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Seeing the beads breaking, Cheng Qinglang panicked and slowly let go of his hand.

Xia Fan stood there without speaking.

Cheng Qinglang squatted down and picked them up one by one.

There were twelve in total, and he grasped it tightly, his heart was like a knife, and then slowly released his palm.

"Is there anything I'm not doing well? I can change it, am I ...... Not good enough. ”

If you like someone, you can breathe down to this point, as long as Xia Fan wants it, he will give it, but will the other party not want anything.

Just want to leave.

Barely unhappy, even if you recite it silently in your heart ten thousand times, you can't persuade yourself to let go freely.

"You know it all."

Cheng Qinglang looked at the person, "I don't know anything." ”

He investigated Xia Fan, and his personality suddenly changed eight years ago, but so what, he just likes this person, who the cares so much.

Xia Fan looked at the person and didn't speak, and took the black fei in Cheng Qinglang's hand, there were a few of them with water vapor on them, and he didn't know where they got the water.

The cold touch burned her chest.

"Where are you going?"

Cheng Qinglang saw that people were leaving, so he stopped them.

"I'm leaving, you can't stop me."

Cheng Qinglang's heart was churning, yes, how could he stop her.

He was very similar to scolding Xia Fan for being a bastard, but he couldn't say anything when he opened his mouth.

Xia Fan walked out of the person without pausing or looking back, she was afraid that she would be reluctant to leave if she stopped for a while.

Cheng Qinglang looked back at the back of the person, the last time Xia Fan disappeared for a week, he felt that he was about to go crazy, just relying on the other party's promise of 'will come back'.

It's also at such a time when the sky is going to be bright and not bright.

So this time, she didn't finally decide to walk away.

He couldn't keep it or stop it, even a word of concern was superfluous, look at so many things here, she didn't take anything away.

Guy ran out of the room, "Where's my mom?" ”

Cheng Qinglang came back to his senses and felt that his neck was sore, he had been sitting in the living room for so long.

Guy ran to Cheng Qinglang's side and asked again, "Where is my mother?" ”

Cheng Qinglang put his eyes on the child and opened his mouth, "Your mother is gone, she doesn't want us anymore." ”

Children can also look at people's eyes, and suddenly cry out with a "wow".

Cheng Qinglang took Guy into his arms, patted the other party's back, and said unconsciously in his voice: "What are you crying about, don't cry." ”

Shouldn't he be the one to cry?

Cheng Qinglang stood up, is he going to be lonely for the rest of his life? No, he must forget about her and start a new life.

There are so many women in this world, he doesn't have to worry about finding them, he must find someone to love with his husband and wife, and then have a pair of children.

But after thinking about it, there are so many women in this world, Xia Fan is only one, and he likes only one.

If the dream life used to be changed to a different person, it is still a dream......

Cheng Qinglang touched his chest, this place is empty, what can I do if I miss a piece, I can't lie to myself.

Not even temporary comfort.

Cheng Qinglang looked at the little ghost who was still crying, and rubbed the other party's head, "Don't cry, it's time to go to school?" Your mom...... There is no need for you. ”

Guy raised his tearful face and asked, "Really?" ”

"Really...... If you are obedient, she will come back. ”

Guy hurriedly wiped away his tears, "I will definitely be obedient, I will be a good boy." ”

Cheng Qinglang smiled, took a tissue to wipe the child's face, "Let's go." ”

"Hmm." Guy reached out and took Cheng Qinglang's hand.

———

Xia Fan came out of the house and went directly to the airport.

She has always been decisive in her work, and unlike before, her heart is like a knife.

When Xia Fan arrived, Xuyun had just finished talking to someone, she dragged people to the side hall, and then took out the string of black fei that had been scattered.

"You must know if it's not, if you shirk it again, I will demolish your broken temple, and do what you say!"

Xuyun sorted out his clothes, "You can't get through, why bother to spread your anger on this treasure temple, there are a lot of crazy men and women in the world, it is better to take refuge in my Buddha, the root of the ear is pure and the four are empty, the donor, you are also related to my Buddha, I am willing to accept you as a disciple." ”

But I don't want to.

Xia Fan stared at the people and said word by word: "Believe it or not, I will really demolish this temple!" And then dismantle you."

Xuyun hurriedly spoke out to convince him: "If you have something to say, don't do it, let's discuss everything, my Buddha is merciful, and the donor will be able to make his wishes come true." ”

After a pause, Xuyun said again, "You really made a decision?" ”

"Hmm." Xia Fan replied vaguely.

"Okay, you can stay here first, but you have to go to the front yard less, your movie is not being released recently, many people know you, and it is troublesome to be seen by pilgrims."

Xia Fan frowned, "How do you know that my movie is on?" ”

"Oh, a few days ago, Yuan Hui and Yuan Jue organized a group to go to see it, they had a relationship with you, and many people in the temple went to join in the fun, saying that you did a good job."

A few young and uncertain children still said that not only the monk wanted to be a warrior monk, but after persuading him for a long time, Xia Fan was really not a fuel-efficient lamp.

Xia Fan's voice said lightly: "The ten precepts of the novice nuns must be separated from the painting of incense and the singing and dancing, not wearing fragrant flowers and flowers, not smearing sesame oil on the body, not singing and dancing, and not going to watch and listen for no reason. Watching movies is a kind of singing and dancing, which is not conducive to spiritual practice. ”

Xuyun smiled and shook his head, "Cultivate the mind, the Buddha can be in the heart." ”

Xia Fan didn't argue with this monk anymore, the monk let her stay, so she simply stayed first, now it is winter, and there are many fewer people who come to burn incense.

On the second day of Xia Fan's stay, there was a snowfall, which was the first snow of this winter, and the road up the mountain was blocked by ice, and there were even fewer people.

Xia Fan patiently waited for the monk to do the morning class, and as soon as Xuyun came out, she grabbed the person.

"What do you say?"

"This can't be rushed."

Xuyun looked around, fortunately no one passed by, what kind of system did it do to a host?

"When can't you rush?"

"You can stay in peace first."

The monk had a profound posture, and Xia Fan didn't speak after thinking about it.

She didn't want to go back too quickly.

———

After waiting for three days, Cheng Qinglang finally called, and the female voice of the machine reminded that 'the user has turned off the phone'.

His eyes widened, he didn't expect Xia Fan to do so well this time?!

Xia Fan's mobile phone was lent to a little monk to play on the second day after he arrived at the temple...... Then the other party accidentally fell into the pond in front of the door, and the screen couldn't light up when he scooped it up.

The little monk was only six or seven years old, with a panicked face, Xia Fan was stunned for a long time, and said with a smile It doesn't matter, anyway, he doesn't use it often, and the little monk breathed a sigh of relief.

She put her phone in a drawer and removed the chain that hung from it.

This is a walk between Xia Fan and Cheng Qinglang. I bought it at a street shop, one blue and one pink.

At that time, Cheng Qinglang handed her the pink one, and she smiled and said, "I want blue." ”

So Cheng Qinglang handed her the blue one and hung it up with pink.

This kind of mobile phone chain is very popular nowadays, I don't know what mechanism is inside, and the mobile phone chain of two people will light up when it touches together.

Xia Fan tightened his grip on the chain of his mobile phone, walked out of the room and asked the monk passing by, "Do you have a phone here?" ”

"Yes, let me have, what?"

"I want to make a phone call."

"Then use mine."

Xia Fan took the borrowed mobile phone, thought about it and dialed the phone.

———

Cheng Qinglang was angry at his mobile phone, and Cheng Guangheng walked over, "Why haven't you seen my Fanfan in the past two days?" ”

"How do I know ......"

Cheng Guangheng slapped it, "Bastard, you don't know, that's your daughter-in-law!" ”

Cheng Qinglang touched his battered back, "Then what should I do?" ”

"What do you say?"

The two of them stared at each other, and at this time, Cheng Qinglang's mobile phone rang.

A strange call.

Cheng Qinglang was stunned and pressed the answer button, "Where are you?" It's been three days, when will I be back. ”

Xia Fan wanted to ask, 'How do you know it's me?', but after thinking about it, he didn't ask.

The two of them were silent for three seconds, and Cheng Qinglang made a decision.

"Then you wait for me, I'll pick you up!"

He hung up the phone, and the advertising caller ID revealed Xia Fan's location, and went to find the monk again?

Bald donkey, bad guy marriage.

Cheng Qinglang suddenly figured it out, Xia Fan will let her go when he leaves?

Let her go! Wherever he goes, he follows! Take his dad with you.

Cheng Qinglang picked up the coat on the side, "Old man, I'll chase my daughter-in-law, and the company will hand it over to you in the past two days." ”

"I don't want to see the old faces of those old men!"

"Then do you want to see your daughter-in-law?"

"Yes!"

Cheng Qinglang patted the old man's shoulder, "Good~"

————

When Cheng Qinglang arrived, Xia Fan was playing chess with Yuan Hui.

Go looks at observation power, and relies on calculation power, so it's better to be quiet.

The two of them played four games, Yuan Hui lost three games, and the fourth game was also bleak.

When Cheng Qinglang saw Xia Fan, he was stunned for a long time, standing there without speaking.

Xia Fan turned around and saw that he was not surprised, and casually put down the sunspot of his fingers, "You are here." ”

"You...... Do you want to become a monk? ”

Cheng Qinglang was stalked for a long time, and finally asked what he said.

Xia Fan came in a hurry, Yuanjue found her two petite monk's clothes for her, she never picked what she was wearing, it was clean, this is not wearing ancestral clothes with her hair upright, and she was in this temple......

Xia Fan laughed a little.

"What do you think? I'm a layman, and the Buddhists don't accept it. ”

"It's just right not to accept it."