After Bao Xiaodie walks out of the "Ruona Beauty Salon" and says goodbye to Sun Nan and his mother, she walks down the street in the direction of her home.

The sun was shining overhead, and the warm spring breeze was blowing in her face, she felt very comfortable, thinking that the wild should be full of birds and flowers, right?

She walked to a traffic light intersection and stopped and waited for the green light to pass.

As far as the eye could see, there were many passers-by waiting for a green light standing across the road.

Suddenly, a familiar face came into her sight, it was a middle-aged woman in her forties dressed neatly, she was holding a child less than two years old in her arms, she and the child were both smiling, Bao Xiaodie only glanced at the woman, and recognized her as the woman who had behaved strangely in front of Mei Zhifang's grave the year before.

In addition to that time, Bao Xiaodie later served her twice, once at the gate of her school and once on a crowded bus.

However, Fluttershy doesn't greet her twice.

At this point, the woman also spotted Bao Xiaodie.

The moment she flutters, she seems slightly stunned.

Suddenly, the green traffic light suddenly turns on, and Bao Xiaodie follows the crowd like ants.

But she noticed that the middle-aged woman opposite her did not move, as if she was waiting for her.

Bao Xiaodie walked up to her in surprise, hesitating to say hello to her.

At this moment, the other party suddenly spoke: "Are you going home?" ”

Bao Xiaodie stopped and said, "Hmm." You"

Because she was very unfamiliar with the other party, she didn't know what to say to the other party, so she was speechless for a while.

The woman said kindly, "Girl, shall we find a place to sit down and talk?" ”

"What are you talking about?"

Bao Xiaodie was surprised.

The woman smiled kindly again and said, "Actually, it's nothing, I just want to talk to you casually, if it's convenient for you." ”

Bao Xiaodie has always had a cloud of doubt in her heart, who is she?

How could I mysteriously go to my mother's grave to pay respects?

Fluttershy decides to make a difference, and readily agrees.

The woman pointed to a nearby square and said, "Let's go, let's go there." ”

Bao Xiaodie said "OK"

, and then follow the woman in the direction of the square.

It is a large and flat square, with many tourists strolling in the square, and some jagged cypresses are planted around the square, which is very lush.

Fluttershy and the woman walk over to a marble bench next to a cypress and sit down.

The woman introduced herself: "My name is Zhong Kaihui, you can call me Aunt Zhong." ”

It turned out that she was the nanny of Lin Ruoxi's family.

Bao Xiaodie said: "Aunt Zhong, there is one thing I have never understood, that is, not long after my mother died, you went to her grave to pay respects, and you said that you got the wrong object, but I still doubt it, how can you be wrong about such an important thing as a memorial?" I don't seem to have any ill intentions, are you hiding something from me? ”

Zhong Kaihui said as if she had already thought about it: "I lied to you, your mother used to be my junior high school Chinese teacher, I did something sorry for her, that thing has been blocked in my heart like a cloth, so I know that after she died, I went to mourn her with a sense of guilt, I was afraid that she had told you when she was alive that I was sorry for her, so I didn't dare to tell the truth for a while." Later, I thought about it and felt that there was no need to hide it from you. ”

She speaks as she observes Fluttershy's facial expressions.

Bao Xiaodie frowned and fell into memory: "I never heard my mother say who did something sorry for her." What exactly did you do to be sorry for her? ”

Zhong Kaihui said without thinking: "Here's the thing, when I was twenty years old, once I accidentally knocked her down while riding a bicycle, I helped her up, and found that her arm was bruised, and I slipped away quietly after I sent her to a nearby clinic, and I didn't pay a penny for medical expenses." It's not that I don't want to pay for the medical bills, but I don't have a penny on me, and when I think about it, I blame myself and I want to apologize to your mother in person, but I don't have the courage. ”

Bao Xiaodie smiled and said, "I thought it was a big deal, but it turned out to be such a small thing!" Actually, you don't have to blame yourself too much, my mother is a magnanimous person, and she will definitely not blame you. ”

Zhong Kaihui secretly breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Also, maybe I'm too worried - your mother is very good to you, right?" ”

Bao Xiaodie cut her eyes again, and said proudly, "Of course! My mother is the greatest mother in the world! In my memory, she never beat or scolded me, and she would only criticize me and educate me when I did something wrong. There is an essential difference between scolding and criticism, scolding is to vent the dissatisfaction in your heart, and criticism is to let you know what you are not doing well and not doing right. In addition, she often buys me good food and clothes, and she never skimps, but unfortunately, she has left me. Alas! ”

When she thought of her mother's death, she was saddened.

Zhong Kaihui listened carefully to Fluttershy's words, and then said cautiously, "Listening to you say that, your adoptive mother is really good to you." ”

"yes, she"

Bao Xiaodie suddenly asked in surprise, "How do you know that I am not her own?" ”

Zhong Kaihui's eyes were a little nervous, and he hurriedly twisted his head to the side and said, "The fact that I was adopted by her is an open secret, and many people know about it."

Bao Xiaodie thinks it's right, she's my mother's student, and it's not surprising that she knows I'm Mei Zhifang's adopted daughter.

Zhong Kaihui asked cautiously: "Do you miss your biological parents?" ”

Bao Xiaodie got angry when she heard this, and said, "I don't want to! ”

Zhong Kaihui asked again: "If they come to you, will you recognize them?" ”

Bao Xiaodie said firmly, "I don't think it's rare for them to come to me, just treat them as if they're dead!" ”

Zhong Kaihui said: "Maybe your mother had a hard time at that time, and she had to abandon you." ”

Bao Xiaodie snorted coldly and said, "What's the problem? It is estimated that the patriarchal thinking is at work! If they really had me in their hearts, they would have come to me a long time ago. If I don't come to look for it, it proves that they have forgotten about me. ”

Zhong Kaihui still said unwillingly: "You're just guessing, if things are really as I said"

Bao interrupts her angrily and says, "Don't say it, I don't want to hear anything about them!" ”

Zhong Kaihui immediately shut up and shook his head slightly.

Bao Xiaodie set her eyes on the little girl in a flower dress standing aside and playing obediently, and asked casually, "Aunt Zhong, this child is your granddaughter, right?" ”

Zhong Kaihui said: "No, it's the child I help others take care of." ”

Bao Xiaodie saw that the little girl suddenly turned her eyes to herself and flashed her sparkling apricot eyes, and couldn't help but praise: "This child is so cute-little sister, what's your name, come over and hug my sister?" ”

As he spoke, he opened his arms and made a gesture of wanting to hug him.

Who knew that the little girl was very shy and stepped back again and again.

Bao Xiaodie was afraid that the little girl would fall, so she hurriedly waved her hand and said, "Okay, okay, I won't hug you." ”

Zhong Kaihui's lips twitched twice, wanting to say something to Bao Xiaodie, but she didn't know why she didn't say anything.

After Bao Xiaodie left, Zhong Kaihui took out her mobile phone and made a long-distance call.

After answering, she couldn't wait to say, "Sister Xiaotong, I was talking with your daughter just now!" We talked for about half an hour. She's grown into a big girl, she's beautiful, just as beautiful as you were when you were young."

The other end also couldn't wait to ask, "What did you all say?" Did you mention me to her? ”

Zhong Kaihui pondered for a moment and said, "I tentatively asked her if she wanted her biological mother, and she said"

Listening to Zhong Kaihui's hesitation, he couldn't wait to ask: "What did she say?" ”

Zhong Kaihui whispered: "She said that she hated her biological mother, she wouldn't recognize her when she died." ”

The other head was silent for a moment, then let out a long sigh and said, "Actually, I already knew that she would hate me, but I don't blame her, after all, it was my fault." ”

Zhong Kaihui comforted: "Sister Xiaotong, don't be too sad, although she said that she didn't want to recognize her biological mother, but according to me, it may not be the truth, after all, you are a mother and daughter, broken bones and tendons, if you appear in front of her and explain clearly why you abandoned her back then, she may forgive you for recognizing you as a mother." ”

The other head sighed: "I have also considered the situation you said, and I also want to tell her in person that I am your mother, but I am very scared, very scared."

"What are you afraid of?"

Zhong Kaihui saw that the other party didn't say anything for a long time, so he couldn't help but ask.

"In addition to being afraid that she will not recognize me, the mother who abandoned her, I am even more afraid that she will ask who her father is, whether her father is Lu Yun or Chen Can, I really don't know! Besides, Chen Can was killed by Lu Yun more than ten years ago, and Lu Yun is still in prison now, no matter whether her father is Lu Yun or Chen Can, she will definitely not accept it; If she knew what happened between me Lu Yun and Chen Can back then, she would definitely feel that her mother was very shameful. Abandoned her again, and she didn't know whose seed she was, do you think she would forgive such a shameless mother? ”

The tone on the other end was full of pain, self-blame, and helplessness.

Zhong Kaihui gasped and said, "I know now that you have been worried about this, so after so many years, you would rather be resentful and suffer from your daughter than dare to recognize her." ”

The other head sobbed softly, "If I hadn't been scared and worried like this, I would have told Fluttershy that she was my daughter." Do you remember when you took me there three years ago? That time I really almost sued her that I was your mother."

Zhong Kaihui said: "Yes. ”

Three years ago, a middle-aged woman named Yang Xiaotong returned to S City from other provinces, and under the leadership of Zhong Kaihui, they went to the gate of the school where Bao Xiaodie studied.

Bao Xiaodie walked out of the school after school, and Zhong Kaihui, who had been waiting for a long time, hurriedly pointed to a dog with a "dog tail"

The girl with the backpack on her back whispered to Yang Xiaotong that she was your daughter.

In order not to arouse Bao Xiaodie's suspicion, Zhong Kaihui quickly stepped aside and pretended not to know Yang Xiaotong.

After Yang Xiaotong saw her daughter, whom she hadn't seen for more than ten years, she was very excited, and strode up to Bao Xiaodie and pretended to ask her for directions.

Bao Xiaodie enthusiastically pointed in a direction, because Yang Xiaotong thought for a while, she pretended to say that she didn't know how to read, worried that she couldn't find the way, Bao Xiaodie took Yang Xiaotong to find the road that Yang Xiaotong had preset in advance.

Along the way, Yang Xiaotong asked her daughter if she was good at studying, whether her mother was strict with her, and whether she was good or not, and Bao Xiaodie answered them one by one.

is so cute and sensible, Yang Xiaotong's emotions have set off thousands of waves.

But she didn't dare to say who she was.

After a while, the other end asked, "What do you talk about besides talking about me?" ”

Zhong Kaihui said: "After her adoptive mother died, in order to thank her for raising your daughter, didn't you ask me to go to the grave of the deceased to burn paper to pay tribute?" When I was found out by your daughter, she asked me who I was, and I left quickly because I was panicked, and today she asked about it again, and I lied and said that I had done something sorry for her mother."

The other head couldn't help but laugh out loud and said, "She believes you when you say that?" ”

"I don't seem to have any doubts."

Zhong Kaihui also felt that she was not clever in lying to Bao Xiaodie, so she couldn't help laughing, "She is still young and simple-minded. ”

"I'd like to see what I'm looking like now, but I can't pull out right now."

The other end sighed.

Zhong Kaihui thought for a while and said, "I'll find an opportunity to take two photos with her, and then send the photos to you." ”

The other end happily said, "Okay."

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