The bathroom was filled with steam, and he leaned into the bathtub and closed his eyes gently.

Thinking about himself over the years, he has come around a lot, and finally returned to the same place, because no matter where he is, even if he is on the other side of the ocean, he has always been in an obsession, whenever he lingers in foreign subway stations, squares, and streets...... His gaze would unconsciously chase after those skinny girls, and he would even cast his gaze on some slender boy who liked to smoke, and then he sadly found himself infatuated with that person's Yiqiē, and he did not know how many years this habit would last, maybe ten, twenty, thirty years...... Maybe longer. In his impression, the sky was always cloudy in the years when he was studying abroad, and no day was clear, and he survived such a long period of sadness, but once people saw the sunshine, they would leave behind the trauma of many years.

He knew that Ai Mengmeng was an unusual girl, and therefore, he also knew that she would not want to marry him just because he was her first man. But he didn't care, anyway, he could no longer turn his back and go back to the haze without her.

Ai Mengmeng sat on the sofa in the living room, looking at the phone and getting tangled, until he finished taking a shower, she was still tangled. He expected that she would not expose this secret, now that Wu Jiao doesn't know anything, she can continue to pretend to be an outsider, once Wu Jiao notices, she can't be light-hearted, that's the realm she has been pursuing.

He sat opposite and said teasingly: "I've been waiting for you inside for so long, and you don't come to help me wipe my back, children who grow up in loveless families are not caring enough." ”

Ai Mengmeng twisted her face and spit out a puff of smoke: "Don't waste time here, hurry back, it's not just Wu Jiao looking for you now, your parents should be very worried, if you don't go back, they will call the police." ”

As if he hadn't heard her at all, he slowly stood in front of the mirror and stroked his hair. Ai Mengmeng sighed and hung her head.

When the clock on the wall pointed to one o'clock in the morning, Ai Mengmeng couldn't stay up, sat and dozed off, I don't know how long later, when she opened her eyes, she found herself lying in the crook of his arm, and at some point the whole person moved to the bed. His breathing was gentle, as if he had fallen asleep, his translucent skin glowing slightly, and the faint scent of shower gel exuded from his body...... She moved slightly, and he woke up, closed his eyes, and tightened his arms: "Are you going to take a bath?" ”

"I'll go sleep on the couch."

"If you want to play with Tibetan cats, then no one wants to sleep tonight."

She bowed her head in frustration.

He opened his eyes and kissed her lightly on the top of her head: "Ai Mengmeng, do you know, I have always wanted to sleep with you in my arms like this, just like my mother hugged me when I was a child." ”

"I know you and your mother and son have a deep relationship." Ai Mengmeng said with a dark face.

He closed his eyes and didn't agree with her, but continued to say his own: "I have been thinking like this for ten years, but it has not been realized for ten years. Today is such a good day, I'm afraid I'll laugh in my dreams. ”

Ai Mengmeng said: "That's you, I can't sleep like this." ”

"yes, didn't you sleep soundly just now, wouldn't it be nice to sleep like you did just now? Also, you don't have to worry, I'm tired today and won't move you. ”

"Liu Xingchen!"

He moved his body outward, still locking her tightly: "Ai Mengmeng, you should call me senior in the future." ”

"Why?"

"Well......" he thought for a moment and said, "Because I will still be as good to you as before, and you will also remove that layer of defense, so that we will not get tired of getting along like this, and we will still be very happy together, but the difference between now and before is that there is more sleep problems, this habit is good, think about it carefully, except for the increase in age of seven years, nothing else has changed, you say." ”

Ai Mengmeng listened silently, at this moment, she felt in a trance that the vague memories of her high school days were gradually becoming clearer, it was obviously a hot early summer season, but thin snowflakes and dim street lamps appeared in front of her, the beam of the mountain bike was so chrome that her buttocks were numb and painful, his arms surrounded her body, the wide school uniform jacket was waving with a faint fragrance of laundry detergent, the whistling wind was passing in her ears, the cold wind was blocked out, she hid in the crook of his arm, enjoying a small and warm space...... Thinking of this, she suddenly became quiet.

He asked, "Is it good?" ”

After a long time, she said, "Didn't you say that you don't want to be a good old man and a senior?" ”

"I was drunk that day, stupid reads;."

"But I don't think there's going to be a way back."

"Why do you want to go back to the past, isn't it good now?"

"What's good now, I don't think it's good at all."

"Okay now, I can hold you."

"But what about tomorrow, what about tomorrow?"

"Don't worry about tomorrow, just now."

"But ......"

Suddenly, he covered her mouth with his lips, the soft touch made her throb, and the gentle tip of his tongue reached between her teeth, deepening little by little, until she fully accepted him and cooperated with him.

Early in the morning, they woke up almost at the same time, still in the same position they had slept in the previous night, she opened her eyes and saw a pair of quiet pupils, strange and familiar, she blinked, he pressed close to her lips, closed his eyes, and kissed her deeply. Then he took off his only towel-length pajamas, pulled out a small box from under the bed, and said with a smile: "Look what I bought." ”

Ai Mengmeng looked up, her face suddenly turned red, not shy, but angry. He grabbed her wrists, then pressed them crosswise on the bed, tore open the small box with his teeth, and took out a transparent thin soap bubble-like little thing, a fresh mint smell reached Ai Mengmeng's nostrils, her face was pressed tightly against the pillow by him, and she squinted her eyes.

"If you call me senior, I'll let you go." He shook the soap bubble and smiled at her.

"Senior."

"Call again."

"Senior."

"Call again."

"Learn ...... Rub your mother! ”

"Hehe, Ai Mengmeng, do you know how cute you are?"

"Liu Xingchen, I can sue you, don't give me an inch!"

"I said yesterday that the problem of sleeping is good to get used to, don't you agree."

"I agree with your motherfucker!"

"Hehe, how did my mother offend you." He expertly put on the condom with one hand, leaned down tentatively, carefully adjusting the comfortable angle, and he gently asked in her ear, "Does it hurt?" ”

Ai Mengmeng grabbed the mattress and didn't say a word. He rubbed her ten fingers apart, took her earlobe, and whispered softly, "Relax......"

It took more than an hour, and finally did it completely, her sideburns were wet with sweat, he thought he had done enough homework, but he ignored the most important foreplay, but with Ai Mengmeng's attitude, she couldn't honestly let him help her do foreplay, and she couldn't complain about others if she suffered a little. After doing it, she lay on the pillow exhausted, and her whole body became wilted, no matter how he hugged her or kissed her, she didn't object, as if she was dead. He carried her to the bathroom again, took a half-lukewarm bath, and she shivered from the cold, he quickly wrapped her in an air conditioner, but she still sneezed a lot, as if she had a cold.

Ai Mengmeng recalled that when she first woke up in the bar, she felt chills all over her body, and it seemed that she had a fever since that time, no wonder she had been dreaming of snow in winter all night, and she always wanted to get closer to his chest.

Liu Xingchen ran back with a bag of medicines, clipped the thermometer to her ear, and quickly rolled up his sleeve and went to the kitchen to make porridge. Ai Mengmeng didn't believe that he could make much decent porridge, and the result was much more than she expected, and it seemed that she was a little better than her. After being busy for most of the day, her body temperature was still high, and he decided to take her to the hospital.

On a hot day in June, Ai Mengmeng sat groggily in the passenger seat wrapped in a cotton coat. He couldn't remember any decent clinics in the area, so he had to drive in the direction of the city hospital.

Ai Mengmeng said: "I heard that if you are infected with HIV, you will have a high fever, did you get that one abroad, and then infect me?" ”

Liu Xingchen didn't speak, and drove intently.

"Hey, I'll ask you."

Liu Xingchen turned his head to look at her, sneered, still didn't speak, and continued to drive.

"I remember you didn't wear a condom last time."

Liu Xingchen sighed deeply, but still ignored her.

"I'm rubbing! Wouldn't it be so unlucky, being infected with HIV at the beginning of the night? ”

Liu Xingchen gritted his teeth hard, and the blood vessels on his forehead were jumping.

"What you said last time about going to the end together, and going to the rails together, is that what you mean?"

Liu Xingchen stepped on the dangerous brakes and illegally parked the car on the side of the road, so angry that he couldn't find his expression: "Ai Mengmeng, are you a chick?" Why do I think your membrane is repaired? Or! You said! Why didn't you bleed too much!! ”

Ai Mengmeng's mouth was open, and her feverish and red face turned black: "Liu Xingchen, what the fuck, are you still called someone!?" ”

Liu Xingchen said loudly: "I really fucking want to drive the car to the railroad tracks now and die with you!" ”

Ai Mengmeng said disdainfully: "Huh! You open it, I see if you dare! ”

Liu Xingchen said: "We don't go to the hospital, we go to hit the train!" ”

"Good! Go now! ”

"Good! Go for it! Who's afraid of whom! ”

Liu Xingchen turned the car around illegally suddenly, and then drove in the opposite direction at high speed, and the owner of the car behind him was so confused that he didn't know what was happening in front of him, and thought he had hit a tornado. Ai Mengmeng looked at the speeding vehicles on both sides, grabbed the handle on the door, and said, "Hey, you're crazy!" Don't die! ”

Liu Xingchen stepped on the accelerator to the end, and the speed of the car had exceeded one hundred and eighty miles: "Didn't we go to hit the train!" What, you're scared? ”

Their car sped through the dense traffic, and from the window, the scenery on both sides was almost connected into a watercolor painting.

"Liu Xingchen, stop now! You lunatic! Yes! Look at the front is good! Not...... Uh-huh-hmm......"

Ai Mengmeng was hugged into his arms by one hand and kissed passionately. His predatory kisses are like a big cat nibbling on its prey. Ai Mengmeng felt that the high fever had completely subsided, and even his soul was scared out of this body by him.

After he kissed her, he shouted at her: "Ai Mengmeng, I love you!" I love you!! Marry me!!! ”