Chapter 757: My heart hurts

Everyone has their first love. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

And the word first love does not necessarily mean being together, maybe two people have never been together, but it can be called first love.

It's a very old-fashioned little story, which is nothing more than that the student likes the teacher, because she doesn't understand what the teacher understands, the teacher's handsomeness, the teacher's domineering, the teacher's care and care, everything about the teacher is so mature, plus the teacher is not very old, sometimes like an elder, sometimes like a friend.

There are a lot of bits and pieces, a year, and a lot of things, although Lei Ting was not very old at that time, she was a little Lori, but she did like her first teacher.

Almost every moment, Lei Ting followed behind his buttocks, like a little tail, and many people joked that when Lei Ting grew up, marry him, Lei Ting was just shy at the time, but she didn't deny it, and she agreed.

Su Wenhao suddenly covered his heart.

Lei Ting was stunned: "What's wrong?" ”

"My heart hurts, it turns out that I'm just a substitute, your uncle, don't you just like the instructor, I said how could you like me in four months, and I made a lot of love for nothing."

Lei Ting's face was stunned, and she was a little sluggish.

She didn't hear that Su Wenhao's words were a joke, or rather, she didn't figure out whether it was really a substitute like Su Wenhao said.

Actually, Su Wenhao is just a little sour in his heart, after all, a cute girl said that she fell in love with an uncle when she was a child, this kind of thing sounds like it will always make people a little envious and jealous, after all, Su Wenhao is also a normal man.

But it's not so exaggerated to say that it's distressing, after all, it's normal for a little girl to like a man in ignorance.

It's just that Su Wenhao didn't expect that a half-truth joke made Lei Ting fall into deep thought.

It took a long time to come back to my senses.

Lei Ting stared at Su Wenhao tightly, shook her head and said: "I, I didn't take you as a substitute, you are not the same kind of person at all, he is very serious, even if he teaches me to train for a year, he has never touched me, even if it is just a hand." ”

"What do you mean? Not only do you treat me as a substitute, but you also say that I am not serious? Isn't that what it means? Since you like him so much, why are you looking for me? Su Wenhao had a calm face.

Lei Ting's expression changed, and her tone was several points lower: "He, passed away." ”

“……”

Su Wenhao was silent for a while: "This ...... People cannot be resurrected after death, and you mourn and change. ”

"It's been more than ten years." Lei Ting shook her head, except for her complexion, which was a little bad, the others were normal.

Su Wenhao nodded slowly: "He, how did he die?" ”

"In another diplomatic mission, when protecting the chief, he was injured by a bomb, and finally his organs failed, and in the end he did not reach Mingjin."

The two men were silent for a long time.

Su Wenhao spoke: "So, you just like him ignorantly?" He doesn't know, does he? ”

"It doesn't matter." Lei Ting pursed her lips and shook her head.

Su Wenhao shrugged: "What about other than him?" Have you ever liked someone else? ”

"It's gone."

Su Wenhao felt that the topic was a little off, so he hurriedly pulled it back and got to the point.

"If that's the case, I'll give you an analysis, in fact, you don't like me."

Lei Ting subconsciously retorted: "I said, it's not a substitute." ”

"I know, I was joking just now, and now I'm serious, although I'm not a love saint, but I've at least experienced feelings, and I definitely know more than you, and I have a little experience in grasping girls' minds, you can listen to it, right."

"You say." Lei Ting frowned slightly, looking like she was waiting for Su Wenhao's analysis.

Su Wenhao snapped, lit another cigarette for himself, and exhaled slowly before he spoke.

"Favor, like, love, worship, these words are very similar, similar is easy to confuse, many people are easy to confuse these words, and they can't tell what they want."

Lei Ting retorted: "I'm not a fool. ”

"Is it okay to listen to me?" Su Wenhao said softly.

Lei Ting's snort was a little rough, and after taking a few deep breaths, she nodded: "You say." ”

Su Wenhao smiled and continued: "Let's analyze from your experience first, you are a very strong and assertive girl, this is because you have been outside since you were a child, living in the army, a bit of a boy's breath, separated from the family and parents early, survived alone, and has a strong ability to be independent, but, like this, you lack love, don't deny it, there is a subconscious self in human nature, this subconscious self is something that your reason can't find, there are many people who lack love, not only you, many children in modern society are like this, My sister is the same, she seems to be extraordinarily sensible and obedient, very mature, very assertive, in fact? Not really. ”

Su Wenhao blinked and analyzed: "Now many girls like uncles, why?" It's not because the fashion trend makes everyone follow the trend, but many children subconsciously lack this kind of thing, some are direct paternal complexes, especially those whose fathers are not there, and those whose fathers are there, also like mature, mature men will care about people, just like the instructor you said before, you are not together, but he can be regarded as your first term, at least the first man to break into your heart during your ignorance period. ”

"But Lei Ting, you have to understand that this is not love, this is just feelings, and feelings contain many things, such as good feelings, such as dependence, such as liking, but these are not directly related to love."

Su Wenhao pointed to himself: "I'm sure you have a good impression of me, because I can feel it, and I also believe what you said, but, it may be that some of my aura attracts you, or it may be because some of my practices make you look very pleasing to the eye, plus my strength is stronger than you, in the nature of a woman, or in the nature of an animal, attaching to the strong is something in the bones, a gene handed down from ancient times, to put it mildly, my strength makes you unable to see through, so you have some ideas for exploration, It's like a black hole that once inhaled, it's hard to escape. ”

"Once a woman becomes curious about a man, she is not far from falling in love with him. This sentence is very vulgar, but there is nothing wrong, not only women, men are curious about a woman, and they will also have a good impression of her instantly, but men look at feelings more directly than women, and they want to take advantage of it if they have a good feeling, which is not a bad idea, because this is also a kind of inheritance that comes with genes, and men are born to pass on their ancestry. ”

"So, I'm sure you like me, and you don't want to treat me as a substitute, but have you really figured it out? Is this love? Don't confuse the two emotions. ”

"Really, I ...... Confused? Lei Ting's face was bitter, and her brows were very deep.