26. Disturbed mind
Xiyue watched dumbfounded as he swallowed the Origin Pill, and Yili once said that this Origin Pill was extremely difficult to make, so Master Hui Shui had only practiced one so far, but this only one had allowed Zishuo to swallow it. After a short period of stunnedness, Xiyue was furious, and her palm luck slapped towards Zishuo's door, "Bastard! Give me back the Origin Dan! ”
The two were extremely close, Zishuo didn't expect her to make a sudden move, her palm wind was sandwiched with a trace of cold air, Rao is quick reaction was able to dodge, and the left cheek was still blown out by the palm wind.
The two quickly passed a few moves, if it was about skills, Zi Shuo was far above the moon, but he didn't want to hurt her, he just avoided and didn't fight back, and soon found that her internal strength was a little weird, far from the pure yang qi she practiced when she was in the barren mountain before. He didn't delay any longer, and after a false move, he quickly slapped her on the left shoulder, and her whole body softened.
He stopped her and hugged her, reaching out to probe her pulse, "What kind of exercises have you practiced in the palace?" ”
Xiyue hated him to death at this time, and only glared at him fiercely. Zishuo helped her sit down, and he sat cross-legged in front of her, looking at her silently for a moment, and then slowly spoke, "Yezi, I'm sorry." I...... I'm just for your good. She still glared at him with a calm face, his lips pursed, and he looked at her for a moment, "I know you have a lot of doubts in your heart, you were imprisoned in the palace by Yan Xu before, I am afraid that the more you know, the more it will arouse his suspicions, so I can't bear to tell you many things." But now that you are out of his grasp, it is time for you to know about your past. ”
Xiyue glared at him, and then staggered her gaze to look away, Zishuo had a wry smile on his face, sorted out his thoughts, and said lightly: "I told you last time that you grew up in Wubarren Mountain, and you have a deep relationship with Yili and the late crown princess Gu Xiyue, and they all take care of you as a sister." If it hadn't been for Yan Xu's sudden intervention, they would have been a group of children by now. But Yan Xuqiang married Gu Xiyue, not only that, but Gu Xiyue's death is afraid that it will be inseparable from him. ”
When he said this, Xiyue looked at him sharply, "Do you suspect that he killed Gu Xiyue?" No way. ”
How could Yan Xu kill Gu Xiyue? He obviously loves her so much, others don't know, but she has seen Gu Xiyue's "corpse" in his secret room with her own eyes, if she doesn't love someone very much, how can she carefully preserve her corpse day and night, and even change her name to Xiyue to relieve the pain of lovesickness? In fact, as early as the last time Zishuo told her, although she didn't want to admit it on her lips, she knew in her heart that she was just a substitute for Gu Xiyue.
Zishuo continued: "I don't know exactly how, but you and Yili both thought so at that time, especially you, who kept shouting to avenge Gu Xiyue. You were too young at the time, you didn't understand anything, and you were worried that you didn't know how important it was to provoke Yan Xu, and he knew that Yan Xu would not let him go, he and Yan Xu would finally have a day of reckoning, he was only worried that it would hurt you, and it happened that I was going to leave the barren mountain at that time, and I asked me to take you away, but also to let you change the environment and forget about the moon. ”
He watched her quietly, the firelight flickering, her cheeks covered with a pale pink glow, glowing with a lovely flush, but those eyes were wide open, suspicious and defensive. When Gu Xiyue died, Ye Xuan was only fourteen years old, young and impulsive, sad and shouting all day long to avenge Gu Xiyue, changing the laziness of the past, dancing with guns and swords day and night. At that time, he proposed to leave the Great Compassion Temple and return to Wei, and he asked him to take Ye Xuan to leave for a while. Looking back now, the three years in Wei were the happiest days of his life, but it's a pity......
He sighed, ignoring her scrutinizing gaze, and continued: "Although you have left the Jin Kingdom, you have always remembered the matter of revenge in your heart, but you have never been allowed to go back. It wasn't until three years later that Yan Xu was ordered to secretly inspect Zheng, Liang, and Wei, and that year happened to be in Wei. You find out that he likes to watch singing and dancing, so you pretend to be a dancing girl and sneak into the fireworks place he frequents, and assassinate him while he is watching singing and dancing. You lost your memory and became a dancing girl by his side. ”
He looked into her eyes and said word by word: "Ye Zi, when you were in the barren mountain before, Yili and Du Yi never told you your true identity, so that you can live a carefree life, at that time, they all thought that they could protect you for a lifetime, but unfortunately the world is impermanent, now you must know that Yan Xu kept you by your side for a purpose." You are a stranger, Yan Xu in order to get the Ten Directions, the Alien is an indispensable tool, he can only use your blood to open the mechanism of the Ten Directions. ”
He paused at this point, for fear that she would not be able to stand the cruel truth, but he did not want her to just look at him with wide eyes and fixed eyes, without the slightest strangeness on her face. Suddenly, she sneered, "I see, okay, I know about me and Yan Xu now, so ...... What about you? Speaking of which, you haven't sued me about the part between you and me. The name Zishuo was given after you entered the Flame Division, what was your original name? ”
She just has no memory, but she is not a fool, since he forcibly snatched Shi Yuan Dan just now, she knows that although he told her that what he did was for her good, he was by no means open to her, since when he was in the palace, he concealed his identity three or four times, and what he sued her was between her and Yili or Gu Xiyue, and even between Yan Xu, so far, she still knows nothing except that he is a flame envoy.
Zishuo didn't expect her to ask like this, she was stunned for a while, and then heard her mocking: "What? kept saying that what he did was for my good, and he said that he would protect me, but he didn't even dare to tell me by his name. She rolled her eyes, raised her chin slightly, and glanced at him disdainfully, "I did something wrong, so I didn't dare to tell the truth?" ”
This last sentence made Zishuo's heart roll like a huge wave, and after the huge wave calmed down, a trace of sadness suddenly appeared. After her disappearance, he went crazy looking for her, and when he learned that she had been brought into the palace by him for failing to assassinate Yan Xu, he regretted it in his heart. He wanted to save her, but Yan Xu acted without leakage, and he knew how sought-after the alien blood was, so he never let her out of the palace after he brought her into the palace, so he had no idea where to start. He had no choice but to take the Bliss Pill and enter the Flame Division, gaining Tong Mo's trust with his excellent performance, and finally successfully broke through the fighting beast ring. He originally wanted to win Yan Xu's appreciation and get close to him, but things went quite smoothly, but she actually transferred him to the crown prince Yan Min. Fortunately, although he couldn't get close to Yan Xu directly, he still entered the palace as he wished.
After learning that she had lost her memory, he was sad and happy in his heart, and he felt sad that she had forgotten him, but it was precisely because she had forgotten him that she had forgotten what he had done to her at the same time, and she had forgotten what she had done to her. He and her have a chance to start over. He originally planned to take her back to Wei to start over after rescuing her, and he would fulfill her whatever life she loved. But he didn't expect that the small pill just now almost disrupted his entire plan. He hoped that she would remember the past, but he didn't want her to remember that she had worn a wedding dress and cut off a piece of red to break off his grace.
She disappeared after ignoring it, and when she got the news of her again, she had been transformed into the palace by Yan Xu. If it weren't for him breaking her heart, she wouldn't have had the puppet-like experience of the past three years. At this time, he was silent in the face of her questioning, not knowing how to answer.
After a long time, he spoke with difficulty, his voice was obscure, "My surname is An, my name is Yi, my grandfather is the monarch of Wei, and my father is the sixth son of the monarch of Wei, Xiangwang, who was executed by the family for the crime of rebellion in his early years, I am his only son, I was only three years old when the accident happened, I was rescued by the old servant risking death, and I have been living incognito among the people. In order to learn peerless martial arts, the old servant sent me to the Great Compassion Temple as a lay disciple when I was sixteen years old, and it was there that I met you, when you were only thirteen years old, and we can be regarded as childhood sweethearts. In two years, I want to go back to Wei, and I will let me take you away, originally we were going to get married, but at that time I did something that made you sad, you ran away in anger, and the assassination of Yan Xu failed, and I entered the Flame Division under a false name in order to save you. You know what happened next. ”
He swallowed Hui Shui's Shi Yuan Dan, she had no possibility of recovering her memory, he could have panicked casually, but he didn't want to do that, he would rather be vague and only cover up that incident with the sentence "did something that made you sad", as for what was the thing that made her sad, he planned to let it rot in his stomach, anyway, he already knew that he was wrong, and he would never let that happen again.
He raised his eyes to look at her, and added, "What I said is all true, if there is a lie, the sky will thunder." "He's just hiding something, it's not lying, he's telling himself that in his heart.
Xiyue looked at him coldly, and suddenly sneered: "It's all true? In that case, why did you snatch my Origin Pill? You're afraid I'll remember everything, including what you've done, so you'd rather let me continue to lose my memory, so I'll just listen to your nonsense. Zishuo, no, An Yi ......" She said this, as if she was thinking of something, sneered, and changed her words: "The name An Yi, I don't know if it's true or not, I'll still call you Zishuo." Zishuo ...... Don't you feel that your words and actions are inconsistent? Do you really think I'm a fool? ”
She said that she would ignore him again, the acupuncture point that had been pointed had been solved, she pulled the big curtain on the side and covered herself, closed her eyes and slept. An Yi looked at her calm face like water, only to feel full of bitterness, she was right, if he wasn't weak-hearted, how could he be afraid that she would remember everything, since he robbed her of the Origin Pill, why should she believe his words? He smiled wryly, sat down by the campfire again, and silently stirred up the dead branches that were about to be extinguished.
Although Xiyue closed her eyes, she was actually in turmoil, she just tried her best to pretend that nothing happened, Zishuo's words seemed to explode a thunderbolt in her heart, and she was at a loss. She came to him because of the failure to assassinate Yan Xu? She's a heterogeneous? Yan Xu wants to use her blood to open the mechanism? She remembered what he said when she first met Yili, don't believe Yan Xu, he is a demon......
Is he really a demon? Are those gentleness and thoughtfulness fake? That night in Sendai, he held her face, as if holding the most precious rare treasure, he had told her so affectionately, she had always been in his heart, he liked her warm ...... Are those all fake?
She clenched her teeth in pain, forcing herself not to think about Zishuo's words, if he didn't have a ghost in his heart, why would he snatch her Origin Pill? It can be seen that what he said is not credible. Thinking like this, she felt better, and then remembered Yili, counting the days, today is the third day, Yili agreed with her on that day, he would wait for her at the river and stream in the north of the camp tonight, and he couldn't go to the appointment, I don't know what will happen to him?