20. Chapter 20

Su Tanqing flashed a lot of thoughts in an instant, she looked at Yang Shiniang in shock, and was about to blurt out a sentence of 'Do you like me too', but she was stuck because of Yang Shiyiniang's clothes and the surrounding scene.

Yes, this is ancient, not even if you have never seen a woman-girl love, but you have heard of the modern lily. In modern times, at best, I don't like same-sex, but in ancient times it was โ–กโ–ก naked deception.

Su Tanqing, who was already in turmoil, was even more confused because of this discovery.

After Yang Shiniang asked, she didn't dare to look at Su Tanqing because this topic was too embarrassing, but she didn't hear Su Tanqing's answer for a long time.

She turned her head to look at Su Tanqing, but saw Su Tanqing look away.

Yang Shiniang's heart trembled, [Is this angry? ใ€‘

At this moment, Su Tanqing spoke, "I'...... You...... I can tell you, but you have to promise not to say it. โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆ Good. โ€

"I was thinking of taking care of them in this way, but when I suddenly thought of another concern, I dismissed this idea."

"What...... What are the concerns? โ€

"I ......" Su Tanqing wanted to say it herself, but after thinking about it, this scene was not very suitable, so she said: "Let's talk about it when I get home." โ€

โ€œโ€ฆโ€ฆ Good. โ€

On the way back, Su Tanqing gradually cleared up his thoughts. The gap between ancient and modern times slowly came to mind, and she herself could accept it, let alone have any psychological baggage.

But Yang Shiniang is different, no matter how enlightened she is, she is also an ancient person, due to the ancient bondage and oppression of women, the love between women and women is often associated with back and even incest.

Even if Su Tanqing could wait for them to be affectionate before revealing the identity of the woman, Su Tanqing was unwilling to do so. If you can't dispel Yang Shiniang's burden of back and morality and incest, Su Tanqing is willing to hide this feeling.

Even if the two are happy, if one of them carries a heavy burden of thoughts, then in the end, I am afraid that neither of them will be happy.

Su Tanqing frowned and pondered, thinking about all the resources he could use......

She was suddenly glad that she had made up an immortal master, and she wanted to break through the shackles of etiquette, this kind of mysterious and mysterious thing couldn't be better.

The so-called "unbroken, unbroken", the most untrustworthy ghosts and gods are only said to have been confirmed, so the "entrained" "big rebellious" "private goods" will also be imperceptibly accepted, right?

If Yang Shiniang wants to firmly believe in this immortal's words, the only way to let her experience it herself and cast a spell in person.

It turned out that Su Tanqing was too lazy to teach Yang Shiniang this, she just wanted Yang Shiyi Niang to believe this statement.

If you really want to teach mantras, you have to teach her not only English pronunciation, but also specific rhymes. What's more, it's still difficult to succeed, Su Tanqing himself has already believed that he has been practicing for a long time. Those who are not determined enough don't know how long it will take.

Now I have to try everything, first give Yang Shiniang a floating spell to feel it, strengthen her confidence, and then let her herself be able to use such a small "spell".

But now the focus is on...... It's as if I just realized that I like someone, and I've already shown a peach blossom in front of her......

When he returned home and sat down in the hall, the time on the road allowed Su Tan to clear most of his thoughts. After a while, he lay on the table and frowned and looked out of the hall door, looking like a "troubled teenager" in the eyes of others.

In fact, Su Tanqing was afraid that Yang Shiyi's mother would not be able to control her own expression, and once Su Tanqing saw it, Su Tanqing would not be able to continue with a "big grin".

"Where did I just go? Well...... I first thought about marrying Sister Liu. Isn't it? You see, I can make them feel a little better, and I can also disguise my womanhood. Su Tanqing said depressedly on the table. [When I didn't think clearly about the person I liked, I already expressed my desire to marry someone else, can it not be so miserable? ] ใ€‘

"Woman's ?!!" Yang Shiniang was like being poured a basin of cold water on her head, and her face turned pale suddenly.

Su Tanqing didn't seem to "realize" what a secret he had said, and he didn't move when he heard Yang Shiniang's words. "yes, you don't know how annoying it is for me to be talked about getting a wife."

Yang Shiniang's mind was in chaos, and she didn't know how to react. It's just that when I saw the reaction of others, I subconsciously leaned in that direction.

Su Tanqing looked like he was talking about what he ate this morning, and Yang Shiyi Niang didn't show any fierce attitude, but just said in a wooden voice: "Oh? โ€

"The key is here, although I think it's normal for women to fall in love, but Sister Liu won't think so, it's like this in a small place, what if I fall in love with her for a long time and she likes another man?" Su Tanqing continued to lie on his stomach as if he had no bones, and shook his head when he said what to do.

"It's normal for women to fall in love?" Yang Shiniang only noticed this sentence in a daze, and didn't pay attention to what Su Tanqing said later.

"Of course," hearing Yang Shiyi Niang's words, Su Tanqing finally straightened up and looked at Yang Shi Niang, "You are also from everyone, even if you haven't heard of the palace maid nun grinding mirrors, you should know how to break your sleeves and divide peaches, right?" โ€

Yang Shi Niang: "......"

Yang Shiniang wanted to say that men were different, but she was stimulated by Su Tanqing's surprised eyes of 'you don't know', and she just couldn't say the words in her mouth.

"It doesn't matter if I don't know, the book left by my master says it." With that, he got up and went to the study.

Of course, it's right to go to the study, but in fact, it's to go to the space to find evidence, and there won't be anything like a novel story in the space.

However, many books are serious and use the most normal tone to talk about how women and girls can double cultivate, what kind of etiquette should be used when meeting a pair of female Taoist couples when traveling, what medicinal materials are needed for female girls' medicines, how to refine these medicines, how to get pregnant easily, and so on.

Those are really very academic and very commonplace tones to compile medical books. And it's very common to say that this is the case.

Yang Shiniang originally felt ridiculous, but she was stimulated by Su Tanqing's 'pity' gaze, and failed to keep Su Tanqing in time.

Su Tanqing handed over the book to Yang Shiyi Niang, and opened a few books casually and put them in front of Yang Shi Niang.

Yang Shiniang glanced at it a few times, and said in her heart, how could there be such a thing. I'm ashamed to keep looking, but I can't make a faux puff to close them all. You can only roughly skim the text on it.

Su Tanqing fell back to his place and looked out of the door, "So a small place is trouble, if I am moved and lose here, there is no place to cry." โ€

Yang Shi Niang: "......"

There was a tone in her words that Yang Shiniang, who was sure that it was not a small place, must understand, so that Yang Shiyi Niang couldn't say anything more.

"But I shouldn't be so unconfident, I should believe that feelings are mutual. If I like Sister Liu, it is very likely that Sister Liu will also like me. So it won't happen if you marry Sister Liu, you say, right? Su Tanqing looked at Yang Shiniang this time, and the tension in the depths of her eyes was well concealed.

"Not good!" Yang Shiniang blurted out. Even though she was treated by Su Tanqing as a mess now, she still subconsciously vetoed it when she heard that Su Tanqing was going to marry.

Su Tanqing just wanted to hear this answer from Yang Shiniang's mouth, and then naturally decided not to marry, and didn't want to just know each other's minds like this, so she had to wait to make sure that Yang Shiyi Niang would not have psychological baggage.

Yang Shiniang blurted out a little regretful, first, it was too rude, second, she was too eager, and third, she couldn't say the reason now.

Unexpectedly, Su Tanqing nodded very seriously after hearing this, "You also see it this way?" Well, getting married is really going to be too much trouble. That's still not a marriage, it's a big deal to move around more in the future and then help. โ€

Yang Shi Niang: "......"

Su Tanqing had an expression of leaving it behind since he had decided, and said that he would go cook and leave. Leaving a Yang Shiniang who was stirred up by her and a bunch of medical books that were normal in Su Tanqing's mouth and very abnormal in Yang Shiniang's eyes.

Leaving the hall, Su Tanqing, who was standing in the kitchen, finally let go of the suppression of her internal force on her heart and breathing, making her sweat profusely in an instant.

Although she was normal just now, God knew that it was all thought of on the road, and she just followed it step by step.

What's more, when she said that she was a woman "with a big grin", she was afraid that Yang Shiniang would be annoyed and angry for a while, and she wouldn't be able to listen to anything, so she came over and gave herself a slap.

If she hadn't tried her best to suppress it with internal force, she would have been full of flaws.

Now she doesn't dare to stay with Yang Shiniang, for fear that Yang Shiyi Niang will figure it out. So I casually said that I wanted to cook and ran to the kitchen.

Su Tanqing slowly adjusted his breathing, waiting for his heartbeat and face to calm down. She kind of understands that she will be like this in the next paragraph, and it's normal to be close to her sweetheart...... Just thinking about Su Tanqing makes me want to be full of cows...... Poor heart, I hope you can hold on......

When Su Tanqing brought the food to Yang Shiyi Niang, she was still in a trance, and Su Tanqing found that the book on the table Yang Shi Niang had turned over.

Immediately, I understood that Yang Shiniang had three broken views, and she hadn't thought about it again.

Su Tanqing went over to put the food on the table, and then put the book into Yang Shiniang's arms, "You also like to read medical books?" But you still have to eat, eat first, and then you can go back to your room and watch slowly. โ€

Yang Shiniang was taken aback by the touch in her arms, and was about to say that she didn't look at it, but she was stiffened by Su Tanqing's close voice, and she couldn't say anything.

In the past, the distance between them had always been very far, and it was always at the right distance, and it was normal for Su Tanqing to be so sudden that Yang Shiniang couldn't react.

"Hahaha, look at you scared." Su Tanqing patted Yang Shiniang's shoulder, "I know that I am a woman, what are you afraid of?" โ€

Having said that, Su Tanqing still moved away. After she understood her mind, it was the first time she was so close to Yang Shiniang, and her internal strength was about to be unable to suppress her heart.

Her original intention was just to let Yang Shiyi Niang take the book back to the room, but she didn't expect that when she saw Yang Shiyi Niang's skin up close, she could see the fine fluff on her face. I subconsciously wanted to reach out and feel it, but halfway through I realized that something was wrong, I changed it to a pat on the shoulder.

Su Tanqing felt that his hands were nervously stiff, and he couldn't feel the sense of touch at all......

When I moved away, I realized that I had just touched my sweetheart, but when I thought about it, I only remembered that I was so nervous that I was blank...... An opportunity was wasted, and Su Tanqing successfully re-experienced the feeling of wanting to be full of cows in the kitchen just now......