30. Thirty
People always feel happy when they are close to happiness, but they suffer from gains and losses when happiness is in progress.
"Spencer," her voice was hoarse, like the air grinding of a popped balloon, "come up and lie down with me for a while?" Just froze me to death. She still remembers the chill before falling into a coma, as if the blood in her body was covered with ice and snow, and now that she thinks about it, she can't help but shiver, this is probably the temperature of death. Red's body paused, slowly raised his head, his eyes looked at her without blinking, and then he carefully lifted the quilt on her body, avoided the infusion tube in her hand, and lay down next to her pillow and snuggled up to her. The tip of his nose rubbed against her cheek, and his rapid breathing choked echoed in her ears.
"Does it still hurt, your wound?" In the middle of the night, Spencer's voice sounded faintly, hoarse and trembling. Liu Fanxu half-closed his eyes, layer after layer of cold sweat overflowed his skin, the effect of the medicine on his body had passed, and the wound was burning for bursts. She carefully adjusted her breathing, trying not to look particularly sad, "not very painful, just a little." Speaking through the oxygen mask, her voice was muffled and strange to sound, she frowned, her depleted magic had just begun to recover, and she couldn't rely on spells to make herself feel better for the time being.
I can't use spells and I don't have the potions I need, and for the first time, I don't think it's a big deal to be a wizard. Her eyelashes fluttered, and she couldn't help but miss her mentor, if it was him, she wouldn't have made herself like this. Her heart shrank at the thought of this, well, if her tutor was really here, and saw her lying in a Muggle hospital like this, she would definitely be filled with enough potions, and then she would be picked up and thrown into the basement confinement. She knew that what she was doing was a bit smashing, as a potions master, or a potions master who had experienced a brutal war, she would forget to replenish the potions in her carry-on space, especially the emergency potions like white moss that were listed in the top three, and sure enough, it was because she had been comfortable for too long that she forgot to be cautious.
Listening to Liu Fanxu's deliberately suppressed gasp, Red didn't speak, the anesthetic on her body had already faded at this time, and of course it would be very painful. He reached out and gently grasped her fingertips, his fingers rubbing against the back of her hand to avoid the infusion tube. Unlike the fright three days ago, this time he really almost lost her, and he didn't even dare to think back to those processes. Liu Fanxu heard the sound of breathing belonging to Red in his ears becoming more and more rapid, moved his fingertips and scratched his palm, and said in a hoarse voice as if broken, "Spencer, you saved me, no matter what kind of danger I encountered, even if I was on the verge of death, you saved me." Spencer, as long as you're there, I'm fearless. โ
Red closed his eyes, tears dripping down his eyelashes, he opened his lips, and whimpered in a low voice, "But you are almost-" Liu Fanxu interrupted him, firmly emphasizing "As long as we live, we may face all kinds of dangers, if I hadn't met you, I might have died in that cold winter, or died in a perverted hand like today, but I have you now, and you will do everything you can to save me when I am in danger, and you have done it." So, don't think about those horrible images, Spencer, you saved me, I'm still there for you. Remember? My life is yours, if you don't allow it, I won't leave, I promised, you promised. โ
Listening to her voice, Red's eyes closed, his thoughts confused, he knew she was right, but he couldn't let go. Liu Fanxu's appearance lying in a pool of blood was as deep as an imprint on his heart, and the scars of each knife were painful. He thought that he would never forget the despair of that scene in his life, she said that he would do his best to save her, yes, he did, but if they hadn't taken over the case in the first place, would Liu Fanxu have died helplessly in a pool of blood flowing from his body, because he couldn't be by her side when she needed her most, and if that was the case, he wouldn't even have a chance to save her. If he can't protect his loved ones, then what's the point of him doing the FBI?
He's a genius. From a young age, he knew that he could do things that most people might not be able to do in their lifetimes. But he chose to become an FBI and he gave up using his wisdom to benefit science. But if this profession makes it impossible for him to achieve his original intention, then why, why is he still there? "Why, Aga, why am I still here?" Perhaps he is more valuable as a scientist. Liu Fanxu closed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth hooked, "Why?" Spencer, why? You don't have a strong physique, you don't have extraordinary courage, you don't have the right marksmanship, and you don't look like an FBI in the eyes of many people. At this point, she paused slightly, heard Rhett's resentful snort, she curled the corners of her mouth, and continued, "But you have a brain that no one else can match, you can find clues that others can't find, you can calculate surveys that others can't, and you have a amount of knowledge that others can't match." "Of course, there is also the courage in your heart to defend justice that you are not even aware of, and this feeling of wanting to protect others, which has brought you here. She tilted her head and hit the tip of his nose with her cheek "Hey, you're my hero, Spencer, I'll support you no matter what choice you make, remember?" โ
"I know." Spencer's mouth curled slightly, drawing a happy and satisfied smile, he hooked her fingers, and said in a rare and soft voice, "You'll always be there for me, won't you?" He repeatedly confirmed the truth of this moment, just because the most important storage in his heart was lying beside him, not leaving. He crept closer to her and kissed her lightly on the cheek, "I swear, I'll protect you, Aga." No matter what, I will take you out of danger, and you will always be well. Liu Fanxu chuckled, but choked โกโก astringent throat, she coughed violently, driving the wound in her abdomen, and the severe pain made tears overflow from the corners of her eyes. She held Red's fingers tightly in her left hand, the needle inserted into the back of her hand as she suddenly clenched into a fist, pouring out blood, and her right hand lifted and fumbled to remove the oxygen mask.
Red hurriedly stood up and raised his hand to press Liu Fanxu's shoulder to prevent her excessive body movements from tearing the wound, "Aga, relax, Aga, relax." Liu Fanxu finally ripped off the oxygen mask covering her mouth and nose, she was in a cold sweat, threw the oxygen mask in her hand to the side, and raised her hand to pull Red's shirt, "Spencer, cough cough, pour me some water, my throat is too dry." Red frowned, and said very quickly, "This is an Atropine type of M choline receptor blocking drug The effect has not completely passed, it will inhibit the secretion of glands, so dry mouth is normal, Aga." You can't drink water right now. She blinked and looked at Rhett aggrievedly, her cough had subsided, but her throat was still uncomfortable. Not only that, but the wound was also burning like fire.
Red couldn't stand it, twisted his head, pursed his lips and muttered, "Aga, don't look at me like that, it's for your good, if you can't drink it, you can't drink it." However, I can think of something else. With that, he lifted the quilt, got down from the hospital bed, walked to the tea table, poured a glass of water, took out a sealed package of anti-inflammatory cotton balls from the medicine tray, tore open and pulled out one, dipped it in the water cup, and then took the water cup, took the anti-inflammatory cotton ball, and walked back to her. Red leaned over in front of her eyes, wiping her lips with an anti-inflammatory cotton ball dipped in warm water. His serious expression made her want to laugh, sensing her thoughts, Red glared at her sternly, warning her not to make any more drastic movements, she blinked obediently, narrowed her eyes obediently and pretended to sleep.
Closing his eyes, Liu Fanxu exhaled in his heart. Red was scared, scared, and why wasn't she? It's just a blessing and a curse, and blessings and misfortunes depend on each other. She heard the footsteps of death and experienced the despair of death, but she also saw the person she wanted to see the most. She didn't know what place it was, maybe it was the junction of life and death, no matter what, he waited there and gave her a chance to live, and she would remember it in her heart.
"Spencer, how many days have I been here?" She suddenly opened her eyes and raised her hand to hold his left hand, which was pinching an anti-inflammatory cotton ball to wipe her lips, "Why are you staying here, is the case solved?" Red pursed his lips and explained with a somewhat unpleasant look on his face, "Solved," he looked up at her reaction, and then continued, "The murderer was found dead in a naturally formed ditch, apparently he accidentally broke his neck while running wild in the forest at night. We still haven't been able to figure out why his personal information is so bizarre, and it's a mystery that remains open, even though the murderer has been punished by God. โ
God? Liu Fanxu lowered his eyelashes to hide the complexity under his eyes. The man was an unblessed being, God did not take him in, Merlin abandoned him, he was like a wandering soul in the world. Frank Cook nearly killed her, but she couldn't really hate him. He couldn't control the already crazy consciousness and not hurt her, but he was able to choose death with his last determination. She knew that his death was definitely not that simple, but who could say that such an ending was not a relief for him? In his own way, he allowed his soul to be redeemed.
Liu Fanxu's fingertips rubbed the fabric of Red's shirt, lowered his eyes, and whispered, "Perhaps, for this man, this is the best ending." Red frowned, pursed his lips, and asked uncertainly, "Why do you say that?" She shook her head and replied with a smile, "I just think so, a crazy person probably wants nothing more than a breath of peace." โ