"When did you go back last night?" Meng Feifei's first sentence when she saw Fu Qin was this.

"Arriving home at about 9 o'clock, how about you?"

"I'm from half past seven to eight o'clock, why are you so late? Where are you waiting for her to come out? "Meng Feifei is very dissatisfied with what she shot yesterday, not with the quantity and quality.

Fu Qin shook his head, "No, I'll wait for Sister Xia Lei." She was the one who took me home last night. ”

"Oh." There was some disappointment in Meng Feifei's voice.

This autumn is gone in the blink of an eye, and it's almost winter. It's really true to say that there is no spring and autumn season in City A, but it's only a few days of autumn. Most of the students are still wearing spring and autumn clothes, and a small number of students have begun to slowly add clothes to their bodies.

Fu Qin looked at the sun in the sky, there was no dazzling in summer, there was no heat in summer, but if you stared at it, your eyes would sting, and if you stood outside all the time when there was no wind, you would feel hot.

Thinking of He Yiming's look at him in the morning, and the loneliness in his tone when he was on the phone, Fu Qin's heart became irritable, and she couldn't wait. She couldn't wait to end this matter, He Yiming felt uneasy in her heart every time she asked her, she was not afraid of being retaliated against by Liu Manting or Chen Zhiqiang, she was afraid that there would be the slightest estrangement between He Yiming and her because of the two of them, and she was afraid that He Yiming would not trust her because of suspicion.

"Fei Fei, if there is no problem, Xia Lei and I will go into the 'Motu' together next time to take pictures. I want to get all the photos within a week, and I can't delay any longer. ”

Meng Feifei listened and looked at Fu Qin, and reached out to pull Fu Qin's head down looking at the sky. "What did you just say? You and Xia Lei want to go in? You told Xia Lei. ”

Fu Qin wanted to look at Meng Feifei, but he had been staring at the sun just now, and now his eyes were black and a little unclear. "Well, I told Xia Lei, and she agreed to take me in for a photo. With our progress yesterday, I don't know how many days it will take to shoot to get useful information? ”

Meng Feifei is understandably anxious, but Fu Qin has always been not in a hurry, why is she so anxious now: "Fu Qin, let's put aside the insecurity after entering first, I want to know why you suddenly became so anxious?" You've always been calmer than I am. ”

"He Yiming is very worried about me, and I don't want to make up nonsense to lie to him anymore."

Sad, Meng Feifei nodded and agreed with Fu Qin's words, "I didn't expect you to care so much about his feelings." ”

"You also care about Jiang Bin's feelings, otherwise you won't let yourself become the dilemma you are in now." My eyes had just been closed for a while, and now I felt that the light was a little dim, but it was much better than before.

This time, Meng Feifei didn't deny it, but just smiled bitterly, "You just said that you took pictures inside 'Motu', is it safe inside?" Why did Xia Lei agree to take you in? ”

"She's a good talker, she used to go in and out a lot, she knows a lot more than we do, and she agreed when I told her." Thinking of Xia Lei's request last night, Fu Qin had a little headache, I don't know why she ended up in Xia Lei's eyes? Although the two of them feel good together, they can't rest assured after all.

"And when are you going?" Meng Feifei paused, and said a little hesitantly: "Can you take me with you?" ”

"You? Why do you want to go in, Xia Lei and I can just go in. You can't, you can't get used to the atmosphere inside. Meng Feifei's proposal surprised Fu Qin a little, but she never thought of taking her in.

"You can go in, why can't I? I don't want to rely on you every time, waiting for the fruits of your labor, I also want to do something, what she Liu Manting can do to me, I can also do it to her, and do it myself. She has never been to that kind of place, she will indeed be scared and worried, but this cannot be an excuse for her to rely on Fu Qin all the time, Fu Qin can go, she can accept it, and she believes that she can do it too.

"Feifei, what you think is too simple, I can't take you in." Fu Qin refused directly without thinking about it.

"Okay, then I'll find Sister Xia Lei, if Sister Xia Lei is willing to take me in, don't tell me this. We do the same thing, what you have to do, I have to do, what you can do, I can do too. After Meng Feifei finished speaking, she bypassed Fu Qin directly, unwilling to hear any more words of refusal from Fu Qin.

The two of them didn't say anything else because of this incident in the morning, and each maintained his own insistence.

At noon, Liu Manting was late, and Meng Feifei thought that she saw the picture yesterday, and looked at Liu Manting who came over and sneered. I entered that kind of place last night, Fu Qin left so late, and I didn't see her come out, I don't know if she came out this night?

The sarcasm in Meng Feifei's eyes accurately reached Liu Manting's eyes, what qualifications did she have to sneer at her here and make a gesture that she was the Virgin. The reason why she Liu Manting is what she is today, she and Fu Qin have contributed a lot, and now they dare to ridicule, do you really think she is made of paper?

If she had the same family background as theirs, would she use it like she does now? The more I think about it, the more unbalanced it becomes, and the more vicious it becomes.

Meng Feifei did not show weakness and met Liu Manting's gaze directly. Liu Manting looked at Meng Feifei for a while, and then her expression slowly turned into disdain. She turned her head to look at Fu Qin, Fu Qin also looked at her, and the two of them stared at each other for a while and then laughed silently, a cold smile. There was a look on his face that he knew that the other party would make a move and what kind of move he would make.

Liu Manting's mouth made a mouth shape, Fu Qin understood, it was her name. She smiled again and ignored Liu Manting.

When school was over, Meng Feifei didn't pester Fu Qin to ask if he wanted to continue to take pictures today, nor did he ask when the two of them would follow and take pictures again, but picked up his schoolbag and walked out of the classroom directly.

Fu Qin didn't care, called He Yiming, asked him about the situation over there, and asked the two of them to take the bus home together.

Obviously, there was only one day when they didn't go home together, but both of them acted as if they hadn't gone home together for a semester.

With smiling expressions on their faces, He Yiming took Fu Qin's schoolbag, led her with one hand, and after getting off the bus, he slowly walked in the direction of Fu Qin's house step by step.

"My mom asked me to ask you in the morning when you're going to my house for dinner, you haven't been there in a long time."

Fu Qin took He Yiming's arm and thought about the last time he went to his house for dinner, it seemed that it had been a long time, he had been busy taking pictures for the past two days, and he didn't do anything seriously.

"Next Sunday, I don't have time these days, I still have to go out with Meng Feifei and Sister Xia Lei, and I can't eat at home."

"Will it be fine next Sunday?" He Yiming said and leaned into Fu Qin's ear and asked gently, "It won't be because I said this time last night, so I ......"

Fu Qin naturally thought of what He Yiming said last night, her face was a little embarrassed, she raised her head and glared at He Yiming, "Don't talk nonsense, don't be ashamed." ”

"Why am I shameless? I flirt with my wife and I am shameless, so who am I flirting with is normal? ”

"Don't play tricks, I said that you are shameless, but I am not ashamed, am I wrong?"

"My wife is always right." He Yiming smiled and patted his ass.

The two of them walked all the way and laughed all the way, as if the estrangement of the past few days suddenly became non-existent. Fu Qin looked at the ten fingers that the two of them were clasped tightly, and she was in a trance for a moment, as if she was looking at the hands of other couples. She looked up at He Yiming's side face, her eyes were crooked, and the corners of her mouth were also with a faint smile, and she couldn't help but make her mood better.

He Yiming felt Fu Qin's gaze, turned his head and found that she was looking at him blankly, the smile on his face became more obvious, and he asked happily, "What, do I have money on my face?" ”

"No money, no happiness." Fu Qin blurted out, and after speaking, he felt as if he was a little hypocritical and a little embarrassed.

When He Yiming heard her say this, he smiled even more happily, "Then you have to seize happiness and don't let it run away." ”

Yes, she wants to seize happiness.

When I was a child, I heard the story of a kitten chasing his own tail, and I thought it made sense. But now that I think about it, this story misses a point, the happiness you have now does not mean that you will have it in the future, we must be good at discovering our own happiness, and also grasp our own happiness well, so that it does not let it slip away quietly because of our own ignorance or "self-confidence".

After sending He Yiming away in the evening, Fu Qin immediately called Xia Lei, but no one answered after calling several times, so he had to wait a little longer. I thought that the camera was taken by Meng Feifei, so I sent her another message and asked her to bring the camera tomorrow.

After taking a shower and changing clothes, he came to the living room, watched TV with Fu Chuan and Qin Fang, and told them that there were activities this week and they would not come back for dinner in the evening, and asked them not to wait for her.

When the two of them asked what it was, Fu Qin told He Yiming the reason why he wanted to do a good deed, but this time he clearly told Fu Chuan and Qin Fang that they were volunteers for a week in a nursing home that the old man knew.

Hearing their daughter say this, both parents agreed, but they also let Fu Qin remember to eat dinner on time.

After clarifying with the second elder, Fu Qin came to the room and continued to call Xia Lei, and this time it didn't take long for the phone to be connected.

"What's the matter, calling so late?" Xia Lei saw that it was Fu Qin's phone, picked it up and asked directly.

"What I said yesterday, I want to ask you when it will be okay over there, I want to get better as soon as possible, I don't want to wait any longer." She thought too well and too simple before, especially He Yiming, who felt that she would do a good job, but the reality was very different from her own ideas. She didn't want to be so procrastinating, which affected her relationship with her family and He Yiming.

"When do you want to?" Xia Lei had just come out of the shower and was wiping her hair with a towel, and now it was a little inconvenient to wipe her head while answering the phone, so she made her mobile phone hands-free.

"Preferably tomorrow."

"I still have a week to be on duty at this stop sign at your school, and I'm going to do something else after that."

"If I can, I want to finish it in a week, put the photos in one to two weeks and post them later, and end this matter half a month before the final exam, and Meng Feifei and I need to review the textbook." Fu Qin didn't expect that he could now say that he wanted to review his homework, and in the past, the farther away from the books, the better.

Xia Lei laughed after hearing Fu Qin's last sentence, "You just say that your boyfriend is too close." But can you be sure she'll be going to 'Motu' for the next few days? ”

"I should go, look at her that day, I am familiar with the way I went in, tomorrow Saturday, I will follow her for a day, if she goes in, I will call you."

Xia Lei wrapped her half-dried hair in a towel, took out a mask and put it on her face, "Yes, when the time comes, you give me a call and I'll go to you directly." ”

"Okay, that's it, but can you do it tomorrow? I'm talking about the 'Motu' side, can you let us in? ”

"Anytime."

"See you tomorrow, then."

"Wait a minute, I have something for you." Xia Lei was lying on the sofa, with a mask on her face, trying not to involve her facial muscles when she spoke, her lips did not open and close very widely, and her voice did not sound crisp as it had just been.

"What's the matter?"

"Meng Feifei came to me and asked me to take her to 'Motu' with me, and I agreed."

Fu Qin frowned, "Why?" She wasn't fit to be there. ”

Xia Lei naturally knew what she meant after listening to Fu Qin's words, and the corners of her mouth pulled out a sneer, "She is not suitable, then who is suitable, you or me?" Are we born to be there? ”

Fu Qin on the other end of the phone listened to her words and fell silent, no one is suitable for a place where dragons and snakes are mixed, everyone is slowly groping for contact, or forced to accept it suddenly. She still remembers the feeling in her heart when she first entered that kind of place, the excitement and anticipation before entering, and the nervousness and fear after entering.

Who would want to go in if they wanted to? When she went in, she was also forced to be helpless because of Shen Wei's matter, how many people could come out innocently when she entered? So she didn't want Meng Feifei to go in.

"Fu Qin, everyone has to learn to grow up, are we willing to be so 'old' now? Since she has made this choice, then she has to face it herself. Xia Lei lifted the mask on her face, only to feel a familiar desolation welling up in her heart.

"Sister Xia Lei......"

"When the photo came out, she was no longer the original Meng Feifei, you don't really think that she is still the pure and kind Meng Feifei before, right?"

This point of cognition Fu Qin is there, how could Fu Qin not know the change in a person's expression and aura sitting next to her every day. It's just that she doesn't want all the friends she knows to be people like her, she wants to be exposed to more fresh people and air, so that her heart can be more relaxed. I naturally want to maintain Meng Feifei in my heart.

Was it wrong for her to do so?

"I know, I just don't want her to ......" Fu Qin fell on the bed, thinking about it, forget it, why force it, "Then let her go." ”

"I thought you knew yourself well enough."

"It used to be clear, but then it seems to be blurry again." Fu Qin laughed bitterly.

Xia Lei also pulled the corners of her mouth with a wry smile when she heard this, "Then go down according to your original thoughts." 166 Reading Network