Li Zhai――

Jiang Qiulan refused to stay in the hospital and insisted on going home, Li Dongshang could only take her back and guard her all night long.

Grief is the most torturous, she used to be so noble and elegant, now she is old and haggard, like ten years old overnight, Li Dongshang held her hand, twenty years old is already an adult, he wants to be strong, tears still can't stop falling.

Jiang Qiulan kept crying, as if she wanted to drain all the water in her body before she would give up, she said in a hoarse voice: "You already knew, didn't you?" That's why you learn to smoke and drink, don't you? ”

"Mom."

Li Dongshang pressed his face on the back of her hand and said softly: "I know everything, Dongyu is the child of Su Qing and Li Chengfeng, Du Wan knew from the beginning that they deceived you and laughed at you like a fool, Mom, I don't want you to be sad, I don't dare to sue you." ”

Jiang Qiulan pressed her face, pressed her chin to his ear, tears flowed into his hair, she said, "I always thought I was happy, it turned out ...... It's all fake......"

More than 20 years of happiness is the accumulation of deception, it encloses a wall, isolating the truth from the wall, she has lived happily in the wall for 20 years with an illusion, how much happiness there used to be, now it is piled up under the pressure of multiple pains.

"Dongshang, I don't want a divorce, what should I do?"

It's really sad, she still wants to redeem such a deception, it's really stupid, the dignified hostess of LY, in the end, is just an ordinary woman, the same forbearance, the same can't give up, the same begging husband to take care of the old love and change his mind.

But she still had a pride, and this pride forced her to flee, flee to a place without Li Chengfeng, and heal alone.

She said she wanted to go back to Country N, and she didn't want to stay here anymore.

Li Dongshang said okay, he said: "Mom, I've grown up, I'm here for everything, don't be sad, I'll accompany you, everyone in this world will betray you, Li Dongshang won't." ”

The mother and son went back to country N on the same day, they basically lived in country N in the past, after the focus of LY shifted from country N to China, Li Chengfeng returned to China, and rarely went back, Jiang Qiulan was used to the environment of country N, and he has been separated from the two sides of the strait.

Jiang Qiulan thought of the past, at that time, she always thought that Li Chengfeng was very busy, and she always felt guilty that she was not by his side. Now it seems that she is ridiculous, he wishes that she would stay in country N, he is accompanied by Su Qing in the country, and Li Dongyu is around him, how can he be lonely and lonely.

The one who is really lonely is her Jiang Qiulan.

The lily in the bottle opened quietly, the fragrance was like silk, lingering in the nose, Jiang Qiulan raised her hand and pinched it on her fingertips, her thumb and index finger clenched tightly, and tears fell on the petals.

When proposing, Li Chengfeng gave her a lily, he said that she was as clean and beautiful as a lily, and he said that he would protect her for a lifetime and love her for a lifetime, but as a result, the oath was broken in just two years.

She never told him that she didn't like lilies, she liked roses, but for his liking, she turned her liking into dislike, and put a lily on the bedside every day, just for him to like.

So many memories rushed in, and the happiness of the past turned into sadness and pressed down drastically, Jiang Qiulan felt as if she was about to be overwhelmed by sadness, she tightened her eyebrows, and suddenly reached out and beat her head, her head hurt badly, and she was groggy.

She lay back on the bed and wanted to sleep for a while, her chest was dull, she couldn't help retching twice, got up and poured water, suddenly felt nauseous, opened her mouth and vomited.

She called her aunt, who cleaned up and wanted to take her to the hospital, she felt tired, shook her head and said, "No, I'm just tired, my head hurts a little, I'll just sleep for a while, don't tell Sù Dongshang." ”

Li Dongshang did not return until the evening, and he bought a stick of roses, hoping to make her feel happy for a moment.

The door opened, and the rose in his hand fell to the ground.

"Mom!"

He shouted in a trembling voice, Jiang Qiulan buried her head in the pillow, spit out a bunch of yellow and black juice on the pillow, the person had passed out, he knelt on the ground, busy touching the phone, his hands trembled, and the phone trembled and slipped to the ground.

He bit his lip hard, until it was bloody, and then he came to his senses, and hurriedly called an ambulance to send Jiang Qiulan to the hospital.

The lights in the emergency room are on all the time.

The corridor of the hospital is cold all the year round, as if it is built on a frozen lake, and countless cold air gushes out from the ground, and after many years, Li Dongshang sits on the bench and looks blankly ahead.

He sat there, his hands unconsciously rubbed, waiting for an unknown fate.

He called Li Chengfeng, the other end rang for a long time, and no one answered, since he returned to country N, Li Chengfeng called several times to discuss the divorce, but he choked back, and then he became impatient and never called again.

In the end, it was his relatives, Li Dongshang could only call him, he called over and over again, until the phone automatically turned off, he stared at the phone, looked at it for a long, long time, a tear fell on the phone screen, slid down the screen, pulled out a long mark, blurred his face, really ugly.

He raised his hand, gently brushed his thumb across the screen, and put the phone in his pocket.

Li Chengfeng abandoned their mother and son, but he still pinned his hopes on him, it was he who cared too much to get hurt so badly, he and his mother tortured themselves because they cared, but Li Chengfeng didn't care, he didn't care about the sadness of their mother and son.

No one could help them, so he could only come out by himself, stand up, and stand up to support Jiang Qiulan.

The door of the emergency room finally opened, Jiang Qiulan was pushed out, she had just undergone surgery, her forehead was covered with bandages, her lips were dry and white, and Li Dongshang was distressed and wept.

Jiang Qiulan was pushed to the intensive care unit, and the doctor asked him to come to the office to talk......

The patient is paralyzed due to cerebral hemorrhage, and can only be treated conservatively, so she must be kept happy, otherwise the situation will only get worse.

Li Dongshang stood outside the glass door, the doctor's words sounded in his mind over and over again, he raised his hand to press the glass, slowly squatted on the ground, choked and cried.

Jiang Qiulan slept quietly, she didn't know what kind of bad luck she would suffer, and Li Dongshang even sadly hoped that she could lie down like this, at least not in pain.

Li Dongshang called Li Chengfeng, now he has no dignity to talk about, he begged Li Chengfeng with tears on the phone, begging him to come and see Jiang Qiulan, even if it is good to lie to him again.

Jiang Qiulan still woke up in the end, her whole body was paralyzed, and she had to be served by someone when she was lying on the bed, and that sense of powerlessness and despair was pressed down day by day, crushing her dignity, pride and hope every point.

She cried every day, couldn't speak, just cried, and no longer had the beauty and grace of the past.

When Li Chengfeng arrived at the hospital, he only saw a withered woman, lying on the hospital bed crying, and the nurse was changing the ureters.

Li Chengfeng didn't even dare to step forward, he couldn't believe that this dry woman was his proud wife, he was standing a meter away from the hospital bed, refusing to step forward.

Jiang Qiulan's tears fell, her eyes were red and swollen, and her face was full of snot and tears, Li Dongshang walked to Li Chengfeng's side and begged him, "Dad, you coax Mom, please." ”

I don't love it, I dislike it, how can I have the patience to coax it.

Li Chengfeng may be guilty, but for him, guilt has always been just a feeling of surviving for a moment, otherwise he wouldn't be sorry for Jiang Qiulan.

He said: "Qiulan, you take care of it, Dongshang has me to take care of it, you don't have to worry about anything." ”

He only said this sentence, he didn't say no divorce, he didn't say sorry in distress, Jiang Qiulan closed her eyes, tears fell silently, and her sorrow was greater than death......

Li Chengfeng was very irritable, Jiang Qiulan was in this state, divorce was basically impossible, he stayed in the ward for a while, answered the phone and walked out the door, and came back after a while.

Li Chengfeng only stayed in the hospital for half a day, saying that the company was in a hurry and left in a hurry, Li Dongshang didn't stay anymore, he heard it, Li Chengfeng called Su Qing in the corridor, coaxing the woman, it was not that the company had something to do, it was that Su Qing didn't want him to stay.

Li Dongshang suddenly figured it out, if you don't love, you don't love anymore, sympathy can't be exchanged for sincerity, wagging your tail and begging for mercy will only make you belittled again and again, making Li Chengfeng disgusted, he is not worthy of him Li Dongshang is so compromised.

Su Zhai -

Su Qing's eyes were red and swollen, pinching a tissue to wipe her tears, and Du Wan couldn't help but sigh.

"Wanwan, why do you say that my life is so bitter, it's so easy to look forward to a divorce, but Jiang Qiulan is paralyzed, and now I can't leave if I want to, what should I do?"

Du Wan didn't know what to do, so she took out two tissues and gave her the truth, "Qingqing, don't force it too hard, in case Jiang Qiulan is forced to death, it will be even more difficult to clean up." ”

"It's better if she's dead!"

Su Qing couldn't help but lose her temper, Du Wan continued to comfort her, and suddenly heard something, she raised her head, her face changed, and she hurriedly walked to the door, looked out, and there was no one, so she relaxed and closed the door.

Su Wen poked her head out of the living room and hurriedly walked to the room, she walked restlessly in the room, her heart was like a ball of hot air, anxious and irritable.

She wanted to call Su Rou, but she was afraid that Su Rou would misunderstand, so she sat on the bed with her mobile phone in her hand and thought wildly, constantly comforting herself.

"It's going to be fine, it's going to be fine......

But no amount of comfort could not reassure her, she finally couldn't help but secretly call Li Dongshang, the other end was always turned off, she became more and more panicked, and thought about dialing a person's number.

"Sister, what's wrong?"

Su Dian's brisk voice came from the other end of the phone, Su Wen had a good relationship with him, and he didn't hide it from him, "Adian, are the hospitalization records abroad and domestic interconnected now?" ”

"Huh? There is communication between large hospitals, what's wrong? ”

"Aunt Jiang is hospitalized, you can help me find out which hospital she is in in country N."

"Okay."

Su Dian is a medical student, and many of his senior brothers are interning in the city's first district hospital, so it was not difficult for him to check the records, and he called Su Wen an hour later.

Country N -

The sky was gray and oppressive, and the lightning was like cracks, densely covering the sky, as if it was about to tear the canopy apart, and the rain poured down, knocking on the earth, willful and ruthless.

Li Dongshang was carrying his schoolbag, wet all over, hurriedly walked in the corridor, dragged a water mark on the ground, he fell at the entrance of the hospital, and half of his body was covered in muddy water.

He walked to the door, raised his hand and combed his hair, tried to squeeze out a smile, and was about to push the door in, when suddenly he heard someone call him.

"Dongshang."

He turned away, froze—

The girl stood not far away, looking at him in a daze, tears falling silently.

She looked at him, the distress in her eyes was like a nick, just like that imprinted on his heart, so many days of strong strength collapsed in front of her, he looked at her, and burst into tears for a moment......