The cold wind with the smell of blood blew, adding a bit of cold white to the faces of the two young people standing facing each other. The three masters of the Western Regions, coughing, intermittently, told Yang Qing what he didn't know, "About half a month ago, our brother received a commission from the original sect leader to ask me to wait for a visit to Biluo Valley. ”

"At that time, it was said that a few of us acted internally and played Biluogu in the palm of my hand. There is a source leader behind the scenes, reaping the benefits of the fisherman. ”

"We don't know why things are different from what we said before."

The eyes of several people fell on Yuan Yingxing's face.

The original sect leader was seriously injured, his true qi was dry, and the corners of his lips were oozing blood, and he calmly looked at the eyes of several people. If it weren't for the fact that he was seriously injured, looking at his standing posture, he would have thought that he was the biggest winner in the field. No...... Perhaps, Yuan Yingxing is indeed the biggest winner here.

Yang Qing's abdomen was inserted by Yuan Yingxing with his bare hands. If he is not defended, he will be attacked by a person whose strength is not inferior to his. The only thing that can beat Yuan Yingxing is that Yuan Yingxing was seriously injured, but Yang Qing has just arrived and has not been injured before. He covered his abdomen with his hands, and blood oozed from between his fingers and dripped onto the loess. He looked at the young man opposite who even had a smile on his lips, and thought for a moment, "...... You changed your mind halfway? ”

"Not bad." Yuan Yingxing smiled slightly, not minding answering Yang Qing's question.

"You came to Biluo Valley, you can't wait for any civil strife, and you plan to do it yourself. You released the people locked up in the Demon Torture Hall, and you personally confronted the three masters. You...... What you are asking for is actually the end of total destruction, right? ”

The weird smile in Yuan Yingxing's eyes deepened, and he looked at Yang Qing deeply, "It is worthy of Yang Gongzi." I can think of this immediately. ”

Yang Qing endured the pain in his abdomen, thinking of Ah Yue's tearful eyes, he insisted on holding on, not planning to give up Yuan Yingxing, "Haven't you thought that Ah Yue will send someone to find you?" ”

"It doesn't make any difference to me," Yuan Yingxing said, he showed a bit of a trance again, "Come or not, it's all the same." ”

"Ah Yue is looking for you personally, doesn't it matter? You're still going to kill her yourself like you're killing me? ”

Yuan Yingxing's eyes bent, and he said a little stupidly, "If she comes to me, I will drag her to die together." I lost everything, I had nothing left. I don't have her anymore. As he spoke, he was stunned for a moment, and then his expression became sad, "She doesn't want me anymore." What do I want to do for her...... But every time it is not satisfactory. If only everything went back to the beginning. We didn't escape, there were no masters and saints. When we die in the torture hall, that's for the best. ”

“…… It's not like she doesn't have you in her heart. She asked me to find you. ”

"If you come to me, then I will die with you, and bury my bones in Biluo Valley together. I think it's pretty good, too. An abnormal flame rose in Yuan Yingxing's eyes, and the bright light illuminated his pale face, making him much more angry, "I'm dead, and you're dead." Then she won't have the one she loves the most! She would have thought that you and I were killed by the people of Biluo Valley, she didn't know that I killed me, she was heartbroken, and then she would avenge us! I will always be the most important person in her heart, and my status will never be snatched away by you! ”

Yang Qing: "......"

was speechless for a long time, staring at Yuan Yingxing.

He looked at the original sect leader, and a sigh appeared in his heart: Yuan Yingxing...... It's not normal anymore.

Only a madman would have such a terrible thought.

He wants all to perish, and he wants everyone to die together. Whether it is Bai Dao or Demon Dao, all of them die here, which is what he wants to see the most.

Mochizuki is the most important person and the most important thing in Hara Yingxing's life.

He struggled and came back from a few side pinchs. He walked on the road of barren grass and grass, and when he looked back, he saw that his life had become a mess. All he had left was Mochizuki.

However, when he humbly put aside all his self-esteem, and after he endured great disappointment and pain, he asked her, "Is it okay for me to be your lover?", the favorite girl, answered "no".

The last glimmer of hope is gone.

She didn't want him anymore.

Yuan Yingxing stood in the cold wind, walking in the rain and wind forest. Forced to the edge of the cliff, he jumped without hesitation. The abyss has a fatal attraction for him. Life, Love...... He didn't want them all, but he wanted to take them with him.

It's either life or death. Paranoid, sensitive, vulnerable. What defeated him was not Yao Fu's repeated play, nor was it the absurdity of his life being manipulated by others, but just, it was a "no" word from Mochizuki.

He is such a person.

Yang Qing lowered his head, thinking about how to suppress Yuan Yingxing in a state of madness without stimulating Yuan Yingxing and when he was also injured.

Before Yang Qing could come up with the charter, he first heard that something was wrong with the rumors from all sides. He looked up and saw a group of Biluo Valley disciples killed from above. They had blood on their bodies and weapons in their hands, apparently fresh from the valley.

Yang Qing recognized the clothes of the core disciples of Biluo Valley at a glance.

The one at the head, he had a faint impression, was the eldest disciple of the dead valley master of Biluo Valley. It can also be regarded as the current valley lord of Biluo Valley. It's just that after the death of the old valley lord, Biluo Valley has been busy with the war with the Demon Sect, and he doesn't care about holding a big hall and announcing the succession of the new valley lord.

When such a group of core disciples encountered, Yang Qing secretly said something bad in his heart. Sure enough, when the other party saw the half-dead and half-crippled state on their side, the hateful eyes of the disciples directly skipped the three masters who were dying, and the beautiful young man who was holding his abdomen with his hands, and his eyes fell on Yuan Yingxing.

When several people saw Yuan Yingxing, their eyes were red with hatred, and their whole bodies trembled, "Yuan Yingxing!" You have it too! Brothers and sisters, killing him is the master's revenge! ”

Yuan Yingxing watched a large number of disciples rush over with a little indifference.

Motionless.

It's not that he doesn't want to move, but the real qi is too depleted, he killed one or two people, so many people, he really can't kill them. Yang Qing was next to him, but Yuan Yingxing didn't look at it, he didn't think that Yang Qing would fight hard to save himself. Besides, Yang Qing was injured by himself to the core, so many disciples were facing him, and Yang Qing had to weigh it.

Who will fight for him?

It's just him.

Looking at the people who pounced on him like locusts, and looking at the eyes of these strangers who were eager to eat their own flesh and bones, Yuan Yingxing was in a trance. He stood calmly, as if he was calm and tall, which made Yang Qingdu on the side feel that Yuan Yingxing still had a move. However, in the blood, in the slowly darkening sky, looking at so many unfamiliar faces, Yuan Yingxing felt that he was going to die.

It's ridiculous.

Yang Qing delayed him.

If it weren't for Yang Qing, he would have left a long time ago, and he wouldn't have met these disciples.

He did not die at the hands of masters, but at the hands of a group of little people who usually didn't care about it at all.

Yang Qing is indeed his nemesis.

Never mind.

It's useless to think about that. I'm going to die anyway. Unfortunately, I was not lucky enough. I can't see everyone buried here with me.

Yuan Yingxing was in a trance, lowered his eyes, and thought softly: I don't know what Yueya'er is doing at this time, thousands of miles away?

I don't know if after death, Yueya'er will shed tears for him?

She's a girl who doesn't like to cry. He had never seen her shed tears for herself.

She only has Yang Qing in her eyes.

"Master!" In a daze, a strong force suddenly flew into the encirclement from the other side, and when countless swords slashed, he slammed the original Yingxing. The strength was so great that he pulled Yuan Yingxing back several steps and was pushed to the ground. And the person who hugged him rolled on the ground a few times while holding him, and his dexterous skills took him to avoid the cold light from the thorns.

Rustle.

The bell rings in my ears.

The face was beaten by the cold ring-shaped earrings, and there was some pain.

Yuan Yingxing was stunned, raised his eyes, and saw the girl in front of him, quickly jumped up, blocked in front of him, and a purple electric light swirled around. The electric light shook off like a long whip, cutting half an arc around the body, and messing up the unprepared Biluo Valley disciples on all sides. In the purple light, the panic retreated a little.

Yuan Yingxing sat on the ground and saw the girl in black with a long back in front of her. Her long braids hung down to her waist, black and splattered with blood. The side face is stunning, and the golden hoop earrings dangle in her ears, reflecting her pale blue eyes, emitting a magnificent and dazzling luster.

Shook everyone's eyes.

also shook Yuan Yingxing's eyes.

The right protector of the Demon Sect, Tang Xiaoyu.

Yuan Yingxing was a little surprised, and thought: Wasn't she sent to the other side by herself, why did she come over so quickly?

In the battle of Biluo Valley, not only Yuan Yingxing is famous, but Tang Xiaoyu is also famous. Before everyone didn't know that the Demon Sect really had a right protector, after this war, I believe that everyone in the world will know the Demon Sect's god-killing right protector Tang Xiaoyu. However, maybe not.

Even if it was a god-killer, she was extremely injured. It's almost only a matter of time before you die here.

Everyone was just thrown away by Tang Xiaoyu's fairy-like soft sword, and their hearts were slightly confused, thinking that another master had joined. When Dingqing saw it, she saw that it was Tang Xiaoyu, and she was relieved. A disciple looked up and down at the black-clothed girl who seemed to have just been soaked in blood and crawled out of her life, and sneered disdainfully, "It's up to you?" With the way you are now, you also want to stop us and protect the big devil behind you? ”

Tang Xiaoyu's language talent is not good enough.

Many times, she can hear the other person's words clearly, but she can't think of the right words to express herself.

She had no choice but to remain silent.

Now, in the face of the disdain of the crowd, she just held the purple soft sword in her hand across her chest and expressed her attitude. There are also three masters here, as well as Yang Qing, if you want to join forces, it is not a problem to take down these disciples. But people won't join forces to save a Yuan Yingxing who has a sick brain.

The three masters were deceived by Yuan Yingxing and repented, and were seriously injured, and when they saw Yuan Yingxing's fate, they would only gloat.

Yang Qing thought that Yuan Yingxing had a chance to win, he was also seriously injured, he just wanted to take Yuan Yingxing away, he was still waiting for time...... He didn't want to fight either.

Here, the only, without hesitation, saw that Yuan Yingxing was besieged, and immediately came to the rescue, even if I am afraid that it will not play a role, only Tang Xiaoyu is the only one.

Tang Xiaoyu and everyone quickly fought in one place.

She firmly stood in front of Yuan Yingxing, preventing the disciple in front of her from rushing through her own line of defense. She was scarred, countless stab wounds and sword marks were slashed on her body, her body shook, she only gritted her teeth firmly, and her only stubbornness was that she refused to let Yuan Yingxing come after she was born.

Yuan Yingxing looked at the girl in front of him in a daze.

Yang Qing didn't know when he walked behind him and whispered, "I heard that Miss Tang is your shadow." You give birth, she gives birth; You die, she dies. She never disobeys your orders...... You came to Biluo Valley, you asked for death, and she came with you. However, I am afraid that you don't know that before she left, for the first time, she revealed your whereabouts to the people in the sect. Ah Yue can know, so that I can help you. ”

Yuan Yingxing was silent.

Some are dazed, some are incomprehensible.

I can't see clearly, what is Tang Xiaoyu doing?

yes, what are you doing? Didn't Tang Xiaoyu know the reason why he came to Biluo Valley at the beginning? What is she doing now?

"Original Sect Master, not everyone wants you to die," Yang Qing said, "At least, you should recognize now that Miss Tang wants you to live." In your eyes, she may be a shadow of no thought...... But even the shadow is selfish. She is covered in bruises, and she will not give up her death, and she will stand in front of you, stop everyone, just so that you can live. ”

Yuan Yingxing only stared at the person in front of him as if he hadn't heard it.

Countless swords swung at Tang Xiaoyu's body, and several times, this girl couldn't dodge. I'd rather use my body to block it than let go of a gap. She was silent, her face strained, and she fought with the crowd. What is she trying to do?

"Ah Yue also has you in her heart, and she also wants you to live," Yang Qing said, "I don't know what is wrong with you, what happened to you, and let you beg for death like this." But it wasn't a mess, it wasn't extreme. When I was still in the Cloud Gate, Ah Yue read all the books in my Cloud Gate Library to heal your problems. She is afraid that your mind will be damaged, so she will not dare to see you, but she will look for medicine for you everywhere......"

Yuan Yingxing raised his head, his eyes flickered, and looked at Yang Qing, "...... It's true? ”

The young man's hand rested on his tense shoulder. Yang Qing has a gentle face, and he is naturally good and trusting. In the extremely sensitive Yuan Yingxing, at a certain moment, he really felt that Yang Qing's holy light was shining. Listening to the voice of the young man like spring water, Wen Wen said, "Life is difficult, who is not." At the very least, you should let the people who care about you know what is going on......"

Yuan Yingxing listened to Yang Qing and lowered his eyes.

Suddenly, he sensed that something was wrong, his body tensed, and when he was about to get up and dodge, a palm wind attacked him from behind at a very fast speed. At the last glance, I saw the young man's warm and low-hanging eyebrows. When Yang Qing was defenseless, he stunned him with a palm.

Yuan Yingxing fainted and was held in Yang Qing's hand. The young man had already made such preparations, and in the flash of light, he jumped up in the air, flew his sleeves and rolled up leaves, and flew towards the group of disciples. A few steps forward, grabbing Tang Xiaoyu's wrist. Rise into the air, step on the top of everyone's heads, fly up with the help of force, and scream, "Go!" ”

Although Tang Xiaoyu didn't know that Yang Qing suddenly broke out, martial artists were naturally quick to react. When Yang Qing lifted her upward vertical, Tang Xiaoyu stabilized her scattered mind, and quickly adjusted her state, and a purple electric light flew away from her hand and drew towards the people who chased after her.

Together, there was a wonderful light match of Yunmen, and everyone was quickly left behind.

At this time, a few fireworks rose into the air.

With the unconscious Yuan Yingxing, Yang Qing and Tang Xiaoyu looked up into the air. Yang Qing said, "The righteous path has arrived, and the war in Biluo Valley is coming to an end. Please send a signal to the group of sect members I have brought, so that everyone can quickly retreat and not be touched by the righteous path disciples. ”

Tang Xiaoyu is used to obeying orders.

Although the object was changed from the original sect leader to Yang Qing...... However, he silently glanced at Yang Gongzi's indifferent side face, and felt quite convincing, Tang Xiaoyu began to send signals. Then, after hesitating for a moment, he asked, "Then I and the group of sect members brought by the sect leader, don't you care?" ”

Yang Qing's figure paused, lowered his head, glanced at the pale young man who was held in his hand with complicated eyes, and said, "Don't care...... At the very least, the original sect mainly borrowed the hands of the white path disciples to kill this group of demon sect madmen, or they could expect to lose both...... I'm okay with that. ”

In the madness of Yuan Yingxing, he still left a way for the Holy Sect to live.

He didn't really leave the Holy Religion behind and do whatever he wanted. He cleaned up the disobedient bunch. After the incident in Biluo Valley, the rivers and lakes will inevitably be a sensation. The Baidao people will inevitably negotiate with the Holy Sect people, and the Holy Sect will use powerful force to intimidate the world. With the right to speak, and kill those who disobeyed...... Everything that can be done has been done, and the several major sects of the White Dao will weigh one or two, and it is very likely that they will choose to give in to the Holy Sect.

There will be no second gate faction, and I hope that the things in Biluo Valley will be repeated.

Original Reflection Star ...... is paranoid, and there is a little logic in the chaos.

Yang Qing really didn't know how to evaluate this person: if you use it well, the world will be celebrated; Badly used, weapons of mass killing.

Such a strong person, but his feelings are his fatal flaws and weaknesses.

Yang Qing coughed and sighed. Don't think about it anymore, always, he brought Yuan Yingxing back safely and fulfilled his oath to Mochizuki.

……

When Yuan Yingxing woke up, he had already returned to the palace he was familiar with.

Lying on the bed, I moved my fingers and found that the injuries around my body had been carefully bandaged.

Through the curtain overhead, the light of the fire shone in. Incense burns in the smoker, wisps of smoke float in the air. He turned his head sideways and saw a shadow of purple clothes. The vision was a little blurry, and after a pause, I fixed my eyes to see that on the wooden stool at the head of the bed, there was a woman in purple sitting on it.

Keep your eyes down and meet his open eyes.

Yuan Yingxing's heart was messy, and her low mood was full of chest. When I woke up, what I thought of was still the previous battle, Tang Xiaoyu's stubborn figure blocking him, and Yang Qing's tempting words to him.

Ironic in his heart, thinking that Yang Qingcai was like the leader of the Demon Sect. If you are demagogic, Yang Qing said so naturally, so many great truths. Then, he started and stunned himself.

Yuan Yingxing stared at the woman sitting at the head of the bed, took the glass of water handed by the other party, sat up with great difficulty with the severe pain on her body, and glanced at the person again before she recognized who it was. He paused in his heart and called out slowly, "Mother." ”

Qin Ning looked at him with complicated eyes and nodded slightly.

The strangeness between the two made the atmosphere in the hall very awkward.

Yuan Yingxing sat at the head of the bed, lowered her head, held her forehead with her hand, and asked tiredly, "Why are you here?" ”

Qin Ning whispered, "I heard your commotion in the Western Regions. I don't have a good premonition, I'm afraid that something will happen to you, so I'll come and see you. It's fine if you're okay. ”

Yuan Yingxing turned her head sideways and looked at her with very strange eyes. He asked, "...... You care about me? ”

Qin Ning replied, "I don't care about you all the time. ”

Yuan Yingxing almost wanted to ask, "Then why aren't you by my side", but he endured it and didn't ask. He propped his forehead and asked, "Why are you here?" What about the others? ”

"I'm going out and let the Water Hall Master change the medicine for you," Qin Ning said, and in the young man's nonchalant expression, she said, "You're asking Yue Ya'er, right?" The Demon Sect is fighting with other sects of the Demon Sect, and she has to coordinate there; Her husband was seriously injured, and she had to take care of her; You're seriously injured, and she's going to have to come and see you; And she is pregnant and unwell...... That little girl, it was not easy to fall down like this. ”

She doesn't say "Holy Religion", but "Demon Religion".

She looked at Yuan Yingxing with her eyes, and she was stunned for a moment, and whispered, "The people of your original family and the girls you meet are all stronger than you." I don't know if it's luck or misfortune. ”

Yuan Yingxing was stunned, as if in a daze, not knowing what to think.

There wasn't much interaction between Qin Ning and his son, Yuan Yingxing was immersed in his own world, so Qin Ning got up and wanted to go out to call the water hall master over and take a look at Yuan Yingxing's body. She turned around and walked to the door, and heard Yuan Yingxing's faint voice behind her, "Mother...... Don't you want me to die? ”

Qin Ning turned his head.

When I turned around, I saw the emaciated young man sitting at the head of the bed.

He bowed his head, his expression was pale and pale. The long hair is scattered, and it is a little delicate. The robe was loosely draped over his shoulders, without all the madness and arrogance, he sat quietly by the lamplight, well-behaved and clever, lonely and helpless, pitiful and lovely.

When he sits alone, it makes people want to cry.

Looking back at him as if he had seen his father.

No matter how much time has passed, the strong and fragile youth in the eyes of others has always been a child in Qin Ning's eyes.

A child who is ignorant, cries for candy, and stubbornly shouts "I don't want it, I don't want it".

If he doesn't want it, he doesn't want it, and if he wants it, he can take it; Because he's strong enough. But there are many things in the world, and it is useless to be strong.

Qin Ning blinked the look of apprehension in her eyes, and said softly to her only son, "Of course I don't like you to die." Not only do I not want you to die, but I also want you to live well. ”

Yuan Yingxing turned her head sideways to look at her.

His mother didn't ask him what he had experienced, but she was very insightful and told him very firmly, "Ah Xing, many people hope that you will live well." ”

Yuan Yingxing was slightly stunned, watching her mother push the door and go out. He put his hands on his shoulders and bowed his head in silence.

The person who came again was Lingyin, who revisited his injuries and helped him change his medicine. He also instructed the sect leader to recuperate. Yuan Yingxing didn't ask about the situation outside, Lingyin looked hurried, and didn't talk to him. After the person left, Yuan Yingxing lay down on the bed again, closed his eyes and was distracted.

Upset.

I can't figure out why I'm here or why I'm still alive.

In his mind, the words he heard from Yao Fu before came to mind for a while, the shadow of Tang Xiaoyu blocking him in front of him for a while, the gentle and gentle words of Yang Qingwen for a while, the words of his mother for a while, and more often, he thought of Mochizuki again. But he didn't know what he wanted Mochizuki to do.

How he hated Yao Fu.

hatred, but not enough to keep him going......

Ethereal, I don't know how long I thought about it, but I heard the creak of the door again. Yuan Yingxing frowned, in a troubled mood, annoyed that these people dare to go in and out at will?! And make him the master?! He's still alive! It's not really dead!

He was about to be furious, but with strong ears, he heard the sound of approaching footsteps, and his body froze—it was Yue Ya'er.

Yuan Yingxing was stunned, not knowing how to face Yue Ya'er. What would she say to herself? If she seriously injured Yang Qing, she would beg him to be merciful, right? What will you cry out to him?

He annoyed her to death, nine out of ten sentences were Yang Qing's words, but he didn't bother her. He wanted to see this girl, but he was afraid to see this girl. He liked her smile and was afraid of her cold questioning...... The footsteps were getting closer and closer, and Yuan Yingxing simply closed his eyes and continued to pretend to be asleep.

It's better to pretend that you didn't wake up.

He felt Mochizuki reach the bedside, stretched out his hand, pulled open the corner of the brocade quilt, and caught his pulse. Probably thinking that he was fine, Mochizuki sat down after the stool scratched the floor tiles.

There was a long silence.

Long silence.

Yuan Yingxing didn't dare to open her eyes, hoping that she would leave quickly, and that she would stay for a while. He still had a bunch of mysteries that he couldn't solve, and the surroundings were so quiet that if he hadn't heard Mochizuki's shallow breathing, he would almost have thought Mochizuki was gone. Mochizuki sat on the edge of the bed all the time, but didn't make the slightest sound.

Nervousness slowly turns boring. Yuan Yingxing began to think about Yang Qing and his mother's words again. He quickly put Yang Qing's words behind him, he didn't trust Yang Qing; He thought about Qin Ning's words. Even if his mother didn't love him, she wouldn't hurt him, would she? There must be some truth to what she said, right? Does she want him to live?

Tick.

A drop of warm water splashed on his hand.

Yuan Yingxing's mind returned, and his fingers couldn't help but tremble.

Another drop of water, falling.

His mind began to ...... Is it water? What water did Yueya'er splash on her hands? No sound seems to be heard.

More water, like beads of broken threads, continued to fall on his hands.

It's tears.

Yuan Yingxing began to panic: Yue Ya'er cried?!

She rarely cries!

He had expected Mochizuki to shed tears for him many times, but when she did cry, he couldn't stand this heart-wrenching feeling. The heart was clumped together, desperately squeezed in, no matter how painful, no matter how uncomfortable. He didn't want to pretend to be asleep anymore and opened his eyes to see her.

In front of the bed, the girl lowered her head, and the shadow of the candle shone on the top of her black hair.

She sat in front of the bed, tears the size of beans, smashing down intermittently. Drop by drop, it smashed on the young man's hand resting on the edge of the bed.

The eyes were red, and the tears were pouring out, ticking.

Her shoulders trembled, her hands covered her mouth, desperately trying to suppress the choking sound, and her little face turned red from crying.

She's a person who is too emotional. Soon he couldn't control himself, and silently shed tears, and the tears fell more and more, trembling from his shoulders to his arms.

In the dim light of the fire, she cried silently, and so pitifully.

Suddenly, a hand reached under her eyelids and wiped away the tears from her eyes.

Mochizuki looked up in surprise, opened a pair of wet eyes, and looked at the young man who sat up. He put his hand under her eyelids and looked down at her, extremely gentle, "Don't cry. ”

Mochizuki blinked.

A tear on his eyelashes fell on his hand that reached under his eyes. He looked down at the tear and whispered, "Pregnant people, you can't cry." Didn't Lingyin tell you? ”

Mochizuki nodded, then shook her head again.

Still shedding tears.

The weak young man with long hair who sat up was teased by her, and the expression in his eyes became more and more pitying, and he said, "I'm awake, I, I'm ...... Didn't my mother, and Lingyin, tell you? ”

Mochizuki shook his head.

It's a mess outside. She had just found time to come over, and she hadn't run into those two men at all.

Yuan Yingxing sighed and wiped her tears again, "Don't cry." ”

Mochizuki's body trembled, whimpered, suddenly got up, flew forward, and hugged his neck tightly, "Yuan Yingxing!" Yuan Yingxing, you scared me to death. I see you and Brother Qing......" She saw the two of them coming back covered in blood, and she felt that the sky had fallen, "I'm afraid you won't wake up...... You're so badly hurt...... What will I do if you're gone? ”

Yuan Yingxing whispered, "Don't you have Yang Qing?" ”

Mochizuki looked up and looked at him angrily, "He's not you!" ”

Her eyes were red, and her eyes were full of tears, because her hands were tightly covering her face before, and her delicate skin was pressed out of red marks, which looked very funny. In the eyes of Yuan Yingxing, it looks very cute. Yuan Yingxing heard Mochizuki say solemnly, "I can't lose you!" ”

Because of her words, Yuan Yingxing lowered her head, and tears almost fell.

He suddenly thought of Yang Qing's words and Qin Ning's words.

He hugged the warm body of the girl in his arms, and finally spoke, "Yueya'er, do you still like to listen to me?" He looked at the void with red eyes as the girl hugged him tightly and nodded, "I want to tell you what happened to me." ”

After so long, he finally wanted to talk to his Yueya'er.

What went wrong.

Say why he became like this.

Why did he attack Yang Qing...... No, maybe you don't need to talk about that. Yang Qing didn't seem to let Yue Ya'er know what he did to him.

Yang Qing is really a good person. I'm afraid that Yue Ya'er will be embarrassed, and such a serious injury will be hidden.

He was originally Yingxing, and he always lost to Yang Qing.

Quite weak, quite convinced.

So, where does it start?

From the first time he met Yao Fu more than six years ago, he started to talk.

No, even earlier.

It should start from seven years ago, from when he was preparing for the wedding and marrying Yue Ya'er.

It should start with the first time they met when they were children.

Since childhood, he has been dependent on Yueyaer's life and coexists in symbiosis. has protected Yueya'er since she was a child, allowing her to grow up in the direction she wants. What he has, he will give her; What he didn't have, he wanted to give it to her. He loved to see her carefree and nonchalant.

He wanted to marry her. He likes her, he loves her. She wasn't enlightened, but she was willing. If it were normal, Yue Ya'er must have married him a long time ago.

But from the first time Yao Fu appeared, fate was forcibly turned.

He told Mochizuki about his two consciousnesses.

said that one loved her and the other loved Yao Fu.

said how hard to act, how to pretend that there was nothing at all.

He told her that when the news of her death came, he really felt heartbroken and really wanted to follow her.

But that pain is continuous. She didn't die, which is good news, but it's not that good. She finally caught up with the man she liked, she was so proud, so happy, she didn't know what she was expecting behind her back.

"Yue Ya'er, when you were chasing Yang Qingman in the world. You don't know how jealous I am in Gongfu, every day and every night. ”

"I want to chase you too. But you don't want me. You think I like Yao Fu, I can't even defend it. ”

"I'm scared every day, afraid that my consciousness will be completely taken away by the one I don't like, afraid that I will completely forget about you and love Yao Fu. I don't want to be like this, I try my best every day to control the two consciousnesses, to live together peacefully, and not to argue...... Only by thinking of you can we survive. ”

"I've been calculated so far, life is not my life, feelings are not my feelings. I don't know what this is, I don't know what it means. ”

……

The young man sat on the bed, put his hands on his bent knees, and talked slowly, about what he had been hiding for so long.

The girl lay on his lap and wept. My whole body trembled, and I cried so much that I couldn't breathe. How much I hate myself, I can't wait to turn back, I can't wait to kill Yao Fu 10,000 times again.

Yuan Yingxing stroked Mochizuki's long tear-soaked hair with her hand to comfort her emotions.

He said "don't cry" many times, but she couldn't stop. He couldn't help it, his eyes were red, and tears fell.

It's really bitter.

It's so hard.

He was the only one all along.

It was only him all the time.

He carried it all alone.

He has no relatives, no lovers, only himself.

For so long, after so long, I was forced to split, I was forced to collapse, I was driven crazy...... Everyone thinks he's crazy, they all think he's abnormal. But who knows what kind of person Yuan Yingxing is?

"I'm sorry, I don't know......" Mochizuki choked up, she knelt on the bed and hugged Yuan Yingxing tightly, "I didn't know you were so bitter...... I shouldn't have done that to you...... Ah Xing, I'm sorry...... I should be with you, I should be by your side...... I'm sorry for making you so sad, I can't stop you......"

She's a fool.

She's the bad guy.

She has never taken Yuan Yingxing seriously in her eyes, she only feels that he is inexplicable, and now he is just more inexplicable. She left him alone in the dark, leaving him alone to be so hard to side. He needed her, how much he needed her...... If she had been with him at that time, he wouldn't have broken down enough to kill himself.

She was the one who hurt him.

Thinking about that day again, when he hugged her behind his back and asked her "lover". How heartbroken he must have been when she said "no". How much he cared about her, but he couldn't believe it, he didn't believe that she cared about him. He felt that she had abandoned him, that she didn't want him anymore.

It's better to be dead.

It's better to die.

Yuan Yingxing's tears are falling.

He laughed slowly and said, "It's okay. It's already in the past. ”

Mochizuki put his arms around him, still crying profusely.

Yuan Yingxing smiled, his tears were still on his cheeks, but he was not so sad in his heart. What he wants is that Yue Ya'er cares about him. He thought she wanted to die when she didn't want him; When he knew that she cared, he had hope again.

Yuan Yingxing kissed her sideburns and whispered, "Yueya'er, do you love me?" ”

Mochizuki looked up and looked at him through teary eyes.

She knows love in her heart.

But she knew that Yuan Yingxing didn't want to distinguish clearly, and she didn't need to explain.

His obsession is deep, and he just wants an answer.

Like that night cloud gate, the wind was strong in the mountains, and he forced himself to lean against the tree, lowered his head, and asked her over and over again, "Do you love me?" ”

He didn't need to tell the difference, he just heard the word.

This one...... The people who grew up with her, from teenagers to young adults, he was paranoid and powerful. This is the only thing that will never be forgotten.

With tears in his eyes, Mochizuki gave him what he wanted, "Love." ”

Yuan Yingxing's eyes lit up.

Mochizuki hugged him, "Hara Yingxing, I love you." ”

Yuan Yingxing closed his eyes.

That's enough.

In the decades that followed, countless times he walked in the wilderness. He is idle during the day and tosses and turns at night. There is no turning back, and there is a long way to go.

Everything was fine. He walked alone, in the rain and the wind, in the silent forest. He is still paranoid and still can't see through feelings. I still feel unfair when I am wrong in life, but I can endure it. Countless times I look back, it seems to be back to this night, hearing her say "I love you" with tears in her eyes.

With her words, he can go on alone.

"I love you" before parting is when Yuan Yingxing loves Mochizuki the most.

After that, he turned and left.