Ye Ning didn't know when she fell asleep, her memories of that night seemed to be blurred, and all the focus was on those hands, the hands that seemed to hold her.

So much so that in the dream of that night, there were also those hands.

In the dream, she was thirteen years old again. At the age of thirteen, she was walking on a rainy road with an umbrella, and the road was muddy, and she fell.

The sandals on the feet are last year, she is growing her body, and the worn sandals no longer fit. After such a slip, in the force of the oblique fall, the joints where the shoes were sewn up cracked again.

There's no way to wear it anymore.

The umbrella also fell into the rain and got on the sewage.

She fell there wolflessly, looking at the muddy water that covered her feet, a little overwhelmed.

At this moment, a pair of hands reached out in front of her.

She looked up, trying to see the man clearly, but her hair was wet and sticking to her face, blocking her eyes, and she couldn't see it.

She panicked somehow, always felt that she should see clearly, how could she not see it, so she desperately pushed away the bangs that blocked her eyes.

As she was fiddling, she woke up.

When she woke up, gasping for air, she looked around and realized that she was thirty, not thirteen. She didn't walk forward with an umbrella in the heavy rain, but lay on the hotel bed with some slight air conditioning sounds, with her sleeping son next to her, and Xiao Yue lying on her son's side.

But she was quickly stunned, as if she vaguely heard the sound of rain, turned her head to look out, the hotel is the kind of big curtain that covers half of the wall, pulled it, can not see the outside, but listen carefully There is the sound of raindrops, it is really raining.

As I was listening, I heard a sentence: "It's raining." ”

His voice was mellow and hoarse, gentle and low, and although it was abrupt, it did not frighten her.

She slowly turned her head to look at him.

Nan Nan, who was not very honest in her sleep and almost pouted her buttocks, she saw Xiao Yue lying there on her side, and the eyes that she couldn't understand in the dark were like a deep sea, looking at her calmly.

She suddenly had the illusion that maybe he hadn't slept at all and was just looking at her.

At this time, she realized that her hand was squeezed by him as if she were not letting go.

She shifted her position and lay on her side, the two of them looking at each other in the dark from a pillow distance.

If this man brought her restlessness before going to bed, then now she looked at him, but it was a warm calm.

One ear is pressed against the pillow, but the other seems to be sharper, and can clearly catch the sound of raindrops hitting sunflower leaves outside.

She quietly looked at the man who was close at hand, and her heart suddenly swelled with inexplicable emotion.

Maybe women are emotional animals, in the middle of the night when she was awakened by a dream, listening to the sound of the rain, sleeping in such a strange room, she will be a little sad, a little helpless, and a little tired.

And just as he dreamed back in the middle of the night, the man was staring at himself silently, holding his fingers all the time.

In the dark, her eyes began to damp, it was an indescribable taste like a cold and a sad moon, sweet and sour in her chest, a little uncomfortable, and more warm.

She closed her eyes slightly.

Xiao Yue finally let go of the hand holding her, slowly raised it, and landed on her eyes.

"Why did you wake up, did you dream?" His fingers ran over her eyes, but he asked.

"I had a dream." She whispered.

"Well, nightmares?"

"Not really." When she said this, she suddenly wanted to laugh, she was not a child, she actually didn't need to be coaxed, but when Xiao Yue caressed her eyes so gently, she still liked that feeling, as if she was being cared for with her heart.

When Xiao Yue saw her like this, his dark eyes looked at her fixedly.

"Could it be that I left the house, recognized the bed, and cried my nose?" He even started teasing her.

"Not really!" She bit her lip and retorted, and there was a coquettish taste in her retorting voice.

Xiao Yue couldn't help but laugh out loud when she looked at her rare childlike attitude.

"In our S City before, it seemed that there was a lot of rain at this time, and I often fell asleep in the middle of the night and was woken up by the sound of rain."

"Well, it's quite easy to rain." She recalled the scene in the dream, in fact, she had encountered that scene before, so she said casually: "I hated rain at that time, when it rained, the road after school was not easy to walk." ”

"It's not easy to walk, the road is not well drained, I remember sometimes it rains too much, the whole road is full of water, and a lot of cars are flooded there." Xiao Yue also recalled the past.

"Yes, at that time, I rode a bicycle over, half of my legs were in the water, and sometimes there was a brick under the water, and it fell directly into the water, which was miserable." Ye Ning was still a little disgusted when he thought about that time.

"It's uncomfortable to think about this, there are vegetables and meat and fruits on that street, there is all kinds of garbage, usually the roadside is not clean, this rain is floating, the things in the water......" Xiao Yue obviously had the same unpleasant memories, at that time, whether it was walking in the water or riding a bicycle, his feet must have been soaked in dirty water.

"Don't mention this, I feel uncomfortable mentioning it, and I didn't just rush through it at the time. I don't know if that street has been repaired after all these years. ”

"It's fixed."

In fact, Ye Ning was just saying it casually, but she didn't expect Xiao Yue to do this, she was stunned, and after being stunned, she looked at the faint light emitted by the air above the wall, but saw Xiao Yue with a calm and gentle smile.

"Also, it's been more than ten years, and it is estimated that there have changed a lot." She nodded.

Xiao Yue's hand held hers at this time.

"Ye Ning, have you thought about when you will go back and take a look?" Xiao Yue suddenly asked.

"Maybe I'll go back one day if I'm in the mood." Ye Ning was silent for a while before saying this.

"You've always been in contact with your uncle and concubine?" Xiao Yue asked softly.

Concubines are the name of their hometowns, and they are all called aunts in City B, and they will not be called concubines directly, but now that Xiao Yue suddenly said this, she still felt quite kind.

In fact, the world is changeable, she could never have imagined that life has changed, and many years later, she will chat calmly with the son of Uncle Xiao on such a rainy night, talking about some old things - the flesh and blood of the two of them are still sleeping in the middle.

"I have always been in touch, and they treated me badly at the time, but they took me in, and they were reluctant to give me money, but they also let me have something to eat."

For this matter, Ye Ning is content. At that time, the family was in debt, my mother jumped off the building, she was a single girl, only a teenager, where could she go. Those who couldn't collect the debt saw that she was lonely and pitiful, and after scolding and scolding, they thought they were unlucky and left. She doesn't have any relatives, and her father doesn't have a brother on her side, so she can only live in her uncle's house.

The concubine doesn't like it, she looks at each other with white eyes, it's because she is not tolerant and kind enough, but it's not wrong to be intolerant and benevolent, they are all ordinary people who rely on dead wages to eat, and the expenses of one more person are not related to her, and those who are small-minded are normal if they can't tolerate it.

Ye Ning understood very early on that he was cheeky and relied on his uncle's house to finish high school on relief. If people were ruthless at the beginning, saying that you are a girl who has no father or mother, and you go out to work and pull it down, she can't say anything.

So over the years, she is still grateful to her uncle's family, at least they helped her, and when it comes to the New Year, they will send gifts, supplements, clothes, and money. The concubine called several times, saying that she missed her and asked her to go back.

She never wanted to go back, and she didn't think it was interesting to go back to do anything.

When she thought of this, Xiao Yue held her hand a little tighter, and pinched her fingers and gently grinded it, it didn't hurt, but it was a little numb.

"I haven't been back, my parents have become another family, and my dad is just a phone call for the New Year, he has money, he doesn't want my money. My mother's conditions were not particularly good, so I gave her the money, and she was quite happy. Sometimes she says that she wants me to go back, misses me, and says that she wants to see what I am like now, but I also understand that in fact, she now thinks about her son and wants me to go back to the scenery. ”

Ye Ning couldn't help but smile when he heard this: "You can go back, you can definitely have a good time." I can't, all the books I've read over the years are fed to the dogs, and when I go back, I make people laugh. ”

Xiao Yue also smiled: "I don't like to hear this." ”

His voice turned lower, and because it was low, it seemed more and more gentle, and the tenderness in it could almost overflow.

"My scenery is yours." His big hand played with her middle finger, so sure.

Ye Ning looked at him and smiled, his lips pursed with laughter.

Xiao Yue stopped smiling, gently took her hand to remind, and said stubbornly and firmly: "I'm serious." ”

"Ye Ning, all mine is yours."

From the beginning, it was all for you.