"You filthy woman, don't appear in front of me."

Cheng Yan's eyes were cold, and he grabbed the small purse on Ruan Lingyu's waist expressionlessly, took out their love token, the flour man, and slammed it on the ground, breaking it in two.

Ruan Lingyu was completely stunned, that was the gift he gave her personally when they made up their affection, which contained all her good memories, and he broke it so unremittingly.

It was as if the thing that had been holding her on collapsed, and all the breath of life in her body disappeared with the pink-faced man.

She sat slumped on the ground, her eyes hollow and glazed, her scarred hands holding up the severed pink man, blood staining the shattered memories.

Looking at Ruan Lingyu's lonely and desperate back, she gradually drifted away.

The ruthless indifference under Cheng Yan's disguise finally melted into blood, drowning his fragile heart.

Looking at the mess with teary eyes, sure enough, she really despaired of herself and really gave up.

Over the years, in order to get better, she has traveled to many places and asked for many famous doctors, but there is no medicine to cure is no medicine, no matter how much she pays, it is in vain.

Although they have loved each other since they got married, they never give up, but they love each other, knowing that they love her to the core, but they have to make a choice when they are inseparable.

Leaving is the best outcome for her.

Although she made a choice and adjusted her mentality, she also understood that it was for her good to do so.

But when he smashed the pillow on her with his own hands just now, his hands still couldn't help but tremble, this is his wife. A woman who will never leave him.

A glistening tear crossed the corner of Cheng Yan's eyes and slid down on the crumpled envelope around his ear.

Ruan Lingyu described it as a corpse. Dejected, he walked to the kitchen.

Mrs. Ruan was boiling medicine when she saw her granddaughter coming: "Yu'er." Did Chengyan drink the medicine? ”

"Ah...... No, I accidentally spilled it. ”

Ruan Lingyu came back to her senses, adjusted her mentality and stepped forward, and took a medicine bowl again: "The medicine pot should be about the same, I'll bring it to him again." ”

"This medicine is the prescription I asked Duan Hall, I heard that Mo Erbai girl said that this medicine is very helpful to Chengyan's condition, and drinking a few more will definitely get better." Mrs. Ruan happily prepared to boil medicine in another medicine pot.

Ruan Lingyu didn't speak, and when she was about to pour the medicine with a rag in her hand, there was a pain in her palm and wrist. She frowned, looked at her bloody palms and reddened wrists, and hurriedly hid behind her for fear of being seen by her grandmother.

When Chengyan knocked over the medicine bowl just now, almost half of the hot medicine was poured on her arm, and the injury in the palm of her hand was deliberately punctured to remind herself for fear of crying.

It's just that she didn't expect that the pain in her heart made her feel it at all.

It was steamed by the heat and felt the pain when it was stained with water.

"What's wrong. Is it hot? Old Mrs. Ruan noticed her strange appearance, and hurriedly pulled up Ruan Lingyu's sleeves, only to see that half of her arms had turned red, and said distressedly: "Why is it so serious?" I'll take you to the doctor. ”

"Don't worry. I'm fine. ”

The pain of the burn is persistent, and the hair of the person who hurts stands on end.

But Ruan Lingyu didn't feel that the pain of scraping the bones was painful at all, because the wound in her heart hurt even more.

Seeing Mrs. Ruan's worried look. Ruan Lingyu comforted: "That's it, grandma will help me go to the doctor to get some scald medicine." How about I go and deliver medicine to Chengyan? ”

Old Lady Ruan sighed lightly: "I know your intentions for Cheng Yan, but he may not understand your good intentions. ”

"I'm sure he'll understand." Ruan Lingyu was stunned. Cai said lightly.

Mrs. Ruan shook her head helplessly: "You kid is just too persistent, and in the end you suffer yourself." ”

In the empty kitchen, Ruan Lingyu stared at the steaming medicine pot in a daze, some pictures of her and Chengyan appeared in her eyes, tears blurred her eyes, and the floating emotions then became complicated and firm.

She took the vinegar and stared at the medicine bowl, and finally put two drops in the decoction.

I remember that the neighbor's child was sick and took medicine, but accidentally knocked over the vinegar in the medicine bowl, thinking it was fine, but after the child took the medicine, he was seriously poisoned, but fortunately he was sent to the hospital in time, so there was no danger to his life.

The doctor said that the medicine that the child drank had Poria cocos, and Poria cocos should not be vinegar, otherwise it would be highly toxic.

And it just happens that the prescription for Chengyan also needs Poria cocos.

"That's probably what he wants most." Ruan Lingyu stared at the medicine bowl with a firm look in her eyes.

Ruyi didn't expect Ruan Lingyu to hate because of love, but she misunderstood.

If she hadn't poisoned Chengyan, she wouldn't have been nostalgic for the restaurant, and therefore wouldn't have died.

But Ruyi can't change all this, after all, she is a bystander, an outsider, and even a character who exists in the future time.

If she changes things in the past, she may change now, so the butterfly effect, maybe she is still in Bibi Mountain at the moment.

But that's only possible.

Knowing that Ruan Lingyu was on the road of no return, Ruyi couldn't help but want to stop it, and when she reached out to block it, she didn't catch anything as before.

Ruan Lingyu walked towards the wing room in frustration, and suddenly felt that something touched her, so she stopped, looked around suspiciously and saw nothing, thinking that she was nervous, so she didn't take it to heart, and continued to walk forward.

Pushing the door in, Chengyan lay quietly on the bed.

Ruan Lingyu also spoke softly as usual, gentle and considerate: "Husband, it's time to drink medicine." ”

Cheng Yan opened his eyes, looked at her for a while, then looked at the medicine bowl in her hand, and did not speak.

"I'll help you up."

Ruan Lingyu put the medicine bowl on the table next to the bed and uncovered the heavy quilt.

This time, Cheng Yan did not refuse, nor did he resist, but let Ruan Lingyu carefully help him up, like holding a porcelain doll that would break at the slightest touch, and hold him in his arms.

The messy hair stuck to his face, Ruan Lingyu gently combed his broken hair, looking at this shriveled and sallow face that seemed to have been hollowed out of the skin by hookworms, and the slightly drooping eyelids blocked his gaze.

Don't you even want to look at yourself now?

Ruan Lingyu's sadness and despair in her heart deepened, and her hand holding the medicine bowl trembled slightly: "I'll drink it for you." ”

Cheng Yan sniffed the faint smell of lilies on her body greedily, and when she opened her eyes, she caught a glimpse of her jade hand oozing traces of blood, and one or two drops of blood stained on the edge of the medicine bowl=, his eyes flashed invisibly full of distress, it should have been scratched when he knocked over the medicine bowl just now.

How could she be so uncaring for herself, obviously injured, why didn't she bandage it?

But no matter how much distress and unbearability he had, he turned into indifference and disgust.

"Don't use self-harm to win my forgiveness, go wash the blood on your hands, I feel sick when I see it." Cheng Yan's tone was cold. (To be continued.) )