On the way back, Ye Ning didn't speak again, and Xiao Yue didn't speak either.

Xiao Yue's sentence "Then I have to die first" made Ye Ning feel a sense of trembling, which was the coldness that rushed straight up from the soles of his feet.

The current Xiao Yue, like a fried cat from time to time, is determined to defend the territory that belongs to him, and he is that territory.

Nan Nan has already started school, and when she returns home, it is empty.

Ye Ning went straight back to his room and didn't want to cook.

Xiao Yue chased after her room: "What are we going to eat tonight?" ”

Ye Ning didn't even look at him: "Just eat your vegetables and boiled noodles." ”

Xiao Yue sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her steadily.

"Well, do you have an opinion?" Ye Ning raised his eyebrows.

"Nope." Xiao Yue lowered his head, looking a little lost.

"Huh." Ye Ning ignored him directly.

She took the toner and sprayed it on her face, she was anxious and dehydrated these days, and she still had to replenish more water.

Xiao Yue watched from the side.

After looking at it for a while, he finally said, "It turns out that you used to cook for Nan Nan to eat." ”

Ye Ning put down the toner heavily and glanced back at him: "Now you finally understand, you are just hitchhiking." ”

When she said this, she suddenly felt a strong vinegar in Xiao Yue's eyes.

Ye Ning was amused and angry, thinking about it like this, a flash of inspiration occurred in her mind, thinking about why this person bothered to get his son to a noble boarding school? Shouldn't you still eat your son's vinegar?

She looked at Xiao Yue scrutinically: "If you have any grievances, you can say it." ”

Xiao Yue stared at her: "I don't have any dissatisfaction. Let's go, let's go out to eat, okay? Or I'll do it, as long as you can eat it. ”

Ye Ning nodded: "Let's go, go out and eat!" ”

Her son is not here, why doesn't she indulge and eat something good.

So the two of them went out again, drove and hit the road.

Xiao Yue sat in the co-pilot's seat, looked at the convoy in front of him, and suddenly said, "Ning Ning, if you have any dissatisfaction, you can say it." ”

Ye Ning glanced at Xiao Yue, how could she think this was so familiar?

After thinking about it, she finally understood.

"Actually, I don't have any dissatisfaction with you, it's just that the way you are now makes me very uncomfortable." She frowned and thought for a moment, saying so.

"Why?" Xiao Yue also frowned.

Ye Ning sighed and tried to calm down as much as possible:

"You suffocate me."

"Oh, what do you think?" Xiao Yue still looked calmly ahead, but the hand on his side was shaken.

"Yes, I'm scared of you." Ye Ning was frank about his feelings.

"Scared? Do you still hate me? Xiao Yue stared at the rear of the car in front of him, the rear lights were already on, flashing red in this dark night. It was bright, but he felt that his eyes were a little blurry.

Ye Ning shook his head: "It's not okay to hate it, but the way you are now, it's not normal." ”

She couldn't tell, she always felt that he was very anxious and eager, like a cat drinking coffee, staring at his own territory with his eyes open and cautious and vigilant, lest someone snatch it away.

She glanced at him helplessly, his resolute face tense in the dim light.

sighed: "Don't you feel tired like this?" ”

Xiao Yue's lips moved, but he didn't say anything.

There was silence all the way.

Seeing that it was autumn, it was a little windy outside, and it was cloudy, and it seemed to be raining a little.

The lights of the car shot out, illuminating the continuous autumn rain clearly, and the drizzle was falling in wisps.

Xiao Yue closed his eyes and said in a dumb voice, "Ye Ning, I don't feel tired. Are you tired? ”

Ye Ning simply parked the car on the side of the road.

She leaned back in her seat: "Xiao Yue, I think two people are together, in addition to liking each other, the most important thing is that both parties should feel happy." ”

Xiao Yue half-squinted his eyes and didn't open them: "What, I make you feel unhappy?" ”

Ye Ning shook his head helplessly: "You're here again!" I think you're too sensitive right now, and I'm just trying to make a point, but you seem to be very sensitive. ”

Xiao Yue said in a dumb voice: "Well, okay, I can be insensitive, you continue." ”

Ye Ning smiled bitterly, this sensitive or insensitive is really not something he pulled down when he said a word.

But she had to bite the bullet and continue: "I remember, when you first lived with us, you were very talkative and easily satisfied. ”

At that time, she even felt that if she threw him a bone, he would be very happy to pick it up and eat it.

"Later, you were not as reserved as you were at the beginning, and slowly accepted and got used to it."

And began to show a bit of domineering and stubborn true colors.

He is gentle and obedient for the most part, occasionally machismo, but overall he is very comfortable.

Ye Ning even felt that he was always paying attention to putting away his claws.

Xiao Yue opened his eyes and stared at Ye Ning: "What about now?" ”

Ye Ning recalled: "Probably since Huo Chen appeared, you have started to become very strange. ”

Irritable, sensitive and paranoid, especially possessive.

In the darkness, frustration flashed in Xiao Yue's eyes, but it was only a flash.

"Ning Ning, I don't like Huo Chen." He stubbornly repeated it again.

"Yes, I know you don't like it, and if I could, I would like to remove him from my life, and I tried to do so. But what I can change is the future, not the past. ”

She looked at Xiao Yue: "If you can't accept that past, then we can't be together calmly." ”

As soon as she said this, Xiao Yue's eyes suddenly shot over: "What do you mean?" ”

Ye Ning shrugged: "I'm just stating a fact. ”

She smiled helplessly: "Look, I just said such a sentence, and you overreacted immediately, you are very sensitive, and my casual words can touch your nerves." ”

Xiao Yue pursed his lips and didn't speak.

Ye Ning didn't have much appetite now, and he wasn't hungry, so he didn't speak. It was quiet in the car, except for the breathing of two people, only the sound of the autumn rain outside was the sound of the rope falling.

After a long time, Xiao Yue suddenly said in a dumb voice: "Ye Ning, can I smoke a cigarette?" ”

Ye Ning was silent and nodded: "Hmm." ”

Xiao Yue opened the car door and got out of the car, not knowing where to find a cigarette and a lighter.

Ye Ning looked at him through the car window, under the street lamp, his figure was gloomy, his resolute lips were pursed, and there was no expression on his face.

He used a lighter to light the cigarette, but it was windy and rainy outside, and he lit it several times, but the cigarette was not lit.

He raised his hand, blocked the wind, and pressed the lighter, this time it was finally lit, and there was a red dot on the cigarette butt, and he took a soft puff.

Ye Ning looked at him like this, and suddenly felt a little sad.

I can't say why, but I feel sad to see a man as big as him, tossing so much for a cigarette in the autumn rain.

She pushed open the door, got out of the car, and stood beside him.

This is a park, an open park, usually there is a street dance, but today because of the rain, there are few people, and the surroundings are very quiet.

Xiao Yue took two puffs of cigarette and spit the smoke ring in the rain, then turned his head to look at her: "It's cold outside." ”

She was wearing only a sleeveless silk shirt and cropped pants today.

Ye Ning didn't want to go back to the car by herself, she approached him and raised her hand to wrap her arms around him.

Although he was also in the autumn rain, he was wearing a suit, and he leaned on him so that it didn't seem to be cold.

Xiao Yue looked down at Ye Ning, who was holding him tightly, and suddenly smiled: "Ye Ning, if I take a step back, you will take a step forward, and if I take a step forward, you will be scared again, what do you say I should do?" ”

Ye Ning didn't speak, still holding his arm.

Xiao Yue held the cigarette between his two fingers, and after taking a hard puff, he suddenly extinguished the cigarette and threw it into the trash can on the side.

After throwing it, he reached out and hugged Ye Ning, opened his suit, and took her into his arms.

All of a sudden, the surrounding autumn rain was gone, and Ye Ning could only smell a faint smell of smoke.

She didn't like the smell of smoke, but now she didn't hate the smell of smoke on Xiao Yue's body.

Xiao Yue hugged her delicate body and buried his face in her black hair stained with autumn rain.

"It's actually very simple."

His voice was strange, buried in her hair.

"I love you too much, and you don't love me enough."

That's it.