460 I can't find my way home
After Lu Yichen brought Qinghe home, Qinghe returned to his original appearance. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
He asked her to do whatever she wanted, and she was so well-behaved that she was at his mercy, but after she lay on the bed, she still grabbed Lu Yichen's hand and didn't let him leave.
Her face slowly recovered from her paleness, and Lu Yichen gently patted the back of her hand: "Qingqing, it's okay, just get some sleep, I won't leave, can I close my eyes and rest now?" ”
Lu Yichen also regained his reason from the anger just now, just like He Wei said, why would a person with no memory at all go crazy and be scared after seeing Wen Yuanjie? He wanted to know in particular, what happened to Qinghe and Wen Yuanjie that he didn't know?
Qinghe's eyes widened and he stared at Lu Yichen, biting his lip tightly, not letting go, not speaking.
"Qingqing, can I sing to you??" Even though Qinghe seemed quieter now, as if she had calmed down, Lu Yichen still knew the fear and uneasiness in her heart.
Thinking about it, when Qinghe was unhappy before, he liked to listen to him sing.
"Like you." Qinghe whispered the name of the song.
Lu Yichen's whole body stiffened, and something flashed in his eyes and nodded with a smile: "I like you/Those eyes are moving/The laughter is more charming/May it be again/Caressing you/That lovely face ......" In the next half hour, he sang Huang Jiaju's "Like You" single loop at the request of Qinghe.
sang until Qinghe's tears flashed, and Lu Yichen stopped, just because he heard her whispering voice, like talking to herself, like talking to him.
"I always have dreams, and the scenes in my dreams are very real. Sometimes I can't tell if it's a dream or a reality, and I feel like a crazy person sometimes...... No, those dreams or memories are making me crazy.
I have a disease, depression, it doesn't seem serious, but for people like me who don't have willpower, it's actually a terminal illness.
Well, my dad said that he had told my fortune and that I had died of illness in the end.
I've had dreams too, and some messy memories, and I'm dead. Tortured by depression to commit suicide, Chenchen, you know, there is no you in the dream, there is no Ningzi. I had a bad time there, but Wen Yuanjie was the male protagonist there.
Yes, it's him, but in reality I'm not familiar with him, that feeling...... I don't know how to say it, I'm scared, really, I'm ......"
Qinghe became in pain again as he spoke, and he sat up, leaning on Lu Yichen's chest, her tears wetting his shirt and burning his heart.
"Do you know how I felt when I was taken away by Bi Taofeng and beaten and scolded by her? I still feel unreal, and if it weren't for the hurt and the pain that told me, I don't remember feeling any pain. When I picked up the knife and stabbed Bi Taofeng again and again, I actually had a kind of quick revenge. Feel.
When I thought revenge was taken, but that quick. The feeling came too fast and went too fast.
Later, I used the same method to deal with Hua Zhiqi. I don't remember how she escaped, but I remember you telling me she was dead.
Come to think of it, the doctor told me where the artery in her neck was, and I plunged the fatal artery in her neck with a syringe, and even if I was sent to the hospital, I wouldn't be able to save it.
She, Hua Zhiqi has not appeared in my dreams, nor has she appeared in my so-called memories...... Even Bi Taofeng's ending is not like this.
Chenchen, I can't get out, it's been three years, and I've tried hard to forget. But when I saw him, I remembered everything, and I couldn't tell who I was, who you were, and where I was......
I can't find my way home......"
When Qinghe said that she had depression, said that she killed Bi Taofeng and Hua Zhiqi with her own hands, said that she could distinguish between reality and dreams, said that she couldn't get out, and said that she couldn't find the way home.
Lu Yichen felt for a moment that the person in his arms at this moment was very far away. The dreams she said were very similar to those that the second sister said, and now it seems that his Qingqing also had similar dreams.
"I was mentally confused, I couldn't really figure out who I was. I want my dad to be alive and well, but in my dream my dad is gone, do you know how much my heart hurts when my dad is away?
Why, why is there no you in the dream...... Why is it all pain and sorrow left to me in my dreams? Chenchen, what should I do? I really want to live a good life, listen to my father's words to recruit a son-in-law, and ask Lingu Village to be a teacher quietly, just like Teacher Lu, whom my father respects and worships.
But I can't, although I love the feeling of standing on the podium, but every time I face those innocent and lovely children, I think of me in my dreams and those memories.
It's like a previous life...... Yes, I feel like I've been born again, but it's all like my own imagination......"
Qinghe said upside down, but the more Lu Yichen listened, the more surprised he became.
Especially the last few keywords: past life? Rebirth?
In fact, there are traces of these, such as being able to write such a good novel at a young age, as well as those trademarks and the suggestions and ideas that have been put forward to several of his hairdressers. Once upon a time, Lu Yichen also sighed, how could Qinghe, a tomboy, be so calm.
It's obviously a little girl of a few years old.
Now he fully understands, for example, the first time they met, how could he understand what he said in Cantonese for children who have never even been out of the county?
You know, at that time, he couldn't even speak Mandarin well.
There have been many people on the Internet who have said that Qinghe may have the ability to predict the future, but novels, trademarks, and some investments can't say anything, and the Wenzhou earthquake proves the words "predicting the future".
If all this is true, then it is really as Qingqing herself said, she has hereditary depression, and if her willpower and stress relief are not strong enough, she will easily fall into her own world.
Lu Yichen hugged her tightly, kissed her forehead, lifted her chin to make her eyes look at herself, let her feel that her eyes were full of him, and used her own temperature to make her feel that everything now is real.
"Qingqing, don't care what the dreams or memories are in those dreams. You just care about now, now your world has me, you see that I have temperature, real in front of you. Don't be afraid, I'm real, even that guy Hua Moning is really alive.
Don't be afraid, you can't find your way home, I'll take you home, okay? Don't be afraid, don't be worried. Everything that happened in those dreams is fake, you just have to feel the present. You want to see Hua Moning, will I call him to come and see you? ”
He knew that heart medicine still needed heart medicine, and the psychiatrist would have to invite him tomorrow.
Hua Moning is a rival in love, he is willing to relax with him one more foot!