130 The soul is not dying
The night of Chinese New Year's Eve is destined to be a sleepless night. The fireworks and firecrackers set off outside, crackling, deafening, colorful fireworks, lining the sky of B City, lined with extraordinarily brilliant and dazzling.
One year, fireworks can be lit during this time period, and the common people are probably eager to move all the fireworks and firecrackers in the store home and put them all at once.
Xiwan and her mother kept the New Year's Eve, watching the lively singing and dancing on TV, and her home seemed to be very deserted.
This is the first time that her New Year has not been spent with Lin Xi.
I don't know what it's like.
It was past the most painful time, and she was numb.
Just after 12 o'clock in the morning, Xiwan's mother took out a super big red envelope and solemnly handed it over to Xiwan, "I wish us Wanwan, a happy new year, and a happy year." ”
Xiwan was stunned for a moment, this was the first time she had received such a red envelope since she became an adult. His eyes were a little sour, "Thank you, Mom, but I'm an adult." ”
Mother Jiang smiled and patted Xiwan's hand, "Even if you are seventy or eighty, you are still your mother's child." ”
Xiwan nodded, "I also prepared a red envelope for my mother." She said, ran back to the room, and took out the big red envelope on the table, "Happy New Year, Mom." ”
Xiwan's mother put it in Xiwan's hand after receiving it, "Mom has money now, you can keep what you earn, after all, you will have to get married and have children in the future." ”
Xiwan was still immersed in the family affection that she hadn't enjoyed for a long time, and in the blink of an eye, the topic drifted to "getting married and having children", and she was embarrassed, and the red envelope was stuffed back into her mother's hand. "I have money, and this is my filial piety to you. It has nothing to do with me getting married and having children. Just take it, I'm going to go to the H store to film soon. You have to take care of yourself. ”
Mother Jiang patted Xiwan's back, her voice slightly choked, "Hmm." ”
"We are Wanwan, we have always been so caring and sensible, but it was my mother who didn't take good care of you, sorry for you, and let you bear the pressure of life at such a young age."
Xiwan was silent, and only hugged this somewhat old woman who had been worn down by the years.
Her daughter, in fact, has already died. Now it is she who replaces her, Jiang Xiwan. It's just that this secret, she will never be able to tell.
"Zizi-"
Xiwan's phone vibrated and rang.
She looked.
There are only four words on it, "Gao Leng Boss." ”
She was a little flustered.
Helpless.
"Wanwan, why don't you answer the phone?"
"Oh, right away." Xiwan got up with her mobile phone and went back to her room under her mother's eyes. Wait until it's time to pick it up. The phone over there has hung up, maybe she hasn't answered for too long, and the system automatically cuts off.
Xiwan breathed a sigh of relief, but. In the end, there is still some loss.
She admits that in this game between men and women, she was indeed touched by him. She could clearly feel the palpitations that were different from before. This strange feeling scared her.
She couldn't face it.
She was also afraid that she would be abandoned again.
Rather than being tortured in the future. It's better to break it off as soon as possible.
And she was afraid that the dark world hidden in her heart would pollute his cleanliness. Pure love.
As Li Yan said, she is not worthy of him.
The man who was as clean as the bright moon.
Xiwan put down her phone, looked at the missed calls on it, and silently sent her blessings: Happy New Year, Li Zhan.
Turn off the lights and sleep soundly.
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At that time, downstairs in her house, a Mercedes-Benz ignited and gradually disappeared into the vast night.
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Just after the New Year, the weather is getting warmer.
The golden sunlight spilled obliquely through the gap in the curtains onto the bed, and the room was bright. The small objects in the room seem to be gilded and warm.
Xiwan stretched her waist, looked at the time, and got up at half past eight in the morning.
Today, she is going back to the H store to film. The plane at one o'clock in the middle of the day was enough for her to prepare. Finally, she doesn't have to do nothing, maybe only work is her best companion.
Mother Jiang cooked a big wonton, stuffed with shrimp, and it tasted very delicious, but after Xiwan ate a bowl without knowing anything, she went back to the room again.
She has become accustomed to living alone at home, and sometimes, a cup of coffee, a book, or a computer, or a mobile phone, can allow her to spend the whole day quietly.
"Wanwan, don't you want to go out for a walk?" Jiang's mother fell in love with the after-dinner walk.
"No, Mom."
"You kid." In the face of Xiwan staying at home every day, she only thinks that Xiwan is because of her identity, not like ordinary people, walking in the streets and alleys.
Thinking of this, Jiang's mother was a little sad again.
It was she who made Xiwan carry the family's livelihood early, and in the final analysis, she was useless. Thinking like this, she also lost the heart to walk.
When Xiwan was sorting out things, Jiang's mother knocked on the door and took a lot of delicious snacks in her hand, all of which were snacks made by Jiang's mother, such as seaweed peanuts, dried shrimp, dried purple potatoes, etc.
Xi Wan had to put these snacks under the strong maternal love. When it was almost sorted out, Xiwan originally wanted to call He Min, but received a call from Gu Ye.
"Wanwan, today's plane, right?"
"Ah, Director Gu."
Gu Ye: "......" called himself Gu Dao, irritable, "Me too, I'm at home now, let's go to the airport together?" ”
Mother Jiang stood aside, naturally hearing it clearly, and couldn't stop nodding with Xiwan.
"Oh."
After hanging up the phone, Jiang's mother said, "It's too cold to talk to boys." Even if you don't plan to associate with them, you shouldn't be so rejected. What's more, people are kind enough to give you a ride. ”
"Mom, where is his kindness." Xi Wan was speechless, "It's clear that Sima Zhao's heart is known to passers-by." "Since Xiwan's mother picked up this topic last time, it was too late for Xiwan to avoid Gu Ye.
Mother Jiang didn't speak, "You." Just as he was about to say something more, Xiwan's phone rang again.
"Xiwan, I'm coming to pick you up." It was Zheng Nuo's voice.
"You go directly to the airport, then I may go with Gu Ye."
"Gu Ye?" Zheng Nuo didn't know why.
"Well, you can talk to He Min too."
“…… Good. ”
Jiang's mother said, "Another boy? ”
"My agent." Xiwan put down the mobile phone in her hand and had to explain again, "Mom, if I find a boyfriend, I will definitely be better than them, please trust your daughter's vision, okay?" ”
"Okay." Mother Jiang replied lonely.
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When Xi Wan got into Gu Ye's car, Xi Wan breathed a sigh of relief. Her mother's desire for her to find a boyfriend was too strong.
Gu Ye naturally saw Xiwan's expression, and there was an inexplicable relaxation.
"What's wrong?"
"Oh, nothing."
"I think you've been in a state of mind since your company's annual meeting, what's going on?" (To be continued......)