Chapter 180: Crying doesn't have to be cowardice
New year, new atmosphere, almost everyone is immersed in the joy of the new year, looking forward to the beauty of the new year. The days after New Year's Day were calm, and the dull days made people indulge in a peaceful world without waves, and no one wanted to leave this peaceful day.
At the beginning of the new year, many artists have announced their returns, most of them are artists who are not very famous, and most of these artists were suppressed by Super-Junior, BigBang, and Wonder-Girls last year. Taking advantage of the beginning of the new year, when most artists were busy receiving awards, they chose to return, taking advantage of this time to regain the eyes lost last year.
It is common for people to disobey people's wishes, and just when those artists thought that this time was the best time, Lee Hyo-ri, a goblin with a national name who had been silent for nearly a year, came out to shine again. At the same time as last year, Lee Hyo-ri released her new album, and the title song "Saturday Night" was released on the music chart and received a super high hit rate shortly after it was announced. Through the song, Lee Hyori brought a wave of sexy dance music again.
There are good things and bad things complement each other, and suddenly there is a photo of a man and a woman kissing on the Internet, with a passionate kiss that is still moving. If the person in the photo is an unknown ordinary couple, netizens will ridicule it obscenely, but unfortunately there are not so many ifs in this world, the heroine in the photo was falsely rumored by someone with a heart, and the hero is still a member of the love triangle that was rumored to be with the heroine some time ago. When more and more people believe the rumors, they will subconsciously think that it is like that, and the young people who have little discernment have become the sharpest attack weapon of the rumors.
On the Internet, at this time, there was an irrational shout and bloody threats, the jealousy of the girls burned their reason, and all the bewildered little girls were cursing and venting without restraint, and some even switched from virtual to reality. Their wanton behavior also seemed to frighten the onlookers, and also angered another group of people, who attacked the Internet on a large scale, one web page after another was paralyzed under the operation of the master, and cold-blooded words full of jealousy occupied the entire screen.
was mistaken for the heroine in the photo living peacefully as if nothing had happened, and she was still the stupid iceberg princess in front of the camera, or the girl who smiled and reversed her image. Behind the camera, she is still the lazy and violent queen among the sisters, and she is still the second sister who loves to lose her temper and hug her sisters. But how many people know how many tears she shed when she took off her disguise in a dark corner, on this end of the phone.
βhing~οΌ It's not like me at all, it's so ugly! When Zheng Xiuyan saw the photo that caused the bloody case on the Internet, her first reaction was not anger or sadness, but her dislike for the heroine of the photo, from the queen's arrogant dislike. seems not to care, but it makes the girls feel the most distressed, the more they pretend not to care, the more they care, this Kim Taeyeon knows better than anyone else.
"The director is too much, he can't make such a big scandal, doesn't he know what harm will be caused to Xiuyan!" In the living room, Kim Hyo-yeon kept complaining about Lee so-man's scandal plan, obviously she, like some fans, subconsciously thought that this was S.M's scandal strategy, and the object of suspicion was naturally the 'notorious' tyrant Lee so-man.
"It's not something that Director Xiuman did." As Lee so-man's niece, Lee Soon-gyu ruled out the suspicion of his uncle as soon as possible, and she did not cover it up, and Lee Soon-gyu, who knew something, knew a lot better than Kim Hyo-yeon.
"He's your uncle, of course you defend him, but do you know how badly Xiuyan will be killed! The scandal is all focused on her, and most of ANTI's attacks are also focused on her! Kim Hyo-yeon, who is straight-hearted, does not hide her temper at all, she and Zheng Xiuyan have grown up together, their relationship is closer than others, and she values the affairs of her friends more than anyone else.
"It's because he's my uncle, so I don't know if he did it, and I won't be indiscriminate because he's my uncle." Lee Soon-gyu knew that Kim Hyo-yeon was only worried about Jung so-yeon when he yelled at her, and his tone of voice did not carry much anger.
"He ......"
Kim Hyo-yeon wanted to say something, but was suppressed by Kim Tae-yeon, "Okay, don't make any noise." The tone is neither impatient nor angry, and there is no suppression of momentum, it is plain as if it is pleading, but this tone is the best way to suppress the quarrel of the girls, and whenever Kim Taeyeon speaks, they will unconsciously stop arguing.
"Sunny didn't favor Mr. Xiuman, I heard Mr. Kenzie say that Mr. Xiuman lost his temper in the office when he found out about this, so I don't think it was Mr. Hideman's order."
"That's... Could it be the one? Cui Xiuying pointed to it, and everyone sitting knew who she was talking about.
"I don't know, I'll ask tomorrow." Kim Taeyeon pressed her temples with a headache, and the nerves in her brain were so tired that she was about to make an uprising.
"You don't want to question...... Kwon Yoo-ri frowned worriedly.
"Don't worry, I just want to ask clearly, I won't be impulsive." Kim Taeyeon put down her hand and bent her back together, as if something was pressing on it, "Okay, let's go to sleep, there will be something tomorrow." Hyoyeon, I'll swap rooms with you tonight. β
Jin Xiaoyuan, who was about to get up, was stunned, and then nodded: "Okay, Xiuyan... I'll leave it to you. Kim Hyo-yeon believes that Kim Taeyeon will have a way, this belief is a bit blind, but her instinct has always told her to believe it, and this is also the feeling that person gave her.
Time ticks by, the room with the word "art" on the door is quiet, and the dark room is only the sparse light shining in from the window. The only light shone on the raised quilt, and when I listened quietly, I could hear the sobs in the room intermittently, and the cry was suppressed as if she didn't want people to know that she was crying.
The sound of the door opening in the room startled the people in the quilt, the sobbing stopped abruptly, Zheng Xiuyan who was hiding in the quilt listened to the footsteps quietly, getting closer and closer, the sound of ropes when going to bed, Zheng Xiuyan obviously felt that the bed that came was not the one next door, and there was a voice in her heart telling her that the person who came was not Jin Xiaoyuan. The curled up body stiffened disobediently, and the hand holding the quilt tightened, and he withdrew his hand and moved closer to his chest.
The quilt that was not grabbed was lifted, Zheng Xiuyan felt the wind blowing in from outside, and there was a cool feeling behind her, this feeling quickly disappeared, and in its place was a familiar embrace, warm, soft, and tense body loosened.
"Taenggu~" After crying, her voice was a little hoarse, without the sweetness of the past, Zheng Xiuyan didn't like her voice, it would only make people feel that she was cowardly, she didn't want to make those people happy, and she would never make them happy!
"Yes." The short answer of 'I am' as always, but it is the best and most comfortable answer for Zheng Xiuyan.
"I always say that I'm a stupid person, what's the difference between yourself, Zheng Xiao stupid, don't cover the quilt so deadly, it will be uncomfortable." The quilt was lifted, and the world full of darkness had a glimmer of light, and it also illuminated the heart shrouded in clouds.
Jung so-yeon turned around, her reddened eyes met the eyes that made her obsessed in the dim room, like a calm lake from time to time with ripples that attracted her attention, gradually making people addicted to it deeper and deeper, maybe this is why Kim Taeyeon is so likeable, she can always arouse people's curiosity, and then the more she understands, the more she can't leave.
Biting her lower lip to death, the comments she saw kept floating in her mind, word by word like a sharp knife stuck in her heart, and the stubbornness in her bones supported Zheng Xiuyan's resistance in front of the camera but couldn't support her strength when she was alone. Zheng Xiuyan wants to cry, but she doesn't want to be ridiculed, and she doesn't want to get any sympathy, what she wants is not this, what she wants is......
Kim Taeyeon reached out and touched Jung so-yeon's lips lightly: "Don't bite, it won't look good if you bite it, the children will be distressed, uncles, aunts and fans will also be anxious, if Xiao Jing sees it, she may run to fight with the ANTI, do you want Xiujing to get hurt?" β
didn't want others to be happy and didn't want to worry about those who cared, Zheng Xiuyan obediently let go of her teeth. Even though it was night, even though the room was not lit, Kim Taeyeon still saw the tooth marks on her lips, and touched her lower lip in distress, as if she wanted to erase the tooth marks on her lips.
"Crying, it's not all a sign of cowardice, it's because she has endured it for too long, it's the venting of emotions, all the unhappy things flow out with tears, and after crying, you can face all the people who care about you with the rest of your good mood." Moved his body closer to the distance between himself and Zheng Xiuyan, rubbed his forehead against her forehead, rubbed the tip of his nose inadvertently, and the distance between his lips was only one or two centimeters, "Cry, I'm smiling at them tomorrow after venting, um... Angry with those people. β
Kim Taeyeon's words were like magic, tears flowed uncontrollably, all the suppressed emotions burst out in an instant, and the cry could no longer be suppressed. Leaning on Kim Taeyeon's shoulder, tears wet her shoulders, and the protective wall that had been built little by little collapsed.
"They... Why... Do this to me...... We're not in that kind of relationship... Isn't it...... That person... Not me... No...... Why... None of them... Trust me......"
"We believe that all those who love you believe in you and believe in you!" His chin rested on the top of Zheng Xiuyan's head, gently patted her back and comforted her softly, crying like a long line around her heart, so tight that her heart was a little breathless, and it hurt more.
The crying subsided little by little over time, and slowly only the initial sobbing remained, and the hand holding Kim Taeyeon became grasping, probably afraid of her sudden departure.
"If I leave
If you leave step by step
What would I think
I can't muster up the courage
If you leave
If you leave me
How am I going to get you away
Always scared
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The singing sounded softly in the quiet room, and the unaccompanied cappella needed more emotion to bring in, which was not difficult for Kim Taeyeon, and it was very simple, Jung so-yeon, who was so simple that she cried, quickly calmed down her sobbing, calmed down and listened, and slowly tears came out again......
In the room, the song changed one after another, and the only listener gradually entered the dream in the song, there was no sadness in the dream, there was no darkness, it was very bright and beautiful, there were many familiar smiles, and familiar voices.
covered the quilt for Zheng Xiuyan, and the singing voice still kept singing, like a lullaby of peaceful sleep, and the hand on the quilt patted rhythmically, one time, one time......
"Sleep, when you wake up, maybe nothing will happen again, nothing like this will happen, and there will be no need to worry about this kind of thing anymore...... Trust me, so-yeon......"
The singing in the darkness dissipated into the air, and the corners of the lips of the sleeping people were slightly raised, it was a sweet dream......