What does it feel like to be excited? I don't know, because it's jumping all the time, so I don't know what it's like. Maybe it's the beating when they see the pink in their hands when they see the pink in their hands, maybe it's the beating when they see something they love, or maybe it's the casual beating when they touch the lips through the scarf.

The scenery outside the car window recedes like a line, dotted with lights dotted on the line, like musical notes jumping on the score. In the carriage, Kim Taeyeon stared out of the car with her chin propped up, her mind wandering around the image that had just happened on the radio. In the picture, there is darkness in front of my eyes, only a little light can faintly see the hazy things outside the scarf through the layers of the scarf, and there are still touches left through several layers of scarves.

On the radio station just now, Kim Tae-yeon, who was idle and bored during the break, took a scarf and wrapped her face in it one by one, just to kill the boredom at that time, and there was also an extra scarf with Jung so-yeon's body temperature around her neck, which was very warm and warm...... What Kim Taeyeon didn't expect was that a casual turn was met with an unexpected piece of softness. When the scarf was untied in a circle in Hwang Mi-young's hand, what she saw was Jung so-yeon's mischievous smile, and there was only a simple smile in her eyes.

Maybe she just thought it was funny, thinking about what to do with so much mess, and not just kissing you...... Zheng Xiuyan, who secretly squinted at the back seat and hugged Xu Zhuxian to play with her mobile phone, although she often saw her hugging other people, but this time there was a trace of sourness in her heart, no, no! Don't mess around! It's just that she seems to have forgotten that Zheng Xiuyan has never kissed others mouth-to-mouth, and even her own sister Zheng Xiujing is now just a cheek, even if she still kisses through a scarf......

Kim Taeyeon closed her eyes and leaned back in the chair without knowing what to think, and after a while, she leaned over to the driver who was driving: "Oppa, wait a minute, go around the company, I'll go to the company for some things." ”

"Okay." The driver nodded.

"Daedae, what's wrong?" Hwang Mi-young pulled Kim Tae-yeon's clothes, and sitting next to her, she clearly saw Kim Tae-yeon's movements secretly looking behind her before.

When I thought of being on the radio, Kim Taeyeon's body stiffened instantaneously after that unintentional light kiss, although she recovered quickly, but she who had been sitting next to her and watching her and Jung so-yeon's scarf kiss saw it, and there was a pause at that moment. When she untied the scarf wrapped around Kim Taeyeon's head, her smile and voice as usual made her wonder if she was dazzled. But just now, the sneaking glance that swept away made her no longer wonder if the stiffness she saw before was an illusion, and she began to worry that the kiss would make the relationship between Kim Taeyeon and Jung so-yeon awkward, which would not be good for themselves or girls' generation.

At this time, Huang Meiying did not think about things in another direction, and she also did not think in that direction for the time being.

Seeing Hwang Mi-young's worried eyes, Kim Taeyeon smiled and rubbed her head: "It's okay, I just happened to have inspiration before I wanted to go to the teacher, if it goes well, maybe I can make a deal today, right Xiuyan!" Kim Taeyeon turned around, her smile still the same, "I may not go back to the dormitory tonight, I'll trouble you to urge the children to sleep later, Pani and Xiaoxian's majesty is not enough to stop them, Sunny doesn't play games It's good, Xiaoxian remembers to wake up Ernnie early tomorrow morning, and everyone has a notice in the morning that they can't be late!" ”

"Inside!" Seo Joo-hyun nodded, she has been acting as a mobile alarm clock in the girls' generation dormitory, and she has become accustomed to getting up early to wake up her snoozing sisters.

The eight-character eyebrows were raised high and fell instantly, "Then pay attention to yourself, don't catch a cold and don't stay up for too long." The concern contained in the calm tone was clearly audible.

"I'll be careful, you guys remember to go to bed early."

"Daedae......" Hwang Mi-young pulled Kim Tae-yeon's hand and frowned, "Don't be too tired......"

"Eun, it won't." Kim Taeyeon responded.

Letting go of the hands holding Kim Taeyeon's right hand, Hwang Mi-young knew that Kim Taeyeon would probably not listen to words like this, every time they told them like this, but which time did they see Kim Taeyeon facing them energetically after responding to their advice, never! Hwang Mi-young knows that Kim Taeyeon is not a workaholic, but once she gets serious, her physical health is always the last. When she got serious, she worried them the most......

The car was parked outside the gate of S.M, and the fans were still squatting outside.

"Okay, I'll go first, oppa trouble you, Kang Sahami Da~!" After closing the car door, he didn't look back and ran into the brightly lit small yellow building.

In the carriage, seeing the figure that hurriedly disappeared from sight, the three of them sighed helplessly, they knew that all the advice was in vain.

In fact, just as they guessed, when they gathered the next day, Kim Taeyeon met them with a pair of eyes and bloodshot eyes that had accumulated over many days, enough to send her to the Great Heavenly Empire as a national treasure. For a while, the eight people only felt that their blood pressure was rising vigorously, and the head and face were cut off in Kim Taeyeon's smile for only a few minutes before it died down, and all the gas turned into distress and buried in their hearts.

……

"Maybe I'm a fool

I can't even say the words I love you

How painful the wait after the encounter was

Maybe it's because I'm afraid that my days will become sad..."

The last note fell, and the OST sample of "Quick Knife Hong Ji Tong" was recorded, adhering to the attitude of not slacking off on music at any time, Kim Taeyeon treated it with 100% strength every time it was recorded, even if it was just a sample that would not necessarily be selected.

This song is called "If", the arrangement is very simple, simple to shabby, a piano and some strings, but this is enough, a fool's hesitation and hesitation in love needs so much doping, that is a person's story.

It was born that night with another song, but the song was a little difficult to deliver, and half of it was stuck in its stomach and couldn't crawl out, and it might need help from someone else, or maybe it would take some time for it to come out on its own. Twins are twins, and even if they are fraternal, they have similarities. Coward! That's the only thing Kenzie has to say about this one-and-a-half song when she sees them.

Coward...... Kenzie's evaluation hit the nail on the head, she is indeed a coward, a coward who dares to love but dare not say it, whether it is herself or not, anyway, the nickname of this coward is solid in Kenzie's heart. The two songs are not only because of the idea that I thought of the story in the script after singing Younha's predecessor's "Waiting" on the radio, but also because of the person and the timid love for the fans who love her and love them......

Kim Taeyeon was afraid that they would no longer like them, that one day they would no longer like them, and climbed that wall and climbed over to another yard. Even though she knows that not everyone will always be able to like someone who has nothing to do with her, Kim Taeyeon still hopes that they will always love them and love her!

I took off my headphones and breathed a sigh of relief, and when I looked up and saw the small glasses standing next to Kenzie with my hands around my chest on the other side of the glass window, my heart suddenly accelerated. Looking at Lee so-man, who was smiling kindly next to Kenize, Kim Taeyeon wanted to pinch himself to see if the sleep he had missed all night a few days ago had not been fully made up for and hallucinated, and the tyrant who exuded a breath stronger than Jung Sika's cold air all day would laugh like that, I don't know what kind of expression Soon-gyu would have when he saw this scene.

"Hello Director!" Across a wall and a piece of glass, Kim Taeyeon bowed respectfully to Lee so-man, although he didn't know Lee so-man's intention of coming here, but as S.M's big BOOS, what place could he not come? At most, say hello in advance to the turf of some heavyweights.

"En~!" Answered, without waiting for Kim Taeyeon to think more, the next sentence took Kim Taeyeon out of Kenzie's office, "Come to my office, I have something to discuss with you." After saying that, the tyrant Li Xiuman seemed to be back again, and turned away with an expressionless face.

Kim Taeyeon looked at Kenzie suspiciously, hoping to get a message or two from her. Kenzie, who was standing in front of the mixer, just spread her hands and shrugged her shoulders, telling Kim Taeyeon very clearly that she didn't know what was going on.

He pursed his lips, bowed to Kenzie and said 'goodbye', followed behind Li Xiuman, and walked towards S. The forbidden place in the forbidden place in the mouth of M's artists and trainees, Li Xiuman's office walked, like a student who had made a mistake and cowered behind the teacher towards 'Xingtai'. It should be happy that there are few low-level staff and trainees on the fourth floor, otherwise it won't be long before there will be rumors that 'Girls' Generation Taeyeon stepped on the tiger's tail' and 'Tyrant Lee so-man reappears in the rivers and lakes'......

……

Coming out of Lee so-man's office, Kim Tae-yeon's mood... How can I say it? Agitated? Happy? Or don't you want to? Anyway, it's an uneasy tangle. I only stayed in Lee so-man's office for a few minutes, but it was these few minutes that made Kim Tae-yeon entangled. When a choice that I once gave up appeared in front of me again, it seemed that I still couldn't escape the temptation of hesitation and temptation.

Solo, the choice she gave up again, this time she has made her debut, climbing hand in hand with her partners to the top of the mountain to enjoy the scenery above. The choice this time is not to let her develop out of the group alone, but just to let her take a step ahead and go a little faster.

Li Xiuman told her that the company plans to let her carry out solo activities next year, not a solo of a single song, but a solo of a regular album, and there will be songs that she has written but are still pressed at the bottom of the box, including the self-composed song "Dream Chasing Child" that she sang for the first time, and the theme this time is also based on dreams.

S.M will let Kim Taeyeon solo so early because she has this strength, not only in singing, but also in other aspects that have always ranked in the top three of the group, which is also a step worse in acting, but this is not where they want to be the main one. Kim Taeyeon's popularity has always been ranked in the group, popularity plus strength, so they are not worried that her solo performance will be poor and her popularity will decline, and there may be unexpected growth. S.M never plans to lose money, and the same goes for capital preservation, they only plan to make a profit!

Li Xiuman also told her that if she agrees to solo, then the OST that was first sent to "Quick Knife Hong Jitong" will become one of her solo albums, and the OST sent to the crew will choose "Little Boat" handed in by Quan Yuli. I don't know if Kwon Yoo-ri and Seo Joo-hyun hooked up secretly, this song is a collaboration between the two of them, that is, Choi so-young has a large light bulb inserted in the middle.

“solo… I ......" stopped outside the door of the dormitory, and Kim Taeyeon still couldn't make a decision. Why didn't you agree right away, weren't you happy at the time, but the combination ......

He took a deep breath, exhaled the choices in his mind with his breath, pursed his lips and opened the door, and a mutated Totoro's good neighbor, Miss Cat, rushed in front of him......

“Taenggu~”

"Is there any good news? So happy. He caught the kitten Zheng who pounced, and rubbed Zheng Xiuyan's hair dotingly under the contemptuous eyes of Lee Soon-gyu, who came out of the room.

Letting go of the hand holding Kim Taeyeon, Jung so-yeon tried her best to calm down, but the joy on her face still couldn't be hidden, "Yoo-ri just called me to tell me that the song I asked her and so-young to bring to the crew was included, and she also said that so-yong oppa discussed with the other party and let us sing together." ”

"We?" Kim Taeyeon suddenly grasped the point, "Do you want to sing it all together?" ”

"No, it's me and you!" Jung so-yeon shook her head and looked at Kim Taeyeon with a smile, as if she was looking forward to Kim Tae-yeon's reaction.

"You and me?" Unsurprisingly, Kim Taeyeon pointed at herself in surprise, "Why don't you sing alone?" ”

Jung so-yeon didn't say anything, the smile on her face became even brighter, she stared deeply at Kim Tae-yeon, and left a sentence arrogantly and turned her head away, "I'm willing!" ”

Shaking her head helplessly, Kim Taeyeon no longer opened her mouth to refuse, and she didn't want to refuse in her heart, but was a little happy to hear that she could sing with Jung so-yeon, probably because she could sing, she couldn't think too much......

Lee Soon-gyu, who was leaning on the door frame and playing a game, raised his head to look at the back of Kim Taeyeon who went to the kitchen to prepare dinner, and then looked at Jung so-yeon in the living room who was holding the beanie doll that she had taken from Kim Tae-yeon's room and watched TV with Lim Yoon-a, with an inexplicable smile, she turned back to the room and closed the door strongly.