Chapter 65 Falling Leaves Know Autumn
The four little ghosts return to Huangquan and eventually become reincarnated, which can be regarded as their creation, wishful human practice, benefiting others and themselves, the best of both worlds.
However, what seems to be an ordinary night is not ordinary.
She stood outside the door, looking up at the blue sea and blue sky, the bright sunlight penetrated the layers of haze into the darkest place, and the mood she had been suppressing pathos suddenly became clear.
But he didn't know that his relief was exchanged for the departure of his beloved, Cao Yong, with his guilt for her and Chen Xiaobei's deep love, jumped into the lake without hesitation.
When his body was fished ashore, the silver bristles were still clutched tightly in his hands, and someone tried to break his fingers to take the bristles out, but no matter how hard he tried, he didn't break them, as if they were growing together.
White silk wraps around the hanging beams, incense candles curl with green smoke, the quiet and empty mourning hall wafts with a faint smell of sadness, and the orange flames dance in the paper pot and sway.
Chen Yuanwai did not wear mourning clothes, a bright green Luo Shan long skirt is like a tender grass breaking out of the soil in the autumn leaves, which is her favorite color, because the tender green represents passion and hope, just like she said love without hesitation, and then she was confused and followed the footsteps of the second sister, only hoping to be closer to him, but she didn't want to go farther and farther.
Now he's dead, but she's still standing there.
Chen Yuanwai was lying next to Cao Yong's coffin, his eyes were full of emotion, and his fingers gently caressed this face that she loved and couldn't extricate herself, but it was already cold and didn't belong to her.
After a long time, she smiled, and the smile was very faint, so faint that it seemed that a gust of wind could blow it away.
"You chose to go with her after all."
She moved her gaze to the flat hands on his chest, the silver and cold bristles were lying there quietly, and she looked carefully at the end of the pen to see that there was a person's name, but it was not her wife, but the name that existed like a mountain and her husband, Chen Xiaobei.
The difference between the two words is different.
The beautiful faces and bodies are blended, entangled, and leaning on each other, and in a trance, they are like the two of them walking hand in hand in the back of happiness in the sunset.
Her heart ached, but it was fleeting, and she would have cried out at the moment, even so cruel that she would have chopped off his hand, and then burned the bristles to the point where there would be no hair left.
But I don't know why, after struggling with her heart knot for almost five years overnight, she was suddenly relieved, the grief for her deceased child, the grief and indignation for her not getting true love, everything became less important.
She loves this man, the man who chose to leave in order to pursue what he loves, since he can marry a woman he doesn't love for the person he loves, why can't he let him love for the person he loves.
yes, four years.
Four years is too long, but it's not too long.
In four years she endured the most painful thing of her life, the days of suffocating in guilt, fear, heartache, sadness, love and hatred seemed to her forty years, but her love for him in those four years was the only courage to sustain her to live, and they were the closest existence at that time, so she was afraid and infatuated.
There is a kind of love called letting go, there is a punishment called letting go, there is a kind of atonement called letting go, and there is a kind of relief called letting go......
The sky is just slightly bright, the autumn leaves are flying, and the warm sun is faintly cold.
When Ruyi came to the main hall to greet Shen Xinnan and Ruda, they were drinking morning tea, Shen Xinnan saw Ruyi coming so early, put down the teacup, and said with a smile: "The sun is out of the west today, so I got up so early." ”
Ruyi said goodbye, took an apple and sat on the chair to eat: "Of course, it's something to get up early, otherwise who wants to get up early and lose it, what a waste of time and energy." ”
Shen Xinnan said strangely: "What's the matter with you?" ”
"It's nothing, I just want to take my dad out for a day, I don't know if my mother is willing to lend me your husband for a day."
Last night, when he came back from the four little ghosts and passed by Ru Dafa's room, he heard that he was coughing for a long time, panting heavily, as if he was very sick, and originally wanted his senior brother to use healing techniques to help him see, but he was afraid of being identified, so he thought about it all night and decided to take him to Duan Hall.
Shen Xinnan and Ru Dafa both looked very surprised, especially Ru Dafa had an irrepressible smile on his face, Ruyi had never gone out with him, but he didn't expect to take the initiative to go for a walk this time, although he was sick, he was still willing to accompany her.
Shen Xinnan was willing in her heart, but Rufa Dafa's illness has become more and more serious in the past few days, and she was worried about an accident, so she refused: "You can have such filial piety for your mother to be happy for your father, but your father is not in good health, so don't go, you have to go alone, and it will not be too late to go when his illness is better." ”
If everything happens, I listen to Shen Xinnan, and when I heard her say this, although I was a little disappointed, I was still very moved: "Your mother is right, just listen to your mother." ”
"Mother, I know you're worried about my father's body, and it's not good to invite so many doctors, a few **** days ago, I heard that Dr. Ru, the medical saint in Duan Hall, returned from collecting medicine today, so I wanted Dr. Ru to take a look."
When Shen Xinnan heard her say this, she didn't have any opinion and promised them to go.
Doctor Shengru is a mysterious woman, and her medical skills are also slightly famous among the Seven Kingdoms, and many people have come to her for medical advice, but I heard that she always covers her face with a veil, and no one has ever seen her true face.
The medicines in Duan Hall are all miraculous medicines that she has collected from the deep mountains and dense forests from all over the country, and their effects are unique and can cure all kinds of diseases.
A few days ago, when Ruyi went to Duan Hall to ask Ye Mingming for medicine, she didn't see her in person, but she heard Mo Erbai, the girl in charge, say that she could come back today.
Ruyi and Ru Dafa came to the Duan Hall, and the medicine boy who came to greet them was a boy, who was about the same age as Mo Erbai.
Ruyi jumped out of the car first and looked behind the boy, but there were no people in the hall and Mo Erbai was not seen.
"Is Dr. Ru back?"
"Master has just returned, and Morbeth is serving to bathe and change clothes," the boy said.
"Then lead the way, my father has been unwell for the past few days, and I want to be tired like a doctor to take a look." As Ruyi spoke, he walked towards the Duan Hall with Ru Dafa, who came down later.
"After my master comes back from collecting medicine, he needs to retreat for a day, and now he doesn't accept guests, so the second lady still invites her back and comes back tomorrow." The boy's face did not change, and his heart did not beat and stretched out his hand to block Ruyi's way, and looked at her fearlessly.
"What, you little medicine boy dare to be my way, go and call your master out for me, and I'll let her beat your ass." If you want to scare the boy.