Chapter 49
Yang Mo leaned against the wall, he didn't know how long he had been standing, and his feet were numb and unconscious.
She smoked a cigarette and lit it, the smell of smoke filled her mouth, the smoke blurred and distorted her bright makeup, and the brightness and loss looked at her face and eyes, all of them were pitying her for her self-inflicted affection, which was a little sad.
After a while, she pressed the cigarette against the wall, and with the cold air in her eyebrows, she carried her things into the elevator.
Su Wen lay on the bed and was about to sleep, suddenly the doorbell rang, her eyes lit up, and the look in her eyes quickly dimmed again, it shouldn't be him so late, he didn't even call at 22 o'clock today.
She saw the person through the cat's eyes, and was stunned for a moment and hurriedly opened the door, Yang Mo kicked his shoes and walked in, put the things on the coffee table, opened a can of beer and raised his head to drink a big sip.
"Drink?"
Yang Mo pushed down in the void, Su Wen shook his head, sat down beside her and asked her, "What's wrong with you?" โ
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Yang Mo paused, raised her hand to cover her face, and let go after a while, she stared at Su Wen tightly, her eyes were dark and terrifying, Su Wen felt that there seemed to be a cold air flowing in her heart.
"Wen Wen, I called Jing Jue tonight, I heard your voice, why are you together?"
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Su Wen told everything that had happened in the past few days, skipping the matter of making soup and cooking by herself, and even Fang Jingjue said that she liked her to buy ice cream, Yang Mo was sensitive, she tried her best to be round, and put Fang Jingjue's purpose into play.
Yang Mo didn't speak for a long time after hearing this, Su Wen didn't know whether she believed it or not, but what else could she say? In her opinion, it is indeed a farce when Fang Jingjue is bored to pass the time.
"Wen Wen, my parents like you very much."
At the Yan family's annual meeting, Zhao Lingxin chatted with friends, she was in the dark, and heard her praise Su Wen, it was because she really liked it to have such a sincere tone, and she couldn't stop being jealous.
What's the most jealous thing in the world? It's something that others disdain, but you can't ask for! It's crazy to be unwilling!
"Momo, we're friends."
Su Wen only said this sentence, and the resentment in Yang Mo's heart dissipated slightly, she leaned on Su Wen's shoulder, holding the beer and pressing it on her waist, and the exhaustion in her heart spread all over her limbs.
"Wen Wen, except for my mother, you are the best person for me in this life, we are friends, stay away from Jingjue, don't let me hate you, there are too many people I hate."
"And what do you want me to do?"
Su Wen's expression was gloomy, and his voice unconsciously lightened a little.
"You already have Li Dongshang, don't go to see another one if you have one happiness, Wen Wen, Jing Jue may really like you, except for Zhou Fu, he has never been so impulsive to take the initiative to find a girl, you are the second."
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Su Wen closed his eyes, and after a while before he spoke, he said softly: "Momo, when Zhao Xuewen and they poured me wine that day, why didn't you help me block it?" โ
Yang Mo's eyelashes lifted suddenly, and then she lowered it, rubbing her thumb against the slightly cool jar, and paused before replying to her: "I thought it would be fine, after all, so many people are here." โ
"Oh."
A word lightly, like a needle on each other's friendship, small cracks spread at the tip of the needle, Yang Mo felt sad, Su Wen is indifferent, this friendship is actually dispensable for Su Wen.
Also, she has so many people who hurt, what is a Yang Mo? It's that she thinks too much of herself and thinks of herself as Su Wen's best friend.
Yang Mo sat up, his face was sad and hidden, and he said with a smile: "Wen Wen, I, Yang Mo, won't be so bad as to hurt you, right?" Actually, you've always suspected that I have bad intentions towards you, haven't you? โ
"Nope."
Su Wen smiled, a little helpless, for a while they had nothing to say to each other, Yang Mo couldn't stand such a dullness, and quickly left with his things.
In fact, she should have known that since that incident, Su Wen has not taken the initiative to call her again, but what does it matter to her Yang Mo? Zhao Xuewen's garbage was not instigated by her!
Yang Mo walked downstairs, the anxiety in his heart became stronger and stronger, and he suddenly waved his hand and threw the thing out, shouting angrily: "All of you are bullying me!" โ
The night was silent, the street lamp shone on her, her face was slightly sideways, her bright facial features were hidden in the shadows, and there was a bit of hideousness in the darkness......
The days passed, three days passed in a blink of an eye, Su Wen waited for the phone every day when she came home from work, the phone just didn't ring like it was broken, she gradually panicked, and couldn't help but think crankily.
After work this day, Lao Zhou came to pick her up from work, Jiang Qiulan came back, Su Wen hurried home, Jiang Qiulan just came back from a trip, although she was a little tired, she was in a good mood.
"Why don't you go home to live?"
Jiang Qiulan sat on the sofa drinking tea, and couldn't help but reproach her, Su Wen suddenly hugged her, buried her face in her arms, and felt the urge to cry.
"What's wrong?"
Jiang Qiulan was startled, raised her hand and touched her hair, and said softly: "Dongshang's phone has not been answered in the past few days, and your phone has not been answered, have you quarreled?" โ
Su Wen nodded and told him what had happened in the past few days, Jiang Qiulan didn't speak for a long time after hearing it, Su Wen became more and more uneasy, and asked in a low voice: "Mom, am I particularly excessive?" โ
"Yes, you're going too far."
Jiang Qiulan sighed, in the end, it was still for the child, and the feelings, whether it was her or Dongshang, were still immature, she took out a piece of paper to help Su Wen wipe away her tears, and said earnestly: "Wenwen, do you know why Dongshang is like this?" โ
Su Wen shook his head, Jiang Qiulan said softly: "Because he thinks that he loves you more than you love her, not only him, but even I feel the same, Wen Wen, in the past, he didn't take it to heart because you were still young in the past, and all your focus was on his heart, and he didn't feel threatened." โ
"But as you grow up, the world becomes more and more open, and you will know more and more outstanding men, such as the appearance of Fang Jingjue, he will feel a sense of crisis, and he will suffer from gains and losses, and the imbalance between you will be magnified in these unconfidences."
How could he have such an idea? It's her...... Too inactive?
"Wen Wen, let's talk about Fang Jingjue again, yes, you and Fang Jingjue have always been innocent, but adult men and women are in the same room, and it is impossible for anyone not to mind, not to mention that Dongshang loves you so much. Wen Wen, this kind of thing must not have a second time, feelings also need to be cared for, and no matter how deep the feelings are, they can't bear to be disappointed again and again. โ
"But...... Fang Jingjue is particularly scoundrel. โ
"Wen Wen."
Jiang Qiulan held her hand and said, "Fang Jingjue has had so many girlfriends, and his understanding of girls is definitely above that of Dongshang, he recognizes your temperament, so he will use this trick." You see, it's only been a few days, there has been a conflict between you and Dongshang, this kind of thing must not be ambiguous, he wants to be a scoundrel, you call me, his parents to Dongshang, and then call the police directly, do you see if he is embarrassed or not? Soft-heartedness will only make him think that there is an opportunity, and it will become more and more out of control for a long time. โ
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Su Wen nodded and said solemnly: "Mom, I know, I won't do this again in the future." โ
"Next time, remember the lesson, Wen Wen, go and apologize to Dongshang, men are sometimes very easy to coax."
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Su Wen sat on the bed in a daze, she still came, she deliberately took a week off, and when she came, she mustered up enough courage, and after she came, her courage was like a balloon that was punctured, and she was suffocated.
Fortunately, he was not there, she still sorted out her thoughts sometimes, the room was a little messy, he was always tidy, the room was always clean, she thought he might be really busy, she helped him clean up, washed the clothes in the basket, and then bought vegetables and came back to cook.
It was getting dark, the clock on the wall was clicking, she was waiting for him downstairs, she wanted to call and was a little embarrassed, he didn't come back after waiting for a long time, so she went back to the house to watch TV.
I don't know what was on the TV, violent and ferocious, she hurriedly turned it off, lay on the bed in a daze, feeling a little lost, thinking that he wouldn't come back tonight.
Su Wen fell asleep, and when she woke up, it was already nine o'clock in the evening, and she thought that he should not come back, but as if bored, she ran to his door to confirm, and she was stunned when the door was unscrewed, and her face was red.
Li Dongshang was wearing a pair of loose pajama pants and โกโก his upper body, he had just come out of the bathroom bath, and was wiping his hair, seeing her dull expression, he blinked silently.
"You're back......"
Su Wen called him with a red face, he stepped forward and raised his hand to touch her face, the tentacles were soft and delicate, it was true......
"IโI'm here to apologize to you, I'm sorry ......"
She stammered and apologized, and before she knew it, she was already clinging to the door, and he looked down at her, his eyes burning to the point of madness, Wen Wen was a little scared, and he didn't dare to look at him.
"You're here to apologize to me?"
His voice was hoarse, his breath was on her lips, and she nodded slightly, feeling like her whole body was going to burn, and he raised his hand to pinch her chin, forcing her to look at him.
"Why don't you answer my phone?"
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Su Wen was stunned, why did he call her?
"I've been very busy these days, I haven't gone to reissue my card, I haven't gone home too, I've been living in the apartment."
"I called your apartment phone, but I couldn't get through."
"But...... I didn't receive it, could it be that the phone is broken? โ
Su Wen was at a loss, and the tone in Li Dongshang's heart finally calmed down.
In the past few days, he has made so many calls to take the initiative to show goodwill, but she has not answered, he thought that she was angry and deliberately did not answer, and he was really annoyed, it turned out to be a misunderstanding.
"Didn't you come to apologize, say, what did you do wrong?"
He asked with a straight face, Su Wen opened her mouth, trying to organize the language, she can always be rational in front of others, and when she looks at him, her head is full of confusion, and she can't even remember those words that she had thought of in advance.
She was in a hurry, and the more anxious she became, the more she couldn't figure it out, so she secretly went to look at him and said, "I was really wrong......
Li Dongshang slowly lowered his head, getting closer and closer, the hot breath brushed on the tip of her nose, and his voice was hoarse and dark because of forbearance, he said: "I said that if you want me to forgive, there is only one way, and that is to give you to me completely." โ
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Su Wen felt as if his back was about to catch fire, his body trembled, and he hummed softly.
Li Dongshang was originally just teasing her, but now she was stunned by her, she lowered her head and quietly wrapped her neck around him, and kissed him on tiptoe.
She didn't know how to express it, and she loved him the same, so it seemed that she could only express it like this.
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