His heart suddenly pounded, for fear that she would really fall from the high platform, and he didn't have time to think about whether he was worried about her safety or afraid that he would lose his blood guide, so he called softly: "Cherish the moon......"

Xiyue has been standing on this high platform for a long time, from the twilight gradually sinking, until the beginning of the lanterns, she looked at the Yanshou Palace from afar, watching the crowds there, one after another courtiers to the Queen Mother to celebrate her birthday, drums and music, the lights are shining, a prosperous scene. She was the only one, forgotten by everyone, standing alone on this high platform, just to look at the figure that had not been seen for many days.

She vaguely heard someone calling, and when she looked back, the figure of her heart was only two feet away from her, but just this time, she turned her head again, and her gaze fell on the lamp in the distance.

At the moment when Xiyue looked back, Yan Xu clearly saw the loneliness on her face, as well as the faint tears. He sighed softly, blaming himself for not going to see her for too long.

In fact, he was not so busy that he didn't even have time to see her, and several times, when he returned to Jiyue Palace exhausted, he was accustomed to walking towards her courtyard, he liked to hear her cheerful voice, and liked to see her smiling and rushing towards him, throwing herself into his arms with no grace, saying how much she missed him, and then chattering to him what she had done that day.

It's just that the appearance of Watari and Yili reminded him that time is running out, what should come will still come, and the peaceful days are no longer there, he is vaguely bored and resistant, so every time he comes to the front of the hospital, he hesitates for a moment and turns to leave. It was he who didn't care about her feelings, he stretched out his hand to her, "Xiyue, come here......"

Xiyue turned around, looked at Yan Xu's hand stretched out towards her, looked at the eyes that made her dreamy, but said loudly: "No, you go away!" I don't want to see you! ”

He was stunned, since she came to him, except for the first days of ignorance, she had never disobeyed her will, she had never stayed by her side obediently, and had never shouted at him so loudly as she did now. She was angry with him, he didn't know that she didn't just go against the grain, it turned out that she would also lose her temper with him, he couldn't help but feel funny, and said patiently: "Xiyue, don't be like this, I'm too busy these days to take time to see you." You come here first, it's dangerous there. ”

Xiyue looked at him, but shook her head stubbornly, her eyes were obviously filled with tears, but she kept her eyes wide to prevent it from falling, "You know it, you know that I have nothing but you, why do you want to treat me like this?" You said that night that I should go back to the palace first, and come to see me later, and I waited every day, but it has been forty-two days so far, and you have not come to see me once. What are you not a liar? ”

It's so daring, he dares to call him a liar, a meek and well-behaved cat, and he actually tickles people sometimes. He should have been angry, but he didn't, he was a little at a loss, it seemed that he really did something wrong. He tried to smile at her, "Xiyue, it's me who is not good, I have been busy lately, my father is coming to Yicheng, I have arranged for him to enter Beijing in the past few days, not intentionally not to see you." He stepped forward and stretched out his hand to her, "You come first, it's dangerous there, I promise you, I won't go back to see you in the future." ”

He stepped forward, but Xiyue took another step back, guarded, "I don't!" You want to coax me again, I have been coaxed by you for too long, I don't believe you. ”

She could see through it, and he smiled wryly. Her heels were already on the edge of the platform, and she would fall off the platform after only half a step back, his heart sank, and his voice couldn't help but slow down, "Then you say, how do you believe it?" ”

Xiyue bit her lip, thought for a moment but shook her head blankly, "I...... I don't know, if you don't have me in your heart, no matter how much I ask, you won't pay attention. ”

Yan Xu looked at her, her eyes were full of tears, obviously very wronged, but she refused to let the tears fall. Although she has no memory, her temperament has not changed at all, and she is still as smart as before. At least for now, she can see clearly that if a person doesn't have that person in his heart, that person is useless no matter how much he tosses, but it is even more annoying, and she is much smarter than other women.

He had just made a promise, and asked himself if he had given in, if she was still insistent on getting angry, he didn't plan to coax her anymore, she had always been most afraid of being angry, so she deliberately said with a calm face: "Cherish the moon, don't mess around again, come here." If you don't obey again, I'll be gone. ”

However, to his surprise, Xiyue shook her head, her eyebrows were full of sorrow, but her tone was resolute, "I used to listen to you for everything, that's because you are the person I love the most in this world, you don't understand how much I cherish you, and how much I want to be by your side all the time." I gave my heart, although I knew that my identity was small, but I was also greedy and wanted to be rewarded. I cherish you so much, and I hope you can do this to me, even if you can't put my whole heart on you, at least ...... Leave me a corner too. ”

She said with some difficulty, took a deep breath, and said, "Jinyun, you will give me a word tonight, you sue me, do you have me in your heart?" ”

He laughed angrily, she had nothing but him, and he didn't believe that she could come up with any tricks, "What if not?" ”

She bit her lip, her brows tightened, and she said in a moment: "If you don't have me in your heart, I won't love you anymore." I don't want to give a show to those who don't want to cherish me. ”

He was stunned, only to feel a little incredible. She was right, for him, she was just a small mountain girl, he admitted that he liked her a little, but it was just like, far from love, his heart had been filled by that person, and he would never fall in love with another woman in his life. He spoiled her for a purpose, and he never really took her to heart. But so what? She is just a tool for him to get the Ten Directions, even if he clearly lets her know that he doesn't have her in his heart, she can't escape from his palm, she is still a foreign blood, a stepping stone on his way to heaven.

He narrowed his eyes slightly, "This is your ...... tonight Decision? ”

She has always been obedient, she was shocked by his slightly questioning tone, habitually lowered her head, and did not dare to look at him, but in a blink of an eye, she bit her lip and raised her eyes, although there was still some timidity in her eyes, but she refused to back down, "That's right, it's my decision." Jinyun, do you remember, I was seriously ill at the beginning of that year, I didn't remember anything, I was extremely scared, you told me not to be afraid, you will be by my side and start over with me. I thought...... Thought we would always be like this, do you regret it now? Or are you tired of me? If you regret what you promised me, now you might as well sue me, I ...... I ......"

He looked at her with his chin tilted slightly, his tone vaguely angry, "What will you do?" Do you want to leave me? ”

She was actually a little frightened in her heart, and tried her best to keep her eyes open and not avoid his eyes, "I know that without your approval, I can't leave Jiyue Palace, but I can at least take my heart back." ”

"Take your heart back?"

She straightened up and nodded, "That's right, I'm going to take back the heart I've given you." ”

He pursed his lips and stared straight into her eyes, but after a moment he suddenly smiled, as if he thought her idea was stupid, "Take it back?" How can you get back the sincerity you have already given? Have you ever seen that you can collect it when covered with water? Or is it seawater backflow? ”

His laughter made her a little annoyed, even if she was nothing in his eyes, she didn't want to be so despised by him, she wanted to retort a few words loudly, to make herself more reasonable, but when she opened her mouth, the tears that had been rolling in her eyes slipped down uncontrollably, so that her retort became weak, a bit like vexatiousness.

"I ...... I...... It's going to be taken back! If you don't have me in your heart, why do I have to keep you in my heart all the time? It's like I practice dance wholeheartedly because you like to watch me dance, if you don't like to watch me dance, why do I practice dance? I don't like to dance, I can do something else. ”

He was slightly stunned, although this statement was barely reasonable, but how could the truth be the same? The human heart is not an object, so how can it be said that it will be received? He is used to it, even if he doesn't love her, she can only belong to herself, and now she keeps saying that she wants to change her mind, which really makes him feel uncomfortable, but her tearful face is very pitiful, in the end, her ulterior motives do have her true heart.

He couldn't help but sigh softly, "Fool, how is that the same?" You blame me in your heart, blame me for ignoring you, all you say at this time are angry words, how can you count the words on your head? I won't take it seriously, you are obedient first, come to me, it is really dangerous there. ”

He probably thought that he was coquettish and lost his temper, the more anxious and annoyed Xiyue was, the more the tears flowed, she wiped a handful of tears in annoyance, and said, "You coax me again...... You don't understand it at all...... I don't want to go anywhere, I only want to go to your heart, but you always turn me away......"

The wind continued to rage, she stood on the edge of the high platform, her thin body was shaky, her crimson dress was brought up by the wind, her long hair danced in the wind, covering half of her face from being real, but the sad eyes were extremely clear, Yan Xu's heart trembled slightly, and the one in front of her became a little trance, the red figure seemed to overlap with another figure, once upon a time, he also tried to enter another person's heart.

"No, you're here, it's always been in my heart, and it will be in the future, Xiyue, come here......" He suddenly took a few steps forward, pulled Xiyue into his arms, and hugged him tightly, "Xiyue, you're there...... In my heart...... It's me who is wrong, I promise you, I will never leave you alone in the future, I will cherish you well......"

Caught off guard by his hug, listening to his unsympathetic whispering, all the stubbornness and persistence of Xiyue disintegrated in an instant, she buried herself in his arms, everything in heaven and earth disappeared at this moment, only his pounding heartbeat remained, his arms were as cold as frost, but those arms had infinite strength, so that she was instantly at peace.

Yan Xu lifted her face, brushed away the tear-stained hair on her face, and tucked it behind her head. She looked up at him, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, her eyes were a little confused, he slowly lowered his head, his thin lips lightly imprinted on the corners of her eyebrows, and then slowly moved down, falling onto her lips.

His lips were as cold as frost, and her lips were as warm as honey.