55 Chapter 55
People who lack virtue like Kevin are very bad at speaking good and obedient, such as comforting people.
In his long past, there were only a handful of times he comforted others, basically zero. Generally, when other people are in the wrong mood, whenever he speaks, he basically rushes to find it, and it is likely that the person who did not cry will directly "comfort" and cry.
So when he encounters this kind of thing, he will choose to go farther, shut up and pretend to be dead and not speak, so as to save trouble.
But this time, he saw that Osvid was caught in a nightmare, and he didn't completely get out of it even after opening his eyes, and for the first time in his heart, he had the idea of saying something, no matter what, he wanted Osveld to come out of this emotion as soon as possible, he didn't see Osveld like this......
This uncomfortable feeling had rarely appeared in the long years he had experienced in the past, and it was probably because he was naturally indifferent, and there were very few people who could make him feel sorry for him, probably only such as Tenice and Phaesar, who had lived with him for thousands of years, but now he has long since disappeared. But it wasn't the same as how he felt now.
If you have to define it, he patted Osvid and listened to his heavy breathing like a sleepy beast who didn't know how to be good, and the feeling that came to him was probably what ordinary people call distress......
He wanted to say something, so that Osvid could relax a little, and he could also get rid of his inexplicable feelings.
So, what had always been said to him, and the bright god, who was most afraid of being verbose and troublesome, made an unprecedented draft in his heart, and prepared a few words that he thought would comfort Osvid without losing his ridicule, intending to ease the atmosphere.
As a result, Osvid beat back all the words he was ready to say in a short sentence, and the effect was like receiving a dull stick in the morning as soon as he opened his eyes.
He never imagined that this would be the most fearful, fearful, and painful thing for Osvid.
For Kevin, whether he is a god or an ordinary person, he has lived long enough. He has experienced too many things and seen too many people, whether it is in the psychology of gods or ordinary people, it is enough. Life is not unprecious to him, but it is not something that needs to be attached to.
Even he himself did not regard his death as such an important matter, and he rarely even paid attention to it, and the person in front of him who pressed on him seemed to be extremely painful because he dreamed of his death......
At that moment, Kevin's feelings were very complicated.
On the one hand, the feeling of distress has not completely disappeared, and it adds emotion and surprise. On the other hand......
Osvid's inexplicable ambiguous behavior before has been explained at this moment, after living for so many years and seeing so many people and things, Kevin is inherently cold, and he knows what it means.
So they fell silent, patting Osveld's back with his hand hanging awkwardly in the air, not knowing whether it was better to continue to fall or to retract it.
It's not like he hasn't met anyone who has shown affection to him before, in fact, there are no fewer at all. From the subtle and shy, to the enthusiastic and unrestrained, to the stalking, men and women, there are all types, from being a god to being an ordinary person, almost never quiet.
This is also something he has not been able to figure out, after all, he is definitely not very gentle and close to these people, what are they running for?
His Majesty, who rarely turns, always didn't even know how to write the word "euphemistic", so he pouted the other party back. After all, sometimes it's too tactful, but there are endless troubles, and he is most afraid that the sticky will be broken.
Not to mention those people in the past, even if it was Osvid, if he showed this kind of heart in a different situation, such as licking his neck before, Kevin could beat him out with a backhand.
But right now, Kevin can't do that.
A person who worries about your life and death is even more worried about himself than he is ...... This is not a feeling that can be beaten back with a simple wave of the hand.
Besides, the energy of his own distress hasn't gone down yet.
And when he was full of complexity and unspeakable, Osvid, who was pressing on him, continued to increase. The huge fluffy wolf head squeezed around Kevin's neck, and the huge beast claws hugged Kevin under him like food, and the force was so great that it almost felt like it was about to tear people down and swallow them into the stomach.
Kevin listened to the creaking of the bone joints around him, and in addition to the complexity, he also felt that if he didn't move all the time, he might be strangled alive by this stupid wolf......
Osvid whispered in a hoarse voice, "I dreamed that you died...... I couldn't do anything. ”
When he said this, whether it was his tone or voice, it made people feel like they couldn't speak, and they couldn't help but feel sad.
Kevin was silent for a long time, sighed silently, and hung his hand in the air in embarrassment for a long time, and finally landed on the slightly stiff wolf fur, which would resemble a loose hug if Osvid returned to his human form.
The young emperor was silent for a long time, until even his breathing gradually calmed down, and then he slowly opened his mouth again: "So- do you understand what I mean......
Kevin didn't speak.
Osvid waited for a while, then said in a deep voice: "I don't know when it started, and even before that, I thought it was good for me to be stuffy, so as not to be laughed at by you." But I seem to like you more than I thought I would...... So, is it possible for me to get a response? ”
The Emperor, who had always been arrogant, spoke in a very low voice when he said this.
Kevin inexplicably thought of when he first became a wolf, such a lonely beast knelt down in front of you and lowered its front paws to let you straddle its back. Such a gesture was made by such a fierce beast, and there was no sense of humility, but it was impossible to refuse.
In the same way, such heart-wrenching words came out of Osvid's mouth, and whispered around his ear. Because the body is tightly strangled, it is like saying to the beating heart against the bones of the chest.
Kevin couldn't open his mouth to say "no."
He was silent for a long time, and finally spoke: "I want to ask a somewhat ridiculous question, why? ”
"......" Osvid paused for a moment, and said helplessly: "It's really a bit ridiculous, if I knew why, I would definitely brake as soon as possible, and this would not happen." ”
Kevin actually agreed: "I think so." ”
As soon as these two sentences were spoken, half of the previous atmosphere was dispersed. But again, the embarrassment and discomfort are also mostly reduced. The two people, who didn't look like themselves for a moment, gradually found their usual channel.
Kevin sighed and said, "I just reflected on it, I don't have anything special except for being particularly fond of beating you and being particularly angry with you, what do you think?" ”
"You're as self-aware as ever." Osvid popped out a sentence lukewarmly, he was quiet for a moment after speaking, recalled it, and found that what the people under him had done so far was really nothing more than begging or scolding, and suddenly couldn't help laughing at himself: "Who knows, even if the ghost is obsessed, it's already like this anyway, masochists are masochists." ”
Once the emperor starts to break the jar, it means that from now on, it will probably not be better, and basically the face that has been lost is not going to be wanted.
"You ......" Kevin thought for a while and said, "You jumped a little big, how can you think about hard men who used to like little girls?" What do you have that I have? ”
As soon as Osvid heard this, he couldn't help but bared his teeth and grinded his teeth on the neck of this immoral thing: "Which eye did you see that I used to like little girls?" ”
"Then you used to like men?" Kevin was even more surprised, "Shhh ”
"Fart you!" Osvid thought a little broken, confessing like himself, probably there is no second one in this world, who made the confession object so not a thing! "Shut up, I've never liked anyone before! What a little girl, no man, I don't like it! ”
Then Kevin stopped talking.
Osvid stiffened his neck and waited silently.
For the first time in his life, the emperor, who has always wanted to save face, tore his face and threw it on the ground, just for such a bastard, he thought about it and felt that it was simply blood mold that had poured eight lifetimes. But what's the solution?
Although he can now block people with one mouth, as if having nightmares was already a matter of his previous life, in fact, the sadness of the heart-to-heart in the dream just now has not completely dissipated. The thought that this bastard was not omnipotent, that he might die by nailing through the heart, the pain and fear were tightly entangled, like an appendage.
The appendage had crawled from his toes to his skull, and Kevin still didn't speak.
Osvid couldn't stand it anymore, couldn't help but take a deep breath, and said, "Why are you so silent?" ”
Kevin said with a toothache, "Didn't you just tell me to shut up?" ”
Osvid: "......"
"You haven't answered my question yet, is there a chance I'll get a response?!"
Asking this kind of thing in a tone of "I especially want to kill you", in all respects, the emperor is also a talent.
His Royal Highness, who is very immoral, tried to confuse this topic by interrupting it, but failed, and tried to wait for himself to die or the emperor to die, but he also failed, and finally stopped pretending to be dead and faced the problem squarely.
He pondered for a moment and said in a rare serious tone: "I don't reject you, but I can't establish the relationship you want with you. ”
Osvid's heart pounded, so clear that even Kevin could feel it.
"Why?" Osvetd's tone was a little depressed, and even his four paws were exhausted.
"Because of the way you just looked, I feel like I have to be cautious, even if I can't establish a relationship with you until I can at least be equal to you, it won't be stable, because it's too disproportionate......," Kevin said, "Then I'll feel like a scumbag who cheats people's feelings, and I think it's too big a scumbag hat to wear." ”
Osvid's eyes gradually lit up again, he suddenly raised his head, stared at Kevin with transparent eyes, and said, "So you also have thoughts about me?" ”
Kevin: "...... How did this come to the conclusion? ”
"Never mind, that's what I think." Ausveld was unequivocal.
Kevin thought for a moment, and then said, "You better think about it again, at least until you get to know me thoroughly, it's-"
Before he could finish his sentence, the roof of the dungeon suddenly shook, and a layer of ash fell down.
"What's going on?" Osveld covered him with his claws, blocking out some of the crumbling gravel, and looked up warily.