In the past 40 days, Lin Li has traveled back and forth to Shanghai and Munich several times, during which he has to do his own work well, but also have to deal with the qualification examination for medical aid in Vietnam, and also have to worry about Ji Yunchong's rehabilitation.

It doesn't matter how hard and tired she is, what really gave her a heartfelt blow was that the professional test score was among the top Mao, but she was removed from the list of candidates for medical aid by relevant leaders.

Lin Li asked the leader for details, but the leader criticized her for frequently asking for leave and obviously not caring about work, so he did not consider sending her out.

Arguing to no avail, Lin Li had to continue to do his part, a night shift lasted, so tired that he could fall asleep standing up, but he couldn't rest, so he hurried to the airport and took a flight to Munich.

As soon as I sat down, I received a call from Guan Yi. Someone buys an apartment at a high price and only gives two days to hand over the house. In other words, Lin Fei had to vacate the house immediately.

Lin Li asked Guan Yi to help pack it, and then quickly contacted a moving company to rent a warehouse to store luggage, which solved the unexpected problem.

After taking a breath, she received a text message from the bank reminding her to repay the loan.

Due to her lack of skills, she was forced to close the restaurant and plan to concentrate on her business after she obtained the medical aid qualification. Now that there is no hope of medical assistance, the restaurant only has debts and no income, even if she demolishes the east wall to make up the west wall, it will be difficult to make up for this month's commercial loan.

Lin Li was so worried that he forgot Ji Yunchong's instructions, didn't call him before taking off, and turned off the plane.

After landing, Lin Li hurried to the exit with his suitcase. Ji Yunchong will have a follow-up blood routine and ESR today, and if the test results are normal, he can be discharged from the hospital subsequently.

Thinking so in her heart, the pace under her feet quickened a little, out of the terminal, the sky was clear, she raised her hand to block the dazzling light, and heard a laughing call: "Mumu." ”

Lin Li looked back in response and saw Ji Yunchong among the passers-by who came and went and walked in a hurry.

He is tall and handsome on the outside, but he is in a wheelchair, so he is particularly eye-catching. He ignored the strange eyes of others, looked at her deeply, saw her stunned in place, raised his eyebrows slightly, and raised the corners of his lips to reveal a bright smile.

Lin Li walked towards him.

"Wait." He called to her, holding the wheelchair's arm support with both hands and lifting his upper body, his left leg straightened with force, and the long-suffering right leg moved very slowly to his feet, brought together, and stood still.

He stepped toward her.

He wasn't really lame, but his right foot was slow and he couldn't move away, causing him to look lame and crippled.

Seeing this, the pedestrians looked at him with pity.

The look on his face was momentarily embarrassed, and then he returned to normal, and stubbornly walked towards Lin Fei step by step with his legs.

Lin Li couldn't bear it, and walked a few steps quickly to meet it.

The two stood facing each other. She was about to speak, when he suddenly hugged her into his arms: "Liebe, wiegeht's?" denkstduanmich”

- How are you, my dear? Do you miss me?

Such a greeting was very familiar, Lin Li's face changed slightly, and when he looked at Ji Yunchong again, his eyes revealed a little complicated.

He didn't realize it, and then let go of her: "You didn't call me, and the phone was turned off again." I don't know when you'll arrive, but I couldn't sit still when I thought of the strong crosswind warning at Munich Airport today, so I slipped out of the hospital. ”

Lin Li was speechless for a while.

The flight was much later than the expected landing time, and he had been waiting here. It's a place full of people, and what if a reporter recognizes him?

Ji Yunchong obviously didn't know what she was thinking, and Qingjun's eyebrows and eyes were full of tenderness: "Are you hungry?" Shall I take you to lunch? You look a lot thinner again, isn't it sad to work? ”

In the face of meticulous care, Lin Li couldn't answer, so he had to help Ji Yunchong back into the wheelchair, and gossip a few words while pushing him to the parking lot.

When the car was driving on the road, Lin Li also finished talking about what had happened recently, saying: "The house is easy to do, just rent a single room near the hospital." The business loan for the restaurant is tricky, and I don't know how to solve it for the time being. ”

Ji Yunchong didn't think twice: "I'll help you pay it back." ”

"I'm not telling you these things with the intention of reaching out to you for money. I will find another way, such as finding a bank to borrow money......"

"Banks are not philanthropists, they can't lend to you without collateral." Ji Yunchong raised his eyebrows, "Have you ever heard of the mortgage of the restaurant's operating rights?" Similar to equity pledge. ”

Seeing that Lin Li's face was confused, Ji Yunchong said again: "Let me give you an example, you are short of liquidity now, and you plan to use the right to operate as collateral to borrow 1 million from me, and promise to repay 1.2 million after half a year." If I don't repay the loan, I will take possession of the right to operate for one year. ”

Lin Li wanted to speak and stopped.

Ji Yunchong saw through her thoughts: "You don't owe me anything. If you can't repay the loan on time, I can take over the restaurant. Your shop is in the inner ring, it is a veritable prosperous shop, and I only make no money. ”

Lin Li didn't give a letter. Since it comes to equity pledge, she can't help but be curious: "I heard that Dongsheng has repeatedly pledged the equity of enterprises in order to forcibly merge and acquire Chinese and Western pharmaceutical industries, is this true?" ”

"You follow my news?"

"Hmm."

"You should know, then, that I, as a director of Dongsheng Group, must consider the interests of shareholders before answering any question, whether in public or in private."

Gao Leng Fan's full answer made Lin Li choke. She wanted to ask something else, but now she could only swallow it back.

Ji Yunchong looked at her and was speechless for a while.

He had a pair of eyes that were very good at talking, like now, those dark eyes were much brighter than usual, and his eyes were like torches, as if he was thinking about something.

Lin Li asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Ji Yunchong's tone was slightly cold: "You are relatively simple, don't easily believe the remarks of the outside world." Some institutions or investment banks have ulterior interests, and from time to time they throw out false remarks, slandering me and Dongsheng. ”

She nodded sensibly and said "Okay".

Seeing that his beloved woman was so obedient, he couldn't help but reach out and rub her head: "Mumu, although you only used one sentence just now, I know that the thing that really makes you unhappy is that your medical aid qualification is canceled." ”

The tacit understanding of growing up together since childhood lies in this, some things do not need to be emphasized, and the other party has long been clear at a glance.

"I'm sorry that you flew around for me, didn't eat well, didn't sleep well, and even had your job stolen. Let me make it up to you, okay? I will take good care of you so that you will no longer suffer and suffer. ”

These words are heartfelt and heartfelt. Lin Li's lips twitched a few times, and he wanted to say something but held back.

Ji Yunchong looked at her affectionately and raised his hand to caress her flawless face.

She dodged, but he straightened her face, his fingers running over her brow and resting on the soft flap of her lips.

There was sincere emotion in his eyes, and he couldn't help but bow his face, and his forehead was almost against hers.

The warm breath was close at hand, and her face was a little embarrassed: "Ji Yunchong." ”

"Well, close your eyes." After saying the last word, the lingering affection in his chest made him forget and just wanted to kiss her.

- slender fingers in front of his lips.

As if someone had poured a basin of cold water, it was cold from head to toe, Ji Yunchong stared at Lin Li and retreated a little.

Lin Li looked away: "Thank you for your kindness, I don't need any compensation." Let's talk ...... again."

She paused for a moment, and her tone became firm: "Besides, your knee injury was caused by me, and I have an unshirkable responsibility, so I should accompany you to heal the disease." ”

Ji Yunchong fell silent, his eyes wandered around her face, and his voice was a little cold: "You still only treat me as a patient?" ”

Lin Li did not deny it.

Ji Yunchong frowned: "You promised to like me as much as possible, but now you are going back on your word?" ”

"No, it's not." Lin Li pursed the corners of his mouth a little unspeakably, "I tried my best, but in the past forty days, my feelings for you have long since lost the lovesickness I used to have, and only the doctor's concern for the patient remains." ”

Yes, she still has feelings for him, but unfortunately this relationship is not love.

"You're lying. Obviously because I was about to be discharged from the hospital, and you felt that you could retire, you said this refusal to me. ”

Lin Li never expected Ji Yunchong to comment on himself like this, and was about to clarify, when he heard him say again: "Mu Mu, if the man you like says that he wants to take care of you, you will definitely nod and agree without hesitation." We have been in love for ten years, but ten years of relationship is not as good as the two months you get along with that man. You ask yourself, if you were the one who lost your health in a car accident, could you love you with all my heart and soul like me? ”

The car accident was Lin Li's lifelong pain, and it was a moral burden that she almost couldn't get rid of, and in the face of Ji Yunchong's questioning, she choked instantly, and her face was even more red.

Fortunately, the car arrived at the hospital at this time, and he did not say any more.

During the time when Ji Yunchong was taking blood for testing, Lin Li went to the ward to pack his personal belongings.

She waited and waited, but she didn't see Ji Yunchong turn back.

She went to the blood test office to inquire, and was told that Ji Yunchong had already left, took the blood test sheet from the nurse and looked at it, and her face changed greatly.

She looked around for someone, but there was no inpatient department, no outpatient department, so she had to turn the hospital over, but she still didn't see anyone.

At this moment, Lin Li remembered a work experience when he was an intern: a patient was tortured by illness and jumped to his death in the middle of the night from the window of the passage on the top floor of the inpatient department.

Lin Li hurriedly rushed to the stairwell of the inpatient department, climbing and searching layer by layer.

Her hair was messy, her makeup was spent, she was sweating all over, and she looked very embarrassed. By the time she reached the top floor, panting, the glass door to the rooftop had already been opened.

She walked through the door and saw Ji Yunchong.

Sitting in a wheelchair, he quietly looked at the floor tiles in front of his toes, and a meter further along, he was high in the air.

Lin Li stepped forward lightly and hugged him from behind: "It's windy here, let's go back." ”

He was silent, but the hand on his knee trembled.

Lin Li couldn't say any comforting words.

She is a doctor, and she knows that patients like Ji Yunchong with a history of recurrent infections need to pay close attention to possible infectious diseases in the body, ranging from colds, pharyngitis, and gum inflammation, if not cured in time, it is very easy to lead to inflammation of the joint cavity and cause serious consequences.

However, there is no way to prevent the most common complication that occurs after arthrodesis: the recurrence of infection. This is the fundamental reason why experts have strongly advocated amputation from the very beginning.

The fusion surgery, which took so much pain, failed because the blood test results showed a "bacterial infection".

Undergoing surgery again and again, from hope to disappointment to despair again and again, the double torture of physical and mental made Ji Yunchong's will collapse in an instant.

He held on for a while, but after all, he couldn't hold back the pain, hugged Lin Li tightly, buried his face in her shoulder socket and cried bitterly: "I've been thinking, if I didn't survive the car accident, wouldn't I have to bear so much pain and suffering?" The newspapers wrote that I could do anything, and the truth was that I had nothing, no father, no mother, no you, not even my right leg. ”

"Mumu, is the purpose of my life to endure despair again and again?"

Lin Li was stunned, and suddenly suddenly, his eyes were red.

*

If a person is frustrated, the world in his heart will also become bleak.

Ji Yunchong's state was very negative, unwilling to receive treatment, insisted on moving back to the villa from the hospital, did not see guests, did not speak, and rarely ate.

Seeing him like this, Lin Li could not return to China with peace of mind, so he could only apply for long-term personal leave from the leader. However, she has taken too much leave this year, exceeding the relevant regulations, and the personnel department will not approve it.

In other words, if Lin insisted on staying in Munich, he would have to submit his resignation to the hospital.

Work for her is a career, a pursuit, and a spiritual motivation to support her through the lowest ebb period of her life. Now in order to take care of Ji Yunchong, she has to give up her job and give up her only faith.

For a whole afternoon, she stayed in Ji Yunchong's study, sitting in front of the computer to write, delete, write.

Her thoughts turned back and forth, her heart was full of entanglement and reluctance, and the memories of the past surrounded her like a tide, allowing her to see the self who had a hot brain and a whim to propose a trip that she said would go.

If he hadn't made a wrong decision back then, he wouldn't have been affected by Ji Yunchong.

If there was no soft-hearted knee fusion surgery, Ji Yunchong would not have experienced so much pain and faced the dilemma of amputation.

The long-lost guilt weighed heavily on her heart, the wound that had healed was torn open again, and the pain fermented to the extreme, and she couldn't help crying.

She hung her head and buried herself in the crook of her arm and cried silently, crying like a child who had made a mistake. Until Ji Yunchong pushed the wheelchair into the study, she raised her head in a panic and wiped away her tears with her hands.

Ji Yunchong looked at her quietly for a while, and stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

He rubbed her head, and his hoarse voice made him feel physically and mentally exhausted: "You go back to China." ”

She shook her head.

"Let's go back. After you go back, you explain it clearly to the man you love, tell him that you won't go to Vietnam, you won't go anywhere, and you will stay with him for the rest of your life. As for me...... I'm used to being alone in pain, and over time, I'm used to living on only one leg. ”

She was stunned for a few seconds, tears welling up in her eyes, and she couldn't stop crying.

He tried to pull the corners of his mouth to squeeze out a smile, but the smile was more ugly than crying: "Mumu, I love you very much, you know?" ”

Unable to utter a word in her throat, she nodded, tears pouring out of her eyes like beads of broken thread.

Suspicious tears also appeared in his eyes: "Can you kiss me once before returning home?" This will be our last memory, a sweet memory. From now on, your happiness and joy will have nothing to do with me. ”

In the face of such a humble request, she could no longer hold back her guilt and shame, and cried out in her voice: "Don't say that, I feel that I can't stand you." I don't go back to China, I'm willing to stay here and take good care of you, and when you recover, when you don't need me, I'll come back to ......"

Before she could finish speaking, she was suddenly pulled by him and fell into his arms.

He lowered his head, his eyes fell on those tearful eyes, and a heart in his chest was bitter and astringent: "You forget that man, will you marry me?" ”

After experiencing so many impermanences in the world, he did not prepare romantic flowers, did not say any redundant infatuation, only the most straightforward request.

"I'm fed up with loneliness and pain, and I want to have a few healthy children with you and form a happy and complete family."

"If you can't do it, please leave me alone and leave me to fend for myself."

*

Lin Li's resignation letter was sent by email two days later.

The director of the emergency department, who is both Lin Li's direct supervisor and her mentor when she was a student, has always had a good opinion of her, and immediately replied that he would communicate with the personnel department to see if he could get a few more days of personal leave.

The director even said in an email: "Don't resist your work because your medical aid qualification has been revoked, I will find an appropriate time to talk to the dean and say good things for you." ”

Lin Li thanked his teacher and said that he didn't need to.

A colleague with whom she had a good personal relationship persuaded Lin Li to come back to work, and she also resigned politely one by one.

After Xiao Huai flew to Munich the next day, he sent a message to Lin Li: "Lin Li, I have arrived in Munich, when will it be convenient for you to meet?" ”

He received no reply for the next 24 hours.

Although Xiao Huai's schedule in Munich is very tight, whenever he is free, he will dial Lin Li's phone, but there is always a monotonous and cold machine prompt on the other end: "Hello, the phone you dialed is not answered for the time being, please dial again later." ”

He had an indescribable feeling that she was in trouble and had no time to pay attention to her phone. He couldn't help but press Ji Yunchong's mobile phone number a few times, then gave up dialing again, and continued to send her messages, hoping that one day she would take the initiative to contact him.

He is not a romantic man, nor is he a person who easily intervenes in other people's feelings, so that he does not disturb her anymore, whether he is busy, or distracted, or when he thinks about her tossing and turning.

A week later, he finally got a reply from her. It was a very calm sentence.

"Sorry, I'm inconvenient, let's not meet again." 166 Reading Network