't want to go back to the small courtyard where no one is waiting for him. He went to Tianjuhe, a time-honored Lu cuisine restaurant, and his father used to bring their mother and son to serve a few signature dishes, warm a pot of Huadiao or Tusu wine, and the three of them sat around, and it was a home. Now he is alone, and he also ordered a few signature dishes that his father and mother often ordered in his lifetime, and also wanted a pot of flower carving, three pairs of bowls and chopsticks, three bowls of rice, three glasses of wine, and then slowly ate and drank, from noon to evening, this will be the money, from the East Street where Tianjuhe is located to the Ju'er Hutong where his small courtyard is located. I drank a lot of wine, but I just didn't get drunk, if I could get drunk, it would be good to go back and sleep upside down, at least the dream was warmer than the outside of the dream, and the dream was not as lonely as outside the dream, he was a lonely goose, lonely and unaccompanied.

It was already night when Xiao Yu returned to the lower place, and it was dark in the small courtyard, and there was still a little bit of hope, but when he really saw this darkness, he felt unspeakable bitterness in his heart - he would not wait for him here. I'm afraid of him, how can I come, not now, not in the future, maybe not in this life. groped into the inner room, groped for the lamp, didn't remove the boots and shirts, just fell to the bed, the quilt covered his head, the whole person shrunk into a darkness, I hadn't slept for several days, my head hurt from sleepiness, I closed my eyes and all kinds of confusion in my head, there were public and private, twisted together, and I couldn't sleep more and more. Just stayed up from the night to the early hours of the next morning before he was dazed, dreaming, dreaming of his little pear, the dream is more bold than the dream is easy to fiddle with, he doesn't refuse to do anything, he just slept with him in a bed if he wanted him to live together, and spontaneously untied his clothes and hugged him intimately, sweet to death, he really didn't want to wake up.

However, someone ripped off the futon that covered his head, patted his face, and did not let him sleep, and struggled to open his eyes, and the slick man in the dream put his clothes back at this time, and he was dressed quite tightly, and did not show any flesh, and he asked in a daze: "...... Small pear...... How do you get dressed? Wouldn't it be nice to sleep with me a little longer? ……”

The man's face burned red, and a slap was not light or heavy on his face, and he shouted: Sleepy?! What are you talking about?!

He still wants to die in his dreams, "Little pear, don't be annoyed, listen to me, I really want to get you, I think about it many times, just use the strong one, or get some aphrodisiac/medicine for you to eat, we can get better a few times, save me from being hungry and scratching my liver......"

"No matter how dry your mouth is, I can't bring you anything to eat!"

In the eyes of the lover, the little pear is so incomparably good-looking, how to look at it and how comfortable it is, of course he has to say, "Pear, why don't you follow me?" If it is wishful thinking, it would be great, let's move to the south, find a small town with simple folk customs to live in, I will go to the sea to fish, and you cook food for me at home...... As for the child, you can bring one from your brother and sister to raise, and the family of three is lively and quiet...... Say, "Why don't you ...... me?"

If these words were put in the wake of the dream, Xiao Yu would never be able to say it, and only when he was half-asleep and half-awake, he could let go of his courage to talk nonsense to people who didn't know whether it was in a dream or outside a dream.