All the doubts before, all the panic, all the gains and losses, have their answers at this moment-

She fell in love with that person, the one she shouldn't like at all.

Su Siying slammed her head on the pillow again, clutching the soft corner of it helplessly.

So now...... What should she do?

It wasn't until Dad Su came back that she slowly got up, tried to raise a smiling face, ran over and said, "Dad has worked hard." ”

Father Su, who had just pressed the light switch, was startled by his daughter who suddenly jumped out, "Why don't you turn on the lights in the living room?" ”

"To surprise your father." Su Siying lied casually, took the bag full of vegetables in her father's hand, and walked to the kitchen, "Hmm, are you going to make braised pork today?" ”

Dad Su smiled and said, "Well, today to celebrate your holiday, I will make you braised pork and fried cabbage." By the way, I also prepared prawns in the refrigerator and made a plate of braised prawns. ”

Su Siying cheered and ran to the side to help her father cut kale.

The father and daughter had dinner contentedly, and after cleaning up the table, Su's father asked her to go back to the house to study in peace. Su Siying was not polite, she slapped him on the shoulder and ran back to the bedroom, however, the moment the bedroom door closed, the smile on her face had disappeared.

Slowly squatting on the ground, she lowered her head and covered her face.

In her previous life, Ning Shuo said that she had to be reasonable in everything, but this time, she couldn't make any sense. The only thing she knows is that she must not let Bai Yirong know about her unsightly thoughts.

If you let her know, you will probably be disappointed in yourself.

is obviously a good friend, obviously a close tablemate, but he has this kind of thought about her. On top of that, they're all girls.

This alone is destined that Bai Yirong will not accept her crush.

Su Siying let out a long sigh, and suddenly, the mobile phone in his trouser pocket vibrated twice.

Oh Young-chul: [How's it going?] Is it a little better? 】

His eyes dimmed, and an indescribable sense of loss came to his heart. Recovering her friend's concern, she stood up against the floor and walked slowly to her desk.

Since this relationship is destined to be hidden deep in the heart, then pretend that it doesn't exist at all.

Su Siying recalled that she didn't care about Ning Shuo back then, took a deep breath, and exhaled heavily.

Thanks to this relatively long winter vacation, it gave her enough time to hide that relationship deeper.

But......

Su Siying fell on the desk, her nose sore and uncomfortable.

But this is the first time she likes someone......

Her real age has long exceeded the time range of early love, but that ignorant feeling seems to be exclusive to her student days, full of cleanliness and beauty.

She grabs the tail of her high school days and falls in love with someone. Some people say that the person you really liked in junior high school and high school will never forget it for the rest of your life.

Yes, the person who likes when the word emotion is the purest...... How can you forget it?

She bit her lower lip and tears fell on the table one after another.

However, her most precious emotions can only be buried in her heart like this.

Forever...... I can't say anything.

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For senior high school students during this holiday, anxiety is the most common emotion. The holiday is originally an existence used to relax, but the college entrance examination is just around the corner, who really dares to relax? The sound of firecrackers during the Spring Festival, from the beginning of the new year, I have to go to various homes to pay New Year's greetings...... Many high school juniors are a little irritable and can't wait to start school soon.

However, when school really starts, everyone will still be extremely resistant, and one by one they will start school syndrome again, and they don't want to go back to school.

Su Siying used to have an indifferent attitude towards the start of school, but this time, like everyone, she suffered from the disease of "I just don't want to start school".

During the winter vacation, except for contacting her father, her mobile phone was almost always turned off. At the beginning, as soon as she turned on the phone, she would receive many text messages from Bai Yirong, probably because she felt that her reply was slow and cold, and the other party became less talkative. After telling her that the math teacher would not make up the class during the winter vacation, Bai Yirong only sent her a message during the Spring Festival, and nothing else.

Su Siying thought that it would be good if Bai Yirong could hate herself, at least there would be less embarrassment in the future. Who knows, as soon as she walked into the classroom with her schoolbag, she saw a face full of grievances.

"At the same table! Why did you report on the start of school so late! ”

"I'm ......" Su Siying looked into her eyes, her heartbeat gradually accelerated, "I'm late." ”

Bai Yirong looked at her and suddenly smiled, "It's okay, just gave me a chance to compensate you." ”

The upturned appearance of the corners of her mouth made the heart of the ghost in her heart beat faster, she avoided her gaze and hurriedly walked to the seat, "What compensation?" ”

"You helped me wipe the tables and chairs at the beginning of school last summer," Xiao Baihua's eyes instantly lit up, "I wiped it back this time." ”

The memory was stiffly pulled back to the day when she first started to repeat, Su Siying thought about Bai Yirong who greeted her at that time, and thought of herself who was wary of her, and couldn't help but smile.

It turned out that they had only known each other for half a year.

"What are you laughing at...... Hey, Huijun is here! Bai Yirong was halfway through his words, and turned to greet his friend. Zhu Huijun jumped over, habitually glanced at the back of the classroom, and found that He Dong had not yet come, and his little face was suddenly full of disappointment.

Bai Yirong teased her, "Oh~ You're not happy to see us, why are you still resentful?" ”

"Is it really good for some people to get their wish and turn around and fall into the well for me!" Zhu Huijun puffed out her mouth and replied angrily.

Bai Yirong immediately shut up, and Su Siying next to him looked inexplicable.

At nine o'clock, there were more and more people in the classroom, and the students who hadn't seen each other for a month seemed to have endless words.

"I've been crazy about eating in the past few days of the New Year, and I've gained five pounds."

"Don't mention it, my burps now are all roast chicken flavors......"

"You're okay, my family accidentally got too much stuffing when making dumplings during the New Year, and I only finished eating the dumplings in the Chinese New Year's Eve on the fourth day of the new year, and I ended up making dumplings again on the fifth day of the new year......"

"Hahahaha!"

Su Siying listened to the chat of the people at the next table, trying to calm herself down, but listening to it, she felt a sense of loss in her heart.

This year's Spring Festival, only she and her father have passed.

Fortunately, the head teacher walked in at this time to arrange the cleaning task of the beginning of school, so that she quickly forgot about these unpleasantness.

At the end of the back-to-school report, Su Siying didn't wait for Bai Yirong and Zhu Huijun, and left alone. However, when she walked to the school gate, she suddenly heard someone shouting her name and immediately turned around.

Bai Yirong pulled Zhu Huijun, Zhu Huijun pulled He Dong, and the three of them ran in front of her, making her a little overwhelmed.

"Why are you running so fast, don't wait for us." Zhu Huijun pouted, He Dong pulled his sleeve out of her hand, and asked, "Are you in a bad mood?" ”

Su Siying froze in place, her eyes touched the man, and then she hurriedly moved to the ground, and then shook her head.

Bai Yirong's smile froze, she opened her mouth slightly, and the cold of winter turned into a cloud of mist in front of her.

Su Siying didn't pay attention to her expression, thinking that she only cared about avoiding Bai Yirong, but forgot that she had other good friends, and forgot that her escape might hurt them.

With this guilt, she stared at the snow on the ground and whispered, "I thought you had something to do, I'm sorry, I'll ask you to drink." ”

Zhu Huijun said yes again and again, He Dong looked down at his watch, and nodded as well. The three of them looked at Bai Yirong together, but heard her say, "I won't go, there are guests coming to the house today." After speaking, she smiled at Si Ying, "You can send me to the station." ”

This was the first time she had rejected herself, Su Siying was stunned, nodded and said, "Okay." ”

In the following days, I don't know what went wrong, and Su Siying and Bai Yirong had less and less time to talk. Whether it is after class or after school, or running to the Q&A room for self-study in math class, or even going to the math teacher on weekends to make up for classes, there is not much talk between them, more silence.

Su Siying told herself that this was good, and she could escape and concentrate on studying, but the dullness in her chest reminded her that she was just deceiving herself.

In this tangled mood, before I knew it, it was April.

When spring comes, people are always extra sleepy, because of spring sleepiness, Su Siying got up in the morning much harder than usual, and was still tired when she arrived at school.

In order to prevent sleeping in class, the students in the class came up with all kinds of tricks, some asked the table to pinch themselves, some asked others to spray their faces, and some brought cool oil, making the classroom smell of cool oil.

Others racked their brains to fight against spring sleepiness, but Su Siying is simple here, just touch the Christmas gift on her wrist when she is sleepy. Every time she touches it, she immediately refreshes herself.

It's the fourth mock exam soon, and if she can't get into the top 30 in the whole school, this kind of thing can only be a dream to be in the same school as Bai Yirong.

Yes, although I can't show my heart and can't let Bai Yirong know that I like her, as long as I think of being able to stay in the same university as her, it seems to be a great satisfaction.

Even if they are no longer close to each other, the thought of them walking into the same classroom and passing by the same scenery makes Su Siying feel that it is still worth fighting for.

Thinking of this, she suddenly remembered something. In her previous life, Bai Yirong was her high school sister, and it stands to reason that her grades at that time should be about the same as now, and it is not difficult to be admitted to the top schools in the country, but the result is that she was admitted to her own middle university.

Could it be that she really knew Ning Shuo early on and was admitted to his university?

Taking a deep breath, she continued to work on the question.

Forget it, it doesn't matter what happened in the previous life, in this life, she must not let Bai Yirong fall into the deep pit of Ning Shuo again. As long as the two of them are admitted to other universities, everything in their previous lives can be completely overturned, and there is no possibility of recovery.

However, having said that, she was still a little unwilling in her heart, and couldn't help but fantasize that if she had met Bai Yirong in college in her previous life, the person she knew would be herself......

In that case, it couldn't be better. 166 Reading Network