30. Chapter 30
After all the ups and downs, and the gorgeous insomnia, we were so close to each other that I was closer than I had been in bed, at least now I could reach for her hair, and I could touch her face.
I know she's not asleep either, because she's rolled over several times, and finally after she's turned over recently, she faced me and asked, "Did you sleep?" โ
Her voice is very quiet, one of those that you won't wake up if you sleep, but you can hear it when you wake up.
I said, "No." โ
When the words fell, she turned over and crossed over directly, straddle my body, this behavior made me suddenly shake a few times, no, do you want to drive the boat again, every time I am so caught off guard, how can I start to be shy.
Unfortunately, she just came and turned on the light on my side, a small warm white lamp, lit up little by little, illuminating her silhouette gradually clear, and then she quickly left me, lying in the position just now, looking at me sideways, with a smile in her eyes, I simply faced her.
There is an obscene saying that says, it doesn't matter if you are not familiar, you will be familiar with it with a shot, and now I have understood the essence of this sentence, you see us, even a few hours ago, the atmosphere of getting along was a little subtle, but now, after the water โกโก melted, it was possible to look at each other so affectionately, and I felt that the love was not sour at all.
Roy asked me, "What were you thinking?" โ
I paused.
Why is she so sensible to ask, as soon as she asks, she asks the point, in fact, I was just reminiscing about the details between us, and I haven't let go of the taste and feel at all, after all, I've lived for so many years, and I haven't tried anything new for a long time, but I can't tell her about it, she will laugh at me, and maybe call me a pervert.
I coughed a few times, thought for a moment and said, "I'm thinking, what's the meaning of the code on your door." โ
She looked straight at me and reached out to pinch my chin.
Roy has always loved these little movements, pinching my chin, playing with my fingers, touching my earlobes, wrapping my hair around my fingers, etc! I used to be stupid and didn't understand, and sometimes I avoided it because of itching, and then I rolled several times in the turbid mud. Interesting.
She said, "Prime numbers. โ
It's really a prime number, I smiled in my heart after hearing this, and laughed at myself for being amorous by the way. In fact, when I just knew the password, although it looked like a prime number at a glance, I still thought I should have something to do with me, couples, I like the connection between this kind of small details the most, I like everything to take care of everything, people send an unclear word, you will naturally make up for it, oops, this must have something to do with me. So I accumulated all the numbers related to me, ID number, student number, name stroke number, birthday, house number, all kinds of patchwork, playing 24 like addition, subtraction, multiplication and division, root number, and power, but I didn't find any sign of 1357.
You said she was doing a prime number, it's boring and boring.
Seeing that I was stunned and didn't answer, Roy raised my chin a little and let go of his hand, put it under his head and asked, "What's wrong?" โ
I smiled, "No, no." โ
She laughed, "It's okay with you, are you disappointed?" โ
Me, "Haha how is that possible!" โ
She raised her eyebrows, "In this way, it was originally changed casually, and I want you to change it, since you are so indifferent, just use this." โ
I immediately stretched out my hand, shook it excitedly in front of her, pointed at myself, and said with the spirit of a strong man's righteous indignation, "I'll change it, I'll change it!" โ
After saying this, I actually saw a sense of pampering in her eyes! Is it my delusion? How to describe this feeling, it is like she has a touch of tenderness in her eyes, watching you deeply to melt you.
I firmly believe that this is not an illusion! She spoils me!
She said, "Xue Lingyi, why are you still so funny." โ
This kind of night is the most suitable for casual chat, talk about anything, sometimes the words are not to let the other party answer, she just wants to talk, she said I am funny, I also admit that I am funny, the popular classmates recorded at the moment, many people in the message in addition to wishing me good health and wishes come true, but also praised me as everyone's pistachio. Roy's words, I'll just take her praise me, don't break it.
So I also gave her a particularly doting look, but there was no mirror, and I didn't know if I was expressing it properly.
I said, "Roy." โ
She sighed.
I asked, "Do you really just forgive me like that?" โ
She laughed, grabbed a handful of my bangs and put them in the middle of her forehead, rolled them a few times, and I looked up, but instead of seeing anything, I felt as if I had become cross-eyed, so I gave up.
She said, "No, how can I forgive you?" โ
So she continued, "You are not better looking than me, you are not richer than me, you are not more famous than me, you are not taller than me, you are not better than me, why do you say I am?" โ
I replied, "Maybe because of love?" โ
Roy tugged at my bangs, pointed to the lamp on the other end and said, "Shameless, turn off the light, and sleep." โ
I sighed, obediently did it, and proudly felt that her behavior was called annoyance, hahaha, I don't care, Roy just loves me so much.
We didn't sleep when the lights were turned off, I don't know when the late night chat ended, I just remember, we seemed to go back to the past, I began to chatter, she was listening, she met her doubts or interests, she would speak and ask me for details, after all, we were separated for four years, although these four years were ordinary, but every minute and second there were different things changing, I don't know what happened to me, in short, it kept talking, and the topics were seamlessly connected from topic to topic.
I have a lot to say to her, I have a lot of things I want to share with her, and then I realize that over the years, it's not that I've become quiet, but because there's no Roy by my side, and I can't lift anyone except her.
Last night's recent impression was that I was telling her that in my last job, the boss of the headquarters competed with the boss of the branch, and in the end the branch was closed, so I lost my job.
The next day, when we were having breakfast in the car, she asked me, "Did the director contact you after your company went out of business?" โ
When I think about it, I realized that she was really listening.
This director hurt me a lot, and he almost said that he liked me, and gave me a trick to answer his various questions, I thought I was very careful, and what I could answer was something that everyone knew, but he went to confront the boss one by one in a blink of an eye. I later learned that the fault was not what I answered, but that I contacted the director.
"No, he said he would introduce me to a job after he found out that I was unemployed, but I was worried that he would cheat." I took a bite of bread and said, "It is said that the workplace should be guarded against this, that, this and that, I thought, if I don't go to the workplace, I won't have it, and I will isolate one qiฤ at a stop." I smiled and looked at Roy, "Do you think I'm smart?" โ
Roy gave me a disgusted look and said, "Tear the bread for me." โ
I realized that I had only eaten it for myself, so I opened her portion, and when I saw that she was driving, I reluctantly served her, first gave her a sip of milk, and then fed her bread, and she seemed to enjoy it, and did not refuse.
Just fed her a mouthful of milk, and suddenly an inadvertently, she stopped in front of the red light, the car shook, and the tips of my fingers slipped into her mouth carelessly, although it was not shallow, but it was so warm that I was so scared that I immediately pulled out my hand and looked at her in a daze.
I watched her purse her lips and lick the milk from her lips.
Then she was also stunned, and turned her head to look at me, "Xue Lingyi, don't tell me that you are thinking nonsense." โ
Oh my God, Roy, you know me, that sudden action just now really reminded me of the way she kissed my finger last night.
You can't blame me, this picture really popped out on its own, it really wasn't intentional on my part, who would prostitute themselves in broad daylight! But it also reminded me of the days after our first kiss, and the fucking images of her kissing me with her eyes closed, really, make people want to do it again.
I swallowed and quickly said, "No! โ
Roy said, "That's all there is to be so excited." โ
So I said, "yes, yes, I'm just thinking, what's going on." โ
I don't know why I suddenly became as upright as a tiger, looking at her with a momentum that this is what Lao Tzu did, but the effect was not very good, she glanced at me and scolded me for being neurotic.
Today she is going to fly to the city, before the flight I insisted on sending her to the airport, and called Chen Ling to ask her for an hour off, after the request I felt a little guilty, a little assistant dared to play a big name, but Roy stretched out my hand I covered this matter shamelessly, smiled and took her hand to the airport.
Qian Lefan was already waiting, she deliberately glanced at me when we passed, this special expression Xiร n in her pride to see me from head to toe, eyes and dialect bin quite similar, but also made me wonder if she likes our Roy, but this is mostly my delusion, I often have this illusion, I think that men and women all over the world will like her as long as they see Roy, after all, in my eyes, she is so worthy of people.
Qian Lefan asked, "Are you going too?" โ
I shook my head, "No, I'll send her." โ
Roy is very tight, when I got out of the car, I was worried that she would definitely be found out if she was so tight, fortunately, there was no paparazzi like anyone after she went in, but maybe it was not news that the three women were standing, so they chose to hide, after all, the paparazzi had nothing else but this skill.
On the way back, I took out my mobile phone and opened Roy's mailbox, just now I had to let her tell me about the past few days and future trips, she felt that the content was too much, so she simply gave me the email password, saying that most of them were in it, and said that the password was our birthday, I listened to her that it was a meaningful raised eyebrows, she explained lightly not to misunderstand, just use the habit, too lazy to change.
I laughed in my heart, and suddenly felt that Roy was also quite sweet and hard-mouthed.