Gladia has been living a bit of a self-torturing tendencies lately. Ever since she came down from the mountain, she couldn't calm her inner turmoil. The man who gave her beans left a deeper and deeper impression on her heart as time passed, and she thought about the reason, was his face? The tone of speech? His voice? Or is it his breath? After thinking about it, she was a little scared, because what remained in her heart was not the face, not the tone, not the voice, but the kind of ethereal reverie of her own self about him.

She often hears lines like this when she watches romantic dramas, "You don't love me, you just love the feeling of loving me." Or "You don't love me, but the feeling of loving me and loving you." "What a terrible and ridiculous thing, but this thing is a zài, just like now, she has such a tendency. If she cared about something that could be seen and touched, how easy it would be to get rid of it, but how could she get rid of this nothingness now?

The smell of vanilla she had smelled as she stood beside him that day was not sure if it was from him, but she remembered that by the school pond, in the grove, in the green meadow, and even by the chance boy passing by, she opened her sense of smell and desperately searched for it. This abnormal behavior was quickly discovered by herself, so she decisively and restrainedly changed this problem. Then she began to pay attention to what kind of temperament and aura her classmates, alumni, teachers or passers-by exuded, and soon found out, but she couldn't stop in time, she began to speculate more about the other party's profession and where his accent might be when he spoke.

She felt guilty. Because she sometimes thinks that if she doesn't have a boyfriend, or if her boyfriend has a little bit of his mysterious and steady character, she will be much more satisfied. When Zhang Changtao called her, she would naturally compare the words and deeds of the two people, and she was dissatisfied with Zhang Changtao in her heart, and then hung up the phone in a daze.

She despises her own water-based poplar in her heart! I want to change it, but I often can't help but don't want that person.

She's really a little crazy, she knows it herself, and the people who live with her feel it, but when she brings it up, she's always deluding herself into denial.

After coming back, she often took out the bean, went to class, ate, and slept, and she couldn't put it down, just like she was reading with Zhong Ling in the library now. said that it was to accompany Zhong Ling to read a book, and it was really just "accompaniment". Not long after she sat down, she thought of the bean, so she took it out and looked at it over and over again, carefully tracing the shape of the font on it, and indulged in her own thoughts.

Zhong Ling looked at the licorice that had been playing with beans on the side, and didn't know if she was looking at beans now, or if she was "looking" at the person who gave her beans.

When she was at the top of the mountain, she watched the man's actions, and had the same opinion as Ruan Jiaojiao, feeling that the man was a little interesting to licorice. But at the foot of the mountain, seeing the man's polite words and deeds, it was really just polite. I thought it would be something to capture and indulge, but now it's just a indulgence, not captured, it seems that it was really just a gentlemanly demeanor to give her a bean.

But look at the licorice now, how can she be so free and easy as she said, she didn't care when she was at the foot of the mountain, and the denial when she asked her was really just a denial and "denial".

That man didn't talk about his upright appearance, let's just talk about his bearing, it's really rare to have that kind of bearing at the age of about 30 years old, polite and elegant. Just this temperament, I'm afraid that licorice is not the only one who has been messed up by him.

If it is really fate, or the other party is intentional, then licorice's current mood is not impossible, but now I don't know who the other party is, where it is, and I don't know if the other party is intentional, so she let herself fall deeper and deeper, in her opinion, it is better to be with Zhang Changtao, at least she knows him well.

"Is it necessary to be so precious?"

Licorice put the beans on top of the book a little unnaturally, "It's not a baby, I like it a lot, but I'm afraid I'll drop it like this, do you think I'd make it a charm, or put it aside for collection?" ”

"Do you like it that much? I used to see that things you liked were all three minutes hot, and they didn't last that long. Zhong Ling looked at the swallow licorice and continued to ask.

"I just like it, it used to be. And this is the first time we climbed a mountain, isn't it more meaningful? Yan Licorice looked at Zhong Ling with a smile and said, then turned his head to look at the beans.

"Do you like beans, or do you like the people who give you beans? Do you think it makes sense to get beans from the first time we climbed the mountain? Or do you think it makes more sense to meet someone who delivers beans when you want to buy beans? Zhong Ling looked straight at the licorice.

Yan Licorice's first reaction when she heard such a question was embarrassment, and then she understood why she was embarrassed, which made her uneasy and made her feel weak.

She wanted to open her mouth to refute, but she couldn't speak when she looked at Zhong Ling's bright eyes, and finally she turned her head to look at the beans on the table and grabbed the beans in her hand.

"What do you want to say?"

"I want to say you have a good eye."

Yan Licorice was very surprised to hear her say this, looking at Zhong Ling's serious expression and knowing that it was not a joke, thinking about the reason, her heart was a little warm, and the embarrassment was much better. Not accusations, not ridicule, just affirmations.

"I used to have a prince dream, and the prince in the dream was similar to that person, but when I grew up, I began to disbelieve that there was such a person in the world, alas! I didn't expect ...... But don't worry, I think I'll be obsessed with this for a while, and I'll be fine in a few days. "Actually, it's not that hard to say.

Zhong Ling laughed, "Just like you're obsessed with those male stars?" ”

Yan Licorice also laughed, "Well, except for one person, it is Tony Leung, if his image remains the same, I will be obsessed with it for the rest of my life." ”

"In addition to his appearance and acting skills, I really don't know what is good about him? Attracted so many women. Zhong Ling has no idols of film and television stars or singers, and he has always been dispensable for these star idols, and I don't know why so many people like them, and now even the brainless fans who are obsessed with them have come out. Thinking of the brainless fan, she thought of another person, and scolded fiercely in her heart, "Demon! ”

Every time Yan Licorice talked to Zhong Ling about this, she would cast a pitiful look at her, how sad it was to live without idols.

"It's enough to have these two things, and he attracts not only women, but also a lot of men. He is not only my male god, but also the male god of many people. ”

"It's really unlucky to be your god."

Yan Licorice waved her fist at Zhong Ling, reminding her to be careful when she spoke. Zhong Ling saw this, rolled his eyes, and looked at his book. And the swallow licorice was once again immersed in his own thoughts.

Is it someone who likes beans, or someone who likes to give beans?

There is no doubt that she likes beans, she likes it when the boss says that this bean is called "Acacia Bean", and when she finds that the words on the beans are engraved, she likes it even more. But now there is one more meaning to this liking, which is the beans given by the man.

Why does she like people who deliver beans? It's a bit exaggerated to say that I like it, it should be a good feeling, a lot of good feelings, but it's just a good feeling. And because of his many imaginations and the magnification of this feeling of nothingness, the guide has magnified this good feeling, so that it affects his normal judgment. The perfect lover who was originally fantasizing in his heart, he thought that there was no such person in the world, so he suppressed this desire in his heart, but now he inadvertently discovered that maybe this person really exists, so a spark ignited in his heart.

A qiē is just a mental process of one's own. I remember that she had a good impression of the instructor during the freshman military training, and felt that he was heroic and sassy when he wore a military uniform, but after half a month, this good impression was gone. Later, a young male teacher came, who talked humorously and funny, and she had a good impression of the male teacher, and she lasted for half a semester. When I walked through the playground, I was fascinated by the captain's handsome pitching posture when I saw the boys' basketball game, and I often walked back and forth near the playground just to see the other team playing, and after watching it for two weeks, the good feeling disappeared.

The good feeling comes quickly, and there is no hesitation to go, and there is nothing that people can't let go, and there is still a unique taste when the time passes. The feeling of that man now is just the countless good feelings I have encountered before, but this good feeling has an extra bean of "fate and three lives" plus a previous prince dream.

Having said that, if he didn't give this bean at that time, she would have bought it herself, and now it's a happy thing to pick up a bargain, but she's still struggling there for a long time, it's completely unnecessary, what should I do!

She smiled at the thought of this, and then put the beans in them, there was no need to put too much thought into a bean. The first time I saw this bean, I wanted to buy a hole and hang it on my mobile phone or schoolbag to make a charm, but now that I have figured it out, I still do it according to what I thought of at the beginning.

After today, she's going to get herself back to normal!