58. Chapter 58
I didn't really have any ideas, the moment I decided to reconcile with Roy, I had already put that past behind and decided not to think about it anymore, never to mention it again, as if it hadn't happened. Isn't that a bit detached?
Not really.
Roy's mom was right.
"Xue Lingyi, it's quite shameless."
I also think I'm quite shameless, I swore by people's money, and finally broke my oath secretly.
In fact, looking back on the whole thing, it is very easy to understand, it is a very ordinary person who takes money to send an inconspicuous person away from his child, and that person takes the money and ends up entangled with her child.
The skins and indifferent attitudes of people are directly proportional to their age, and although my inner sense of morality still makes me uneasy, it is now clear that I do not want to be separated from Roy, and I feel that there is nothing to separate us from.
Those promises are already bullshit in my eyes.
We didn't sign a contract, it was just a verbal agreement, and you and I were willing to do it at the time. This can only be regarded as an investment, and everyone understands that this kind of investment cannot be put on the table, and there is no way to make the so-called legal protection, so since you have invested, you have to bear the risk of me breaking the contract.
It can be seen that my skin is not ordinary thick.
But I love her, I can't help it.
During the hour of chatting with Roy's mother, I barely said anything, I actually wanted that conversation to be over, so I used a trick that I thought was useful I just don't talk much, and it worked very well for my mother, if she didn't pay attention to what she said to me, she would definitely go to my dad, but Roy's mother is different here, she can ignore my ignorance, and keep talking to herself, I think, this is also a kind of ability.
Noble ladies are different, endurance is good.
For more than an hour, the first half was still quite kind, greeting my whole family, and the second half was a little impatient, which couldn't help but make me sigh that she was just like that.
She said, I didn't expect you to be such a person, aren't you afraid of retribution?
She said, do you know how disgusting it is to be gay.
She said, I heard that you always clinged to Roy, and it was you who hurt her.
She said, I won't admit you.
She said, still the same sentence, do you think you are worthy of Roy? What do you have?
……
Probably because she felt that she was too much to play the piano to the cow, and that she couldn't beat me up, so Roy's mother was finally defeated by my silence and ended the short conversation without knowing what else to say.
But it may also be because her friend called her to do a SPA to end, women, skin is always very important, in today's society where age can no longer be judged from the skin, everyone wants to make their skin appear younger than the actual age, to satisfy their own satisfaction.
Maybe her mother realized the fact that what was the point of insulting me, and she couldn't be beautiful.
Although I was a little shocked by my own strong heart, it still hurt a little, and those words that pretended not to listen to my heart were really hurtful.
Roy in front of me was still frowning and waiting for my answer, my nose was sore, the tears that I had endured along the way, the tears that I had sucked into my eyes with a cold joke that was not funny at all, finally couldn't hold back, and I cried out with a wow.
Roy once said that my cry was particularly ugly.
It was an activity organized by the student council, I don't remember the details very well, I only remember that an activity plan I designed was criticized for being useless, at that time I hugged Roy and cried, and when I finished crying, she said, your crying is too ugly, don't cry like this in the future.
Once I cried, it was a little uncontrollable, and my feelings were depressed, and all the grievances that had nothing to do with this matter came to my heart, and I watched her hand reach over and want to touch my hair, and took two steps forward, hooked her neck and hugged her.
I rested my head on her shoulder, feeling her hand tighten on my waist.
This tight, I cried even louder, and I couldn't hold back and shouted, "Your mother scolded me." ”
This sentence was said very quickly, and it was very vague, and at first glance I thought it was you scolding me, but thinking about it almost made me laugh.
Roy patted me on the back and whispered, "That's what she's like, leave her alone." ”
I sniffed, suddenly thought of something, put my hand on her shoulder and broke her away, wiped her tears with my hand, put the bag in my hand in front of her and said, "Egg tart, it's been a long time, hurry up and eat it, otherwise it won't be delicious, and I've been in line for a long time." ”
She popped and laughed.
I also think I'm funny, plus the swear word that made me hold back laughing just now, I simply laughed with her, this laugh was more out of control than crying, laughing while opening the tart box, my hands trembled so much that I could barely use my strength, and finally Roy took the box and opened it easily.
I wowed.
We both laughed again because of my wow.
She said, "Xue Lingyi, what the hell is in your head?" ”
I blurted out, "Pretending to be you." ”
She glanced at me.
So we started eating egg tarts, which tasted good, no wonder there were so many people in line, I wiped my hands with a tissue and asked Roy, "Is it delicious?" If it's delicious, I'll buy you some tomorrow. ”
She snorted.
After all, it was my birthday, and Roy felt that he couldn't have too shabby, and although I said that I was already satisfied with the ring on my hand, Roy insisted on taking me out to dinner, saying that it had already been booked.
I think so, it's a bit of a waste not to eat after making a reservation.
But when it comes to rings, Roy seems to be angry, and she didn't say anything just now after buttoning the strap of her high heels and then helping her put the ring on, and she didn't do anything like a little temper, which made me feel relieved and uneasy.
To be honest, I still want to coax her, after all, she doesn't lose her temper often, how rare it is for me. In the past, I was often in a state of fear that she would leave me at any time, so I was very careful with her Yiqiē, and once I was too careful, it often backfired.
It's different now, and I feel that our relationship is getting better and better after the reconciliation.
When I was thinking about how to make her unhappy again, she suddenly said, "Xue Lingyi, the ring matter is not over yet." ”
I cheered so hard that I almost didn't jump out of my seat.
She looked at me suspiciously, "Why are you so happy?" ”
I pursed my lips and couldn't help laughing, "No, no, no." ”
After dinner, we walked on the footbridge in the city, less than half an hour away, I felt very comfortable, and when we reached the middle of the bridge, we stopped to face the river to feel the oncoming wind, and after a short while, Roy suddenly put his hand on my shoulder, put the hat on her head and put the hat on my head and said, "Happy birthday Xue Lingyi." ”
I hey, hey, hey,
I said, "What to do, I want to kiss you." ”
I saw her brow raised slightly, and then took off her hat and put it on my head, this time with a lot of force, covering my face and obscuring my vision.
She said, "Go back." ”
In order to dissipate her anger, after we took a shower, I was very attentive to serve as a massage expert, let her lie on the sofa, and rub her shoulders.
Me: "It must be very hard to film every day and read the script every day. ”
Her: "Hmm. ”
Me: "I'm still staying up late, I must be tired." ”
Her: "Hmm. ”
Me: "So Roy don't be angry. With that, I looked down and kissed her on the shoulder, "Okay." ”
She:......
Me: "Roy is the best, how can Roy be so good." ”
She laughed when she heard this, turned over and suddenly faced me, and said with a disgusted expression, "It's not comfortable to press at all." ”
I hahaha a few times, "I haven't studied, when I go back to learn from my mother, it will make you very comfortable." ”
I promise that what I want to express by this comfort is a simple comfort, but perhaps it is usually dirty at every turn, and the word has lost its original meaning as soon as it comes out, and I can see that Roy has also misunderstood, because she touched the hand of the ring on my hand and paused.
We looked at each other, the color of my eyebrows began to change, I put my hand on her head, and she hooked my neck very cooperatively, and we began to kiss.
Undress.
Touch each other.
Gasp.
Well.
The bed thing is really amazing, obviously not drinking, but it can make people drunk to the core, looking at her as if she is confused, unable to think normally, can only use cells to feel a qiē, the whole body attention is only on one point, that point makes you unconscious, makes you want to grasp something but is so weak that it is weak.
Roy always likes to dominate, I have little problem with that, and I like how she likes it.
We went from the living room to the bedroom, it took a long time, we sweated a lot, and finally we were all tired, I leaned on her, and she held me from behind.
I like her to hug me like this, it doesn't matter if I do it or not, it doesn't matter if I wear clothes or not, I feel at ease with her behind my back, I put her hand on my waist, I touched her palm and said, "I didn't tell you, my feelings after being educated by your mother." ”
She buried herself in my neck and hummed softly.
The direction in which I touched her palm changed from clockwise to counterclockwise.
I said, "Roy, I say I love you every day, but I really love you." It may be that it is dark and late at night, and people are not ashamed or sad, I continued, "Don't worry, I won't leave you again unless you chase me." I thought about it, "I'm not going to leave." ”
How can I give it up?
She still snorted, lifted her head, and bit my neck hard.
It made me gasp for no reason, but it made me feel like she hadn't bitten hard enough.
Roy said, "You can't leave me anymore, I can't take it." ”
Ouch, I couldn't help but pause.
She added, "I forgive you the first time, if only there was a next time." ”
She stopped at this point, and I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, but she buried her head in the back of my neck again.
I asked, "How's next time?" ”
I heard her sigh softly, "Not good. ”