Chapter 83: Parting
February 3, 201x, the day officially entered the spring, Mo Yunxin took the family to the cemetery to sweep the tomb, the little guy held a few chrysanthemums in his hand and knelt on the ground and kowtowed in a regular manner, Qi Yunhan squatted and watched Qi Sirui put the flowers next to the tombstone at the back, the little guy saw the photo on the tombstone and the little face immediately leaned forward and was about to touch it a few centimeters, the little guy blinked and looked carefully for a while before turning his head to look at his father. The little guy looked at the photo and looked at Qi Yunhan back and forth a few times, obviously a little dazed, Mother Mo was worried about what happened and hurriedly picked up the little guy, pointed to the photo on the tombstone and said, "This is your father, is it beautiful?" The little guy nodded suspiciously, and turned his head to look at Qi Yunhan, Qi Yunhan shook his head lightly before standing up and lying down in front of his parents' graves, with his palms together.
Although there was sunshine in the early spring, it was still cold when the light wind on the mountain blew, Qi Yunhan shrunk his neck and leaned at Mo Yunxin's feet, many people came to sweep the tomb today, and they were chattering beside the graves of their relatives, telling their relatives all the good and bad things of the year, as if they could hear it. Qi Yunhan stood up and looked around, the breeze of the blue sky and white clouds was swirling, and a stream of white smoke rose from the paper burning pool at the bottom of the mountain, and began to drift all over the mountain, the wind was blowing a little cold, everyone took advantage of the situation to gather their down jackets, Mo Yunxin stood beside Qi Yunhan and looked at it for a while, and when she turned around, she saw that Mo's mother had packed up all the qiē, and the four of them were ready to go home.
After the Lantern Festival, Mo Yunxin obviously found that Qi Yunhan's reaction was much slower, his nose kept running and his nose was clear, and his memory began to be confused. Sometimes I can stare at a place all day, and tears keep flowing. Mo Yunxin sat cross-legged on the carpet, gently put Qi Yunhan in her arms, picked up the warm towel at hand and gently helped Qi Yunhan wipe her face and mouth, Qi Yunhan's expression that had been sluggish for a long time finally loosened a little, her eyes rolled slightly, her throat kept swallowing as if she wanted to speak, Mo Yunxin lowered her head and gently pressed the tip of her nose against the tip of Qi Yunhan's nose, the two looked at each other with a strong sense of love in their eyes, Qi Yunhan shrank his head slightly, and looked at Mo Yunxin with cloudy eyes.
The expression reluctantly pulled out a smile, the long scarlet tongue was crooked to the side with the grinning mouth, and a little foam-like saliva dripped directly onto Mo Yunxin's pants. Mo Yunxin clenched the towel and stretched out her index finger to nod mischievously at Qi Yunhan's nose, and then patiently helped Qi Yunhan dry the saliva from his mouth. Mo Yunxin hugged Qi Yunhan and sat on the carpet and moved her body slightly, now facing the balcony, Qi Yunhan also adjusted her body a little to make herself lie more comfortable, Mo Yunxin took off a handful of hair that was no longer shiny on Qi Yunhan's body from time to time, and some places were bald, Mo Yunxin looked out the window and began to rain again, the sound of ticking outside the window was upsetting, the gloomy sky and the howling wind always gave people a depressed and sad feeling.
At two o'clock in the morning, Mo Yunxin sat on the side and looked at the person who was already asleep in front of her, there were few black hairs on her head, and the deep wrinkles made Qi Yunhan look like an old man in his eighties, and there was only one skeleton left in his thin body, and his rickety body curled up together and turned into a small ball, even hugging Mo Yunxin had to be careful, she didn't dare to sleep too well at night, Qi Yunhan was easily blocked by his own phlegm in the middle of the night, and made a rough panting sound, painful and depressed, So every night, Mo Yunxin would wake up for a while and sit quietly on the bed, listening to Qi Yunhan's breathing, feeling Qi Yunhan's temperature, so that she would not be afraid, afraid that she would be a cold mess when she got up early tomorrow morning.
Suddenly, the mobile phone on the bedside table vibrated with a whin, and the quiet atmosphere was broken at once, Mo Yunxin hurriedly took the mobile phone on the bedside table, and took it to see that it was Gao Li's name, Mo Yunxin suddenly had a very bad premonition when she saw this name, the air around her was as if it was still, and a black hole suddenly appeared in her heart that kept devouring Mo Yunxin, Mo Yunxin looked at the phone with a dull expression and suddenly stopped for a minute, then Mo Yunxin reacted, picked up the phone and called, Gently lifted the quilt and got out of bed and came to the living room.
Only a white light lingered in the living room in the darkness, and the phone was finally connected, and neither of them spoke, just quietly conveying each other's breathing. Gao Li tried hard to hold the hand on the bed, staring straight at the photo on the bedroom wall, which contained her and Lin Zelan, at that time, Lin Zelan was coquettish and leaned on her body, and the long brown curls sprinkled on her face The warm and nostalgic expression made the photographer leave this moment, the person in the photo smiled beautifully, sweetly and happily, and Gao Li in the photo looked helplessly and happily at the woman who pressed on him.
Calm breathing mixed with hidden tears, Mo Yunxin couldn't see but she knew, but she couldn't speak. Lan said, she went first. Gao Li's calm voice was mixed with a thick nasal voice, Mo Yunxin also cried, as if something that had been suppressed for a long time had found an outlet, the unbridled tears suppressed the voice, and the pain was so painful that she didn't know what to do, so that Mo Yunxin couldn't sit on the ground and hugged herself together, Gao Li closed her eyes tightly and held the last warmth in her hand.
This time, no one will come over and hug themselves tightly and tell themselves don't be afraid, I'm still here, and no one will see the two women collapse and be relieved, the one who collapsed was Mo Yunxin who was liberated was Gao Li, the countdown to life was like a knife hanging over the head, everyone was afraid that it would fall, but after it fell, everyone was relieved. Mo Yunxin bit her lip and listened to Gao Li's gentle breathing. Just as she was about to speak, Gao Li said: "I want to accompany her to the last journey, shhh, don't comfort me and don't worry, I promised her to live well, I know, when the time comes, I can't stop her and can't stay, shhh, good night, she wanted to talk to Qi Yunhan at the end, so I called, but now I don't need to, cherish it." After hanging up the phone, Gao Li shrank down, hugged the body next to him that had begun to stiffen from the soles of his feet, and let the tears drip on the hair of the two.
The air conditioner was also turned off by Goryeo, and the room began to cool down slowly, but Goryeo hugged his lover and slept like he didn't feel anything. Mo Yunxin sat cross-legged on the carpet and leaned against the sofa, and the light on her mobile phone gradually dimmed until it became a dark night. The little guy was lying in his grandmother's arms and kept writhing, and the fiery red mark on his ankle kept flickering and burning like crazy, making the little guy in his sleep very unstable, and the little guy twisted and kicked his legs as if he wanted to wake up, but in the end it was in vain.
The person standing opposite Ma Yiran's house, wearing a small black dress, stayed for a moment, and finally disappeared into the night without leaving a trace. Mo Yunxin turned on the light in the bathroom in the living room, compressed her eyes with hot water before turning around and going back to the room, and sent a text message to Liuzhuang before returning to the room, asking Liuzhuang to accompany Gao Li to arrange Lin Zelan's funeral early tomorrow morning, things came too quickly and suddenly, so that everyone was defenseless, Lin Zelan has been raising well, everyone thought that it must be Qi Yunhan who left first, but they didn't expect that Lin Zelan would go first.
The next morning, Mo Yunxin prepared breakfast and put it in front of Qi Yunhan, Qi Yunhan walked lazily in a circle at home, the weather outside today was also very good, and it didn't rain anymore, and the blue sky and white clouds came out again for a long time, Qi Yunhan squatted in front of the glass window and looked at the white clouds in the sky, his eyes were closed comfortably, it was rare to see Qi Yunhan in good spirits.
Mo Yunxin suddenly had a very relaxed feeling, Mo Yunxin sat beside Qi Yunhan with a smile on her face/holding corn porridge, and the two looked at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window together. Qi Yunhan watched and ate at the same time, occasionally flicking his tail and rubbing Mo Yunxin's arm, Mo Yunxin watched the clouds in the world move with the wind, "Zelan left last night." Mo Yunxin said softly, Qi Yunhan just paused, and then began to drink porridge.
Mo Yunxin lowered her head and didn't see any different expression from Qi Yunhan, just drank porridge silently. I'm almost there, Qi Yunhan said silently in his heart, Qi Yunhan finished drinking the porridge and laboriously picked up the white towel in Mo Yunxin's hand and wiped the porridge on his mouth and beard indiscriminately. Liuzhuang saw Mo Yunxin's text message early in the morning, and drove with Xu Wei to see his junior sister, how much my sister loves this dog, Liuzhuang knows very well, otherwise he would not quit his job because of this, and Liuzhuang vaguely felt that this dog was not ordinary, just like Qi Sirui liked to call Qi Yunhan's father, it was very unreasonable, but Mo Yunxin didn't stop it, but was very casual, as if it should be called like this.
At noon, Qi Sirui came back, refusing to follow her grandparents away, Qi Yunhan also let her, the two mothers and daughters sat on the sofa watching cartoons, Mo Yunxin's phone rang Mo Yunxin ran to the study to pick it up, "Yunxin, do you want to come to see you off?" The body was cremated at three o'clock in the afternoon, Lili was dressed very beautifully and sat in the pet house alone, the whole person was calm and did not speak, saying that she wanted to say goodbye in the best dress" Xu Wei's chattering voice came out of the phone, Mo Yunxin gritted her teeth and said softly: "I won't go, Qi Yunhan and the baby are at home, you look at Lili well, not every parting has to be interpreted in black." After finishing speaking, both of them were cold, and after a while, Xu Wei said goodbye, and the other Mo Yunxin didn't know what to say.
The little guy hugged Qi Yunhan's tail while watching TV, and his two little hands pinched Qi Yunhan's tail tightly, Qi Yunhan closed his eyes and listened to the conversation on the TV, and unconsciously felt a little sleepy, and the little guy stepped forward after a while and asked, "Dad, are you asleep?" Qi Yunhan opened his eyes and shook his head, stood up and rubbed on the little guy's face, and then lay down and continued to watch TV, and then the little guy continued to watch TV a little happily. Mo Yunxin stood by the window of the study, looking at the people walking in the community, small and distant.