19. Chapter 19
Xiao Baihua didn't have any special reaction, and said with a smile: "Yes, I heard my mother say that Si Yingneng is in the same class as me, and I will definitely be at the same table with her. ”
Dad Su smiled and said, "Then thank you Rongrong, my daughter is stupid, you can help her more inside and outside the school." ”
Su Siying: "......"
Is this her own dad?! Do you boast about your daughter like this?!
Bai Yirong glanced at her, he didn't know what was mixed in his eyes, but there was a sip on his lips, "Definitely, uncle, don't worry." ”
Su Siying pursed her lips and was silent, feeling that the word "stupid" had been firmly buckled on her head, so she simply didn't speak.
After eating, I went home, and before I knew it, the day passed. Before going to bed at night, Su's mother finally came home from overtime, Su Siying heard a faint quarrel from her parents' bedroom, pricked up her ears and listened for a while, her heart sank.
This quarrel was caused by her going to make-up classes.
In fact, not long after the results of the college entrance examination came down, Su's mother mentioned that she should go to make up classes. At that time, Su Siying thought that the level of teachers in the make-up class was uneven, and she might not be able to keep up with a good class, and it was not necessary to report an ordinary class. And she wanted to review and try it alone, so she stopped her mother who wanted to sign up several times.
This time she wanted to make up for mathematics, first, this teacher was really good, and second, Xiaobaihua recommended her, and she had an inexplicable trust in this. But...... The one-to-two tutoring of a famous math teacher is also very expensive.
Su Siying didn't think too much about it at first, and when the college entrance examination was over, as a person who had mastered countless future information, she had many ways to make money. But when the quarrel between her parents became louder and louder, she realized that this money was not a small amount for her now, nor was it for her parents.
If there is no Su Siying, the price of Bai Yirong's one-on-one tutoring for one class is 800 yuan. After having Su Siying, the teacher needed one to two, so he had to change the price to 600 yuan for one person, and a total of 1,200 yuan for two people.
This price obviously gives Bai Yirong's parents face, but in any case, a class is 600 yuan, and it costs two or three thousand to only take four or five classes a month, which is really high.
Maybe she has grown up alone for too long, and when this happens, she is a little confused and doesn't know what to do. After lying on the bed for a while, she rolled over, put on her slippers and ran out, knocking on the door of her parents' bedroom.
Su's mother seemed to have drunk some wine, and as soon as Su's father mentioned the matter of making up the class, she immediately vetoed it in a strong tone and asked Su's father to withdraw the class. And the contradiction starts from here, no matter how good-tempered Su's father is, he will not do such a face-losing thing, not to mention, he originally thought about it for his daughter, spending two or three thousand a month can make Yingying get a good score, he is very willing. But Su's mother doesn't think that she values her daughter's grades, but she won't let her daughter go to a 600 yuan class.
When Su Siying stood at the door watching them, the quarrel was already fierce to the point of white-hot. She looked at her mother, whose hair was a little messy, and suddenly felt that the person in front of her was a little different from the impression she had in her previous life.
I don't know if my mentality has changed, or if my mother has really changed, the person in front of me is obviously too familiar to be familiar anymore, and the moment she looked at each other, Su Siying suddenly felt that she was a little strange.
After being silent for a long time, she spoke: "Dad, Mom, stop arguing." If my mother doesn't want me to go, then I won't go, and Bai Yirong will say that it's my problem, and I won't embarrass my father. ”
Dad Su was a little anxious, "Yingying, it's not easy to meet a good teacher, the family can afford this money!" ”
"Can you afford it at home? I've been married to you for so many years, what can you afford?! ……”
Su Siying had never heard this kind of thing in her mother's mouth. She doesn't know what's wrong with her mother today, she is no longer a child, but she still doesn't know what to do now.
Until Mom slammed the door and left, and Dad sat on the bed in a gloomy way, she still didn't know what to do.
In the end, Su's father gave her 600 yuan to let her go back to the house, telling her not to think too much. Su Siying returned to the house, a little unable to hold the fluttering six tickets.
When she was in college, because of conflicts with her family, she was basically in a state of self-care for her living expenses, and later found a job and put her body and mind into work, and she was not short of money. She knows the hardships and difficulties of making money, and she also knows that the price of make-up classes is a bit expensive, but she has always thought that this money is a fair price for herself who only has one year to study for three years.
Unexpectedly, she was wrong.
The pleasant conversation during the day turned into a little bit of grievance, and she understood for the first time that after being reborn, she not only could not make up for all the regrets she had past, but would continue to create regrets and make mistakes.
The reality is always like this, even if you give someone a chance to do it again, there will be countless times when you may regret it again.
But if you think about it, rebirth...... That's how it is.
Rebirth is not a capital that makes people easily reach the top, it just makes up for some regrets, and then continues to walk the rest of the unknown life.
Yes, being born again does not mean knowing the whole picture, and even if you are born again, there are still countless unknowns in life.
Su Siying remembered the rebirth novels that Zhu Huijun often said, after the heroine was reborn, she was like a divine help, tearing apart the best relatives all the way, falling in love with the best men, and embarking on the gorgeous peak life road...... How is this possible, how can there be so many golden fingers in reality?
If she really has a golden finger, she only hopes that she will walk on the road of her life, and then reject Ning Shuo at that class party and experience the rest of the things in peace.
Thinking about it late at night, she didn't close her eyes in a daze until she heard Su's mother open the door and go home. Early the next morning, Su Siying struggled to get up, and a text message came in an instant-
Bai Yirong: [Did you get up 0v0? Get ready, I'm going to the teacher's house at 8 o'clock! 】
Su Siying glanced at the time, and at seven o'clock, she hurriedly rolled out of bed to clean up herself.
She didn't know what was going on at home, and it was clear that the contradictions in her previous life had been resolved by her, but now it seems that the contradictions between her parents are more intense than before. Su Siying can only be herself, and she will respect her parents' decision, no matter what happens in the future......
It happened once anyway, didn't it?
She laughed at herself in her heart, and after washing, Su's father had already made breakfast for her. After eating, he sighed and patted her on the head, and after telling her to "go to class well", he said, "Your mother misunderstood your Aunt Xu, thinking that she wanted you to share Rongrong's make-up money, so she didn't let you go." I explained it to her clearly, it's okay now, you go to class and don't think too much, and take the math score last time to speak. ”
Su Siying's heart was sour, she nodded obediently, reached out and hugged her father, ran back to the bedroom to pack her schoolbag, and went out.
The place where the make-up class was not far from the school, Bai Yirong took the bus and waited for her at the station where she usually went after school. When Su Siying arrived, Xiao Baihua was sitting on the bench in front of the station and swaying her two white and tender thin legs, and when she saw her coming, a bright smile instantly bloomed on her face, "You're here!" ”
The morning sun is not dazzling, it is between soft and blazing, which is the most appropriate commotion.
At that moment, I don't know if it was the grievances of last night that came up, or the emotions that had been suppressed in the previous life burst out, Su Siying stood not far from the station, her throat was so sore that she couldn't make a sound, and tears were already falling on her face.
Bai Yirong's smile froze, she quickly got up and ran to Su Siying, hugged her, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong with you?" Don't scare me......"
The warm embrace is like the sunshine with just the right temperature, gently wrapping Su Siying who has an emotional explosion in her heart.
At that time, she thought-
In her previous life, it would have been great if she had met Bai Yirong's friend earlier.