Chapter 19
I don't know if it's because autumn is going fast this year, or if winter is coming early. The students at the school put on sweaters and gowns in various colors early, with nice trousers or group wear, even in winter, bloated and thick clothes can not hide their curvaceous and sassy figures.
Yan Licorice wore a thick sweater and set off with her classmates.
Because of the sudden drop in temperature, the originally planned graduation dinner was also advanced, and the students each paid some money to make up the class fee and the class committee booked a hotel. The class leader is a girl with a heart, and she deliberately took photos of each student before this, and deliberately found a photographer to shoot a video at the graduation dinner, and prepared to make the photos and videos into a disc by the photographer for everyone to keep as a souvenir.
At mealtimes, there is one table for every 10 students. Eating, blessings, talent shows, blessings, blessings, blessings seem to be the theme of this graduation dinner. Each student makes their own hopes and wishes for the future. The graduation dinner is very warm and sad, and the classmates who usually come and go less also get together, talk and laugh, and take the opportunity of the dinner to say a lot of words, as if to make up for the gap in the past three years. More contact, frequent contact, and blessing the future are the words that appear most frequently.
Because it is a finance major, most of the students in the class are girls, and there are only a few boys, and they have drunk a little wine, their eyes are red, and they are more sad than girls. hugged the female classmate and shouted her sister and sister, everyone didn't care, they just took it for granted. One of the usually naughty classmates held a cup, held the counselor's hand, and thanked him over and over again. He didn't say a long thank you speech, but just said that it was good to be in the third class of finance and accounting, and it was good to meet the counselor, and he was so lucky. He choked up as he drank the red wine in his hand.
Many classmates saw this scene, and the licorice also saw it, and she didn't know if the other classmates were moved, but she was moved, and she was very sad at the same time. Their classes ended not long after the school posted a notice, and there were fewer opportunities for classmates to see each other. Especially for her, if she doesn't live on the same floor as them, there are fewer opportunities to meet each other.
Everyone occasionally meets in the talent market, and then chats for a long time, and it is self-evident. The sadness of looking for a job will be greatly relieved after a few words.
She watched the classmate drink the red wine in the wine glass, the reluctance and gratitude in it made her eyes as red as his, she silently lowered her head and took a sip of the red wine in the glass, and then lowered her head to eat a few mouthfuls of food, and then raised her head again after feeling that her mood had calmed down and chatted with the classmates around her and took pictures.
At a meal, everyone didn't eat much, they were chatting, talking about the small stories that happened in the previous classes, talking about the teachers who taught them, exchanging their experiences in finding a job, and talking about their discomfort after work. Most of them are mainly memories and commemorations.
At the end of the dinner, a new round of talent show for the students began. It is not a simple talent show, in order to create an atmosphere and not let everyone be too immersed in this parting atmosphere, some students automatically came on stage to dance for everyone. Slowly, everyone consciously or unconsciously mobilizes the atmosphere, or cooperates with the rendering of the atmosphere. The songs were sung one by one, and even the usually shy classmates began to let go of their voices and sing a song for everyone.
When the microphone was transferred to a female classmate, she was a little shy, saying that she was not very good at singing, and she was afraid of forgetting the words. So she sang the well-known "friend", and everyone remained silent for the first few lines, and then began to sing in chorus with a beat, and her voice was neat and clear. "Friend" echoed in the large box, and after the song was finished, there was a terrible silence in the box, and no one spoke. Many of her classmates' eyes were red, and the tears of the swallow licorice had already fallen, so she bent down and pretended to tie her shoes, untied her shoelaces under the table and tied them again, until she could control her tears and raise her head again.
The atmosphere was no longer as cheerful as it had just been, and the students took out their mobile phones again and desperately began to take a group photo, and the shutter sound in the box was overwhelming. The counselor didn't want everyone to be like this all the time, and jokingly said that everyone would be out in the future, and don't see him as if he didn't know him, which made some classmates laugh. The camera master should be used to seeing this kind of scene, and also help the counselor to say witty things in front of these graduating students. Finally, at the end of the day, a classmate made an agreement that he must get together again every two years, and he didn't want to go further and further after graduation, which was unanimously recognized and agreed by everyone.
The dishes on the table are the most wasteful meals that everyone has eaten since the swallow licorice entered the university with their classmates, and many of them have not eaten it. Several foodies in the class did not fully play their true colors, and everyone was surrounded by the atmosphere of reluctance to part. After the meal, there was also a cake on each table, on which were written the words "Pengcheng Wanli", "Spread your wings and fly high" and "Dreams come true", which were all blessings for the future career. After reading the blessings above, everyone thought of their ambitions and ideals, and their hearts were full of enthusiasm. Graduating, leaving school, and being separated from classmates are not just the end and sadness.
ended the graduation dinner with reluctance and anticipation for the future, and Yan Licorice took a bag of melon seeds that he didn't eat during the dinner and refused the invitation of his classmates to sing K. Her sadness comes fast and walks slowly. During the meal, in addition to being sentimental, everyone also exchanged their internship work with each other. Some of the classmates have acquaintances at home, and they have already entered major companies to start internships, following the path arranged by their parents. Some students have also found a relatively good internship unit through their own efforts, and are applying the theoretical knowledge they have learned to practice. Of course, there are some people who have not found an internship unit like Glycyrrhiza Grass, and there is frustration and worry in their tone, but more confidence in their own abilities and yearning for the future.
When the students saw the cake, they all bowed their heads devoutly and made wishes. Maybe you wish for your future work, hope for the health and happiness of your family and friends, or hope that you can meet the perfect partner. The licorice didn't know what they were wishing, but she saw their pious faces. She also closed her eyes, thinking about what kind of wish she should make, but her mind was blank, she opened her eyes and looked around, and then closed her eyes and wished that her parents could live a long and healthy life.
It has always been like this, as long as she makes a wish, her wish must be that her parents can live a long and healthy life, as for herself, she has never made a promise. She actually has a lot of things she wants, sometimes no one will think about what kind of future she will have, what kind of life she wants, and when she reads a book and sees it halfway, she will remember that she has never gotten what she wants, and she must say it next time she makes a wish. But I don't know why, when she makes a wish, she always chooses to forget herself.
Isn't the parent's health important, but what else she wants doesn't matter? It's also important, but the scary thing is that she never dares to expect it when she makes a wish. I don't even dare to make wishes for my future, and I can only occasionally think of it and tell myself in my heart.
She knew that she had such a hypocritical character, and the sadness and cowardice in her heart made her uncomfortable, holding the melon seeds, she walked step by step. I don't care where I am now, I don't care where I will go if I go like this, I don't care that Zhong Ling made an appointment with her to watch a movie about their common male god. It's really comfortable to walk aimlessly like this, and my heart is empty, but it's also quiet. Just like every time she sits on the car, hoping that the car will never stop, she can keep driving, and she can look at the scenery along the road without burden.
There are not many swallows on this road, and when she was a freshman, the military training school was training, and the leader held a high banner, and she followed behind the team. Just coming to the city, everything is unfamiliar. Strange classmates, strange teachers, unfamiliar streets. After 10 kilometers of training, she only remembered three places, one was the bus stop near the school, and the next day she took the bus to send her father to the station; One is an optical shop called "Bright", because she has mild myopia, she accidentally damaged her glasses during military training, and she needs to get a new one; The last one is this trail, she just came out of the countryside, she has never seen the greenery of the streets, all of it is watched on TV. The layout of this road is very interesting, and the greening is also very good, which made her eyes shine at that time.
It's autumn, and if it's already cold, it's autumn, and the winds of the last few days have caused half of the leaves on the branches of the maple trees on the roadside to be blown away by the wind. There are not many leaves on the ground, and it is estimated that they have been cleaned by sanitation workers for a round, and now these should be newly fallen.
The licorice walked a little sorely, so she took off her coat and spread it beside the roots, then sat on it and leaned against the poles. He took out a tissue from his pocket, spread it on his lap, and took out the melon seeds he brought out of the hotel and swallowed it.
With his eyes closed, he felt the cool breeze while knocking on the melon seeds. Occasionally, passers-by would give her a strange look, and she didn't care. She likes this feeling, she doesn't care about other people's eyes, other people's opinions, and she won't hear Ruan Jiaojiao or Zhong Ling's disagree. Isn't that just being yourself?
She cares too much about what others think of her, whether her behavior is right or good, and whether the tone of her voice will make the other party unhappy. Most of the time, she always endures her own thoughts and accommodates the words and deeds of others. Isn't an only child supposed to be domineering and selfish? Why isn't she like that? Why can't she live in a hurry?
She swallowed most of the melon seeds, and she drank some red wine when she ate, and now her mouth is very thirsty, and her throat is a little prickly. The swallow licorice sitting on the ground felt a little cold at first, but it could bear it, but as the sun moved westward, the little cold turned into cold, and the sweater on her body could no longer keep out the cold. If she continues to be herself like this, she will probably have to go to the pharmacy tomorrow to prescribe medicine.
She stood up, picked up the clothes on the floor, dusted them off, and put them on herself. She looked up to the west, ready to see if the sunset here was the same as the sunset in the school, and then she saw Baizhu standing next to the car not far away, looking at her.
The sun was setting, and the light was not scorching, but the licorice still felt dazzling, and she looked at Baizhu and blinked her eyes to make it focus.