Winter is coming to an end, may you be able to bloom everywhere

If time can come back, I hope that if I didn't go out that day, I wouldn't have met Fan Li. Maybe my life will be completely different.

The lake was bitterly cold.

My name has become the version of a loyal and patriotic woman, which has been circulated in the history books and is fragrant in the wild history. But no one knew it, so I slept quietly under the water, pillow with the frost that had not changed for a thousand years.

I probably think I'm going to be resentful. In the beginning, it was like that, and in the end, there was nothing left. I'm not one to like resentment in the first place.

Speaking of which, my life is very short, and the first ten years were about quiet. But the real happy moment lies in the years of Wu Wanggong.

I'm a fine worker. This identity reminds me of it, as if it is endless.

My husband treats me very well, and that kind of good is not purposeful.

I once had a child who was found out a year after entering the palace. I was so happy. Since I was singled out and sent to Wu State, nothing can belong to me alone. But this child is different, she belongs to me as she is, even if she was born in the midst of a conspiracy.

Knowing that I have a body, the harem and the former dynasty are in a lot of trouble.

In the final analysis, I am a Yue person, and my husband treats me well, and they see it in their eyes and already disapprove of it. Now that I have a body, they are afraid that I will give birth to a prince, and they are even more afraid that the child in my womb will confuse the blood of the Wu royal family.

I knew that if I were a wise woman, I should cut through the mess at this time, and I should take care of this child with my own hands.

But I couldn't.

Here's what the husband asked me: "Do you want this child?" ”

I reached out and traced his eyebrows and whispered, "Yes, I want ......"

The child is the most innocent in the world, he knows nothing. If he can be born in order, even if I am allowed to die, I am willing.

The husband held my hand, "Xi Shi, if you want this child, give birth." ”

I'm a little sweet and a little astringent. "The courtiers talked a lot, but they were afraid that they would compare the faint king with the king."

He leaned over and hugged me, and made a very cautious gesture: "Once upon a time, I tried my best and didn't want to hear people call me by this word. But Xi Shi, after meeting you, I felt that there was nothing wrong with being a faint king...... At least you can be by my side. ”

His words seemed to vaguely reveal something, and I vaguely knew something.

But we all choose to ignore it, because no one wants to understand it too much.

The next day, those voices were not suppressed, and the husband liked to be in power, and no one was allowed to question him. Such a man either doesn't like women, and if he does, it's a lifelong thing.

I'm honored to be able to get his affection.

I used all my expectations for the baby in my womb, but he was not born. And it was not the Wu people who did it, it was the Yue people.

They are afraid that if I give birth to this child, they will have a different kind of affection for Wu Guo, and they are afraid that a mother will betray the motherland because of the child.

The wine to be mixed with medicine was given to me by Zheng Dan, and a moment ago she smiled and handed out the glass of wine with a smile, congratulating me on being pregnant.

The next moment, her face changed, she leaned over and whispered, "Xi Shi, we are such good friends, you won't blame me, will you?" ”

My heart tightened, almost anticipating what she was going to say.

Sure enough, she said word by word: "The king said that this child cannot be born." Xi Shi, don't blame me, blame only the wrong child, this child was born in the wrong place, and he came at the wrong time. ”

I clutched my lower abdomen, the tearing pain almost killing me, and I gritted my teeth and asked her, "Why?" ”

"What do you say, Shih Tzu, why do you say?" She stood up and looked at me coldly. "Yue Guo took a lot of trouble to send us to the Wu Palace, I can't let you ruin this situation alone. The country of Yue was destroyed...... Doctor Fan, he won't end well......"

Originally...... That's right.

What do you say about Yue Guo? After all, Zheng Dan, you are as selfish as me, but for a man.

The pain was so intense that my vision was a little blurry. I vaguely saw Zheng Dan swing down the wine cup on the table, and then shouted loudly: "Someone!" ”

She shouted and knelt down beside me, "Shih Tzu, what's wrong with you?" ”

If it hadn't been for what she just said, I would probably have believed the anxiety on her face. It's just that after knowing the truth/appearance, her hand held mine, but there was no longer the feeling of pushing my heart in the stomach before, only the endless cold, deep in the heart.

I don't know anything about the rest.

When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was Fucha's reddish eyes. As soon as I moved, I felt a tearing pain in my abdomen.

"Don't move." He sat down on the edge of my bed and said, "Drink some water first." ”

He picked up the cup and fed it to me, the walls of the cup pressed against his lips, the warm water moistening the chapped lips/flaps.

Shih Tzu ...... Who are you suing me? His voice was dry and dry.

I wanted to sue him, but I couldn't. In the end, he could only shake his head with tears in his eyes. "Don't ask again, just if I'm not careful."

He opened his mouth as if to say something, but finally held back in my gaze. I think he must have understood what I meant.

I don't want him to do anything for me, and he can't do anything between us.

The next day, the sky was bright, and the husband had just left, and Zheng Dan came.

Her eyes were a little red and swollen, as if she hadn't slept all night.

She stood on the edge of the bed and looked at me, and said, "I'm so scared." ”

Afraid? I couldn't help but want to laugh. "What are you afraid of?" That medicine was given by you, Zheng Dan, what are you afraid of?

"I'm really scared, if you really can't wake up, Dr. Fan must be to blame me."

"Zheng Dan, I feel at this time that I really don't know you."

"Same." She smiled, leaned down, and tucked the corners of my quilt, "I don't know myself now." ”

This seems to be the last time Zheng Dan spoke quietly to me in memory. At this time, we rarely see each other, and when we do, we just nod our heads and then silently rub shoulders.

My husband still dotes on me, but he no longer goes to see Zheng Dan. Vaguely, I sensed that he probably already knew something.

Zheng Dan's death was very sudden, and when it was rumored that she wanted to see me again in the near future, I was at a loss. When she arrived at her dormitory, she found out that she was really sick.

The beauty of the jade bone and ice muscle in the past is as thin as a handful of dry wood lying on the bed at this moment.

"Shih Tzu...... "She called me with difficulty, then reached out with a trembling hand and took mine." Shih Tzu ...... You forgive me......"

"I know you're because of Fan Li, but I won't forgive you." Indifferently brushing off her hand, and seeing the disappointment in her eyes, I resolutely left without looking back.

Just if I'm not kind, I don't want to forgive.

After Zheng Dan's death, Yue Guo made a comeback, and my husband came to bid me farewell.

At that time, I didn't know that it would be a farewell, and I even naively thought that my husband would come back.

I thought we would have a lot more to come.

People didn't wait, and after waiting for them to come, he would kill himself.

The whole palace of King Wu was in chaos, I stayed in the palace, and the moment the door of the palace was pushed open, I even thought that my husband had returned.

But it was Fan Li who came in.

After all these years, we have all changed. Fan Li, why are you so late?

In fact, sometimes it is not only women who are naïve, but also men. He really thought that we could still be together.

He probably didn't think that the queen would kill me in such a cruel way.

The moment the knife fell and the skin and flesh were separated, there was no so-called Shi Yiguang in this world, only the soul that was quietly cold at the bottom of the lake, waiting for redemption for thousands of years.

The struggle for human beings has never stopped, the eternal struggle for power, money, throne and immortality.

I don't know how long I've been floating at the bottom of the lake, but I don't know that the man named Zhao Huanli has found me.

"Do you miss Fan Li?" He asked me, "He's already reincarnated." I can get you out of here and back to him. ”

It's ridiculous, why do people in the world think that I will love Fan Li deeply? "There's nothing wrong with days like this, I don't want to go back."

"I'm afraid I can't help you."

He was probably very big, and with just a few fingers, he completely stimulated the evil qi that I had honed for thousands of years. Later, he used the method of immortality to convince the principal of the school, and the girls in the school died one after another, and finally even the principal died.

Zhao Huanli and He Ji mentioned Lu Qianjin between their words, and I thought that woman would be the turning point of the whole thing. So I tried my best to let Shi Shi come to the lake and let her go to find Lu Qianjin.

Sitting on that lotus flower, the wind blows in your ears. When I saw the man coming, I thought I was going to die again.

It's strange that my heart is so calm.

I turned my head and looked at Fan Li, who was hugging Shi Shi tightly. Oh, I almost forgot that in this life, he should be called Fan Li. "Shi Shi and I can't escape, you can go."

Fan Li raised his head and looked at Zhao Huanli, "He won't let me go." ”

"No, he will." I looked at Zhao Huanli, "Fan Li has nothing to do with this matter itself, you will let him go, right?" ”

Zhao Huanli had no expression on his face, "Why?" ”

"It was Lu Qianjin who let us go. I know you won't let us go, but Fan Li's life, you have to stay. ”

Hearing the conversation between him and He Ji, I knew that he loved that woman very much. I know that what that woman wants to do, within his ability, he will definitely be satisfied......

Sure enough, he raised his hand and waved it on Fan Li's head. The light flashed, and Fan Li slowly disappeared.

It's good that one of us can survive.

"Since you love him so much, why didn't you go back to him in the first place?" Zhao Huanli asked.

I didn't answer him, just closed my eyes quietly.

My feelings are my own, and none of you should want to know.

Winter has come to an end, husband, may you be everywhere, and spring flowers can bloom.