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It's a completely different world than it has been for many years.
High-rise buildings are lined up, traffic is busy, and the lights are bright.
The shade of the trees casts white points of light, which rustle when the breeze blows. The shadow of the tree was shaking, and Yao Fu sat on the bench under the tree, wearing a large hospital gown and holding a bottle of mineral water in her hand, watching the patients and their families coming and going in the hospital in a daze.
She is also a patient now.
The world where she lives is technologically advanced, and such a serious injury directly hurts the heart and lungs, and here, it has been effectively treated. The company didn't help pay for her treatment, but also took out the system chip in her brain and brought it back to the company for research. Yesterday, the company's leaders came to see her, thanking her for her strong support for the company's new experiments, and the company will try its best to make up for the damage she suffered, she just needs to take care of her body.
Yao Fu woke up in the hospital, and after her condition stabilized, in addition to the company coming every day to ask her some questions, her daily routine was very leisurely.
However, this kind of leisurely makes her feel alienated and uncomfortable.
Two different worlds with inconsistent flow of time. She had been in that world for ten years, and in this world, only a year had passed. The doctor hired by the company said that if you really can't understand it, you can think of the two worlds as the difference between the surface world and the inner world. The world where everyone is located is the world of the surface, and the world that Yao Fu travels through belongs to the inner world.
Yao Fu thought to herself, when I first crossed, you didn't tell me that. You use a book, a strategy game to describe that world. What is the world in the surface world, maybe in the eyes of people in the other world, our world is also the inner world.
She's not in her twenties now.
The experience of that world is equivalent to half of her life.
It's a long time, but at the same time, it's so short.
She was in a trance, these days, the burden she had borne over the years was slowly unloaded, and little by little it was handed over to the upper echelons of the company. The problems that she has been hiding from Yuan Yingxing, although she still hasn't talked about it now, there is a system chip in the ...... Come to think of it, even if she doesn't say it, the company will soon discover the secret of Yuan Yingxing.
Something went wrong, she thought. The company will shut down the experiment for the time being.
The opening of the fandom requires thousands of employees like her to make preliminary preparations. Apparently she failed this time, and I don't know if her colleagues have any chance of succeeding in the future.
Yao Fu was a little dazed.
On the one hand, the difference between the two worlds has made her feel out of place with her surroundings for several days; On the one hand, she always dreamed of Yuan Yingxing, dreamed that he went crazy, dreamed that he questioned her, why did she force him to be like this, she felt guilty.
She always remembered what she saw when she finally disappeared.
With a blank expression, he hugged her and sat down the mountain. White bones and red snow, he was also scarred on his body, looking at her eyes, dark as an abyss. She stared into the abyss, and the abyss stared at her as well......
Falling in love with someone is not because he is strong. It's the inadvertent loneliness and vulnerability he feels when he sits alone. It was the desolate sourness in his heart, the softness he revealed in front of her......
However, however, the good things in the world are not strong, and the clouds are easy to scatter and the glass is broken.
"Sister, are you feeling better?" A young male voice interrupted Yao Fu's memories.
She followed the sound and saw a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy, who looked like a college student, looked a little handsome, carried an environmental bag, and waved at her from afar. The boy ran from the opposite side, the sun jumped above his head, he was seven points similar to Yao Fu's appearance, but he didn't have Yao Fu's indifferent and alienated feeling.
This is Yao Fu's younger brother, Yao Jiang.
Yao Jiang ran over and sat on the edge of the bench, sitting next to his sister. My sister has lost a lot of weight, but her expression is still cold, and even when she sees him, she is a little empty and sluggish. Yao Jiang was accustomed to his sister's indifference, and enthusiastically took out the lunch box and gave it to her, "Sister, I am still interning outside the province, and when I received a call from my mother, I hurried back." This is the dish your mother cooked for you, your favorite ......"
Yao Fu said, "Thank you. ”
"......" Yao Jiang was stunned for a moment, feeling that his sister was really strange to speak, and laughed dryly, "Family, thank you for what." ”
Yao Fu said "um", and the lunch box opened. Listening to my younger brother reading boringly next to him again, "Sister, what kind of work did your company send you to do?" I haven't seen each other for a year, and I don't call home. Your company always says that you are being sent abroad, and you don't say where you are assigned...... We almost called the police. ”
Yao Fu lowered her head and whispered, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for you. ”
"......" After Yao Jiang was stunned, his expression became serious, and he touched Yao Fu's forehead, "Why are you talking like that?" ”
Yao Fu reacted, "Oh, it's 'I'm sorry'. I'm sorry...... Uh, I'm sorry. ”
The two sides were speechless, and some couldn't talk.
After a while, Yao Fu found the topic and asked how her mother's illness was. Yao Jiang replied that because of the large amount of money left by Yao Fu before leaving, his mother's illness had been controlled, and it was not a big problem. The young man was very excited and said, "Your company is so good for the welfare of employees!" I'll send you such a large sum of money...... I'd like to do an internship at your company. ”
Yao Fu's expression began to drift again, listening absentmindedly to his brother's words, pulling rice into his mouth.
The two sisters and brothers were chatting, and suddenly, a little brother in a black shirt ran in front of them, running fast, followed by a hoarse old man, "Someone! Catch the thief! He stole the money I gave my wife to save her life...... "This is the patient's rest area, and suddenly a thief ran out, causing everyone to be frightened and run away. There were enthusiastic crowds chasing after him, and the thief suddenly took out a knife, and his red-eyed desperate posture made people extremely jealous.
Yao Jiang saw the thief running towards them, and he palpitated, and he took his sister's hand and wanted to get out of the way quickly. He wanted to see righteousness and bravery, but the other party had a knife in his hand, and he was accompanied by a sister, of course he had to take care of his sister first. Who knew that Yao Jiang's hand grabbed to the side, wanting to grab his sister's hand, but he felt empty.
In the blink of an eye, he saw a white shadow float past him.
Yao Jiang's eyes widened, dumbfounded-
Seeing his narrow-shouldered, weak, pale-faced sister, he jumped over in a few steps, and put himself on the thief's shoulder, and the thief was about to stab him with a knife, and his sister was a little in the thief's hand, and with a flip of her wrist, she slapped the man on the arm. The thief was still going to be beaten indiscriminately, and was taken down by his sister with a few precise gestures. Knives were also taken away. The thief was about to play with his life, and the knife in Yao Fu's hand was across the thief's neck.
The speed of the action here was so fast that Yao Jiang was dumbfounded, and all the onlookers around him were stunned.
Until the hospital security came and took over the thief.
Gave the thief to the few security guards who were in awe of him, Yao Fu stood stunned, listening to the younger brother's complicated tone behind him, with a floating voice, "Sister...... Are you still my sister? What have you done this year? You're so, too awesome! ”
Yao Jiang was at the beginning of the confusion, and then quickly accepted the new things, holding Yao Fu's hand, his eyes were bright, "Sister, you are amazing!" Teach me, and I'll show us righteousness and bravery! ”
Yao Fu didn't hear her brother speak, she looked down at her hand. The consciousness of the body is still there, the reaction is still there, and for a moment, as if time is reincarnated, she is still the female disciple of Yunmen named Yao Fu. After practicing martial arts for several years, he once entered the Demon Sect, which led to infighting in the Demon Sect.
At this moment, Yao Fu clearly realized that it was impossible for him to come back.
She didn't accept her world very well, but she couldn't forget the experience of the previous ten years in another world.
Only then did she clearly realize why every predecessor before, after doing this experiment, asked the company to erase their memories. In order to get acquainted with the big world, they have to be fully engaged. And a person's spirit is limited, and how strong the spirit must be in order to bear another completely different life after having his own life.
"Sister?" Yao Jiang raised his voice, feeling that his sister's mental state was really unreassuring.
After Yao Fu came back to his senses, she said to him, "You go back and tell your mother, I may have this kind of assignment in the future." I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me. ”
Yao Jiang sighed and looked at his sister's cold and hard side face. This sister has been stubborn since she was a child and has her own ideas. She always speaks to inform them, not to ask for their opinions. It's just that now, Yao Jiang looked at this sister and felt that she was so strange...... felt that she was even more distant from her family.
It's like you don't belong in this world.
It's inexplicably terrifying.
The next day, a colleague from the company came to the hospital to see Yao Fu, and after first caring about Yao Fu's body, he routinely asked questions about the world, and said with a smile, "This is the last time I ask questions." The other chips will tell us, so there is no need to disturb Sister Yao's recuperation. ”
At the end, Yao Fu asked, "Does the company have any arrangements for me next?" ”
At the mention of this, the colleague asked seriously, "Let me ask you, do you want to erase your memory?" ”
Yao Fu's eyelashes trembled and said, "No." ”
My colleague smiled and closed the pen and paper, "I'll just say it." Sister Yao's temperament is the best one among us, and what others can't bear is no problem here in Sister Yao. Okay, then Sister Yao have a good rest, I'll go back......"
"What do you think of that world?" Yao Fu interrupted her colleague and asked.
The colleague frowned, this is not easy to say. He looked at Yao Fu's state and thought for a moment, "Tomorrow the company has a regular meeting to discuss this issue." Sister Yao, look ......"
"I'll go." Yao Fu was categorical.
"But your body ......"
"No major problems." Yao Fu gave a guarantee.
At the company's regular meeting the next day, Yao Fu really appeared on time. When they saw her coming, everyone welcomed her. Because she was an employee directly involved in the experiment, everyone gave up their seats and let her sit in the position closest to the doctor and the leader. Yao Fu didn't say much and sat down directly.
The doctor showed the slides first.
It is the change in the data transmitted by Yao Fu in the past few years. Then there is the analysis report of the data after the outline.
These are all things that everyone has been seeing, and if they have any doubts during the period, they will ask Yao Fu directly. Yao Fu replied very slowly, very carefully, and did not miss the details. She seeks to convince her colleagues that it is a real world, not a world that can be changed at the mercy of others.
The doctor nodded, "So now, something has gone wrong." The object of Miss Yao's research, the Demon Sect Leader Yuan Yingxing, we found his emotional recurrent problems from the chip. We decrypted the information on the chip for several days and found that the experiment was far from our expectations. The Overworld seems to be intervening in the system, influencing the system. Like the NPC that Miss Yao killed before, the Demon Sect Holy Maiden, she was reborn...... It's supposed to be a reset of the overworld, and even the system is almost hidden. ”
Yao Fu held her forehead with her hand and whispered, "She's not an NPC...... Forget it, the rebirth of the Holy Maiden Mochizuki, I also suspect that it has something to do with the system. ”
"Then there is a problem with even one NPC, how can the main object of Miss Yao's research be okay?" The doctor's sharp eyes looked at Yao Fu, "In the past year, the data sent back by Miss Yao has been repeated too much from before, which is suspected of misleading us. Ms. Yao is requested to abide by the Employee Code of Conduct and truthfully report the true situation to the company. ”
Yao Fu sat quietly.
Everyone looked at her, suspicious, confused, puzzled, accusatory...... All kinds of eyes.
She kept her head down for a long time.
She put her hands on her laps, and her hands slowly curled up. She lowered her eyes and asked in a low voice, "If I say it, can I still come after the experiment?" ”
The company leader looked at each other a few times and said kindly, "This experiment was originally yours." If there is a follow-up, the company will naturally prioritize you. ”
Yao Fu was silent for a long time.
When everyone was waiting impatiently, she finally raised her head, looked into the eyes of the doctor, and said word by word, "Demon Sect Master, Yuan Yingxing, is schizophrenic." ”
“……!” The doctor's pupils shrank and he sat down in his chair, "That's ...... so."
"What do you mean?" The leadership has not yet figured it out.
Yao Fu laughed sarcastically, looked at all the participants in the meeting, and said softly, "He has his own consciousness." Because of the intervention of the system, his behavior in the previous years was actually split from his own emotions. This is what we often call OOC. All the same people,The main character will have different degrees of OOC.。 In order to be able to 'homo', such as making him fall in love with someone he wouldn't love, such as making him suddenly abandon the object of his former love overnight...... OOC of all roles. ”
"But the character itself does not accept this kind of OOC."
So, after the outline story, his ego consciousness is separated from the consciousness that is governed by the system. Two different consciousnesses were generated. ”
Yao Fu closed her eyes, thinking of her lover's indifferent face and lonely back...... She covered her eyes with her hands and muttered, "This is the result of the experiment." ”
There was silence in the room.
I heard the sound of breathing, but for a long time, no one spoke.
In the end, it was the leader who opened his mouth first and asked, "You said that the Demon Sect Leader is schizophrenic?" Can this kind of splitting consciousness, which is not innate, be combined into one? The leader looked at Yao Fu fearfully, "Fortunately, you are doing the experiment, otherwise, it would be terrible if we really sent the reader into that world." ”
Yao Fu had a cold face and was indifferent.
After that, there was a continuous discussion around this issue. Yao Fu was too tired to say anything, but fortunately, the doctor who was researching the topic had discovered this problem from the system chip and took over to explain it to everyone. The more they explained, the more they felt the trickiness of the matter.
If you can't make people's consciousness merge, then the opening of the fandom world is a disaster, not a gospel for readers.
Everyone broke up with a heavy heart.
After the meeting, Yao Fu followed up with the doctor and asked, "Teacher, if the experiment fails, is the window of the world going to be closed permanently?" ”
The doctor sighed, "It's not a complete failure, actually. You only say that consciousness is split, but what if ......," he joked, "if we send a doctor into that world, we might be able to bring his consciousness together?" But the Doctor pondered again, "But in that case, is it another OOC?" What a hassle. ”
"Teacher, you mean that even if I leave, Yuan Yingxing will not return to normal?" Yao Fu's voice was urgent.
The doctor was stunned, and couldn't remember who was "Yuan Yingxing".
Seeing the other party's blank face, Yao Fu's heart was pricked. The lover who makes her feel guilty and makes her heart ache, in the eyes of the company's insiders, is just an NPC who doesn't even bother to remember his name. Once upon a time, she and these colleagues were completely on the same page. How much I didn't care before, how much I regret it now.
Yao Fu almost bit a mouthful of blood and said, "Yuan Yingxing is...... The object of my research, the Demon Cult's ...... NPC。 ”
"Oooh." The doctor remembered that the two of them had already entered his office as he spoke. The doctor put down his hand and Chinese poured water on the two of them before replying nonchalantly, "According to the data displayed by the chip during the time you disappeared, the problem with that NPC still exists...... Troublesome. ”
"Since we caused it, we should find a way to remedy it!" Yao Fu said.
The doctor was stunned for a moment, not knowing why she was so excited. After a while, he had a headache and said, "This problem needs to be studied and discussed by the company...... I am in favor of remediation, after all, this experiment is the company's current focus. Almost, as long as this problem is solved, it will be open to the public. But how to remedy it? Do we really send a doctor over? This kind of NPC's acquired schizophrenia, can our doctor cure it? And it's not convenient to be in the kind of environment in the overhead world. But maybe the world itself has a way to fix this error. There are so many mysteries in the world, and we are all just children. ”
Yao Fu said, "I want to go back to that world. ”
The doctor froze, looking up at her.
Seeing Yao Fu's pale face, "I want to solve the trouble I caused." ”
“…… How do you fix it? ”
“…… I don't know," Yao Fu's eyes were blank, and she quickly made up her mind again, "Maybe it's visiting famous doctors, maybe it's looking for strange things...... Teacher, that world, it's real...... There are a lot of things that we don't understand. Maybe there's a way. As long as there is any possibility, I want to do it. ”
"This, this, you write a report to the company, and the company will consider your opinion."
"I hope to approve it soon!" Yao Fu's voice was slightly anxious, "I can not go back as an employee, I can bear the losses and accidents by myself, and I don't ask for compensation from the company." I can give up everything here...... Please convince the leadership to approve it as soon as possible! The two worlds do not have the same speed of time. If we can't approve it all the time, the accidents that arise there will only be more difficult to deal with! ”
The doctor squinted at her, "...... If you don't do experiments, what will the company send you back for? Just to heal an NPC? He thought it was ridiculous, "Miss Yao, what's wrong with you?" Do you take that world seriously? I suggest you make an appointment with a psychiatrist. On the company's side, you don't have to worry about it for the time being, right? ”
The Doctor is already a send-off stance.
Yao Fu fell silent.
Before leaving, she stood in the doorway, turned around, bowed again, and pleaded, "I will write a report to the company, and this time, I am willing to stay in that world completely." Don't seek refuge from the company at a critical moment, just ask me to go back. Go back in my own name......"
The doctor looked at the tall young lady expressionlessly, and thought to himself, she was really crazy.
Yao Fu raised her head, her eyes moist, "Also, he's not an NPC. His name is Yuan Yingxing, and he is the leader of the Demon Sect, and he is also my ...... The person I love the most. ”
She is fascinated by him, nostalgic for him, and difficult to part with for him. When she loved him the most, it was his gentle eyes behind the yin, his heart that clearly hated her but tolerated her, and his protection when another consciousness wanted to kill her, it was him...... The last sentence "nothing to say".
She tried to run away from him, and she unconsciously approached him.
This catastrophe was accompanied by pain, and she was so sad that she couldn't let go.
She thought about Yuan Yingxing, and her heart was full of sourness. I think he was so cold and arrogant and egoistic at that time. But he smiled at her, and his smile was hook-like, very charming. When he is good to her, when he teases her, he is really good at talking. In the eyes of outsiders, he is the big devil; In Mochizuki's eyes, he is a betrayer. But he was so good to her, Yao Fu really liked him...... But that's all gone.
In Yao Fu's eyes, there was only the last moment, the young man with a blank expression.
Her heart ached.
She wanted Yuan Yingxing to get better. He got better, and everything started from scratch. She no longer uses the name of the system to attack him and hurt him......
The doctor's calm face finally changed, revealing a complicated expression. Watch Yao Fu turn around and leave.
The room was silent.
……
When Yao Fu confronted the company, in the world of everyone's mouth, in the world where Yao Fu had been for ten years, Yang Qing sent Mochizuki to Gongfu.
The two said goodbye in Gongbu, Mochizuki went back to the Holy Sect, and Yang Qing went back to Yunmen. The two have been together for a lifetime, but at the moment they are going to be separated.
The two parted at the foot of the mountain.
Yang Qing asked, "Are you afraid?" ”
Mochizuki thought for a moment, "I'm a little scared. But he wasn't so afraid. I'm not nothing, I have lovers. ”
Yang Qing touched her long hair, raised her eyes, and saw the slow-clothed young man coming down the mountain.
When they came over, someone had already informed Yuan Yingxing. Yuan Yingxing, the sect leader, was really casual, and when Mochizuki returned, he personally went down the mountain to greet him.
Later, several followers followed.
For a while, everyone from the Holy Sect went out, and there was only Yang Qing, a disciple of the White Dao, under the mountain. The White Dao disciples are surrounded by demon sect people, and anyone should be nervous.
Yang Qing just raised his head and met Yuan Yingxing's smiling gaze.
Sparks fly.