18. Chapter XVIII
The moonlight was cold, the wind swept the leaves, and the sigh was faint, like a whimper.
Su Rou sat on the balcony, the wind blowing her hair, cutting her face one by one, she no longer felt pain, she didn't even feel cold, and a few empty jars were scattered on the ground.
She opened another can of beer, the cold liquid slid down her throat, the bitterness forced her tears out, she suddenly screamed, squeezed the can hard, and threw it out in anger.
Du Sihan walked over and frowned when he saw her appearance.
Su Rou was a little drunk, turned her head to see him, stood up with a smile, reached out to hook his neck, and rubbed her lips against his cheek.
"You say, am I good-looking, or is Su Wen good-looking?"
"You're drunk."
Du Sihan wanted to push her away, she pressed down his head and kissed his lips, Du Sihan lost his mind for three seconds, don't turn his head to hold her.
"Su Rou, you're drunk."
He dragged her into the house and closed the glass door, which was warm and kept out the cold wind.
Su Rou sat on the bed, she woke up for a few minutes, she stood up and looked at Du Sihan steadily, then raised her hand to unbutton her clothes, unbuttoned them one by one, and took off her shirt.
She said: "Du Sihan, I'm not drunk, let's go to bed." โ
A 19-year-old girl, whose body is fully developed, her skin is soft and her curves are attractive, she raised her hand to hook Du Sihan's neck, her soft body pressed against him, and kissed his cheek carefully.
Du Sihan's eyes are dark, he has never been a righteous gentleman, he will not suppress his desires, people who know him a little know that Du Sihan is a lonely and indulgent person.
He grabbed her by the waist and pressed her on the bed, and the fiery kiss ran down her neck and landed on her chest.
Su Rou raised her head, panting in a low voice, her body was sweating because of nervousness, she responded to him with a green face, her body trembling slightly.
Du Sihan suddenly stopped his movements, his hands were propped up on both sides of her head, the โกโก in his eyes receded a little, and his eyes were cold and as black as ink.
"For the first time?" He asked.
Su Rou nodded shyly, in the end she was a little embarrassed, but the โกโก in Du Sihan's eyes was like being watered with ice water, and it was extinguished in an instant, he straightened up, moved elegantly, and buttoned it slowly and methodically.
Su Rou's face slowly turned pale, she stepped out of bed and stood in front of him, and asked in a dumb voice, "What do you mean?" โ
"I don't sleep with virgins."
These words were extremely vulgar, but when they came out of Du Sihan's mouth, there was a little more desperate indifference, Su Rou opened her mouth, and tears fell.
"Why?"
Why don't you want her, where is she bad, they all dislike her!
"Su Rou, you and I don't like each other in the first place, everyone is good to get together and disperse, there is no need to have too many entanglements."
He said it very calmly, but Su Rou was so angry that he slapped it hard, Du Sihan's face was off, his expression was indifferent as usual, Su Rou cried and went up to beat her, and her heart was about to explode.
Du Sihan held her hands-
"Su Rou, as I said, I don't like to be used, and I don't like to be a substitute for others, it's your own business to be sad, not my responsibility."
"Shut up!"
Su Rou cried and kicked her, Du Sihan was beaten by her, and the cold in her eyes became a little heavier.
"That's why I don't like to sleep with virgins, because I hate being tied up and entangled, Su Rou, we've never really been together, and we can't talk about breaking up, after tonight, let's go back to our respective lives, goodbye."
Du Sihan walked ruthlessly, Su Rou sat on the ground, crying loudly, and the whole thing was about to collapse.
She has only loved one Li Dongshang for so many years, she thought that he refused to cross because he cherished her, and thought he was happy, but it turned out that the person was disgusted.
She took the initiative to dedicate herself to Du Sihan, but Du Sihan only had a playful mentality towards her, and like Li Dongshang, he was afraid that she would be entangled and that he would not be able to get rid of her.
She Su Rou has lived to such a point! Live to the point where people dislike upside down!
She raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and her eyes fell on the carpet, which had a black crystal cufflink on it, which was very delicate, and it was something that Du Sihan basically never left behind.
She bit her lip hard, pinched her cufflinks and chased downstairs.
Du Sihan hadn't gone far yet, he was on the phone, the street lamp illuminated his face, outlining the sadness that went into his bones, he held the mobile phone, his hands trembled slightly, and tears fell.
"I know, I wish you happiness, I can't go back to your birthday, I've been too busy with schoolwork lately, I wish you a happy birthday in advance."
"You haven't been sorry for me, isn't that the relationship like that, love is together, if you don't love, you will separate, and we won't have to contact each other in the future, I don't want to explain to Li Dongyu anymore, it's late, goodbye."
He held the phone, his five fingers tightened hard, I don't know how much force he used, the screen of the mobile phone was crushed, tears kept falling, but his expression was stubborn and indifferent, he threw the phone out casually, took out a cigarette and lit it.
Su Rou hesitated for a moment, stepped forward and handed him the cufflinks, and said expressionlessly: "Du Sihan, let's break up, I never liked you, you remember, it was me Su Rou who proposed the breakup first." โ
Du Sihan took the cufflinks, rubbed them between his fingers, and suddenly said: "Love is gone, what are you doing with these memories?" If you want to break it, you will break it cleanly, and I don't need to rely on memory to give alms. โ
He raised his hand and threw the cufflinks out, his face condensed.
Su Rou turned around and was about to leave, he suddenly stopped her, his expression was as cold as ever, and he said, "Su Rou, do you want to know why Li Dongshang and I don't want you?" โ
Su Rou's face changed, she straightened her back, and stared at him without saying a word.
"Because you're selfish."
Du Sihan took a puff of cigarette, the night was lonely, and the loneliness in his heart was entangled, and he said faintly: "You value yourself more than a qiฤ, more than the love you think is above a qiฤ, just like you know that I am sad, but you choose to ignore it, and trample your pride on my sadness, and don't mind making me more sad." โ
Su Rou bit her lip, her face felt like she had been slapped hard, hot, and like she had been stripped of her clothes, standing on the road in shame, she felt a burst of shame in her heart, just because her words made her unable to refute.
"Aren't you the same? When I'm sad, you're not the same as falling into the well! โ
She stubbornly retorted, Du Sihan smiled, and said lightly: "Su Rou, so you are selfish, I am afraid that you will regret it one day, and this kind of thing will not be reversed." โ
Su Rou was stunned for a moment, her eyes were red, and she bit her lip and didn't speak.
Du Sihan threw away the cigarette, put his hands in his pockets, and his face regained indifference.
"Su Rou, I haven't met Su Wen, but I also have a general understanding of what happened, such a girl, let alone Li Dongshang, even if I meet it, I will fall in love, because people need warmth, and if a man loves a woman, he will not coax her for a lifetime, and feelings must be paid for each other."
Du Sihan looked up at the sky, the stars were lonely, he was a little interested, didn't speak again, and turned to leave.
He's a little lonely, the girl who belongs to him is too late, and when he meets him in the future, he must get back the pain of waiting......
Du Sihan had already walked away, and Su Rou was still standing in place.
His words stabbed her fiercely, from childhood to adulthood, no one has praised Su Wen, everyone told her that she was smarter and more beautiful than Su Wen, and she was better than Su Wen in everything.
She has always thought so, but now they are all suing her, she is not as good as Su Wen, so what is she for so many years?
Su Rou felt a little cold, life was really heavy, she was almost out of breath, she didn't believe it, she didn't believe that it was her who was wrong! How can you admit that you have lived for so many years and are wrong!
Su Rou never found Du Sihan again, and the boy seemed to have forgotten her.
She began to have a boyfriend, began to integrate into the atmosphere of N big openness, and found solace in her new life......
Su Rou's matter Li Dongshang heard about it, N big man of the hour, public baby, he didn't want to hear it from someone to his ears, he didn't tell Wen Wen, Wen Wen is so soft, he doesn't want her to feel guilty and blame herself.
Hospitals โ
Li Dongshang pushed the door into the house, Su Wen was holding Jiang Qiulan to practice walking, Jiang Qiulan was beating Su Wen's shoulder, and scolded with a smile: "You are not allowed to let go secretly, it is getting worse and worse for you." โ
"I won't let it go, you are wrong!"
Su Wen held her and was coquettish, Jiang Qiulan knew that she was doing it for her own good, and wanted to get rid of her dependence psychological disorder, how could she really blame her.
"Dongshang is back, let him practice with me, you rest first."
Li Dongshang stepped forward and touched Su Wen's hair, took Jiang Qiulan to continue practicing, and said casually: "Wenwen, take you to a place tomorrow, I have something to say to you." โ
Jiang Qiulan looked up, and the mother and son exchanged glances in tacit understanding.
Su Wen snorted, staring at Jiang Qiulan's footsteps, afraid that she would fall and be injured, and reminded Li Dongshang to be careful from time to time.
Jiang Qiulan's mood was as warm and soft as the sunshine in early spring.
It's so good that happiness has wrapped around them......
The next day, Li Dongshang skipped a class and returned to the hospital early.
His goal has been achieved, and he is eager to share this joy with Wen Wen.
Halfway through the car, he stopped at the door of the flower shop and bought two bouquets of red roses, the roses had a pleasant fragrance, magnifying his good mood several times, and the sun was shining on the petals, which was really delicate and moving.
The car drove into the hospital parking lot, he held the flowers, and his steps were brisker than ever.
"Mom, Wenwen, I'm back."
He pushed the door in, Jiang Qiulan raised his head, his eyes were red, there were tears on his face, his hands trembled, and he even trembled with roses.
He whispered, "Mom, where is Wen Wen?" โ
Jiang Qiulan's tears fell again, and she whispered: "I went back, I thought she went out to buy food, but it took a long time to find the note she left, and the phone was turned off all the time." โ
The note was in Jiang Qiulan's hand, and he snatched it, and there was only one line on it-
Dongshang, Auntie, I'm going back to China, don't worry.
She was gone, and his fears finally came true......
Jiang Qiulan couldn't feel at ease, and urged him to call, "Make a call to the Su family and ask if something is wrong!" โ
Li Dongshang hurriedly called, and the other end was quickly connected, but it was Du Wan who answered.
"Did Wen Wen call home?"
"Li Dongshang!"
When Du Wan heard that it was him, his voice suddenly rose and he shouted angrily: "You still have the face to call!" What's going on with you and Yau Yau? And Wen Wen! What the hell is going on? โ
"Wen Wen didn't call home?"
"Does she have the guts to call back? How dare you take a whole year off school behind our backs! โ
The blood on Li Dongshang's face instantly receded, and he asked in a trembling voice, "Suspend school?" You...... What did you say? โ
"She took a year off school to take care of your mother! Hide it from all of us and lose the face of the Su family! You mother and son are so ruthless! โ
Du Wan hung up the phone snapped, Li Dongshang held the phone, and the whole person was stunned.
Jiang Qiulan had already heard Du Wan's words, and tears fell suddenly.
"Silly boy, what a silly boy......"