68. Reflection

After escaping from Xiao Yue's villa, Ye Ning hurriedly took a car and rushed back to his original house.

But when she got back here, she shuddered when she remembered the note in the cabinet and the empty home.

This is a cage that has always belonged to Xiao Yue, and the surroundings are full of Xiao Yue's eyes, and he is watching here all the time.

Downstairs is his house, upstairs may not be not, maybe there are others, this is his territory!

Ye Ning grabbed his wallet, mobile phone ID card in a hurry, ran out to take a car, and came to a hotel to stay. For the next few days, she huddled in this hotel, sleeping under the quilt, and slept dimly. When you're hungry, call for a takeout, and when you're tired, go back to sleep.

After falling asleep, she dreamed, and her dreams were all Xiao Yue, all kinds of Xiao Yue.

Xiao Yue said, showing superiority in front of you is just not good.

Xiao Yue said, you let Huo Chen hold your hand, and you let him call you Ning Ning.

Xiao Yue said, Ning Ning, Ning Ning, I will call you Ning Ning.

Xiao Yue said, what is mine is yours.

Xiao Yue said, I have worked hard for so many years, not to let others use Yuening Group to bully you.

Xiao Yue said, I have to be you.

Xiao Yue said, Ning Ning, don't be afraid of me.

Xiao Yue in her dream was a hideous and domineering tiger for a while, a poor little stray dog for a while, and a distant and indifferent teenager for a while.

The boy was getting farther and farther away from him, staring at him with a cold, struggling gaze.

She wanted to go over, she wanted to catch him, but she couldn't.

She was burning and weak, and when she looked down, she found that there was fire under her feet, and the flames licked her whole body.

She woke up suddenly, only to find that her lips were chapped and her throat was really burned by fire, and she wanted to get up and pour herself a glass of water, but who knew that she was so lightheaded that she almost fell there.

She raised her wrist to the tip of her nose, and the breath she exhaled burned the inside of her wrist so badly that she knew she had a fever.

She was sick.

Ye Ning stood up, took the kettle and boiled some water for himself, and at the same time called the waiter and asked them to buy medicine for him.

Common cold medicine, she took some casually, drank water again, and then continued to sleep with a stuffy head.

She is like an ostrich and needs to escape.

For several days, she was in a state of groginess, sometimes awake, sometimes unconscious.

All kinds of dreams, some are so sweet that they want to make people cry, some are chilling, and some are sad, resentful, and helpless.

His gentleness was engraved in her bones, but his means of covering the sky and the sun and controlling her desires suffocated her.

In that scorching temperature, Ye Ning stretched out his hand and covered his heart.

She didn't die, and even if such a disease burned her, she couldn't have died.

Her heart was still beating, and the beating heart was a pain so clear that it could be heard.

It hurts as if a piece of that heart has been stripped away, and it can no longer be whole.

By this time, she understood better than anyone else what love was.

That's it.

Even though he deceived himself, even though he played with her in the palm of his hand, despite his domineering and terrible control of all his own, even though this person's qiē and qiē could be fake, she still loved.

There is no reason for love.

He moisturized things silently, slowly invading her life. He put the bait and lowered the rod.

She was melted, hooked, and fell in love with it, and then caught off guard by reality.

Ye Ning opened his eyes blankly, looked at the ceiling in the hotel, and slowly closed his eyes.

She is an ostrich who never runs away.

When she was a girl, she was always running away and stubbornly not seeing the world clearly.

Now, she closed her eyes and sank into a fever that would have taken her mind away, and continued to escape.

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Ye Ning was woken up by the ringing of the phone, she got up and took the call.

This is Nan Nan calling back from the school dormitory: "Mom? ”

Ye Ning struggled and replied: "Nan Nan." ”

As soon as she said this, she was startled, her voice was so rough and hoarse, as if grit rubbed her throat, she was really sick for several days.

Nan Nan was also taken aback: "Mom, what's wrong with you?" ”

Ye Ning hurriedly shook his head: "I had a little cold yesterday, I drank less water, I was on fire, and my throat was uncomfortable." Nan Nan has something to do? ”

Nan Nan wondered: "Mom, it's Friday today, who will pick me up in the afternoon, are you coming with your father?" What do we eat at night? ”

He's got into the habit of picking him up on Fridays, then shopping and having a big meal together!

Ye Ning touched his forehead, a little sweaty, this is past it.

She propped up her sore body, got up and took a shower in the bathroom, and then began to put on her clothes and prepare to pick up Nan Nan from school.

Nan Nan was obviously surprised that only her mother came to pick her up: "Where's Dad?" ”

Ye Ning was silent, but still said to Nan Nan seriously: "Nan Nan, if you have to choose between father and mother, who will you choose?" ”

After saying this, she suddenly shook her head again: "You better follow your father." ”

Maybe a qiē can be fake, but Nan Nan should be Xiao Yue's biological flesh and blood, this can't be fake, tiger poison does not eat children, he will at least treat Nan Nan well, and provide Nan Nan with a good social status and a favorable living environment, which he can't do.

Nan Nan's bright eyes looked at Ye Ning in confusion, and finally couldn't help asking, "Mom, what happened?" ”

He felt that something was wrong when he saw his mother from the beginning, and he endured it all the time, and now he found out that something had happened, and it was still a big deal!

Ye Ning lowered his head and thought about it, and honestly admitted: "I have a little conflict with your father, we may not get married, and we will not live together in the future, you have to choose one of the two." ”

Nan Nan frowned: "Why?" Did Dad do something wrong? ”

Ye Ning shook his head: "No, many things between adults can't be judged by right or wrong, I just don't think it's appropriate for us to be together." ”

Nan Nan frowned even more: "But Dad loves you very much, don't you love him?" ”

Ye Ning looked at her son in surprise, she didn't expect her son, who was only in the first grade of primary school, to be able to say whether he loved it or not.

Ye Ning lowered his head: "This has nothing to do with whether you love or not." ”

Nan Nan disagreed even more: "Mom, you and Dad are finally getting married, he loves you so much, since you also love him, why don't you get married?" ”

Ye Ning frowned and looked at Nan Nan: "What do you mean he loves me so much?" ”

Nan Nan pouted and was unhappy: "Of course, my father loves my mother the most, and he loves me a lot more than me!" ”

Ye Ning didn't admit it, nor did he deny it, he drooped his head and didn't speak.

Nan Nan looked at her mother, leaned over, sighed and said, "But if you and your father really can't get married, I'll admit it!" ”

He frowned: "I still have to follow my mother." ”

"Don't you like Dad?"

I could protect my father before, and I couldn't wait to pester my father.

Nan Nan hugged her mother's neck: "I love my father, and I love my mother even more!" ”

Ye Ning's heart suddenly warmed.

She hugged Nan Nan's little body with her backhand: "Nan Nan, I love Nan Nan the most!" ”

On the weekend, Ye Ningqiang cheered up and played with Nan Nan.

Nan Nan wondered, "Mom, aren't we going back to our former home?" ”

Ye Ning: "I don't know. ”

Nan Nan looked at her mother's blank eyes and shook her head helplessly: "Alas, okay! ”

He suddenly felt that his life was so miserable, his mother seemed to be sick, and he was quite strict.

He thought about it, but comforted his mother and said, "Actually, it's good to stay in a hotel." ”

You don't have to worry about your mother's hard cleaning, and you can order takeout!

People say that the daughter is the father's little lover, and the son should be the mother's little lover.

No matter how much sadness, helplessness and fear there are, the company of his sensible and considerate son gradually calmed Ye Ning.

On Monday, Ye Ning drove his son to school early.

After sending her son away, her heart suddenly emptied.

Without Xiao Yue, without her son, and without her work, she walked in the crowd blankly, looking at the people around her in a hurry. Everyone was in a hurry, everyone had their own destination, but she lost her direction.

picked up the phone, flipped through it, and pulled out Xiao Yue's phone number.

That night, he told himself to get out, saying that if he was afraid of him and didn't love him, then get out and never let him see her.

After a serious illness and the past few days with her son, her mood has slowly settled down.

She knew she loved him.

I also know that he must be very sad now.

Although he has been lying to himself, he still loves himself.

He tried to suppress his own nature, hollowed out his mind to speculate on his thoughts, lowered his posture, boiled frogs in warm water, and let himself gradually get used to him.

He was sick, though he was sick, but it was painful, his eyes were painful, his lips were chapped, and he dreamed longing.

He is jealous, jealous, and possessive.

None of this is fake.

Ye Ning squatted there in pain, his head buried in his knees.

She thought, Ye Ning, why are you so entangled, why don't you let yourself go, and let him go?

Take a step back and open the sky, as long as she doesn't care about those, what is within her reach is his love.

In this way, he, and Nan Nan will feel a lot better.

Ye Ning took out his mobile phone and pressed his phone number number by number on the button.

After a long silence, one more number was deleted.

Almost a week has passed, what is he doing, angry, sad, hopeless, or indifferently continuing to start his life?

Ye Ning took out his mobile phone again and pressed his phone number number again.

This time, she dialed it out.

But the response to her was, "The phone you made is off." ”

Ye Ning listened to the voice in a daze and let out a bitter laugh.

Don't they have this fate after all?

She looked up at the sky, the city was often filled with smog skies, and at this time it was so clear.

Xiao Yue, I love you, I really love you.

But is it really possible to have only love?

The distance between us is so far.

Just then, the phone rang.

Ye Ning lowered his head and took it blankly.

On the other end of the phone, an anxious voice came: "Is it Ye Nan's parent?" Ye Nan is gone. ”