302 Private message with Li Yan
Time slipped silently through the fingers. I don't know how long it took, but the wind outside the window blew wave after wave, and the branches shook again and again.
Xiwan didn't feel the slightest bit sleepy, she got up, stepped on the floor barefoot, and opened the curtains.
The cold wind made her more sober.
The stars in the sky are so bright, and she is even dimmer at this moment.
In the distance, large dark clouds drifted in the distance, obscuring the gray and black sky, the wind became stronger, and the sound of branches and branches became louder. Xiwan didn't know how long she had been watching, but after a long time, the cool drizzle floated on her face.
Outside, it was drizzling.
Xiwan sighed, closed the window, and returned to her bed again. She lit the bedside lamp and took the novel on the side, only to feel that the words that used to be very kind were now like a string of tadpoles, which made her eyes dizzy.
I couldn't calm down, so I had to put down the novel, take my mobile phone, and play a small game, but for a moment, I was still upset, and I only logged on to Weibo: It's not too late for sunset.
It's not too late for sunset: it's been a year, and I've forgotten who I am.
"Ding-dong-"
Xiwan quickly received the tone of the message.
Xiwan was stunned, is there anyone online so late? But thinking about it again, this is his own trumpet, and only Li Zhan and Li Yan are related to each other.
Click on it and take a look, it was sent by Li Yan.
This time, the ID is: Li Gongju, who wants to be a screenwriter.
When did you change your ID?
She put it down?
Li Gongju, who wants to be a screenwriter: What is it? I didn't understand it at all, what did you forget?
Xiwan: "......"
After thinking about it, Xi Wan typed on it.
Sunset replied to Li Gongju, who was going to be a screenwriter, before he was late: It's nothing. is to sigh that I obviously want to be an anchor, but the result is ......
"Ding-dong-"
Soon, Li Yan replied to Xiwan again.
Li Gongju, who wants to be a screenwriter, replied that it was not too late to set sun: What. ( ̄▽ ̄) , I thought something was wrong with you. It's really hypocritical.
Xiwan: "......"
Sunset replied to Li Gongju, who was going to be a screenwriter: You still haven't slept so late?
Li Gongju, who wants to be a screenwriter, replied that it was not too late to set sun: I am shooting a magazine blockbuster in country M, it is broad daylight, and I am resting, but you, at this point, it should be late at night. Why don't you sleep yet.
Xiwan: "......"
didn't wait for Xiwan to continue to reply, Li Yan sent a message again.
Li Gongju, who wants to be a screenwriter: [slanted smile] Or do you have trouble sleeping?
Xiwan: "......"
Sunset replied to Li Gongju, who was going to be a screenwriter, before he was late: Go aside.
Li Gongju, who wants to be a screenwriter, replied that it was not too late to reply to the sunset: Uh-huh, it's not okay. I saw my brother's Weibo saying today that I went to see you. How about you guys...... You know [slanted smile]
Xiwan: "......"
After dealing with her brother, she still had to deal with her, and Xiwan said that she was drunk.
Sunset replied to Li Gongju, who was going to be a screenwriter, before he was late: What are you putting in your head!
Li Gongju, who wants to be a screenwriter, replies to the sunset: nephew, Duoduo's nephew!
Xiwan: "......"
Xiwan only felt that the mobile phone in her hand was like a hot potato, and she hated to throw her away. And the text sent by Li Yan above. It's arrows, and it hurts her heart to death.
Xiwan had no choice but to ignore this sentence, and finally looked at Li Yan's strange ID and replied to her.
Sunset replied to Li Gongju, who was going to be a screenwriter: When did you change your ID, did you figure it out?
At this time, it took a long time for Li Yan to reply to Xiwan's message again. The words she replied above made Xiwan uncomfortable for a while.
This proud girl.
Li Gongju, who wants to be a screenwriter, replied that it was not too late to set sun: It's been a few days, and you don't pay attention to my dynamics. Happy, I want LV's custom bag. You remember to send me to make up for my 100,000-point hurt heart.
Li Gongju, who wants to be a screenwriter, replied that it was not too late to return to the sunset: people, they will always grow up, and they must always look forward. I said earlier that although I told you that I saw it, in fact I have been deceiving myself and others. I still hope that he will be able to look back at me again, and I still hope that my relationship for more than ten years can be reciprocated. But the reason why extravagant hopes are called extravagant hopes is that they can never be obtained.
Li Gongju, who wants to be a screenwriter, replied that it was not too late to set sunset: This time I shot the cover of the magazine in country M, I was still full of girlish love, and I went to his university to surprise him. But in the distance, I saw him standing side by side with a girl. They were far away, they didn't see me, but they talked and laughed, and it was the first time I saw him who could smile so gently, and his eyes were really full of spoiling, which was the spoiling that I had been working tirelessly for. However, such a smile, such a pampering, is not because of me to bloom, because of me. At that time, I was surprisingly calm. Really, I used to think that I would be hysterical when I saw a woman standing next to him who wasn't me.
After that, Li Yan switched to private messages.
Li Gongju, who wants to be a screenwriter:
Xiwan, you know what? I didn't even run up to him to question him, I didn't cry, I could look at him and the girl side by side so calmly, talking and laughing.
But I know that my heart is so uncomfortable, empty, as if someone has dug out a corner, numb, and I don't feel anything.
I walked over to them anyway. He saw me too. I saw a flash of panic in his eyes, and then he held her behind him with one hand, as if I were some mad beast. It's like I thought I could be in the same world with him, but he drew a chasm, I was here, he and his lover were there, and there was a clear difference.
At that time, I smiled, and I smiled very brightly, I only told him, Jiang Yi, I haven't seen you for a long time, you are still as handsome as ever. Behind this is your girlfriend? It's okay, but it's a little worse than me.
He just said "um" and asked me how I was here.
I said, don't be narcissistic, I'm not here to see you, I'm just making a film, and it just so happens that people are choosing a scene here, and then I meet you by chance, and you meet your old acquaintance in another country, aren't you excited?
Then I don't know how long I talked to him, I don't know what I talked to him, anyway, when I came back, my head was empty, and I didn't feel anything.
Then, I knew that my Jiang Yi would die completely in my memory.
Xiwan, forgive me for not waking up now, but it's not too late, isn't it? I'm still young.
Xiwan looked at the words from Li Yan above, and the words were so light-hearted, but she could still feel her pain so much that she couldn't breathe.
Yes, for such a long period of time, where can you say that you can let go.
It's like someone has gouged out a hole in the heart, and even if it heals in the future, it will still be a scar that cannot be touched. (To be continued......)