55. Respectively
Regarding how she lost her memory, how she came to Yan Xu's side, and whether she was Gu Xiyue's stand-in, although Ye Xuan had heard An Yi say it, she had always stubbornly believed that it was just An Yi's one-sided words, she had always wanted to listen to Yan Xu tell herself, not long ago, he had said that if he gave him more time, he would give her an explanation.
But she didn't expect this moment to come so quickly, and when she was unprepared, the truth was suddenly presented to her naked. Word by word, she didn't even have an excuse to give herself a doubt.
“…… Your dance moves are very similar to hers, it is her original dance moves, I thought she was the only one in the world who could dance like that. At that moment, I thought I had seen Xiyue again, but just as I was stunned to see you dancing closer and closer, you stabbed me with a sword, if it weren't for Tong Mo sitting beside me at that time, my chest would definitely be pierced by you...... You refused to be caught, desperately resisted, and finally died, bleeding all over the ground. It is also a coincidence, the song and dance of that day was arranged in the garden, and your blood actually attracted several bees and butterflies to refuse to leave, Tong Mo said, only the blood of people of different blood will attract butterflies...... Later, I ordered Tong Mo to erase your memory with the Tianyin Qin......"
He taught her to play the qin, let her practice calligraphy, let her learn all kinds of etiquette, strictly controlled her words and deeds, and wanted to turn her into a second Gu Xiyue. However, no matter how carefully he taught, she was completely another person, Gu Xiyue was gentle and elegant, she was lively and active, Gu Xiyue had a forbearant personality, she was bold and enthusiastic, Gu Xiyue was proficient in calligraphy and painting, but she was not interested in these at all, and she had barely studied for a long time, and she didn't even learn the fur.
She has just become Xiyue on the surface, but in fact, she is still the original Ye Xuan in her bones. She was like a scorching fire, burning beside him all the time, unconsciously warming his icy heart, imperceptibly, he gradually got used to her nonsense, used to her dissonant piano sound, used to her warm temperature, but he didn't know it.
He made the final decision, "So...... Your real name is Ye Xuan, not Xiyue. ”
The dilapidated room was silent for a while, Ye Xuan looked at Yan Xu in a daze, and didn't speak for a long time. Yan Xu also looked at her, her silence made him uneasy, her face looked calm, but her palms were full of sweat. He didn't know if she would hate him and leave him, or if she would choose to stay by his side, he just knew that she must be in turmoil now.
After a long time, Ye Xuan finally broke the silence, "Why?" ”
He pursed his lips and said calmly: "There are two reasons, one is because I am lonely and I want to shape you as a substitute for Xiyue to accompany me, and the other is because I hate and leave, and you are his sister, I want to use you to take revenge on him." ”
She shook her head, "No, I'm asking, why are you suing me now?" Didn't you just say that you always wanted the Ten Strategies? If I, a foreigner, is sober, aren't you afraid that I'll run away or die in the net? Without my blood, how can you open the ten directions? Your original plan was to tell me the truth after you had obtained the Ten Directions - if I hadn't died. ”
He was stunned, thinking that she would blame him for cheating on her and using her, but he didn't expect that what she cared about was why he told her the truth at this time. He couldn't help but laugh, this was the woman he had unknowingly fallen in love with, she always surprised him, he thought he knew her, but it was the opposite, just like now, he couldn't guess her mind, and she easily saw his heart.
He pursed his pale lips again, his cheeks slightly hot from the next words, "Yes, my original plan was to tell you the truth after I obtained the ten strategies, whether I go or stay, it's up to you." But now...... I changed my mind. You...... Guessed too, didn't you? Xiyue, I love you, no, or should I say, Ye Xuan, I love you, I won't use your blood to open the ten directions, the ten directions...... I don't want it. ”
Her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and then she asked, "But how can you be sure that you love Ye Xuan, not Xiyue?" If Ye Xuan hadn't lost her memory, she wouldn't have loved you at all. ”
Yan Xu looked at her, although her face was still weak and pale, but her eyes were shining, "In fact, there is no such person as Xiyue in the world." I didn't understand before, thinking that if you were erased from your memory, you could become another person according to my wishes, but in fact, it was just my wishful thinking. After dying once, I realized that you have never changed, no matter whether your name is Xiyue or Ye Xuan, you are still the same you in your bones. So...... I can be sure that Yan Xu's love is Ye Xuan. ”
After a long silence, Ye Xuan finally spoke, but asked, "How do you feel now?" But better? Is there a way to contact Yunwei? ”
His eyes darkened suddenly, and then his heart slowly sank. He lowered his eyes and thought for a moment, and said, "You want to leave me?" ”
Ye Xuan was silent, but this silence was equivalent to acquiescence, and he asked again: "Where are you going?" ”
She shook her head, the truth had come so suddenly, so suddenly that she was overwhelmed. Emotionally, she still loves this man with only the memory of cherishing the moon, but she can tell her rationally that the man in front of her has a common hatred with herself. She didn't know where she was going, but she thought she shouldn't stay with him anymore.
He nodded slowly, "Okay, I won't force you." Seeing her get up, he said again: "You go down the mountain on the right path, the road over there is more secret, and you shouldn't meet Wei people." ”
In the previous life, they went to the right, and soon met An Yi, and he met Yun Wen and others who searched for him all night. Now that she has decided to leave, having comfort by her side will keep her safe. Maybe this parting, she will continue her original trajectory and remember everything. He had confessed to her that after she remembered everything, at least he wouldn't hate him as he had done in the previous life.
Ye Xuan turned to leave, and just as she stepped out of the door, Yan Xu suddenly stopped her, "Ye Xuan, listen well, if you decide to leave me, it's best to hate and stay away." I'll only give you one chance, if you and I meet again...... I can't help you. ”
She turned around to look, he was leaning weakly on the grass, his face was still pale, although his clothes were not ragged, but they were by no means bright, he was obviously a lost look, the corners of his mouth were pouting with a determined smile, a pair of phoenix eyes were shining, and he was still the former wise prince of the wise king.
She gritted her teeth and jerked away.
Her figure disappeared in an instant, Yan Xu slowly smiled, rubbing her eyebrows with two fingers and falling into deep thought. It wasn't until half an hour later that there was movement outside the house, and Yun Wen finally brought someone to find it.
Without waiting for Yun to ask questions, Yan Xu ordered: "Summons to Tong Mo, from now on to protect my father, if His Majesty summons, be sure to prevaricate." He doesn't have to worry about the matter of the Bliss Pill, I'll deal with it, Zishuo don't touch him for the time being, I have other arrangements. Also, the prince of Wei is still in Yucheng, and he ordered the ghost army to capture the prince of Wei alive. ”
After the wound was treated, Yan Xu walked out of the house, the unique earthy smell of the mountains and forests and the fragrance of plants and trees came to his face, he took a deep breath, only to feel that the depression and anger in his heart were swept away, "Set off to return to Yicheng." ”
The war in Wei was urgent, but in comparison, Yicheng had more important things to do.
The birds chirped in the mountains and forests, and there was a spring and bright atmosphere, but Ye Xuan's mind was chaotic, and she only knew that she kept walking with her head down, so that she was at a loss when An Yi suddenly appeared.
"Ye Zi......" An Yi was first surprised, and then saw that her expression was dazed, and her face was not very good-looking, so she hurriedly asked, "Ye Zi, what's wrong with you?" How did you end up here? ”
Ye Xuan came back to her senses and subconsciously took a step back, "It's you...... Are you okay? ”
Although she said that she was concerned, but that detached and guarded look made An Yi's heart sink, and Fang Cai's joy suddenly faded a lot, and he glanced coldly behind her, "What about Yan Xu?" ”
Yan Xu's words made Ye Xuan's body stiffen, although she knew that the person had hurt her unspeakably, but she asked herself, she couldn't watch him die. She said calmly: "Yunwei's people have found him, if you want to kill him, it is impossible, for the sake of an acquaintance, I advise you to leave as soon as possible." ”
She ignored him, walked past him, and walked on.
An Yi grabbed her hand, "Yunwei's people are here?" So where are you going? ”
She jerked her hand and slashed at An Yi with one palm, "Don't worry about it. ”
There was a cold and cold air in her palm, and her strength was even more domineering than last time, An Yi was taken aback, and dodged sideways, "Ye Zi, what kind of evil skills are you practicing?" Did Yan Xu let you practice? That despicable villain must have thought of some way to harm you again, don't fall for him, wait for me to kill him! ”
Ye Xuan stopped him, and attacked him again without saying a word, An Yi didn't want to hurt her, and couldn't get rid of her for a while, so he had to take a few tricks, and his heart was resentful for a while, "Ye Zi, don't be obsessed anymore, I said, Yan Xu is not a good person at all, all he cares about is your blood, if there is no blood from you, he can't open the organ of the ten directions!" He treats you as a cherished moon, but he is just leaving for revenge! ”
Ye Xuan's hand didn't stop, and he only said, "I know." ”
An Yi was stunned, and said, "Then do you know that the reason why you have amnesia is because Yan Xu harmed you?" ”
"I know it all."
An Yi jumped two steps away, shocked in his heart, "You know everything? You...... Do you remember it all? ”
Ye Xuan shook her head, "No, I didn't think of anything, he sued me." ”
He looked at her in disbelief, "He sued you?" Then he sneered: "He is the kind of person, every word he says to you is carefully designed, avoiding the important and trivial, and trying his best to tell you what is beneficial to him, how can you believe him?" ”
"He sued me for everything, including the Ten Strategies."
He was stunned, "What about the Ten Directions?" He actually told you about the Ten Directions? Seeing that she was silent, he said angrily: "Since you know everything, why do you want to stop me from killing him?" ”
She gritted her teeth, a look of pain flashed in her eyes, and she said after a moment: "I don't want him to die." ”
An Yi looked at her for a moment, and smiled angrily, "Yezi...... I really can't imagine what Yan Xu did, I sued you before, but no matter what I say, you don't believe it. I really didn't expect that you would rather believe Yan Xu than believe me. Why? You know that he has done so many things that hurt his conscience, and you know that he has harmed you so much that you don't even know who you are, but you still want to defend him? Why? What's so good about him? With just a few words, he will make you lose your mind, and you don't even want dignity? ”
Ye Xuan covered her ears and retreated, after knowing the truth, why did she still defend Yan Xu, she didn't know herself. She closed her eyes in pain, and when An Yi stepped forward to ask again, she slammed her palm, and then her body spun in the air, and a few ups and downs disappeared into the forest.
An Yi knew that the injured Yan Xu was nearby, if he missed this opportunity, it would be difficult to kill him in the future, but seeing Ye Zi running fast, he was really not at ease, gritted his teeth, and chased in the direction she left.