"I'm not reconciled...... I'm really not reconciled...... Why...... She opened her mouth and ruined my whole life? If you give me another chance......" Lu Lili sat at the table, gritting his teeth. Her heart is full of hatred, there is no beauty in her heart, all she wants is revenge.

Lu Qianjin raised her hand and interrupted her words. She picked up the teapot and poured a cup of tea for Lu Lili. The aroma of tea is curling and the smoke is gentle. "You've been talking for so long, you're thirsty, have a cup of tea."

Lu Lili was indeed thirsty, and even his throat ached from talking for a long time. But she didn't want to stop, she was afraid that if she stopped, she would remember the nightmares. The strange gaze of his classmates, the slap on his face from his parents, and his ...... And his disgusted eyes.

Lu Qianjin also poured herself a glass, probably because there was too much water today, and the taste was a little light. "Actually, I can't quite understand you little girls, you already have the simplest and easiest life, you have some things yourself, why do you want to covet others. Of course, I can't understand it, it doesn't mean that there is no zài. Lu Lili, in fact, I have something I want to ask you. Do you think that what you hate now is that woman, or is it yourself who is powerless against fate? ”

One sentence pierced all the qiē, and the disguise she thought was excellent was not worth mentioning in front of her. "yes, what do I hate? Actually, I hate myself a little more. Hate yourself, it's too weak. If I was given another chance, I would never allow myself to repeat the same mistakes......"

She said it categorically.

Lu Qianjin took out a book and flipped through it, Lu Lili's life is actually very simple, just a thin piece of paper, and he doesn't even have to turn the pages. When she was 20 years old, she committed suicide by cutting her wrists in the mountains, saying that by the time the mountain rangers found her body the next day, her body was already hard.

If he had followed the script, Lu Lili would have died by now. But Lu Qianjin went to Qionglong Mountain and let Lu Lili see her, which directly led to the deviation of Lu Lili's fate, so that the former ending was smeared, and now even Lu Qianjin can't see what her final ending is.

She closed the book: "If you want to do it all over again, it's not difficult." Of course, it's impossible in this world now, and it's too hard to turn back time. I've heard that you girls like to read romance novels, so have you ever heard of spatial overlap? ”

Lu Lili had certainly heard of spatial overlapping. Spatial overlap refers to the fact that there are actually many different spaces in this world, which together constitute this world, and there are some specific dot lock links between each other, but they are not related to each other, and they are independent wholes. Just like at this moment, Lu Lili is sitting here, she is alive. But looking at it as a whole, maybe she is just a character in a small space, just a thin piece of paper. And at the same time, there may be someone else who is here. [1]

Seeing her nodding, Lu Qianjin said again: "The world is composed of multiple overlapping spaces, there can be Lu Lili here, and Lu Lili can also be in another space." I have to obey the laws of time and space in this space, but I don't need to obey the laws of another dimension. I can't let you be reborn, but I can take you to another overlapping space, take you to that Lu Lili when she was a child, and let you take her place and start your life all over again. ”

The candlelight in the Qianjin Building flickered, reflecting on Lu Lili's face, which looked a little blurry. She raised her head and looked at Lu Qianjin, and looked at it for a long time before she made a dry smile: "This sounds ridiculous." But......" the conversation turned, "but I do!" Anyway, my life is already like this, as long as I can take revenge and start over, it doesn't matter where I am. ”

"There will be after-effects." Lu Qianjin felt that it was necessary for her to tell her the advantages and disadvantages together, "Since you replaced Lu Lili in that space, then in this space, you are already dead." Even if your revenge is over, you will continue to live in that space. In other words, you'll never get a chance to come back here. ”

Lu Lili laughed self-deprecatingly: "Come back? What am I going to do here? ”

"Don't you want to think about your parents?" Leaving is not just two simple words, leaving is a heavy goodbye. Not only with life, but also with family. It is hard for Lu Qianjin to imagine what caused Lu Lili's extreme personality, and even when she mentioned her family, she was so disgusted.

"Why should I think of them, did they ever think of me when they did that to me?" Lu Lili raised his head, his eyes were so cold that he made people tremble. "Ever heard of patriarchy? Lord Lu, what I used to hate was why I was a woman. ”

She cried. Tears fell on the table one by one, and the splashing sound was very soft, but Lu Qianjin seemed to hear a heart broken and broken.

She listened to Lu Lili talk about her life, and finally understood where her hatred came from. finally understood why she wanted revenge.

Do you believe that in the 21st century, there is still such a thing as zài patriarchy?

Lu Lili is not from Sioux City, and her parents came to Sioux City when she was three years old, far from her homeland, to survive and to avoid family planning. Lu Lili's mother gave birth to her in a natural birth, and as soon as she was pushed into the operating room, her father was carried out before the bed was even made.

Originally, I was very happy, but in the words of Miss Nurse, she said, Congratulations, she is a beautiful girl.

Many years later, Lu Lili realized that the nurse was talking back at this time. Her parents weren't happy at all when she was born, and she wasn't beautiful enough to be taken out by them to make a façade.

Lu Lili's childhood was the indifferent faces of his grandfather and grandmother, as well as the endless sweeping of the floor and the endless meals. Their family background is actually not too bad, but the palm of an adult's hand will not leak a little bit of it for her.

Because she's a girl. The Lu family has to leave it to their son.

Her brother was born when Lu Lili was seven years old, and her mother had actually been pregnant with several children before that. They secretly stuffed money to doctors, and the results they got were all girls without exception. had three abortions, and finally got such a baby seedling.

She was brought to Sioux City at the age of seven, and her parents were too busy to make ends meet and couldn't take care of her younger brother, so they thought of her as a free laborer.

She was so happy that she was going to the city soon. I heard that the children in the city can go to school, and the teacher/teacher is very gentle, and if he reads seriously and well-behaved, he will reward the little red flower.

Lu Lili doesn't like little red flowers, but she likes to be rewarded.

But after going to the establishment, life doesn't seem to have changed, sweeping the floor and cooking, and adding a younger brother, it seems that there are more tasks. And the younger brother can't cry, as long as she cries, she doesn't care.

's mother, who usually doesn't even bother to speak, would beat her brother with all her strength every time she cried, and scolded her at the same time: "You money-loser, did you do it on purpose?!" You just can't see your brother, do you?! How could I have given birth to something as black-hearted as you? ”

At first, Lu Lili would still cry, but later found out that her tears could not touch anyone's heart, but only made them heavier. Then she slowly stopped crying, and cowardice and patience seemed to have been engraved in the deepest part of her blood, for even resistance had turned into sin.

Lu Lili was able to go to school because when she was ten years old, she had a serious illness, which was so serious that her parents could no longer pretend not to know, so they could only send her to the hospital. In the hospital, her thin hand grabbed the doctor's sleeve and pleaded bitterly: "Uncle doctor, I want to go to school." Mom and Dad won't let me go to school, can you help me? ”

The doctor was shocked, he couldn't believe that in this society, there are still parents who refuse to let their daughters go to school. I don't know how he negotiated, but after she was discharged from the hospital, her parents let her go to school. She carried her schoolbag and felt that this qiē was like a dream.

In fact, she doesn't like to read, but she saw it on TV that reading can change her fate. She didn't want to stay in this ugly home anymore, she didn't want to live forever for her brother, so she wanted to study.

Lu Lili is very desperate. There was no student in the class who was as desperate as she was. The people who laughed at her at the age of ten and still in the first grade gradually stopped talking, and even the old / teacher was very kind to her.

Soon Lu Lili skipped a grade and went to the fourth grade, which was suitable for his own study. For her short life, the bitter memory of reading turned into the only warmth and beauty left. Because the old teacher/teacher likes students with good grades, and she has good grades. Sometimes Lu Lili even thinks that why should he have parents? You might be able to live better on your own.

During the high school entrance examination, Lu Lili performed exceptionally and was admitted to the best key high school. But she didn't get to read it. At that time, her brother was already in junior high school, and they wanted to spend all the money on his brother, so she stopped studying and worked directly for her brother's education.

Lu Lili was unwilling. It doesn't matter if she's selfish, or if she doesn't know how to love her brother. Why? The younger brother's life is to be buried with her future?

After graduating from junior high school, she worked outside all the summer, and her parents thought she had figured it out, but she didn't. What she earns is her tuition fee for her first year of high school. It wasn't until three days before school that Lu Lili got her tuition that she cried. Squatting in the sun, she cried hoarsely.

Inadequate. The tuition fees of the key high school she was admitted to were too expensive, and the money she transferred was not enough.

In the end, Lu Lili accepted his fate and chose a third-rate high school. The tuition fee is much cheaper, and there are still 500 yuan left for her to stay. Lu Lili was very satisfied with this result, it was better than going out to work for his younger brother.

The first friend Lu Lili met at school was Cheng Yan, who didn't match her name at all, and was as black as a piece of charcoal. Cheng Yan was ugly, Lu Lili was dressed rusticly, and no one wanted to be friends with them, so they became friends with each other.

The first year of high school is the best time. If there is no matter of the second year of high school, if Xia Jingxue and Hua Xufeng are not transferred to this class, will Yiqiqi continue to be good? Lu Lili often thought this way later.